I fucking hate after party moments!
Eto yung mga instances na I regret ALL the things i said, i did, i drank, the night before. Kasi naman ang alak, ginagawa akong baboy na pinakawalan sa kural. Crap.
Ganito ako palagi day after party. Apart from hangover, busy rin ang utak ko sa kakaisip kung ano ang mga ginawa kong nakakahiya.
Shet.
Fuck.
Maraming beses ko na nasasabi yan lalo na kapag mawawala na yung lasing sa system ko. At this point, ilang beses ko na rin yatang sinabi yan everytime maaalala ko yung party kagabi. Fuck.
Pero the much-awaited-sa-wakas-natuloy-din batch party was PARRRTTTTEEEHHHHH!
Nakakahiya talaga. Fuck. Shit. Ano kaya mga ginawa kong nakakahiya kagabi? Shit.
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Late Cavite Post
December 15, 2008
2:25 a.m.
I just finished reading a required material for Brand Management. It wasn’t the geeky part of me that forced me to read it until this late. I just felt I need to make up for the time I wasted reading New Moon.
Back to the reading material - THE Blue Ocean Strategy – it’s just so compelling. Basta. It deserves the emphasis I put on the article. It moved me like love does in mysterious ways (the hell to those who didn’t LOLled). At long last, it made me think – think about my future. Basta after reading some part of the book, it came to my mind that by the time I will put up my own business, it would be something that will create an uncontested new market space, which looks at competition as irrelevant. Kewl. Not only that, it also made me ponder on creating my own self as a blue ocean – an ocean where companies will fight for just to get near me. Soon I’ll be selling my self to them so might as well think of myself as a company trying to vend myself to a very congested market.
I know, this is nonsense.
I just feel upset.
A few hours ago, it was our 10th monthsarry, and we weren’t together. This was our first monthsarry away from each other – a very childish tantrum. What can I do? It’s my father’s birthday. Can you just stop acting like I just disregarded a life-or-death matter?
Oh God. I feel so sleepy. But I don’t want to rest. I want to exhaust myself. That way, I won’t be able to think about anything. If only I could wake up late, then I wouldn’t have to worry about getting eye bags. ABAM pictorial – go go go.
Friday, December 12, 2008
Friday Solitude
Solitude is a state of seclusion or isolation, i.e. lack of contact with people or love. It may stem from bad relationships, deliberate choice, contagious disease, disfiguring features, repulsive personal habits, mental illness, or circumstances of employment or situation.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Solitude
I am alone, Friday night.
Solitude seems to love me so much that it doesn't want to leave me for the time being. Friday night, clubbing nights, enjoy nights - to me, it's an empty night.
Parang sira ulo. Kanina, gusto kong mag-isa. Ayoko muna ng maraming tao at ayokong makipag-usap sa iba. Sobra ang antok ko kaya pinili ko na lang ang maging mag-isa sa kwarto - iniwan ko lahat ng tao sa labas ng sarili ko. Ayoko ng BA friends, ayoko muna kay Q, ayoko sa lahat.
Pero bakit ngayon, MAG-ISA PA RIN AKO?
Ang labo. I chose to be alone but it seemed that i don't have a choice but to be alone. Or better yet, did i have a choice in the first place? Can i not avoid this? Labo.
Got a couple of things to do. Read Blue Ocean Strategy, fix my clothes, heal myself (yuck), and a lot more.
Masama lang siguro ang gising ko.
I am not as especial as i thought i were.
Thanks God. Thanks solitude. I should learn to love you now.
Thursday, December 11, 2008
On Editing Pictures
Haha.
Because of a lack of thing to do, i tried editing my pictures through Nero Photosnap Viewer. Voila! I liked it.
Because of a lack of thing to do, i tried editing my pictures through Nero Photosnap Viewer. Voila! I liked it.
Narcissistic Me
Since nasira ang TV ko, nawala na motivation kong mag-aral. Nagupload na lang ako ng grad pics. Mas maayos tingnan yung edited. Kaso yung print copy lang ang edited.
FORMAL
TOGA
TV ko... Magawa ka na... Last 2 episodes na lang ng Survivor Philippines...
Lapit ko nang grumaduate!
FORMAL
TOGA
SABLAY
TV ko... Magawa ka na... Last 2 episodes na lang ng Survivor Philippines...
Lapit ko nang grumaduate!
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Kill Thy Time
 | Ace took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test! "Needs a way of escape from all that oppresses him ..."
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B.H.A.G.
Affected ako sa last lecture ni Sir Acedera sa 177 last tuesday. Nakakainspire yung B.H.A.G. framework nya (Big, Hairy, Audacious Goals).
Ever since naman na makilala ko siya, nainspire na ako. Galing syang province (gaya ko), scholar (gaya ko), and a very ambitious hardworker (hmm, di yata ako).
Tawa ako ng tawa nung sinabi niya na kinikilabutan pa rin sya hanggang ngayon kapag pumupunta sya sa Makati. Yuck, so me. Haha. Ganun din pakiramdam ko kapag bumababa ako from MRT Ayala Station nang naka-corpo attire.
Gusto ko ring gawin yung B.H.A.G. ni sir. Pero kailangan nun ng sobrang taas na pangarap at motivation at sipag to achieve the goals.
Dahil dyan, kailangan ko ring maging masipag!
Ever since naman na makilala ko siya, nainspire na ako. Galing syang province (gaya ko), scholar (gaya ko), and a very ambitious hardworker (hmm, di yata ako).
Tawa ako ng tawa nung sinabi niya na kinikilabutan pa rin sya hanggang ngayon kapag pumupunta sya sa Makati. Yuck, so me. Haha. Ganun din pakiramdam ko kapag bumababa ako from MRT Ayala Station nang naka-corpo attire.
Gusto ko ring gawin yung B.H.A.G. ni sir. Pero kailangan nun ng sobrang taas na pangarap at motivation at sipag to achieve the goals.
Dahil dyan, kailangan ko ring maging masipag!
Saturday, December 6, 2008
AJA
I don't really know what "aja" means nor have i ever used it to motivate myself. Pero lately kasi i've been losing hope due to frustrations brought about by a number of failures i have encountered.
I remember two days ago, i was planning to write about something a little negative about UP. Sabi ko, hindi naman ako pinatalino ng UP. In other words, i have been thinking for the past few days that even if i did not study here in UP, would still have te same level of intelligence that i have now.
Pero nagbago na ulit isip ko. AJA na. Haha.
Magiging succesful din ako!
Magkakaroon ako ng magandang trabaho, maganda at solong office, sariling kotse, naka corpo attire everyday, at magiging BOSS!
I remember two days ago, i was planning to write about something a little negative about UP. Sabi ko, hindi naman ako pinatalino ng UP. In other words, i have been thinking for the past few days that even if i did not study here in UP, would still have te same level of intelligence that i have now.
Pero nagbago na ulit isip ko. AJA na. Haha.
Magiging succesful din ako!
Magkakaroon ako ng magandang trabaho, maganda at solong office, sariling kotse, naka corpo attire everyday, at magiging BOSS!
Friday, December 5, 2008
Last Semester
2nd sem AY0809, my supposedly last sem in college, doesn't seem to be exciting at all.
First off, Bacbacan 2 (Inter-BA org sports fest) is on Monday and... we're not ready. Not to mention back aches and... oh God. Basta nakaka stress mag lift, mag practice every night (though hindi naman ako palagi umaattend), nakakapagod overall.
I never liked Bacbacan 2. I dunno. Maybe because it is always scheduled too early, like only a few weeks after the start of 2nd sem. Eh feeling ko bakasyon pa rin ako. Bwisit. Dammit, para sosyal.
Because of Bacbacan 2, nauubos energies ko. I always feel like not doing my academic requirements. 177, 198, PI 100. Shet. Nakakatamad.
I just want to graduate. After that i won't need to think about my orgs, my acads, and i could get away from the busy UP life.
Ang sakit sa ulo. Sore head. Nakakapagod.
First off, Bacbacan 2 (Inter-BA org sports fest) is on Monday and... we're not ready. Not to mention back aches and... oh God. Basta nakaka stress mag lift, mag practice every night (though hindi naman ako palagi umaattend), nakakapagod overall.
I never liked Bacbacan 2. I dunno. Maybe because it is always scheduled too early, like only a few weeks after the start of 2nd sem. Eh feeling ko bakasyon pa rin ako. Bwisit. Dammit, para sosyal.
Because of Bacbacan 2, nauubos energies ko. I always feel like not doing my academic requirements. 177, 198, PI 100. Shet. Nakakatamad.
I just want to graduate. After that i won't need to think about my orgs, my acads, and i could get away from the busy UP life.
Ang sakit sa ulo. Sore head. Nakakapagod.
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Monday, December 1, 2008
The Groundbreaking Thinker That I Was
Para lang masabi na nag-update ako ng multiply, i answered another personality test.
Taken from this personality test.
Inspired by this friend.
Groundbreaking Thinkers
are charming, enthusiastic persons. They really bubble over with energy and like to take center stage. They love variety both professionally and privately. Groundbreaking Thinkers tackle changes consistently with their optimism and firm belief in their own abilities; they are always on the look-out for improvement possibilities. Their excellent communication skills are of great advantage to them here. They approach the world with curiosity and openness and master new situations with a great deal of talent for improvising and with resourcefulness. Their spare time is taken up with a large number of hobbies; most Groundbreaking Thinkers like to travel in order to gather as many different impressions as possible. This personality type is unbeatable at discovering new possibilities.
In their work, Groundbreaking Thinkers highly rate challenges and diversified tasks. They cannot stand routine and too detailed work. They love to astound others with bold ideas for an original, new project and then leave it up to the others to implement them. Hierarchies, rules and regulations arouse their opposition and they love outsmarting the system. It is vital to them that they enjoy their work; if this is the case, they quickly become pure workaholics. Their creativity best takes effect when they work independently (I'd say that this is so true); but they are very good at motivating others and infecting them with their optimistic nature. Conceptual or advisory activities appeal especially to Groundbreaking Thinkers. It can happen that some people feel somewhat duped by their flexible, spontaneous nature.
Their sociability and enterprise ensure that Groundbreaking Thinkers always have a large circle of friends and acquaintances in which activity plays an important role. As they are mostly in a good mood, they are popular and very welcome guests. Grumbling and peevishness are unknown to them. However, they do tend to be a little erratic and unstable when it comes to obligations and this makes them appear to be unreliable to some. Groundbreaking Thinkers are very critical and demanding when it comes to picking a partner because they look for the ideal relationship and have a very concrete picture of this ideal relationship. Mutual aims in life are very important to them. They do not like compromising and would rather remain alone. For the partner, it is often a challenge to have a long-term relationship with a Groundbreaking Thinker. Groundbreaking Thinkers need a lot of space and diversity or otherwise they become bored and feel cramped. Types who are rather more traditionalistic often have problems with the willingness of Groundbreaking Thinkers to take risks and their often crazy, spontaneous actions.
However, if one can summon up sufficient flexibility and tolerance for them, one will never be bored in their presence and will always have a loyal and faithful partner.
