Monday, August 28, 2006
all about loving you
i cant sleep and its 5am Monday morning. my mind is just but a sea of our loving memories. flashes of u in my mind. smiles of yours ringing in my ears. the scent of you lingering under my nose. the angel hair of yours sweeping across my face. the touch of yours running through me. gosh. im so in love with you.
a deepest appreciation to u for all that you have done in this journey with me. good and bad times sure they come. good old times i owed them all to u. bad times i caused for u. nevertheless, love is a bottomless pit. everything happens for a reason. mistakes i have made a few. big and significant ones. please cast them aside. for i will lay myself on the line and come in truest and sincerest fashion to you like never before.
you are the greatest angel whom i have ever met. you are the she who makes it to every hockey match of mine. rain or shine. every week. she who goes to church with me every sunday. she who adores my poppa and momma. she who teaches my lil bro. she who looks after me. she who laughs at every word i speak in French, et-un, six or sex? she who never ever takes me for granted. she who buys prezzies for me. she who does facials with me. she who shares the exact taste buds as me, we eat almost anything together. she who feeds me at lunch, sometimes. she who has weird and dirty bedroom secrets like me. the glam yet unglam queen. she who loves smothering her face in my pits and old pillows?? oops. she who has helped me discover my true self. and most of all, she who has devoted her everything to me. i owed it all to this she.
ive lost some. i will live and love you on. i will pay my dues baby. for all the words i didnt say and things i didnt do, i will find a way this day. this day when I looked at my life, i see a world of you in me. you are such a wonderland. im so all about loving you. je taime mery.
a deepest appreciation to u for all that you have done in this journey with me. good and bad times sure they come. good old times i owed them all to u. bad times i caused for u. nevertheless, love is a bottomless pit. everything happens for a reason. mistakes i have made a few. big and significant ones. please cast them aside. for i will lay myself on the line and come in truest and sincerest fashion to you like never before.
you are the greatest angel whom i have ever met. you are the she who makes it to every hockey match of mine. rain or shine. every week. she who goes to church with me every sunday. she who adores my poppa and momma. she who teaches my lil bro. she who looks after me. she who laughs at every word i speak in French, et-un, six or sex? she who never ever takes me for granted. she who buys prezzies for me. she who does facials with me. she who shares the exact taste buds as me, we eat almost anything together. she who feeds me at lunch, sometimes. she who has weird and dirty bedroom secrets like me. the glam yet unglam queen. she who loves smothering her face in my pits and old pillows?? oops. she who has helped me discover my true self. and most of all, she who has devoted her everything to me. i owed it all to this she.
ive lost some. i will live and love you on. i will pay my dues baby. for all the words i didnt say and things i didnt do, i will find a way this day. this day when I looked at my life, i see a world of you in me. you are such a wonderland. im so all about loving you. je taime mery.
I went to Giraffe on saturday!!! With my darling and we loooooove it there :) the gorgeous lady... the atmosphere... the food was so-so, but the dessert saved the day. Then to Timbre n saw shaochang+tabitha n their friends. happy birthday to shaochang :)
Shit happens. So sorry to those around. I guess 2 weeks arent enough, but i'm working on it. Sorry guys.
Went to church this morning w perry+family. Had lunch at Lei Garden at Chijmes. REALLY nice cantonese cuisine. It was supposed to be perry's treat :D payday you know :D but of course unclepoon (perry's daddy) couldnt bear to accept the treat and ended up paying most of it.
Back at poon's, i fed princess twinkle with live fish! ahhaha princess twinkle is growing bigger now. minah is still as fat. he said i'm princess twinkle and he's minah. ghahaha okies whatever you say. he changed the filter n everything so that it doesnt make so much noise when i'm sleeping :) so sweet :) For that, I watched 2 hockey matches on sat & sun hahaha
Sometimes I feel like I'm kicking a fuss. But the emotions I feel are real. I feel trapped. For once, i feel like i'm 14 again, playing mirror mirror on the wall. It's a time bomb that I wish will never explode. it's not easy to swallow. which makes me a lil bit quieter, a lil bit spaced and a lil bit temperemental.
The important thing is, after all's been said and done, I'm still here.
And it's pretty obvious why.
Shit happens. So sorry to those around. I guess 2 weeks arent enough, but i'm working on it. Sorry guys.
Went to church this morning w perry+family. Had lunch at Lei Garden at Chijmes. REALLY nice cantonese cuisine. It was supposed to be perry's treat :D payday you know :D but of course unclepoon (perry's daddy) couldnt bear to accept the treat and ended up paying most of it.
