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Yo everyone,
It's already the 3rd week of work at my new work place. I have left ANL officially on the 8th April and therefore ended my 6 years, 1 month and 4 days of teaching career. Throughout the past 6 years, I've seen many different types of people, be it teachers or students or even parents. Of course, I have also learnt a lot in the past 6 years of education industry.
Some people might ask 'Why so sudden? You've been in the line for so many years!' Well, there's many reasons to my decision. Besides the weird policies from ANL, unjustified benefits + workload, the most important thing is that I see no prospect in this career anymore, not with this company at least. Being an educator, the job scope has reach the stagnant stage and I tell myself that it's time to move on.
Besides that, I also wanted to try out something else... and just nice the opportunity has come to me... and so I've made my choice and grab onto it. My current job... It's definitely something not related to my field of studies but what I wanted to be involved in. Although I was being exposed to all the sophisticated software and platforms, I'm willing to learn new things and take up the challenges.
So far so good and since tomorrow my colleagues will be heading down for live broadcast support, I will be on my own for the news support. I'm sure I can do a good job!
This week is the night shift week, I kinda like night shift cos I'll get to sleep a lot. =X
Today I've heard from Kelly, Jaycen and Christ about the D Toilets happening... haha Heard that male toilet will have the sound of water which sound like someone else is doing his small business while for the female toilet, at late night, whenever you're alone... as you come out from the cubicle to wash your hand, the hand dryer will be activated on its own. Oh well... I guess there's always such incident everywhere. =X
Okay folks, shall end my entry today with a picture of my dinner today @ Hot Tomatoes - Nex ... expensive but delicious. Making me super bloated... even till now. XP
Teriyaki Chicken Chop + Ice Lemon Tea (~SGD$12.20 incl GST & Service Charge)
Labels: ESS Happenings, Food, Misc
People get confused by all sorts of things... especially this thing call feelings... He said it that way... does that mean i should not hold on to the little bit of feelings any longer?
What do one wants in life? If only its always as clear as glass... but one just cant see certain things that's even right infront of one's eyes.
Why are ppl always not daring enough? Because people hestitated....
Why should circle starts to move first before triangle tries any attempt?
Cirle's lost and confused, so does Triangle...
What if the two shape came into each other's path?
What will happen? Will it be more realistic?
Minds are such weird and complicated thing...
If only...
Trend in Trend
Saw the above website from Span's msn message just now and so kpo went to see.
Omg its like online shop for some clothes. Haha. And I really like these few outfit below~ (Btw the models are soooo cute and sweet!! Wootz!! I'm not les lah but I do admire at ppl with nice features one mah)

*UP* I Want this!!




*UP* I like this kind of style but I might not be suitable for this cos of my chest size. =X