Taken from this personality test.
Inspired by this friend.
Groundbreaking Thinkers
are charming, enthusiastic persons. They really bubble over with energy and like to take center stage. They love variety both professionally and privately. Groundbreaking Thinkers tackle changes consistently with their optimism and firm belief in their own abilities; they are always on the look-out for improvement possibilities. Their excellent communication skills are of great advantage to them here. They approach the world with curiosity and openness and master new situations with a great deal of talent for improvising and with resourcefulness. Their spare time is taken up with a large number of hobbies; most Groundbreaking Thinkers like to travel in order to gather as many different impressions as possible. This personality type is unbeatable at discovering new possibilities.
In their work, Groundbreaking Thinkers highly rate challenges and diversified tasks. They cannot stand routine and too detailed work. They love to astound others with bold ideas for an original, new project and then leave it up to the others to implement them. Hierarchies, rules and regulations arouse their opposition and they love outsmarting the system. It is vital to them that they enjoy their work; if this is the case, they quickly become pure workaholics. Their creativity best takes effect when they work independently (I'd say that this is so true); but they are very good at motivating others and infecting them with their optimistic nature. Conceptual or advisory activities appeal especially to Groundbreaking Thinkers. It can happen that some people feel somewhat duped by their flexible, spontaneous nature.
Their sociability and enterprise ensure that Groundbreaking Thinkers always have a large circle of friends and acquaintances in which activity plays an important role. As they are mostly in a good mood, they are popular and very welcome guests. Grumbling and peevishness are unknown to them. However, they do tend to be a little erratic and unstable when it comes to obligations and this makes them appear to be unreliable to some. Groundbreaking Thinkers are very critical and demanding when it comes to picking a partner because they look for the ideal relationship and have a very concrete picture of this ideal relationship. Mutual aims in life are very important to them. They do not like compromising and would rather remain alone. For the partner, it is often a challenge to have a long-term relationship with a Groundbreaking Thinker. Groundbreaking Thinkers need a lot of space and diversity or otherwise they become bored and feel cramped. Types who are rather more traditionalistic often have problems with the willingness of Groundbreaking Thinkers to take risks and their often crazy, spontaneous actions.
However, if one can summon up sufficient flexibility and tolerance for them, one will never be bored in their presence and will always have a loyal and faithful partner.
Adjectives which describe my type
extroverted, theoretical, logical, spontaneous, rational, innovative, intellectual, open, independent, curious, enterprising, analytical, clever, enthusiastic, venturesome, inventive, energetic, sociable, optimistic, non-conformist, creative, freedom-loving, charming, able to get enthusiastic, self-confident, communicative, capricious, inconsistent, outgoingSunday, November 30, 2008
Bored to Death
Bored ako.Walang magawa.
Better yet, di ko magawa
ang gusto ko. Nakakainis naman.
Dapat natulog na lang ako ng maaga.
Monday, November 24, 2008
Antz
Early this afternoon, i contemplated on something not worthy of my time - what other creature i can put my shoes on.
I haven't seen the movie Antz (another one on my animated movie list), and i wonder what kind of life they have.
Gusto kong maging Ant (Langgam/Hantik/Guyam). Ang simple ng buhay nila. Kagaya ng ibang species, food lang ang number 1 problem nila. Oh, may defense pa pala. Parang yung dalawa lang ang dahilan ng existence nila. Survival of the fittest. And ang ant, palagi pang may kasama sa food-gathering sessions nila. Naa-address nito yung need for food and need to defend themselves.
But where's the sense of this post? Hindi ko rin alam. Gusto kong mag-let go ng sama ng loob sa mundo pero i got stuck in my train of thoughts. See, i am so affected. Parang hindi gumagana utak ko.
Ang daming kong problema. Pero nagi-guilty ako kasi kumpara sa ibang Pilipino, napaka-cheap lang ng problema ko.
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Accounts payable/utang/obligation/dues. Kahit pa anong itawag dyan, marami ako nyan. Ang nakakainis kasi, hindi ko alam kung pano tatapusin ito or paano iiwasan ito.
This was, i think, told by a mother to her sons/daughters about getting loans. Nice thought. Pero hindi naman ako nangutang. Nope, i'm not saying na hindi ako nangungutang. Of course i do, yung iba nga hindi ko pa bayad. Pero this A/P eh hindi ko inutang. It just came out from somewhere. Responsibilities sa org. Dami ko kasing position sa org - 1 acad, 1 prov. And at this point, parang sinisira nito ang pag-iisip ko. Ang dami kong A/P sa kanila.
Hindi ko talaga maalis yung isip ko sa A/P ko sa YP*. Ang dami ko na nga due from other requirement especially sa graduation, umeextra pa itong mga org ko. Grabe, lubog ako sa acad org ko. At hindi ako nangutang take note.
Kanina nga, naisip ko lang bigla, sa jeep, i want to quit. It's not helping me anymore. I need to give up on something. Ayoko namang mainis lang sa akin ang maraming tao dahil hindi ko ma-fulfill yung dues ko. They will never seem to understand. They will never know what i have right now. They just don't care. For them, it's professionalism. For me, it's just plain poverty.
I know, inako ko yung responsibilities. Pero hindi ko na-predict na darating sa ganitong point.
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I am pressured by something that i can't seem to avoid or resist. It's that one thing that causes too much worries. I'm not sure why but i don't know why i just can't control. It's not manipulation but i kinda feel a little of that something.
Magulo. Parang wala akong direction. Caught off guard in the world, and by the world, i am right now. Namimiss ko kabataan ko. Before, iiyak lang ako, andyan na sila to the rescue! Parang mga superheroes. Ngayon kaya may superman, spiderman, o powerpuff girls na magse-save sakin? Ang tagal nyo.
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Sadness and insanity seem to love me so much. They don't want to leave me for a long time.
Mama, Ate Vicky,
Namimiss ko kayo terribly. Namimiss ko yung mga times na alam kong you're there for me. Ngayon kasi, parang, parang lang naman, hindi nyo ako matulungan. Parang pare-pareho tayong walang magawa. Gusto ko ng shelter. Hindi yung pang DSWD shelter for the street children ah? Gusto ko ng motherly image na binibigay nyo. Minsan parang gusto kong umuwi na lang dyan at isumbong sa inyo ang lahat nang nagpapahirap sa akin. Pero, wala eh. Matanda na ako.
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Life sucks. Do ants also say this kaya? Wow conio.
Lucky them, they don't seem to have so much angst about this world. They just have to collect their supply for the rainy season, and exert the best effort to avoid terminators, slippers, and all life-threatening factors, and presto!
I envy them. I envy all creatures who seem to enjoy the world even with its flaws. I also envy my previous self, that someone who sees the world positively - never loses hope, drinks at every problem, and smokes away all challenges.
I need to seek some psychological counsel, spiritual guidance perhaps. Naiinggit na kasi ako sa langgam eh, iba na 'to.
*(I won't tell what this is)
I haven't seen the movie Antz (another one on my animated movie list), and i wonder what kind of life they have.
Gusto kong maging Ant (Langgam/Hantik/Guyam). Ang simple ng buhay nila. Kagaya ng ibang species, food lang ang number 1 problem nila. Oh, may defense pa pala. Parang yung dalawa lang ang dahilan ng existence nila. Survival of the fittest. And ang ant, palagi pang may kasama sa food-gathering sessions nila. Naa-address nito yung need for food and need to defend themselves.
But where's the sense of this post? Hindi ko rin alam. Gusto kong mag-let go ng sama ng loob sa mundo pero i got stuck in my train of thoughts. See, i am so affected. Parang hindi gumagana utak ko.
Ang daming kong problema. Pero nagi-guilty ako kasi kumpara sa ibang Pilipino, napaka-cheap lang ng problema ko.
-----
Accounts payable/utang/obligation/dues. Kahit pa anong itawag dyan, marami ako nyan. Ang nakakainis kasi, hindi ko alam kung pano tatapusin ito or paano iiwasan ito.
A thought heard from some a.m. radio station, hindi tayo dapat mangutang, dapat sama sama tayong magtiis
This was, i think, told by a mother to her sons/daughters about getting loans. Nice thought. Pero hindi naman ako nangutang. Nope, i'm not saying na hindi ako nangungutang. Of course i do, yung iba nga hindi ko pa bayad. Pero this A/P eh hindi ko inutang. It just came out from somewhere. Responsibilities sa org. Dami ko kasing position sa org - 1 acad, 1 prov. And at this point, parang sinisira nito ang pag-iisip ko. Ang dami kong A/P sa kanila.
Hindi ko talaga maalis yung isip ko sa A/P ko sa YP*. Ang dami ko na nga due from other requirement especially sa graduation, umeextra pa itong mga org ko. Grabe, lubog ako sa acad org ko. At hindi ako nangutang take note.
Kanina nga, naisip ko lang bigla, sa jeep, i want to quit. It's not helping me anymore. I need to give up on something. Ayoko namang mainis lang sa akin ang maraming tao dahil hindi ko ma-fulfill yung dues ko. They will never seem to understand. They will never know what i have right now. They just don't care. For them, it's professionalism. For me, it's just plain poverty.
I know, inako ko yung responsibilities. Pero hindi ko na-predict na darating sa ganitong point.
-----
I am pressured by something that i can't seem to avoid or resist. It's that one thing that causes too much worries. I'm not sure why but i don't know why i just can't control. It's not manipulation but i kinda feel a little of that something.
Magulo. Parang wala akong direction. Caught off guard in the world, and by the world, i am right now. Namimiss ko kabataan ko. Before, iiyak lang ako, andyan na sila to the rescue! Parang mga superheroes. Ngayon kaya may superman, spiderman, o powerpuff girls na magse-save sakin? Ang tagal nyo.
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Sadness and insanity seem to love me so much. They don't want to leave me for a long time.
Mama, Ate Vicky,
Namimiss ko kayo terribly. Namimiss ko yung mga times na alam kong you're there for me. Ngayon kasi, parang, parang lang naman, hindi nyo ako matulungan. Parang pare-pareho tayong walang magawa. Gusto ko ng shelter. Hindi yung pang DSWD shelter for the street children ah? Gusto ko ng motherly image na binibigay nyo. Minsan parang gusto kong umuwi na lang dyan at isumbong sa inyo ang lahat nang nagpapahirap sa akin. Pero, wala eh. Matanda na ako.
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Life sucks. Do ants also say this kaya? Wow conio.
Lucky them, they don't seem to have so much angst about this world. They just have to collect their supply for the rainy season, and exert the best effort to avoid terminators, slippers, and all life-threatening factors, and presto!
I envy them. I envy all creatures who seem to enjoy the world even with its flaws. I also envy my previous self, that someone who sees the world positively - never loses hope, drinks at every problem, and smokes away all challenges.
Kanina pala sa jeep, nagbigay ako ng 10-peso coin dun sa pulubi. Naawa lang ako. Gusto ko naman syang matulungan kahit papano. Pero emo mode lang siguro ako kanina kaya ginawa ko yun. Sorry sa mga darating na pulubi!