Back at poon's, i fed princess twinkle with live fish! ahhaha princess twinkle is growing bigger now. minah is still as fat. he said i'm princess twinkle and he's minah. ghahaha okies whatever you say. he changed the filter n everything so that it doesnt make so much noise when i'm sleeping :) so sweet :) For that, I watched 2 hockey matches on sat & sun hahaha
Sometimes I feel like I'm kicking a fuss. But the emotions I feel are real. I feel trapped. For once, i feel like i'm 14 again, playing mirror mirror on the wall. It's a time bomb that I wish will never explode. it's not easy to swallow. which makes me a lil bit quieter, a lil bit spaced and a lil bit temperemental.
The important thing is, after all's been said and done, I'm still here.
And it's pretty obvious why.
Friday, August 25, 2006
it's a past that can never be revived :)
i'll relish it in my mind because it was that good
Anyway i love haribo!!! yummy... especially the white ones. lychee. (perrypoon pls note)
I miss hall 10 study room. hahahaha.
i miss hanging out at perry's dorm with colin n imran.
wheres imran anyway? havent seen him for the longest time.
gahahah n i miss mopeng.
craving for ice milo... (perrypoon pls note)
New York New York serves really bland food. soft calamari. lousy service. even the hall 10 canteen pasta stall serves better pasta. (perrypoon pls note)
I'm still in my holiday mood :( sarahhhhhhh yr bday celebration lasted for a week n i dont feel like starting sch yetttt. can we hv 1 more week of celebration? hahahaha
I want to go shopping!!!! (perrypoon pls note!!!) AAHHAHAHA
okok i'm just bored. bye guys
i'll relish it in my mind because it was that good
Anyway i love haribo!!! yummy... especially the white ones. lychee. (perrypoon pls note)
I miss hall 10 study room. hahahaha.
i miss hanging out at perry's dorm with colin n imran.
wheres imran anyway? havent seen him for the longest time.
gahahah n i miss mopeng.
craving for ice milo... (perrypoon pls note)
New York New York serves really bland food. soft calamari. lousy service. even the hall 10 canteen pasta stall serves better pasta. (perrypoon pls note)
I'm still in my holiday mood :( sarahhhhhhh yr bday celebration lasted for a week n i dont feel like starting sch yetttt. can we hv 1 more week of celebration? hahahaha
I want to go shopping!!!! (perrypoon pls note!!!) AAHHAHAHA
okok i'm just bored. bye guys
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY SARAH DARLING !!!
Monday, August 21, 2006
I cant sleep :(
perry's family is sooo nice! they're like my 2nd family hahaha. his parents are always so nice n warm n welcoming. they bought me a new pillow n bolster n told me to stay over more often. they sort of expect me to stay over every weekend you see, so that we can all go to church tog on sunday morning. How nice is that?!?!
When the incident happened, they were the ones who gave me the words n assurances i needed. so so so thankful. i'd be devastated if it wasnt for them. Not forgetting they're always so excited to bring me to all the places with nice food. hahahah. just earlier on they bought me ba kwa n egg tart especially fr chinatown while i was taking a nap (SO SWEET OKAY) n perry was having a hockey match, after which he complained tt all his team mates' girlfriends went to watch. heh. sorry laaaaa i was damn sleepy n tired... BUT i've been to almost ALL yr matches okayyyy :D
Nana is so cute... he always calls me jiejie. i hope he scores his As :)
Last but not least, i love princess twinkle and minah! probably the only 2 fish i ever like. i just cant develop any kind of bonding with fish. i think they're all meant to be eaten. yum.
perry's family is sooo nice! they're like my 2nd family hahaha. his parents are always so nice n warm n welcoming. they bought me a new pillow n bolster n told me to stay over more often. they sort of expect me to stay over every weekend you see, so that we can all go to church tog on sunday morning. How nice is that?!?!
When the incident happened, they were the ones who gave me the words n assurances i needed. so so so thankful. i'd be devastated if it wasnt for them. Not forgetting they're always so excited to bring me to all the places with nice food. hahahah. just earlier on they bought me ba kwa n egg tart especially fr chinatown while i was taking a nap (SO SWEET OKAY) n perry was having a hockey match, after which he complained tt all his team mates' girlfriends went to watch. heh. sorry laaaaa i was damn sleepy n tired... BUT i've been to almost ALL yr matches okayyyy :D
Nana is so cute... he always calls me jiejie. i hope he scores his As :)
Last but not least, i love princess twinkle and minah! probably the only 2 fish i ever like. i just cant develop any kind of bonding with fish. i think they're all meant to be eaten. yum.