Aw~ I want the 2nd dress very much!! =X
Need to slim down!! I Want to be pretty!! >_<
P.S: Btw, the aircon at my side seems to broke down... so for once my all year round winter desk area got 'summer'. But too 'men' (闷) le~
Labels: Misc
There was this guy who loved two gals at the same time but he didn't know which one he loved more. Someone taught him. Ask yourself this question and answer it honestly:
'When you are happy, which gal would you want to share your happiness with?' The one you think of is someone you love.
Ask yourself another question and answer it honestly :
'When you are sad, which gal you want to share your burden with?' The one you think of is also someone you love.
If you think of the same gal when you are happy & sad, that's the most perfect. But if you don't think of the same gal, I would advise you to choose the one you are willing to share your sadness with.
In life, there are more sorrows than happiness.
There are too many people that u meet that u can share your happiness with, not necessary your lover.
If you live your life happily, you can also enjoy it alone.
In sadness, however, there are not many people willing to share your burden with you. If you are willing to tell someone your happiness, I am sure that person has got to be someone close & an understanding person to you.
But it shouldn't stop there. If that person only thinks of you when she is happy, but looks for someone else when she is sad, this lover is too unstable; she doesn't treat you as someone she can spend the rest of her life with.
Of course, I will be very happy if I am the first person to share her happiness. But, if she is sad, I will be too willing to stay by her side & ease her pain. Only then, will I believe that I hold a very important position in her heart.
If you are sad, who comes to your mind first?
Friendship is a strange thing. We find ourselves telling each other the deepest details of our lives... things we don't even share with the families who raised us.
But what is a friend? A confidant? A shoulder to cry on? An ear to listen? A heart to feel? A friend is all these ... and more. No matter where we met, no matter how long we've been together... I call you friend.
A word so small, yet so large in feeling, a word filled with emotion, a word overflowing with love. Truly great things come in small packages.
Once the package of friendship has been opened, it can never be closed.
It is a constant book always waiting... waiting to be read... and enjoyed.
We may have our disagreements... we may have our disappointments ...we may argue ...we may have concern for one another...friendship is a unique bond that lasts through all tribulations. A part of each of us goes into our friendships ... our humor ... our experiences... our tears.
Friendships are foundations... necessary for
life... and love. Friends.. you and me ... you brought another friend and then we were three ... we started our group ...our circle of friends... there is no beginning .. there is no end.
Frm: Email (Zhen Hui)
Labels: Forwarded Msg/Email, Misc
Last nite in GE…
Marhou: “What if your boyfriend younger than you then how?”
Me: “Eh… don’t know… need to see how young also.”
Marhou: “Then later parents say cannot marry cos too young! Lolx”
Me: “… why do you ask?”
So I asked (jokingly) Marhou if he happens to have a crush on me because he asked funny questions and he said ‘no’. Then I joked again if its true and he said ‘if you fall for me, you’re lucky’. I asked why? And he answered, ‘because I’m a good guy’. LOLX!!
Self promoting eh Marhou? =P Anyway if you happen to read this entry, don’t ask misleading questions again loh.
Then I told my faction mate about it and received one weird response.
Xav: “Ix you got bf de ah?’
Me: “No”
Xav: “Sure or not?”
Me: “Yeah cos guys don’t like me so no bf.”
Hmm… sometimes… not that in this world most people around my age are attached means I am also one of them. And… why most people don’t believe me when I said I do not have a bf??? =.=
It's the period of emo lately and I am like another stranger to myself.
Yesterday Yating asked if I applied moisturizer or whatever cream onto my face. I told her no and asked why. She was sort of shock for a while and told me that I look very white, or rather pale lately…
But I don’t know it’s so obvious? Even my parents commented that I am already turning panda lately… seriously I need to sleep and rest more… my body temperature is always rising, so high that my brother’s temperature loses out (usually guys have higher body temperature).
Oh yah, regarding the GE friend who I quarreled with, things were cleared… but things were no longer the same like before. Last night in GE faction chat, I was just joking with Span but then he got so angry that he wouldn’t even reply to my apology PM. What was wrong? I don’t know… then they went for PY to hunt boss and I skipped again.
Since they do not have enough slot for squad members in PY, one of them suggested kicking someone out of the squad. Then Span and someone else (if I didn’t remember wrongly) said “Kick Ix” and “Hurry Up”. Actually when I see the way them guys talk to this girl player call Cath from Halycon, I feel so uncomfortable for some reason that I am not even sure of myself. Esp. Span, he talks so differently to her as compared to me.
In my memory, Span is a really wonderful guy and he leaves a very good impression in my mind. He was very nice to me long time ago (yes, before his previous faction went apart and stuff), so nice that he even go to the ice field just to take a few screenshots for me. It’s a very simple thing but yet it touches me somehow because he don’t have to so this for a stranger (me) whom he only met for the 1st time and talked for a short period of time. But now things are so different… sis says that it could be because I am not ‘obedient’ to him (for PY thingy) and so on. I feel very upset that people changes so differently… but then again, do I really know him that well for me to even start to feel upset over? I think I should just take it that I know him in a dream, so I won’t be so upset.
Jin asked why aren’t I talking in faction nowadays and I told him that there are no difference whether I talked or not so why talk (unless necessary)? I am online at the time when they are busy… so sometimes I am being ignored… and I am easily emo + mood swing, once I talk... the chances of having a quarrel with Span will increase.
The thought of leaving the faction [‘family’ they call] starts to float on the surface nowadays… what should I do? Its either I stay there and remain silent all the time (like Yukies) or I just get my ass out of it. My sis and bro started GE lately too and sis said that she would never join a faction. My bro asked if it is a must to join a faction. I said no to him, you could get so pissed off or upset in a faction even most of them are really good people in the game itself.
I should work harder on training now… maybe afk for the time being… should focus on other things in my life.
Happen to came upon this...
Rape & Its Effect
Hope all females out there are always safe from it.
Labels: Emo Craps, Gaming, Misc, Thoughts
Just drank a very weird coffee…. I don’t mean the taste… but like… ehm… there’s some tiny thing that floats on top of it… the coffee doesn’t taste weird… so I just drank it all up in different shots… don’t know if something is wrong or not… but I got the boil coffee pack from the staff lounge. Anyway won’t die from it lah.
Heard that St.Nicks’ gonna make next Monday (31st March 2008) as a school holiday for the students as well as the staff for the Fiesta Event.
But then again… I have to check with the General office people (EAS staff) if they are coming back to school on next Monday or not. If they do that means I have to come for work and there won’t be a ‘free holiday’ for me. T-T
(I pray hard to get a free holiday… wanna rot at home…)
Am starting to clear my stuff from the office now as I’m not sure when will my replacement be found for this school… oh yah I was playing GE Adelina Booty Search (total 95) last nite with my brother and sister… got so excited as I’ve picked a prized loot while my bro picked two. ^^ But I need something good for my scout and elem lah.
Will update the loots list from the ABS on my GE blog when free.
So cold in office now… =.=
This school is always trying hard (and never failed) to freeze me to death huh?
Just one more thing… nowadays I’m so sian with the email notification of ‘Whoever wants to share an application with you’ or ‘Whoever has sent you a/an whatever invitation’. Sounds familiar? Of course you do, they are from Friendster and FaceBook, ehem, if you have one by the way.
And FaceBook is always so lag here in school pc… sometimes at home too…
I shall leave the Friendster application invitation aside first, haven’t got the time to ‘figure out’ what is it. And was about to do this…
But it appears so lag that I can’t even cancel those 900 plus invitation from FaceBook.
Shall do it at home… even if I accept those invitations, I wont have the time to figure out and explore it… so… what’s the use? [Those who sent the invitation I’m sorry to have disappointed you.]
Labels: Misc, Mixed Column
Name: FiOh Dadako
Title: Creative Services Assistant
Horoscope: Sagittarius
Location: Another World
Type: Mixed Blood Vampire
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