I need to seek some psychological counsel, spiritual guidance perhaps. Naiinggit na kasi ako sa langgam eh, iba na 'to.
*(I won't tell what this is)
Friday, November 21, 2008
Unwanted
Ngayon ayoko na nang graduation.
There's so many things to pay, to accomplish, to finish.
In the same way, pressure is now creeping on me.
Parang gusto ko nang mag next year.
But i'm not prepared.
This is much difficult compared to first year college jitters.
There's so many things to pay, to accomplish, to finish.
In the same way, pressure is now creeping on me.
Parang gusto ko nang mag next year.
But i'm not prepared.
This is much difficult compared to first year college jitters.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Book 3 and TOP TWENTY
When i was 10 years old, tinawag ko ang buhay ko na Book 2. Naaalala ko pa na na-inspire ako that time sa show ni Claudine na Mula sa Puso Book 2.
Truly, everything that happened after my tenth birthday was too unpredictable. A lot has changed, some things i can't really control. During that time, i had some inner struggles that made me think that I am more mature then, even more to kids of my age.
From then, i decided to name every 10 years of my life into a series of Books (parang Volume 1, etc...)
Soon, i will be opening Book 3 of my life. Sounds super exciting. I wonder what events will happen on this third book. Anyway, that's for me to find out.
About 2 weeks ago, i decided to make a list of my Top Twenty, Twenty days before my birthday. But as you can see, i failed for a day. I've been too engrossed on animated movies and american TV series in the last few days.
Anyway, i am now posting my first TOP TWENTY.
TOP TWENTY: ASPIRATIONS
20. I want to enroll in a gym and have a personal trainor.
19. Be a Magna Cum Laude. Sadly, i just can't. Cum loudly na lang.
18. Have a trophy partner. Don't get me wrong. Who wouldn't want a partner na gustong makapartner ng lahat ng tao?
17. Be the Mayor of Indang, Cavite.
16. Work in P&G or Unilever. But no. Weird.
15. Dress like a model. Yung parang lahat ng tao idol yung suot ko.
14. Have a mansion sa Indang, Cavite. Yung tipong any day pwedeng mag party.
13. Go to States or any Latin America countries and have s*x with a few hot creatures.
12. Have MY OWN condo.
11. Toyota CherryQ.
10. Grand Debut celebration for me and my sister. She'll be 18 next year. I'll be 21.
9. Be a manager immediately.
8. Make love with anyone i wanted. Tipo bang hindi ko na kailangang mag-effort.
7. Be idolized/known/loved by 80% of the Philippines and 35% of the World population.
6. Be a lawyer. But i just can't. Don't want to read law books.
5. Deliver a speech in UP. Kahit Harvard University na lang.
4. Oh so long life for my parents. My sister. Me. And all the people close to my heart.
3. 5 kids. Magkakasunod.
2. Dog.
1. I dream that 60% of this list will come true.
FEVER
questions that i don't wanna hear the answers
Do people really have the right to be ill-minded if they're sick?
Do we have to tolerate them because they're not feeling well?
Will sickness be an enough justification to whatever patience-eating* attitude?
Will you care if i act like a brat whenever i'm sick?
42 days na lang Christmas na!
19 days na lang, veinte anyos na ako!i'm supposed to post my top twenty, twenty days before my birthday.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
countdown
50 days na lang Christmas na!
27 days na lang, veinte anyos na ako!Did you know that the day of my birthday (e.g. Tue) is also the day where Christmas and New Year fall?
How special I am.
START of the LAST semester
Now i am down to my last semester.
And i don't know what to feel.
Few months from now, i will start looking for a job.
Then i would start being totally independent.
I'm afraid. Afraid that no job will be suited for me.
I'm excited. Excited about corporate's life.
I'm lost. I dunno exactly where to go.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
The Cavitenyo is Back.
I missed Menela. I missed the sense of independence that it gives me.
Ang tagal ko ring nawala dito sa Menela. Dami ko tuloy realizations during those oh-so-bakasyon days.
Once again, i experienced how to think.
Quote from MRT Radio Station, "Alam nyo ba na ang taong madalas daw na mag-isa at malungkutin ay ang mga taong madalas na dinadapuan ng Alzheimer's disease?"
Natakot ako. Hindi para sa sarili ko, kundi sa mga taong naisip kong prone sa sakit na it. Scary.
Magpapasko na! Ilang araw na lang.
I love you very much Q. Happy happy birthday! Mwaah!
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
sembreak
Photo from ABAM Plansem earlier
proof of freedom from school
Gagayahin ko si Nica...
AND I'M FREE!
Just came from ABAM PlanSem held in Makiling Green Heights, Calamba, Laguna. Pictures to follow. I wanted to write about the experience but i am too sleepy (too tired, too drunk for the last 3days, too overwhelmed) to actually bring out all the emotions i felt during the last 4 days.
Sidenote: Got my first grade for this sem. Span 11 = 1.75. Who's the man?
65 days na lang Christmas na!
42 days na lang, veinte anyos na ako!
Thursday, October 16, 2008
You're So Near Yet So Far
SEMBREAK.
You're really so near yet sooooo far.
4 things na nga lang requirements ko, pero ang hirap mo tapusin. Sana mag October 18 na. Or better yet, sana mag 2nd sem enrollment na.
This night's Trinoma get-away is the best Trinoma experience i ever had. With Allen, Carla, Michelle, and Sharry. Miss you!
BA 173 Final Paper
BA 173 Final Presentation
BA 190 CEO project
BA 190 Case Writing I won't be doing this, i think
Span 11 Final Exam
GE 1 Lab Exercise
GE 1 3rd Exam
GE 1 Final Exam
BA 129 Feasib Presentation
BA 191 KM Research Paper
BA 191 Reflection Journal
AND I'M FREE!
You're really so near yet sooooo far.
4 things na nga lang requirements ko, pero ang hirap mo tapusin. Sana mag October 18 na. Or better yet, sana mag 2nd sem enrollment na.
This night's Trinoma get-away is the best Trinoma experience i ever had. With Allen, Carla, Michelle, and Sharry. Miss you!
Gagayahin ko si Nica...Konti na lang, sembreak na!
BA 173 Final Paper
GE 1 Final Exam
BA 191 KM Research Paper
BA 191 Reflection Journal
AND I'M FREE!
70 days na lang Christmas na!
47 days na lang, veinte anyos na ako!
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
I Hate Endings
Reasons why i hate endings:
I always picture our relationship as the "happy" one. A healthy one, where quarrels and arguments are the usual things. I was too confident that we, at least you, are mature enough not to end the relationship just because we fought and didn't agree on some things.
These recent events, however, are different. You've changed. I'm not sure if it's only you, but i'm certain that you changed. Gone are the days when you're the one who comforts me.
I miss those days when i always feel that you are the shelter that i have always looked for.
I admit, i might be too self-centered. Thoughts only centered around my feelings - my aches, my sufferings, myself. You might not have changed. Maybe it's just me. This too-selfish me.
I sincerely regret the things i said. I'm not sure, though, if you think that i voiced it out only because i'm mad and that i didn't really mean it, but, it's too late. It's all been said and done.
_________________________
I always had a problem on expressing my thoughts. Oftentimes, they just come out of my mouth, without even consulting what's in my head nor my heart. But it's out of the question now. IT CAME OUT OF MY MOUTH. I hope, you, did not take it seriously.
_________________________
This one's the ending I (insert-superlative-adjective-for-regret) feared to happen.
i cant continue with my countdown to christmas and my birthday. not now...
- That's it. Nothing follows.
- I'm always left behind. I always find it difficult to move on.
- Endings are always sad. I really don't believe in happy endings.
- The end of my OJT in SEAIR. (At least here, I've already moved on.)
- High School Grad
- a looooooot more. TMTM
- this sem
- this school year
- YOU
I always picture our relationship as the "happy" one. A healthy one, where quarrels and arguments are the usual things. I was too confident that we, at least you, are mature enough not to end the relationship just because we fought and didn't agree on some things.
These recent events, however, are different. You've changed. I'm not sure if it's only you, but i'm certain that you changed. Gone are the days when you're the one who comforts me.
I miss those days when i always feel that you are the shelter that i have always looked for.
I admit, i might be too self-centered. Thoughts only centered around my feelings - my aches, my sufferings, myself. You might not have changed. Maybe it's just me. This too-selfish me.
I sincerely regret the things i said. I'm not sure, though, if you think that i voiced it out only because i'm mad and that i didn't really mean it, but, it's too late. It's all been said and done.
_________________________
I always had a problem on expressing my thoughts. Oftentimes, they just come out of my mouth, without even consulting what's in my head nor my heart. But it's out of the question now. IT CAME OUT OF MY MOUTH. I hope, you, did not take it seriously.
_________________________
This one's the ending I (insert-superlative-adjective-for-regret) feared to happen.
i don't know what's gonna happen tomorrow. i just wish that no matter what happens, neither of us go home broken. it's been 8 months. i wish we could still count, together, until 8 years.
i cant continue with my countdown to christmas and my birthday. not now...
Monday, October 13, 2008
i smell sembreak
Gagayahin ko si Nica...Konti na lang, sembreak na!
BA 173 Final Paper
GE 1 Final Exam
BA 191 KM Research Paper
BA 191 Reflection Journal
AND I'M FREE!
Will be posting our Feasib overnight na super saya!
WE ARE THE BEST FEASIB GROUP.
Wala ng kokontra.
73 days na lang Christmas na!
50 days na lang, veinte anyos na ako!
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Buhay UP
Sorry, cliquish. Pero since graduating na ako, pag bigyan na.
ANO’NG STUDENT NUMBER MO?
2005-40621 (Oops. Wag tingnan ang mga grades ko)
NAKAPASA KA BA OR WAITLISTED?
Pasado. First choice. Quota course. Yabang.
PAANO MO NALAMAN ANG ENTRANCE EXAM RESULT?
Yung HS classmate kong si Mailany ang nagsabi sa akin. Di ko alam kung paano nya nalaman. Ayaw pa nga nya agad sabihin kaya kinabahan ako na baka bagsak ako. Sarap ng feeling!
FIRST CHOICE MO BA ANG UP?
OO. Premier State University. Lahat pa ng valedictorian sa school namin dito nag-aral.
ALAM MO BA ANG UPG SCORE MO?
Nope. Gusto ko sana kaso may bayad daw?
ANO ANG FIRST CHOICE MO NA COURSE?
BS Business Administration
SECOND CHOICE?
BS Statistics
ANO NAGING COURSE MO?
Bobo ka ba?
NAGPLANO KA BANG MAG-SHIFT?
Yep. Gusto ko mag shift dati sa BS Chem. Kaso wala daw masyado job opportunities, so BS Chem Engg. Pero tinamad na. BS Business Ad na lang. Nasanay na naman ako at nag-enjoy.
NAKAPAG-DORM KA NA BA?
Boarding House. Apartment.
NAKA UNO KA NA BA?
Oo naman. Haha. 3 times yata.
NAGKA-3?
Wala akong tres. Dapat hindi na magkaroon!