Sarah's party was fab :)
With theme like "My Red Affair", it's hard to go wrong.
Before that I went for the alumni band concert, but perry n i left halfway coz we didnt wanna be too late for sarah's party, in case she's already lying on the floor by the time we reach there hahahaha. But I must say, that i'm v impressed with the amt of alcohol she could hold on sat!
The only 2 pictures taken at the concert :(
pic 1: rene, stel, jarrod . pic 2: rene, huifang, stel
The best thing abt Sarah babe's party is that everyone followed the dress code: sexy casual and something red. And of course, the free flow chocolate, strawberry and lychee martinis, red wine & housepour. The turn up was goooooood so many people n the place was crowded! People started leaving only around 12 - 1 am. I had a grrrrrrrrreat time! photo flood :D
sarah's pretty cake!
the gorgeous birthday girl
daniel, nadia, fiyyaz
nad, fiyyaz, perry
:D
pretty nadia with daniel
JOHAN!!! sinclair, gina, ivan
gina, tabby, johan!!!
prisc, tabby, joe, colin
daniel, nadia, sarah
HAHAHA
daniel & sarah :D
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???
sarah and the boys
perry, me, sarah, tabitha, shaochang
tabby, shao, perry&i, gina, sinclair, priscilla
Hope you like the tiffany&co ring we gave you! LOVE YA SARAH DARLING! MMMMMMMMMMUAH MUAH!
With theme like "My Red Affair", it's hard to go wrong.
Before that I went for the alumni band concert, but perry n i left halfway coz we didnt wanna be too late for sarah's party, in case she's already lying on the floor by the time we reach there hahahaha. But I must say, that i'm v impressed with the amt of alcohol she could hold on sat!
The only 2 pictures taken at the concert :(
pic 1: rene, stel, jarrod . pic 2: rene, huifang, stel
The best thing abt Sarah babe's party is that everyone followed the dress code: sexy casual and something red. And of course, the free flow chocolate, strawberry and lychee martinis, red wine & housepour. The turn up was goooooood so many people n the place was crowded! People started leaving only around 12 - 1 am. I had a grrrrrrrrreat time! photo flood :D
sarah's pretty cake!
the gorgeous birthday girl
daniel, nadia, fiyyaz
nad, fiyyaz, perry
:D
pretty nadia with daniel
JOHAN!!! sinclair, gina, ivan
gina, tabby, johan!!!
prisc, tabby, joe, colin
daniel, nadia, sarah
HAHAHA
daniel & sarah :D
?
???
sarah and the boys
perry, me, sarah, tabitha, shaochang
tabby, shao, perry&i, gina, sinclair, priscilla
Hope you like the tiffany&co ring we gave you! LOVE YA SARAH DARLING! MMMMMMMMMMUAH MUAH!
Saturday, August 19, 2006
In my drunken stupor, I saw an angel :)
He held me close n stuck his finger into my throat so tt i could puke 7 times.
Sigh... all that sukiyaki. :::thanks prisc for the lovely dinner:::
I think I puked all over his hand but he didnt mind.
He just kept patting my back n said it's ok just continue puking.
Then i looked at him helplessly n sukiyaki came flowing outta my mouth again.
He massaged my throbbing head with oil.
Tucked me into bed, massaging my head all the while.
I puked till my stomach hurt n my head felt like it was splitting.
I could see him sitting at the side of my bed, watching me till i fell asleep.
:)
It has been the craziest week. All those hurts n regrets n tears. But I know the desperate need for forgiveness. you're well on yr way darling. I've never known anyone hanging on my every word the way you do.
I guess it is, after all, a liberating and passionate journey.
He held me close n stuck his finger into my throat so tt i could puke 7 times.
Sigh... all that sukiyaki. :::thanks prisc for the lovely dinner:::
I think I puked all over his hand but he didnt mind.
He just kept patting my back n said it's ok just continue puking.
Then i looked at him helplessly n sukiyaki came flowing outta my mouth again.
He massaged my throbbing head with oil.
Tucked me into bed, massaging my head all the while.
I puked till my stomach hurt n my head felt like it was splitting.
I could see him sitting at the side of my bed, watching me till i fell asleep.
