It's a 1-way street

salam. last week wednesday we had our very own annual dinner. organized by the final yr students for final yr students ourselves. the usual tradition is, the 3rd yrs are gonna be organizing this event esp to honor us the final yrs. and all batch would come. 1st yr to 4th yr. but this year, we went slightly out of track la. suke2hati je tak jemput budak2 junior sama. haha.. tp jemput lecturer je. and boy, the dinner was legend- wait for it -aryyy! (ok tiru howimeturmother). the food was even legen- dont go anywhere -dar- almost there -rriierr!! (haha melampau) bes gile makan tambah banyak kali. i guess thats why i like buffet, and somemore they were all my classmates so dah bese makan banyak2 and comot2 depan diorg. the appetizers, the entree, the desserts, all way too superb!! but sadly enough, my tudung kinda screwed up along the way so no featured pics of me as in gamba depan2 mahupun sorg2. and since my frens are all much more prettier than me, letak gambo dorg je la haha.. and no,

.. well it'd better be :p ++ salam glad this week ended. what a week! i guess i need this busy-ness a lot la. just enough to keep me distracted from being such a freaking hopeless loner. i used to say that ive received a hell lot of bad news recently kan, and what do u know, Allah always has a better plan for me. wooh i got chills already. last full weekend me and alak went to this amazing (mark my word) mental rehab. or what other people call - ESQ. alak had introduced it well enough in her post . so somehow i guess my part is done la. haha. but to get clearer, just click here . so im glad im ESQ-ed. and thankful my mom and dad sent me there. sedar diri sket la aku ni. during the days that i felt like amnesiakan diri and all, esq happened. alhamdulillah la. so during the rehab, we were exposed to the principle of God spot, how the big bang theory wasnt actually from stephen hawking but from the quran (forgot the ayat, later i check back) which is the most resourceful and greatest

hari tu gi derme darah. bes. jarum besa. tapi tak rase pape. sebab ade bius. 300ml je pun. taktau la 300ml darah boleh selamatkan berape ramai orang? ok saya festaim derme. jadiknye agak la jakun sikit. kalau jadi blood donor ade banyak benefits. contohnye kalau ade kemalangan. dan kite perlu organ. sebagai blood donor, kite layak dpt organ tu. sebab kite dah contribute darah. haha. saye pun tatau sangat. ni pun kakyong bagitau. kalau dalam islam, jadi organ donor tu elok ke? kalau elok, saye nak jadi la. rupenye saye darah A. comel tak. dah lame dah tau. saje je. kalau sape2 nak darah saye. buzz la kat ym. hahaha.. vampires pun layan a hari tu saye punye brooch jatuh. brooch tu lawa. die terjatuh. hilang. dah pusing2 dekat 3,4 kali, tak jumpe jugak. tu kali ke 4 brooch jatuh. rupenye pendrive saye tak hilang. ade kat umah. selamat dah. simulink masih belum gerak banyak. camne nak buat xpc? sape tau? minggu ni ade banyak berita buruk. tapi lepas berita buruk, mesti ade berita baik. ta

yesterday, 12 feb, 59 years ago, Hassan al Banna died. dont tell me ur actually asking, "hassan who?" hoho ok of course ur not. and forget about feb 14 and craps. (today, 136696 years ago, st valentino died. so lets celebrate with love-shaped chocs.) uh come on..? *flips page* i really like sarimah ibrahim. esp in this pic! sile la sangat lawa mekapnye dan of course mukenye ituu.. one time i saw her at klcc. pun sangat2 lawa jugak! lately ive been such a friking klutz and clumsy and messy.. .. broke uswah's specs (sori seribu kali sori T_T) .. lost my pendrive (yang ade byk homwek baru siap n source codes yang baru type - again T_T) .. TERpegang mug pecah (dan bleeding macam baru lepas bunuh orang.. agak scary juge) .. dan lain2 perkara biasa seperti terhangus kan tudung mase iron, terlupe amik duit baki lepas beli makanan etc etc. random quirky quotes for the day, Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, y

salam. i dont know what to do. so i clicked new post. today kak amera got married. she looked gorgeous as usual. her pics kat laptop alak. btw my dad dropped by cairo a few days back and made a rendezvous with syamil (@tame) whom now looks like a real grownup. gile ah. kakak ngko ni je tak matang2 lagi. oh anyway i like this song . currently reading (more like skimming) this Hlovate's novel titled schubert's serenade (thanks to puan Kakyong). haha bes bes, remind me of nodame cantabile. and pachelbel's canon is still the bombest . no wonder many ppl love it. haha.. 4 hours of nodame (plus another 12 hours for the dramas) and 7 hours +++ of schubert's serenade made me thinking, "want to go classical la like this.." cey la tapi. tekan satu key piano mase kat umah arwah atok tang dulu2 pn dah takut sebab kuat sangat. ape lagi nak main satu lagu tu. tambahan pule jari2 yang pendek amat susah nak tekan key laju2 T_T tapi cam bes je the thought of somebody's p

yey me~ banyak keje. tapi buat keje ni. haha. i think i kinda like this template. not too stuffy. not too rainbowy. just plain and dull and gray and white. i still have so much things to tweak, btw. like, the pic up there, i want it linked to home, i.e. name5avol2.blogspot.com. how eh? but for now, im just gonna use this la. haha quite embarrassing la for me while people is getting on with life without blogs, i even install a new template for this old blog. okay, time for random pics.. wing span: 98 cm best range: 20 m (ok la kan?) i miss playing this glider. esp those moments in titiwangse.

catatan orang bosan. (wah it even rhymes) so.. people are going back home for a 10-day CNY cum midterm break. i kinda freaked out to figure that i bathe in the bathroom without other people bathing too, brushing teeth, laundrying, bising2. haih. roomies were gone too. leaving me rotting here alone. called mam and dad, no answer. ani and sha and azma are too far away la plak. kalau ade boifren kan bes, bole call bofren. miahahahahaha (gelak kucing gatal amal) ohh oh boifren is so not gona happen. husband will. haha ok ok ok perish that thought already. kalau ade daemon kan bes.. dem u kalau . u know what i guess if we keep kalau-ing or what-if-ing (or what-the-eff-ing) we're not gona get anywhere. its like were standing at one stagnation point, keep making excuses, like the bangau oh bangau song tu kan. and we end up looking stupid ourselves. so the only way to not looking stupid is, well, by default, start doing ur things la kan. like when ur supposed to write ur source codes but