HIGHEST GRADE:
Bobo ka ba?
LOWEST:
2.5 - Soc Sci 2, Quanti Methods 1, Business Law, Math 17
WORST EXPERIENCE SA UP:
Kapag nagcracram ako ng papers saka kapag gutom na gutom o kaya antok na antok ako tapos ang init init pa.
LAGI KA BANG PUMAPASOK SA KLASE?
Nung first year. Guilty pa ako pag late. Patanda ng patanda, patamad ng patamad. Sarap umabsent lalo na kung walang kwenta yung prof.
ANO’NG ORG MO?
UP Association of Business Administration Majors (Wuhooooo!)
UP Aniban ng mga Kabitenyo (Yemen! Inuman na!)
MAY SCHOLARSHIP KA BA?
Oo.
PINANGARAP MO BANG MAG-CUM LAUDE?
Oo. Sana ma realize ko na yung pangarap na yun.
KELAN KA NAGTAPOS?
April 26, 2009. Shet.
FAVE PROF (s):
Sir Vlad (MPs 10), Mam Bea (Psych 101), sa BA? Wala yata.
WORST TEACHER (s):
Dami. Sobra.
FAVE SUBJECT (s):
Psych 101,MPs 10. BA? Finance?
WORST SUBJECT (s):
GE 1
FAVE LANDMARK:
BA
Sunken Garden
Oblation
BUILDING:
Bobo?
PABORITONG KAINAN:
BA Caf. Saka yung mga kainan sa KNL.
NOONG ESTUDYANTE KA PA MAGKANO BA ANG BINABAYAD MO SA JEEP?
Dati 5 yung ikot. Naging 6.50. Ngayon 7 na.
LAGI KA BA SA LIB?
Tanga ba ako? Haha.
NAGPUNTA KA BA SA CLINIC NUNG MINSANG NAGKASAKIT KA?
First and last nung medical.
MAY CRUSH KA BA SA CAMPUS?
MADAMI.
BF/GF?
Sa campus? La nga eh. sigh.
MAY BALAK KA BA MAG-MASTERS O MAG-PHD?
OO.
ANU-ANO ANG MGA NAGING PE MO?
Street Dance, Weight Training, Social Dance, Cheerdance
KAMUSTA NAMAN ANG BLOCK NYO?
Walang kwenta block sa BA pag freshie. Pag third year na panalo. Tangna namimiss ko na yung dati.
NAKAPANOOD KA NA BA NG GRADUATION SA UP?
Hindi pa nga eh.
MEMORIZE MO BA ANG ALMA MATER SONG?
Oo.
MEMBER KA BA NG UP VARSITY TEAM?
Papa macho muna ako.
NAKA-PERFECT KA NA BA NG EXAM?
Yata. Di ko na matandaan.
ANO’NG AYAW MO SA FINALS WEEK?
Malungkot. Wala ng tao. Nakakapuyat.
DITO KA BA NATUTONG UMINOM NG BEER?
OO. Haha. At magyosi!
ANO’NG GUSTO MO SA UP?
The name itself. Openminded people. Freedom.
ANO’NG AYAW MO?
No SMOKING
MAGANDA BA ID PIC MO?
Hindi. Nawala yung magandang kuha ko eh. Papagawa na lang ulit pag may extra money na.
MAY GINAWA KA NA BANG ILLEGAL SA LOOB NG CAMPUS?
Yung immoral ba illegal din?
BA 173 Final Paper
BA 173 Final Presentation
BA 190 CEO project
BA 190 Case Writing I won't be doing this, i think
Span 11 Final Exam
GE 1 Lab Exercise
GE 1 3rd Exam
GE 1 Final Exam
BA 129 Feasib Presentation
BA 191 KM Research Paper
BA 191 Reflection Journal
AND I'M FREE!
79 days na lang Christmas na! 56 days na lang, veinte anyos na ako!
ANO’NG STUDENT NUMBER MO?
2005-40621 (Oops. Wag tingnan ang mga grades ko)
NAKAPASA KA BA OR WAITLISTED?
Pasado. First choice. Quota course. Yabang.
PAANO MO NALAMAN ANG ENTRANCE EXAM RESULT?
Yung HS classmate kong si Mailany ang nagsabi sa akin. Di ko alam kung paano nya nalaman. Ayaw pa nga nya agad sabihin kaya kinabahan ako na baka bagsak ako. Sarap ng feeling!
FIRST CHOICE MO BA ANG UP?
OO. Premier State University. Lahat pa ng valedictorian sa school namin dito nag-aral.
ALAM MO BA ANG UPG SCORE MO?
Nope. Gusto ko sana kaso may bayad daw?
ANO ANG FIRST CHOICE MO NA COURSE?
BS Business Administration
SECOND CHOICE?
BS Statistics
ANO NAGING COURSE MO?
Bobo ka ba?
NAGPLANO KA BANG MAG-SHIFT?
Yep. Gusto ko mag shift dati sa BS Chem. Kaso wala daw masyado job opportunities, so BS Chem Engg. Pero tinamad na. BS Business Ad na lang. Nasanay na naman ako at nag-enjoy.
NAKAPAG-DORM KA NA BA?
Boarding House. Apartment.
NAKA UNO KA NA BA?
Oo naman. Haha. 3 times yata.
NAGKA-3?
Wala akong tres. Dapat hindi na magkaroon!
HIGHEST GRADE:
Bobo ka ba?
LOWEST:
2.5 - Soc Sci 2, Quanti Methods 1, Business Law, Math 17
WORST EXPERIENCE SA UP:
Kapag nagcracram ako ng papers saka kapag gutom na gutom o kaya antok na antok ako tapos ang init init pa.
LAGI KA BANG PUMAPASOK SA KLASE?
Nung first year. Guilty pa ako pag late. Patanda ng patanda, patamad ng patamad. Sarap umabsent lalo na kung walang kwenta yung prof.
ANO’NG ORG MO?
UP Association of Business Administration Majors (Wuhooooo!)
UP Aniban ng mga Kabitenyo (Yemen! Inuman na!)
MAY SCHOLARSHIP KA BA?
Oo.
PINANGARAP MO BANG MAG-CUM LAUDE?
Oo. Sana ma realize ko na yung pangarap na yun.
KELAN KA NAGTAPOS?
April 26, 2009. Shet.
FAVE PROF (s):
Sir Vlad (MPs 10), Mam Bea (Psych 101), sa BA? Wala yata.
WORST TEACHER (s):
Dami. Sobra.
FAVE SUBJECT (s):
Psych 101,MPs 10. BA? Finance?
WORST SUBJECT (s):
GE 1
FAVE LANDMARK:
BA
Sunken Garden
Oblation
BUILDING:
Bobo?
PABORITONG KAINAN:
BA Caf. Saka yung mga kainan sa KNL.
NOONG ESTUDYANTE KA PA MAGKANO BA ANG BINABAYAD MO SA JEEP?
Dati 5 yung ikot. Naging 6.50. Ngayon 7 na.
LAGI KA BA SA LIB?
Tanga ba ako? Haha.
NAGPUNTA KA BA SA CLINIC NUNG MINSANG NAGKASAKIT KA?
First and last nung medical.
MAY CRUSH KA BA SA CAMPUS?
MADAMI.
BF/GF?
Sa campus? La nga eh. sigh.
MAY BALAK KA BA MAG-MASTERS O MAG-PHD?
OO.
ANU-ANO ANG MGA NAGING PE MO?
Street Dance, Weight Training, Social Dance, Cheerdance
KAMUSTA NAMAN ANG BLOCK NYO?
Walang kwenta block sa BA pag freshie. Pag third year na panalo. Tangna namimiss ko na yung dati.
NAKAPANOOD KA NA BA NG GRADUATION SA UP?
Hindi pa nga eh.
MEMORIZE MO BA ANG ALMA MATER SONG?
Oo.
MEMBER KA BA NG UP VARSITY TEAM?
Papa macho muna ako.
NAKA-PERFECT KA NA BA NG EXAM?
Yata. Di ko na matandaan.
ANO’NG AYAW MO SA FINALS WEEK?
Malungkot. Wala ng tao. Nakakapuyat.
DITO KA BA NATUTONG UMINOM NG BEER?
OO. Haha. At magyosi!
ANO’NG GUSTO MO SA UP?
The name itself. Openminded people. Freedom.
ANO’NG AYAW MO?
No SMOKING
MAGANDA BA ID PIC MO?
Hindi. Nawala yung magandang kuha ko eh. Papagawa na lang ulit pag may extra money na.
MAY GINAWA KA NA BANG ILLEGAL SA LOOB NG CAMPUS?
Yung immoral ba illegal din?
Gagayahin ko si Nica...Konti na lang, sembreak na!
BA 173 Final Paper
BA 190 CEO project
BA 190 Case Writing I won't be doing this, i think
GE 1 Final Exam
BA 129 Feasib Presentation
BA 191 KM Research Paper
BA 191 Reflection Journal
AND I'M FREE!
79 days na lang Christmas na! 56 days na lang, veinte anyos na ako!
Friday, October 3, 2008
...
I’ve known you for so long
You are a friend of mine
But is this all we’d ever be?
I’ve loved you ever since
You are a friend of mine
And babe is this all we ever could be?
You tell me things I’ve never known
I shown you love you’ve never shown
But then again, when you cry
I’m always at your side
You tell me ’bout the love you’ve had
I listen very eagerly
But deep inside you’ll never see
This feeling of emptiness
It makes me feel sad
But then again I’m glad
I’ve known you all my life
You are a friend of mine
I know this is how it’s gonna be
I’ve loved you then and I love you still
You’re a friend of mine
Now, I know friends are all we ever could be
GOD I WANT SOME BEER!
BA 173 Final Paper
BA 173 Final Presentation
BA 190 CEO project
BA 190 Case Writing I won't be doing this, i think
Span 11 Final Exam
GE 1 Lab Exercise
GE 1 3rd Exam
GE 1 Final Exam
BA 129 Feasib Presentation
BA 191 KM Research Paper
BA 191 Reflection Journal
AND I'M FREE!
83 days na lang Christmas na! 60 days na lang, veinte anyos na ako!
You are a friend of mine
But is this all we’d ever be?
I’ve loved you ever since
You are a friend of mine
And babe is this all we ever could be?
You tell me things I’ve never known
I shown you love you’ve never shown
But then again, when you cry
I’m always at your side
You tell me ’bout the love you’ve had
I listen very eagerly
But deep inside you’ll never see
This feeling of emptiness
It makes me feel sad
But then again I’m glad
I’ve known you all my life
You are a friend of mine
I know this is how it’s gonna be
I’ve loved you then and I love you still
You’re a friend of mine
Now, I know friends are all we ever could be
GOD I WANT SOME BEER!
Gagayahin ko si Nica...Konti na lang, sembreak na!
BA 173 Final Paper
BA 173 Final Presentation
BA 190 CEO project
BA 190 Case Writing I won't be doing this, i think
GE 1 Final Exam
BA 129 Feasib Presentation
BA 191 KM Research Paper
BA 191 Reflection Journal
AND I'M FREE!