:)
It has been the craziest week. All those hurts n regrets n tears. But I know the desperate need for forgiveness. you're well on yr way darling. I've never known anyone hanging on my every word the way you do.
I guess it is, after all, a liberating and passionate journey.
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
disappointed at every one.
i'm hardly angry, in fact never.
but for this once, i dont feel the need to explain myself.
i've never said those things to any of you.
it's just so easy to criticise n push the blame.
and close an eye to the times you've made the same mistakes yourself.
i'm hardly angry, in fact never.
but for this once, i dont feel the need to explain myself.
i've never said those things to any of you.
it's just so easy to criticise n push the blame.
and close an eye to the times you've made the same mistakes yourself.
Friday, August 11, 2006
yippee yea yeahhh...meryfairy's back!
o yes finally... after 12 long days of waiting baby mery is back from her homeland! gosh i misss u like crazy. how nice it was to see my family getting all so excited to receive you at the airport on national day.
aww...it was one big rush of feelings on seeing you baby!
the sight of u.
stunning.
dazzling.
orgasmic.
ah... you are such a star in my eyes baby! anyway, yeapyeap gtg just to let you know. i have been waiting for you and watching you to finish dolling up since 4.30pm... it is almost 6.30 baby. hurry hurry! we are going to watch firewerks New Caledonia!!! =)
Love,
Perry
aww...it was one big rush of feelings on seeing you baby!
the sight of u.
stunning.
dazzling.
orgasmic.
ah... you are such a star in my eyes baby! anyway, yeapyeap gtg just to let you know. i have been waiting for you and watching you to finish dolling up since 4.30pm... it is almost 6.30 baby. hurry hurry! we are going to watch firewerks New Caledonia!!! =)
Love,
Perry
Saturday, August 05, 2006
sometimes, it's down to how much a person means to you and how much u're willing to sacrifice for that person.
i'll do what i like when i like.
just like you.
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on a brighter note, i'm going back next wed :)
stella's going to mambo n i feel like going toooooo
so mayb i'll go after i put my luggage down ahhahahah
rene are u going???
gonna start sch on thurs. project lecture from 630 pm to 930 pm. kinda gross.
i realise that mayb i dont even hv to go to sch on thursdays n fridays.
ahahahaha thats a 3-day week for me!
although mondays n tuesdays end at 830 pm. BUT STILL!
i miss the burgers at steeples. havent been to that place since last year.
feel quite bad for shunning the place.
it used to be such a quaint little hang out outlet.
and i used to get free dessert :)
I'll visit the place soon :D
i'll do what i like when i like.
just like you.
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on a brighter note, i'm going back next wed :)
stella's going to mambo n i feel like going toooooo
so mayb i'll go after i put my luggage down ahhahahah
rene are u going???
gonna start sch on thurs. project lecture from 630 pm to 930 pm. kinda gross.
i realise that mayb i dont even hv to go to sch on thursdays n fridays.
ahahahaha thats a 3-day week for me!
although mondays n tuesdays end at 830 pm. BUT STILL!
i miss the burgers at steeples. havent been to that place since last year.
feel quite bad for shunning the place.
it used to be such a quaint little hang out outlet.
and i used to get free dessert :)
I'll visit the place soon :D
Thursday, August 03, 2006
my dearest baby when can we ever tie the knot???
darling mery, heh riding on your blog. anyway yes back from clubbing wif my colleagues at bottega. the time now is spore 5am. Hope that this entry can bring a smile to yr day! i wana tell u how much u mean to me...yr like the gem of my life . Without u, i'm jammed for life! Without u, i'm damned for life! Life will be so mundane without u. Yr the pillar of my life. I need u sooo much and I adore u sooo much. Never leave me cos yr mine to stay. Our binding love is here to stay and nothing can ever tear this fortress of love between us.
Yes we may encounter differences at time. Nevertheless, such tiffs are common and trust me, these tiffs serve as a betterment to our rls and future. Thru this, we learn and pick up from wherever we are ok? I love you soo much mery. I'll promise you a good life and believe me...we shall not be moved ok? love u to bits and crunches!!!
Love,
Perry
Yes we may encounter differences at time. Nevertheless, such tiffs are common and trust me, these tiffs serve as a betterment to our rls and future. Thru this, we learn and pick up from wherever we are ok? I love you soo much mery. I'll promise you a good life and believe me...we shall not be moved ok? love u to bits and crunches!!!
Love,
Perry