83 days na lang Christmas na! 60 days na lang, veinte anyos na ako!
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Experiment
Yesterday, i did an experiment. That one which i think everyone will agree that it's an insane, adik, weird, and worse, emo experiment.
Simple lang naman. I drank Red Horse in Can while walking along the streets of Cubao, Quezon City.
Sooo weird feeling. Parang nag-eenjoy ako at naeexcite gumawa ng bawal. Pakiramdam ko kasi, ngayon, lahat ng bawal kaya ko ng gawin. That explains the satisfaction i was feeling while doing the odd experiment.
It happened nga pala while i was shopping for groceries sa Rustan's gateway. After getting all the stuff i needed, i felt a sudden thirst and there i decided to get a bottle of soda. Pero to my kademonyohan, red horse was the first thing that strucked me sa may refrigerator.
THERE.
Hindi man lang ako nag dalawang isip. Ininom ko sya sa kalye, habang naglalakad sa ingay ng mga jeep, sa mga taong natatarantang umuwi sa bahay galing trabaho, sa harap ng mga nagkwekwentuhang pulis, pulubi, adik (yata), kendi vendor. Take note: around 7.30 pm ko ito ginawa, at may bitbit pa akong dalawang malalaking plastic bag.
Result:
Pinsan ko ang nakapansin. Natural isinumbong nya ako. Pero huli na ang lahat, sandali lang naman kasi ako nawala, tapos pag dating ko naligo agad ako. Kaya naman hindi nya majustify kung saan at kailan ako umuwi.
Evil me.
BA 173 Final Paper
BA 173 Final Presentation
BA 190 CEO project
BA 190 Case Writing I won't be doing this, i think
Span 11 Final Exam
GE 1 Lab Exercise
GE 1 3rd Exam
GE 1 Final Exam
BA 129 Feasib Presentation
BA 191 KM Research Paper
BA 191 Reflection Journal
AND I'M FREE!
84 days na lang Christmas na! 61 days na lang, veinte anyos na ako!
Simple lang naman. I drank Red Horse in Can while walking along the streets of Cubao, Quezon City.
Sooo weird feeling. Parang nag-eenjoy ako at naeexcite gumawa ng bawal. Pakiramdam ko kasi, ngayon, lahat ng bawal kaya ko ng gawin. That explains the satisfaction i was feeling while doing the odd experiment.It happened nga pala while i was shopping for groceries sa Rustan's gateway. After getting all the stuff i needed, i felt a sudden thirst and there i decided to get a bottle of soda. Pero to my kademonyohan, red horse was the first thing that strucked me sa may refrigerator.
THERE.
Hindi man lang ako nag dalawang isip. Ininom ko sya sa kalye, habang naglalakad sa ingay ng mga jeep, sa mga taong natatarantang umuwi sa bahay galing trabaho, sa harap ng mga nagkwekwentuhang pulis, pulubi, adik (yata), kendi vendor. Take note: around 7.30 pm ko ito ginawa, at may bitbit pa akong dalawang malalaking plastic bag.
Result:
Pinsan ko ang nakapansin. Natural isinumbong nya ako. Pero huli na ang lahat, sandali lang naman kasi ako nawala, tapos pag dating ko naligo agad ako. Kaya naman hindi nya majustify kung saan at kailan ako umuwi.
Evil me.
Gagayahin ko si Nica...Konti na lang, sembreak na!
BA 173 Final Paper
BA 173 Final Presentation
BA 190 CEO project
BA 190 Case Writing I won't be doing this, i think
GE 1 3rd Exam
GE 1 Final Exam
BA 129 Feasib Presentation
BA 191 KM Research Paper
BA 191 Reflection Journal
AND I'M FREE!
84 days na lang Christmas na! 61 days na lang, veinte anyos na ako!
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Second Sem Schedules
Since i so looooove you all and we really had a heck doing our feasib, PLEASE ENLIST:
1. BA 174 Marketing Research - I know, ***** masyado ******** si mam gamo. Pero uber taas nya magbigay ng grade. Madalas uno. so c'mon and get it!
2. BA 177 Product Management - Dont know much about this pero since wala na namang choice kundi mag major sa Marketing, eto na pinili ko.
3. BA 178 Spec Topics in Marketing Mngmt - Same reason as # 2. Hindi ko sure kung eto yung sales
4. BA 146 Spec Topics in Finance - Ian, Dianne, samahan nyo ako dito! Nica, i know.
5. PI 100 Sir Vlad Gonzales - Hindi ko alam kung paano ko kayo macoconvince dito. 5.30-7 sya, pero naging prof na namin sya ni anna sese sa MPs 10. Ayos syang prof. Magaling. Hindi masyado mahirap. Mataas pa grade. 1.25 ako, 1.00 si anna.
Eto yung table:
Sige na. Classmates na tayo sa last sem natin. Please?
86 days na lang Christmas na! 63 days na lang, veinte anyos na ako!
in fairness, ako yata pinakaunang nag-countdown. hmp!
1. BA 174 Marketing Research - I know, ***** masyado ******** si mam gamo. Pero uber taas nya magbigay ng grade. Madalas uno. so c'mon and get it!
2. BA 177 Product Management - Dont know much about this pero since wala na namang choice kundi mag major sa Marketing, eto na pinili ko.
3. BA 178 Spec Topics in Marketing Mngmt - Same reason as # 2. Hindi ko sure kung eto yung sales
4. BA 146 Spec Topics in Finance - Ian, Dianne, samahan nyo ako dito! Nica, i know.
5. PI 100 Sir Vlad Gonzales - Hindi ko alam kung paano ko kayo macoconvince dito. 5.30-7 sya, pero naging prof na namin sya ni anna sese sa MPs 10. Ayos syang prof. Magaling. Hindi masyado mahirap. Mataas pa grade. 1.25 ako, 1.00 si anna.
Eto yung table:
| Time | Monday | Tuesday | Wednesday | Thursday | Friday | Saturday | Sunday |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| 08:30 AM-11:30 AM | BA 177 TRU | BA 178 HRU | |||||
| 11:30 AM-01:00 PM | BA 146 WFV | BA 146 WFV | |||||
| 01:00 PM-02:30 PM | BA 174 THW | BA 174 THW | |||||
| 02:30 PM-05:30 PM | |||||||
| 05:30 PM-07:00 PM | PI 100 THZ1 | PI 100 THZ1 |
Sige na. Classmates na tayo sa last sem natin. Please?
86 days na lang Christmas na! 63 days na lang, veinte anyos na ako!
in fairness, ako yata pinakaunang nag-countdown. hmp!
Thursday, September 25, 2008
UP ABAM Yabang Pinoy Tara Sa Kalye Street Party
Inabot ako ng almost 4am kaka browse. Paker. Nonsense. But in the course of doing so, i discovered these photos from Cam's multiply. Katamad mag grab.
At eto pa!
UP ABAM EXECORE A.Y. 2008-2009 (all boys, boy din si emm!)
Complete Execore na
ABAMERS After The Party
Yung mga pics na cute ako lang ang kinuha ko. Pag pangit, scrap. Kami ulit (forever) ni Nica hosts ng event. Pero mukhang mapapalitan na kami ng bibang bibang buddy kong si Suzie!
At eto pa!
UP ABAM EXECORE A.Y. 2008-2009 (all boys, boy din si emm!)
Complete Execore na
ABAMERS After The Party
Yung mga pics na cute ako lang ang kinuha ko. Pag pangit, scrap. Kami ulit (forever) ni Nica hosts ng event. Pero mukhang mapapalitan na kami ng bibang bibang buddy kong si Suzie!
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Jeepney Driver
Bad trip talaga mga jeepney drivers. Makasarili.
Siguro naman napapansin nyo rin ito. Kapag halimbawa sasakay ka ng jeep, kapag pumara ka, (take note: kahit saan) makakasakay ka. Kahit pa traffic at napakadaming sasakyan sa likod ng jeep, pihadong titigilan ka nito dahil sayang naman ang dala mong P8.50.
Pero kung ikaw naman ang bababa, naku patay ka, kapag bawal bumaba dun sa pinarahan mo, magagalit pa yan sayo. Manlilisik ang mata nya, may pabulong bulong pa, pagmumukhain ka nya na wala kang pinag-aralan, dahil hindi ka marunong sumunod sa batas. Ikaw kasi eh. No unloading dyan.
Pati pag sa pamasahe. Kapag nagbayad ka ng P100, natural kapag malapit ka na bumaba o kaya medyo matagal ka nang hindi sinusuklian, itatanong mo yung sukli mo. Aba, syempre pa galit na naman si mamang tsuper. Hindi ka daw makahintay. Minsan nga kapag nakalimutan na nya na nagbayad ka, sasabihin pa nya na naibigay na nya sukli mo. Ang ending, mapapahiya ka sa mga kasabay mo dahil mukha kang sabik sa pera o kaya naman nagwa- 1,2,3 ka. Galing talaga!
Para rin namang sa MRT, kapag nakasakay ka na at bababa ka sa isang station, galit na galit ka dahil sumasakay na agad sila eh hindi ka pa nakakalabas. Pero pansinin, kapag ikaw naman ang nasa labas, kebs ka lang kung may lalabas. Ang importante sayo eh ang makasakay ka. Galing naman!
Pero jeep drivers ang bida ko ngayon kaya balikan natin sila. Di ba nagtaas ng pamasahe dati dahil tumaas ang presyo ng langis? Aba, hindi ba't nakailang strike sila para itaas ang pamasahe? Atat na atat silang itaas ang pamasahe kahit pa last week lang eh nagtaas sila. Pero ngayon, medyo bumababa na ang presyo ng langis kumpara sa dati. Pero anong maririnig mo sa kanila? "Basta driver, sweet lover". Ang saya. Makapag strike rin kaya.
Hindi ako galit sa drivers. Tanga lang siguro ako dahil hindi ko sila naiintindihan. Tanga din sila dahil hindi nila tayo naiintindihan.
**********
Simula ngayon, babaguhin ko na ang image ng blog na ito. Puro observations na lang ilalagay ko. Hindi na tungkol sa pagiging emow ko dahil ang baduy nun.
Siguro naman napapansin nyo rin ito. Kapag halimbawa sasakay ka ng jeep, kapag pumara ka, (take note: kahit saan) makakasakay ka. Kahit pa traffic at napakadaming sasakyan sa likod ng jeep, pihadong titigilan ka nito dahil sayang naman ang dala mong P8.50.
Pero kung ikaw naman ang bababa, naku patay ka, kapag bawal bumaba dun sa pinarahan mo, magagalit pa yan sayo. Manlilisik ang mata nya, may pabulong bulong pa, pagmumukhain ka nya na wala kang pinag-aralan, dahil hindi ka marunong sumunod sa batas. Ikaw kasi eh. No unloading dyan.
Pati pag sa pamasahe. Kapag nagbayad ka ng P100, natural kapag malapit ka na bumaba o kaya medyo matagal ka nang hindi sinusuklian, itatanong mo yung sukli mo. Aba, syempre pa galit na naman si mamang tsuper. Hindi ka daw makahintay. Minsan nga kapag nakalimutan na nya na nagbayad ka, sasabihin pa nya na naibigay na nya sukli mo. Ang ending, mapapahiya ka sa mga kasabay mo dahil mukha kang sabik sa pera o kaya naman nagwa- 1,2,3 ka. Galing talaga!
Para rin namang sa MRT, kapag nakasakay ka na at bababa ka sa isang station, galit na galit ka dahil sumasakay na agad sila eh hindi ka pa nakakalabas. Pero pansinin, kapag ikaw naman ang nasa labas, kebs ka lang kung may lalabas. Ang importante sayo eh ang makasakay ka. Galing naman!
Pero jeep drivers ang bida ko ngayon kaya balikan natin sila. Di ba nagtaas ng pamasahe dati dahil tumaas ang presyo ng langis? Aba, hindi ba't nakailang strike sila para itaas ang pamasahe? Atat na atat silang itaas ang pamasahe kahit pa last week lang eh nagtaas sila. Pero ngayon, medyo bumababa na ang presyo ng langis kumpara sa dati. Pero anong maririnig mo sa kanila? "Basta driver, sweet lover". Ang saya. Makapag strike rin kaya.
Hindi ako galit sa drivers. Tanga lang siguro ako dahil hindi ko sila naiintindihan. Tanga din sila dahil hindi nila tayo naiintindihan.
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Simula ngayon, babaguhin ko na ang image ng blog na ito. Puro observations na lang ilalagay ko. Hindi na tungkol sa pagiging emow ko dahil ang baduy nun.
Quikie Update
Ang saya kahapon. Sobrang biglaan ang mga kasiyahang nagyari sa buhay ko. Biruin mo yon, sandali lang sana kaming mag-iinom ni Ian, pero dahil may nakita kaming mga dating kakilala, ayun, ang sandali ko, naging sandali-na-lang-umaga-nang-uwi.
Pero ang saya ng inuman na biglaan. Sobra. Wala pa akong inuman na biglaan, unplanned, o kaya first time encounters ang hindi naging masaya. Sana marami pang dumating na ganon!
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Bigla kong naisip, minsan, ang isang bagay, masaya lang sa unang pagkakataon. Sa pangalawa, hindi na ganoon kasaya.
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Ang saya talaga ng tapos na sa feasib. Malaya ko na itong masasabi dahil malamang naman lahat ng kaklase ko ay nakapasa na kanina ng feasib nila. Kaso marami pang paper. Pero ok lang, kaya naman yun.
Inspired ako ngayon. Pakiramdam ko kasi, ang galing ko. Haha. Blog ko ito walang pakialaman. Feeling ko ang organize ko. Ako kasi may contact dun sa CEO namin na iimbitahang pumunta sa school para sa isang open forum. Nakakatakot pero ginagawa ko naman ang lahat para walang bulilyaso.
Ginugulo pa rin ngayon ang isip ko ng porfolio sa 191 na pinapapasa ni Manuel...(oops baka mabasa niya, silent lang ako). Kailangan kasi creative depiction ng mga natutunan mo buong sem. Watdapak. Parang art class. Hindi ba niya alam lahat ng art projects ko simula nung nag-aral ako eh hindi ako ang gumagawa? Paker. Wala akong alam sa art maliban sa pag-awit at pag-sayaw. Pak talaga oo.
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Tinatamad akong gumawa ng Final paper sa 190. Binigyan kasi kami ng option na hindi gumawa ng paper, provided that your grade for that will be equivalent to 90% of your midterm paper. Eh 95 ako dun, so magiging 85 yung final paper ko. Chineck ko sa syllabus, 1.75 pa rin equivalent non! So ngayon, malapit ko ng maconvince ang sarili ko na wag na lang gumawa. Oh Lord, help me decide what's the best thing to do.
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Naisip kong maging thinker kanina habang nasa jeep. Kaya naman simula ngayon, pipilitin kong mga may laman naman ang isusulat ko dito. Maturity baga. Pero dahil madaldal talaga ako, may paminsan-minsang nonsense pa rin naman.
92 days na lang Christmas na! 69 days na lang, veinte anyos na ako!
Pero ang saya ng inuman na biglaan. Sobra. Wala pa akong inuman na biglaan, unplanned, o kaya first time encounters ang hindi naging masaya. Sana marami pang dumating na ganon!
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Bigla kong naisip, minsan, ang isang bagay, masaya lang sa unang pagkakataon. Sa pangalawa, hindi na ganoon kasaya.
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Ang saya talaga ng tapos na sa feasib. Malaya ko na itong masasabi dahil malamang naman lahat ng kaklase ko ay nakapasa na kanina ng feasib nila. Kaso marami pang paper. Pero ok lang, kaya naman yun.
Inspired ako ngayon. Pakiramdam ko kasi, ang galing ko. Haha. Blog ko ito walang pakialaman. Feeling ko ang organize ko. Ako kasi may contact dun sa CEO namin na iimbitahang pumunta sa school para sa isang open forum. Nakakatakot pero ginagawa ko naman ang lahat para walang bulilyaso.
Ginugulo pa rin ngayon ang isip ko ng porfolio sa 191 na pinapapasa ni Manuel...(oops baka mabasa niya, silent lang ako). Kailangan kasi creative depiction ng mga natutunan mo buong sem. Watdapak. Parang art class. Hindi ba niya alam lahat ng art projects ko simula nung nag-aral ako eh hindi ako ang gumagawa? Paker. Wala akong alam sa art maliban sa pag-awit at pag-sayaw. Pak talaga oo.
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Tinatamad akong gumawa ng Final paper sa 190. Binigyan kasi kami ng option na hindi gumawa ng paper, provided that your grade for that will be equivalent to 90% of your midterm paper. Eh 95 ako dun, so magiging 85 yung final paper ko. Chineck ko sa syllabus, 1.75 pa rin equivalent non! So ngayon, malapit ko ng maconvince ang sarili ko na wag na lang gumawa. Oh Lord, help me decide what's the best thing to do.
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Naisip kong maging thinker kanina habang nasa jeep. Kaya naman simula ngayon, pipilitin kong mga may laman naman ang isusulat ko dito. Maturity baga. Pero dahil madaldal talaga ako, may paminsan-minsang nonsense pa rin naman.
i love you Q! Namimiss ko na yung mga lambingan natin. Out of town na ulit tayo!
92 days na lang Christmas na! 69 days na lang, veinte anyos na ako!
Monday, September 22, 2008
Feasib Is Over
FEASIB IS OVER
Hopefully maganda yung output namin pati yung turnout ng defense. Hindi ko pa nababasa yung final outline kasi hindi ako kasama sa nag compile kaya hindi ko muna ipagyayabang kung impressive.
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Zesto
O, zesto, paano ba kita ibebenta? Paano kita babayaran? Bili na kayo ng tatlong case ng Zesto in Can! Comes in different flavors! Masarap! Yummy!
ANGKAN Tickets
O, Narnia. Bakit ba ang pangit mo? Hindi ko tuloy mabenta. 120 pesos mawawala na lang sa akin ng walang dahilan.
Utang
O, utang. Sino ba gumawa sayo? Ang bilis mo dumami.
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Pictorial kanina ng ABAM. 1 free photo to be included sa yearbook. Hippie look ang theme ng ABAM. Nainis lang ako. Mukhang tanga.
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BA 173 Final Paper
BA 190 CEO project
BA 190 Case Writing
Span 11 Final Exam
GE 1 Lab Exercise
GE 1 3rd Exam
GE 1 Final Exam
BA 129 Feasib Presentation
BA 191 ang dami pa!
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Tinanong ako kanina ni Caloi,
Sabi ko,
Nung sinabi ko yun, parang bigla lang lumabas sa bibig ko. Para bang gusto ko lang icomfort sya kasi next sem pa sya mag-fi-feasib.
Pero ngayon narealize ko,
ARGH!
94 days na lang Christmas na! 71 days na lang, veinte anyos na ako!
Hopefully maganda yung output namin pati yung turnout ng defense. Hindi ko pa nababasa yung final outline kasi hindi ako kasama sa nag compile kaya hindi ko muna ipagyayabang kung impressive.
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Zesto
O, zesto, paano ba kita ibebenta? Paano kita babayaran? Bili na kayo ng tatlong case ng Zesto in Can! Comes in different flavors! Masarap! Yummy!
ANGKAN Tickets
O, Narnia. Bakit ba ang pangit mo? Hindi ko tuloy mabenta. 120 pesos mawawala na lang sa akin ng walang dahilan.
Utang
O, utang. Sino ba gumawa sayo? Ang bilis mo dumami.
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Pictorial kanina ng ABAM. 1 free photo to be included sa yearbook. Hippie look ang theme ng ABAM. Nainis lang ako. Mukhang tanga.
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Gagayahin ko si Nica...Konti na lang, sembreak na!
BA 173 Final Paper
BA 190 CEO project
BA 190 Case Writing
Span 11 Final Exam
GE 1 Lab Exercise
GE 1 3rd Exam
GE 1 Final Exam
BA 129 Feasib Presentation
BA 191 ang dami pa!
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Tinanong ako kanina ni Caloi,
Ace, anong pakiramdam ng tapos na sa feasib? Feeling graduate ka na?
Sabi ko,
Wala. Hindi rin kasi ang dami pang final paper.
Nung sinabi ko yun, parang bigla lang lumabas sa bibig ko. Para bang gusto ko lang icomfort sya kasi next sem pa sya mag-fi-feasib.
Pero ngayon narealize ko,
Tangina! Ang dami pa nga palang requirements bago mag sembreak!
ARGH!
94 days na lang Christmas na! 71 days na lang, veinte anyos na ako!
Thursday, September 18, 2008
The Coldness of the Night
2:38 am September 18, 2008
Nalulungkot ako. Ang daming nangyayari ngayon sa buhay ko na parang ang bilis na nagsimula at natapos. Ni hindi ko man lang nalasap yung sarap o sakit na binigay nun sa buhay ko.
Nalulungkot ako. Hindi ako masaya. (Malamang, adik ka ba?)
Wag mo na akong awayin ng walang dahilan. Please wag mo nang painitin ang ulo ko kapag pinipilit kong maging good mood sayo. Wag ka na mang-away. Mag-adjust naman tayo.
Wag nyo akong iwan mag-isa. Bukod sa dilim, takot din akong maiwang mag-isa.
Ganun talaga ang buhay, i think. Wow biglang naging conio. Bahala na bukas. Matatapos din to. Magsesembreak na. Makakapagrelax na ulit ako. Makakausap ko na ulit ang sarili ko at malamang, magiging maganda na itong blog ko.
Wag mo akong awayin ng walang dahilan. O kung hindi man, sabihin mo kung ano ang ikinagagalit mo. Ayoko manghula. Tanga ako lalo na sa pag-iisip kung anong masama ang ginawa ko. Please naman. Wag mo namang pag sunod sunurin ang init ng ulo ko.
Nalulungkot ako. Ang daming nangyayari ngayon sa buhay ko na parang ang bilis na nagsimula at natapos. Ni hindi ko man lang nalasap yung sarap o sakit na binigay nun sa buhay ko.
Nalulungkot ako. Hindi ako masaya. (Malamang, adik ka ba?)
Wag mo na akong awayin ng walang dahilan. Please wag mo nang painitin ang ulo ko kapag pinipilit kong maging good mood sayo. Wag ka na mang-away. Mag-adjust naman tayo.
Wag nyo akong iwan mag-isa. Bukod sa dilim, takot din akong maiwang mag-isa.
Ganun talaga ang buhay, i think. Wow biglang naging conio. Bahala na bukas. Matatapos din to. Magsesembreak na. Makakapagrelax na ulit ako. Makakausap ko na ulit ang sarili ko at malamang, magiging maganda na itong blog ko.
Wag mo akong awayin ng walang dahilan. O kung hindi man, sabihin mo kung ano ang ikinagagalit mo. Ayoko manghula. Tanga ako lalo na sa pag-iisip kung anong masama ang ginawa ko. Please naman. Wag mo namang pag sunod sunurin ang init ng ulo ko.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
ORGPRES and Other Matters
OrgPres THREEpeat.
Original Philippine Music (remember mga kababayan ko, and my spaghetting pababa?)
Fairy Tale (who will forget Marina and Kampanerang Kuba?)
Hollywood Blockbuster (i wonder if now it'll be carved in our minds forever)
Whatever theme they choose to have, we are the team who will always be glad.
Pinilit mag-rhyme.
Galing ng UP ABAM now with UP JFA!
Three years, kaya mo yon? Sorry. Kami lang may kaya non.
I feel so touched and so proud of our applicants, other juniors, and my fellow seniors who all really gave their best shots. So proud of Oskie, who experienced utmost pressure from me and my co-officers. I must admit that i envy his patience. Wish i could have those, one of these days. So proud of you too Buddy Suzie!
I should say, my hurtful words (mga galit mode) helped in the success (Quoting ABAM juniors). It was all worth it. I just hope i still have their respect and that no one talks evil words behind my back.
Unfortunately, only hoping that it would always be the case is my only alas. I can do nothing but hope that all my ill-mindedness (is there such a word? i guess that best describes me) will soon bring success.
Feasib is now in progress. I am thinking that i should i thank my very (insert the worst adjective of bad that you can think of) attitude. Forgive me but i think that if i hadn't done that, i, he and we wouldn't have learned our lesson.
On the other hand, they say that all good things always happen along with bad occasions. I'm afraid, that bad occasion i am referring to translates to me losing a friend.
I have no regrets though. He's done bad, i've done bad (probably worse) and now we're even.
If you can just imagine how affected i was.
Anyway, 99 days before CHRISTMAS!
Original Philippine Music (remember mga kababayan ko, and my spaghetting pababa?)
Fairy Tale (who will forget Marina and Kampanerang Kuba?)
Hollywood Blockbuster (i wonder if now it'll be carved in our minds forever)
Whatever theme they choose to have, we are the team who will always be glad.
Pinilit mag-rhyme.
Galing ng UP ABAM now with UP JFA!
Three years, kaya mo yon? Sorry. Kami lang may kaya non.
I feel so touched and so proud of our applicants, other juniors, and my fellow seniors who all really gave their best shots. So proud of Oskie, who experienced utmost pressure from me and my co-officers. I must admit that i envy his patience. Wish i could have those, one of these days. So proud of you too Buddy Suzie!
I should say, my hurtful words (mga galit mode) helped in the success (Quoting ABAM juniors). It was all worth it. I just hope i still have their respect and that no one talks evil words behind my back.
Unfortunately, only hoping that it would always be the case is my only alas. I can do nothing but hope that all my ill-mindedness (is there such a word? i guess that best describes me) will soon bring success.
Feasib is now in progress. I am thinking that i should i thank my very (insert the worst adjective of bad that you can think of) attitude. Forgive me but i think that if i hadn't done that, i, he and we wouldn't have learned our lesson.
On the other hand, they say that all good things always happen along with bad occasions. I'm afraid, that bad occasion i am referring to translates to me losing a friend.
I have no regrets though. He's done bad, i've done bad (probably worse) and now we're even.
If you can just imagine how affected i was.
Anyway, 99 days before CHRISTMAS!
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Ako... Ang Nag-iisang... Dimonyo
Talo ko si Anne Curtis sa pagiging nag-iisang dyosahhh...
Ako ang nag-iisang dimonyo.
...ako lang ang masama
...ako lang ang masakit magsalita
...ako lang ang ill-tempered
...ako lang ang insensitive
...ako lang ang selfish
...ako lang ang nagmamay-ari ng lahat ng masamang adjective
Pero natutunan ko sa Batman: The Dark Knight, lahat ng masamang tao, may pinanggalingan ang pagiging masama. May malalim na dahilan.
Mabuti pa nga ako, hindi ako pumapatay, damdamin lang ang sinasaktan ng mga matatalim kong salita.
Pero kagaya ni Joker, nasaktan lang din ako. Nasaktan ako sa ginawa mo. Ginago mo ako eh. Naghirap ako. Nagpuyat. Pinilit matapos ang dapat na matapos sa pag-asang makakapasa tayo ng maaga. Pero ano ginawa mo? Ano ginawa nyo? Read: PINAASA NYO LANG AKO.
Hindi ako perfectionist, o O.C., o aspiring for uno. Pero hindi rin ako tanga kaya wag mo akong gawing tanga.
Ang sakit nung ginawa mo. Alam mo bang napaiyak mo ako? Sa tanda kong ito, umiyak ako dahil sa school project. Gago ka kasi. Gago. Bibigyan mo ako ng output na mukhang tatlong oras mo lang ginawa (o mas konti pa). O sige, sabihin na nating pinaghirapan mo iyon, pero nasaan? SABIHIN MO. IPAKITA MO YANG SINASABI MO. WALA AKONG MAKITA. WALA KAMING MAKITA sa sinasabi mong pinaghirapan mo. (reasonable naman siguro ako, hindi lang naman ako ang hindi nakakita eh)
Pakiramdam ko talaga ngayon, nag-iisa ako. Ako lang ang masama. Ako lang ang masakit mag-salita.
Hindi naman ako magsasalita ng pangit kung hindi pangit ang ginagawa mo. At lalo na kung hindi ko pinagpuyatan at pinilit matapos ang ginawa ko.
Sa mga susunod na groupings, kung ayaw nyong maranasan itong nararanasan nya, wag na kayong makipag group sa akin. Hindi na ako magugulat kung next sem, para na akong si ***e* o kaya si ***d*** na wala agad kumuhang group mate.
Eto lang naman ang mga kasalanan ko:
1. Mabilis akong magalit sa tamad na groupmate (ang magnanakaw, galit sa kapwa magnanakaw)
2. Tamad ako. But i make sure i submit whatever output is expected of me, in a very timely manner. Tanungin nyo pa sina C****.
3. Mahilig akong maglider lideran. Pero wala pa naman akong narinig na reklamo about that. (So if you're one of those, c'mon tell me.)
4. Bossy ako. (Talaga?) Minsan lang naman yata. Kasi minsan, out of this world naman ako sa mga meetings eh. O kaya nakikipag chismisan lang.
5. Hindi ako nag-aaspire na maging best group. Tama na sa akin yung "ok lang".
To you,
Masakit akong magsalita? Yung ginawa mo, hindi masakit? Ah... Ako pa ngayon ang sensitive. Kung masakit akong magsalita, wag ka na magpakita sa akin. Hindi na rin ako makikipagkita o makikipagusap sayo. (TO ALL:) Hindi ako tumatanggap ng sorry. Lalo na sayo. Too late to apologize. Madaming beses na kitang pinagbigyan. Pinupuri pa nga kita kapag maganda trabaho mo.
From me.
Wag mo nang tangkaing basahin ito. Baka masaktan ka lang.
GOODLUCK ABAM AND JFA SA ORGPRES MAMAYA!
By the way, nabalitaan ko, may constraint na namang nangyari ah. Tsk tsk. Kayo talaga, hindi masyado nag iingat. Hay. Pag natalo tayo, sigurado, galit ako. Pwedeng sa inyo. Pwedeng sa ibang orgs. O pwede rin namang sa judges.
Maiba ako, aba hindi ko napapansin,
100 days na lang Christmas na! 77 days na lang, veinte anyos na ako!
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
reminiscent
Nakakatawa. After almost two years, ngayon ko lang ulit nakita itong pictures na ito. Thanks to ian penafiel, nakita ko ito sa multiply nya.
Nakakatawa talaga. Pakshet.
Eto lang yata yung mga pictures ko nung kalbo ako.
Pero bakit meron akong weird feeling na ang hot ko dito? lol. Pagbigyan na.
Excited na akong ipakita ito kay Q. Haha. Batang bata pa ako dito. 18 years old pa lang ako dito. Fresh na fresh.
Nakakatawa talaga. Pakshet.
Eto lang yata yung mga pictures ko nung kalbo ako.
Pero bakit meron akong weird feeling na ang hot ko dito? lol. Pagbigyan na.
Excited na akong ipakita ito kay Q. Haha. Batang bata pa ako dito. 18 years old pa lang ako dito. Fresh na fresh.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
ayoko sa mga plastic
ulol!
alam naman ng lahat ng tao na ayoko sa plastic. kahit ako, pinipigilan ko ang sarili ko na maging plastic. what you see, you get.
di ba? nakakainis yung mga plastic? pero alam ko nakakainis din yung mga madaldal gaya ko. pero if i were to choose, mas gusto ko na yung alam ko na galit ka sa akin, o naiinis ka, o masaya ka pag kasama mo ako, in short, totoo ka.
namimiss ko lahat ng HighSchool barkada ko, pati yung mga classmates ko. Hindi kasi sila plastic. Sinasabi nila lahat ng pangit sa akin. Puro pangit nga eh, wala akong narinig na mabuti. Pero at least sila, ok lang na puro pangit lang din ang sabihin ko. Hindi sila sensitive. Hindi sila masasaktan kung sabihin kong ang bobo nila o kaya ang pangit nila. Ang ending, gaganti sila sa akin, gaganti ulit ako, darating yung teacher namin, tatahimik kami, tapos palihim na tatawa ng malakas. (pano yun?)
I MISS YOU...
Liel Ma. Theresa L. Plantig
Sharry L. Rodil
Carla Almira G. Roderno
Allen V. Penus
Marie Grace C. Gonzales
Khristine Paula C. Rogacion
Michelle M. Fidel
Mailany M. Papa
Korina B. Ynion
Ria Clarisse L. Mojica
Joyce Philippe G. Moskito
*****
Nakakatawa, para akong high school.
Ikaw kasi eh, plastic ka rin pala.
alam naman ng lahat ng tao na ayoko sa plastic. kahit ako, pinipigilan ko ang sarili ko na maging plastic. what you see, you get.
di ba? nakakainis yung mga plastic? pero alam ko nakakainis din yung mga madaldal gaya ko. pero if i were to choose, mas gusto ko na yung alam ko na galit ka sa akin, o naiinis ka, o masaya ka pag kasama mo ako, in short, totoo ka.
namimiss ko lahat ng HighSchool barkada ko, pati yung mga classmates ko. Hindi kasi sila plastic. Sinasabi nila lahat ng pangit sa akin. Puro pangit nga eh, wala akong narinig na mabuti. Pero at least sila, ok lang na puro pangit lang din ang sabihin ko. Hindi sila sensitive. Hindi sila masasaktan kung sabihin kong ang bobo nila o kaya ang pangit nila. Ang ending, gaganti sila sa akin, gaganti ulit ako, darating yung teacher namin, tatahimik kami, tapos palihim na tatawa ng malakas. (pano yun?)
I MISS YOU...
Liel Ma. Theresa L. Plantig
Sharry L. Rodil
Carla Almira G. Roderno
Allen V. Penus
Marie Grace C. Gonzales
Khristine Paula C. Rogacion
Michelle M. Fidel
Mailany M. Papa
Korina B. Ynion
Ria Clarisse L. Mojica
Joyce Philippe G. Moskito
*****
Nakakatawa, para akong high school.
Ikaw kasi eh, plastic ka rin pala.
in about 7 months...
I will be a full-pledged UP graduate!
Excited na akong grumaduate.
Sana matapos na feasib, orgpres, itong sem na to, at yung 2nd sem.
Haay.
grabbed from Jam (Jam, Miggy, Nica, Me)
Excited na akong grumaduate.
Sana matapos na feasib, orgpres, itong sem na to, at yung 2nd sem.
Haay.
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Moments of Silence
Despite other people’s notion (myself included pala), I actually get pleasure from moments of silence. Moments where I can actually talk to myself, hear the thoughts (inside my mind), rejuvenate, and think about things (that may seem worthless but are actually invigorating), give me the comfort and weird personal satisfaction.
Due to these moments, I have come up with some thoughts that I believe to be worthy of sharing.
1. My legs are aching like argh!
Fuck that practical exam in Consumer Behavior. Fuck the thought that we had to “stalk” a member of our target market. Fuck these target markets who made us walk from 5th floor down to the 1st, and climb up again, not knowing if they knew we were following them. Fuck that maghapon lakad all around Shang EDSA (from 11 am to near 5 pm) Fuck. Ang sakit sakit ng paa ko!
As I’ve told my groupmates, I never ever really enjoyed shopping. I hate my mom, my sister, girl relatives, girlfiends (with and without space) for making me walk to and fro these stores! I hate it when they fit and check and touch and compare and talk about buying or wearing or having all these damn merchandise. I really hate it why they seem not to have the guts to know what they like. On second thought, what they will buy.
I hate my legs. It’s always like these whenever I am walking that much especially when inside a mall I’ve always been like these whenever I’m with a girl buddy. Today, however, was different. We were not shopping – we were stalking. Fuck.
2. Grad Pic on Monday
I really wonder what I would look like. I wish it won’t be bad. No not bad, I mean it should be good. Really good. Something I could brag to all the people who could see.
On the other hand, I am currently feeling bad about my creative shot. Am I really overly pretentious? Fuck. I wish I could think of some other concept even this late. I regret signing up for a creative shot. I should have picked the other package (without creative shot). That way, I could save money, free myself from thinking of a concept, and keep myself away from the thought of looking bad.
3. I’m not sure if Feasib and/or Orgpres excite me.
Sept 16 OrgPres
We are really in a grave danger. We only have nothing but concept. No practice, just meetings. No polishing, just steps. Ah. Go for threepeat. JPIA, JMA, CE, wag nyo masyado galingan.
Sept 19 Feasib deadline
This and next week will be our Financial study week, which means, my hell week. I want an inspiration, gazillion confidence, and huge amounts of will and determination to finish a thorough financial study for our group. I know I can do this. I just have to cram.
4. I am …
thinking about my 173 individual paper
wanting to do my Spanish assignment
worrying about my things that I will bring home to Cavite on Monday
wondering what my Mom and Dad are thinking about my “not-going-home” this weekend
excited about what’s gonna happen to UP’s cheerdance tomorrow
wishing that we’ll push through with our 168 tomorrow
going crazy
wanting to sleep
craving to cut my legs (still aching sooo badly, or so it thought)
… ending this post.
Night fellas!
Due to these moments, I have come up with some thoughts that I believe to be worthy of sharing.
1. My legs are aching like argh!
Fuck that practical exam in Consumer Behavior. Fuck the thought that we had to “stalk” a member of our target market. Fuck these target markets who made us walk from 5th floor down to the 1st, and climb up again, not knowing if they knew we were following them. Fuck that maghapon lakad all around Shang EDSA (from 11 am to near 5 pm) Fuck. Ang sakit sakit ng paa ko!
As I’ve told my groupmates, I never ever really enjoyed shopping. I hate my mom, my sister, girl relatives, girlfiends (with and without space) for making me walk to and fro these stores! I hate it when they fit and check and touch and compare and talk about buying or wearing or having all these damn merchandise. I really hate it why they seem not to have the guts to know what they like. On second thought, what they will buy.
I hate my legs. It’s always like these whenever I am walking that much especially when inside a mall I’ve always been like these whenever I’m with a girl buddy. Today, however, was different. We were not shopping – we were stalking. Fuck.
2. Grad Pic on Monday
I really wonder what I would look like. I wish it won’t be bad. No not bad, I mean it should be good. Really good. Something I could brag to all the people who could see.
On the other hand, I am currently feeling bad about my creative shot. Am I really overly pretentious? Fuck. I wish I could think of some other concept even this late. I regret signing up for a creative shot. I should have picked the other package (without creative shot). That way, I could save money, free myself from thinking of a concept, and keep myself away from the thought of looking bad.
3. I’m not sure if Feasib and/or Orgpres excite me.
Sept 16 OrgPres
We are really in a grave danger. We only have nothing but concept. No practice, just meetings. No polishing, just steps. Ah. Go for threepeat. JPIA, JMA, CE, wag nyo masyado galingan.
Sept 19 Feasib deadline
This and next week will be our Financial study week, which means, my hell week. I want an inspiration, gazillion confidence, and huge amounts of will and determination to finish a thorough financial study for our group. I know I can do this. I just have to cram.
4. I am …
thinking about my 173 individual paper
wanting to do my Spanish assignment
worrying about my things that I will bring home to Cavite on Monday
wondering what my Mom and Dad are thinking about my “not-going-home” this weekend
excited about what’s gonna happen to UP’s cheerdance tomorrow
wishing that we’ll push through with our 168 tomorrow
going crazy
wanting to sleep
craving to cut my legs (still aching sooo badly, or so it thought)
… ending this post.
Night fellas!
Friday, September 5, 2008
Instructions for Life
I received this as a forwarded email message. Insightful enough to stimulate the philosophical part of my intellect.
I especially liked number 2 and 8. After all, this, i think, is what i have been needing for the longest time.
Numbers 7, 10 and 13 sound good. I wanna have these traits.
Number 10 - I wish i can do these.
Others - that would make me a totally different person. Better not to have 'em all.
I especially liked number 2 and 8. After all, this, i think, is what i have been needing for the longest time.
Numbers 7, 10 and 13 sound good. I wanna have these traits.
Number 10 - I wish i can do these.
Others - that would make me a totally different person. Better not to have 'em all.
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Weekend Getaway
Ang saya ng weekend ko last Fri-Sat-Sun!
Friday Evening
Overnight Member's Night sa UP ANGKAN! Ang saya saya. Nakainom na naman ako sa wakas. Nanalo pa ako ng "microphone/flash light/lighter-in-one" dahil sa pagiging videoke king ko. Mahilig ba akong kumanta?
Lasing na...
Love You ANGKAN!
BULAGA!
Saturday
We had our first meeting with ANGKAN alumni to discuss plans for first-ever Grand Alumni Homecoming (take note:during my term). Grabe. Nostalgic yung feeling. 1990 tinatag ang UP ANGKAN, and there kasama namin sa meeting yung member from 1994 pa! Na trace na din namin yung mga founders! I am so proud of my ExeComm. And sobrang thankful ako dahil they are very willing to put up UP ANGKAN Alumni Association. Special thanks to our lawyer alumnus!
Ang sarap at ang dami rin nung nilibre nila sa MOA Gerry's Grill. Every month na kami magkakaroon ng alumni meeting until December. Which translates to every month libreng chibog at inom. Saya! ABAM? Can we also do this?
Pictures to follow.
Sunday
Uber sayang bonding with family. Ewan ko nga ba pero extra special for me yung family bonding last weekend. Parang narelieve ako sa stress, crisis, at lahat ng negative energies. May pasalubong pa nga akong dulce de leche sa kanila eh. (Cavitenyo accent)
Mag hahanap pa ako ng family picture na gwapo ako.
**********
Pero ang pangit dun, i LOST my wallet. Tangina kasi. Pasosyal pa ako. Nagtaxi, ayun nalaglag ang pitaka. May P100 pa yun, andun yung UP ID, Comelec ID, Globe Prepaid card. Hay. I was never meant to be sosyal.
Pero masaya pa rin. Salamat Dear Lord.
Hanggang sa mga susunod na kaligayahan!
Friday Evening
Overnight Member's Night sa UP ANGKAN! Ang saya saya. Nakainom na naman ako sa wakas. Nanalo pa ako ng "microphone/flash light/lighter-in-one" dahil sa pagiging videoke king ko. Mahilig ba akong kumanta?
Lasing na...
Love You ANGKAN!
BULAGA!
Saturday
We had our first meeting with ANGKAN alumni to discuss plans for first-ever Grand Alumni Homecoming (take note:during my term). Grabe. Nostalgic yung feeling. 1990 tinatag ang UP ANGKAN, and there kasama namin sa meeting yung member from 1994 pa! Na trace na din namin yung mga founders! I am so proud of my ExeComm. And sobrang thankful ako dahil they are very willing to put up UP ANGKAN Alumni Association. Special thanks to our lawyer alumnus!
Ang sarap at ang dami rin nung nilibre nila sa MOA Gerry's Grill. Every month na kami magkakaroon ng alumni meeting until December. Which translates to every month libreng chibog at inom. Saya! ABAM? Can we also do this?
Pictures to follow.
Sunday
Uber sayang bonding with family. Ewan ko nga ba pero extra special for me yung family bonding last weekend. Parang narelieve ako sa stress, crisis, at lahat ng negative energies. May pasalubong pa nga akong dulce de leche sa kanila eh. (Cavitenyo accent)
Mag hahanap pa ako ng family picture na gwapo ako.
**********
Pero ang pangit dun, i LOST my wallet. Tangina kasi. Pasosyal pa ako. Nagtaxi, ayun nalaglag ang pitaka. May P100 pa yun, andun yung UP ID, Comelec ID, Globe Prepaid card. Hay. I was never meant to be sosyal.
Pero masaya pa rin. Salamat Dear Lord.
Hanggang sa mga susunod na kaligayahan!
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