Jendul.

This is my niece.
SYAHEERAH HUMAIRAA'.
Look at her wide forehead.
Fat cheeks.
Eating red velvet cupcakes.
But....
She only prefer the cream on top.
Never interested to eat the cake.
Ever.
I feel like popping those cheeks and biting that tiny nose.
Why so cute?

Sincerely, your Cik Mama.

Mad About Pancakes ?

I know everybody loves pancake for anything especially breakfast on the
weekend. So, I figure out to share how to make your own pancake mix instead
of buying the store's boxed premix. As starters, these for the flour mix...

- 600 g self-raising flour
- 3 tbsp baking powder
- 2 tsp baking soda
- 1 tsp salt
- 50g caster sugar

For the batter

- 1 egg
- 1 cup of milk
- 1 tbsp butter


1. Express flour mix : Mix all the ingredients together and store in a
jar.
2. One fine morning when ready to make the pancakes, heat up your
non-stick frying pan without oil.
3. Spoon drops of 1½-2 tablespoons of batter onto the hot pan, when
bubbles appear on the surface of the little pancakes, flip them over to
make them golden brown on both sides. A minute or so a side should do it.

There . Easy as ABC. So, I hope you try this and enjoy.
Have a great weekend.
Cheerios !

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Above the sky, heading home.

well. I flew home last Saturday with MH 1426. As always, MAS services are the BEST! It was a great pleasure to fly again with MAS. Praise be to Allah my flight wasn't delay and everything went smooth til I reached KBR. Erm.. Checked in using my ENRICH Card, had MacDonald's for dinner hurm... And as per usual, having the best inflight magazine, Going Places, is a must and ou yeah, juice. Pink guava juice was chosen and I was not in the mood for orange juice at that time. The cabin crew was awesome and I was so glad to fly again with MAS.  

Who's that girl...?

This is it. I meant her. Emmi Natasha. A blogger, just like me. We knew thru blogging. I'd like to link yall her blogpage but sadly it's a private blog. Aihh. Anyways. The deal had been made like for weeks. We planned to hang out together since we've been communicating with each other thru YM, Twitter, and of course Facebook. Frankly, in the virtual world. We did exchanged our mobile numbers, right before my BF's little sister' engagement day so that if I attended the event we could meet there. Unfortunately I was freaking busy and cant make it to the engagement ceremony. But then... look. You see. We finally met. Emmi just finished with her final examination for this semester and we planned to meet right after she done with the papers. I promised her Tutti Frutti treats and I did kept my words. Ngeee XD. Super happy to finally see each other that day. I picked her up with WRN at her hostel in IIUM, I was pretty nervous back there. Well, havent see each other kan. :P But then as we started to talk and chit chat, not a single awkwardness gloom in me. Hee. We talked about almost everything. I was like, I wished I didnt even wanna drive, just talk and chit and chat till I puke bhaha. Had such a great time wih Emmi. And am so ecstatic to be the person to introduce Tuti Frutti to Emmi. She have been craving for it for so long *that's what she told me la* and plus, I was super crazy with this froyo, I absolutely gone insane la with it hihi.  Shortly, thank you Emmi for the time. If I wanna tell yall every single thing we did on that day, ....idk. So many to tell. Hihi. But to finally meet Emmi was super FUN!

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keep swimming, keep swimming.

every Sundays' activity. trying super hard to not miss our swimming session at our condo's swimming pool. 2hours each Sundays :)

extraterrestrial

going is a must! can buy special La Senza's macaroons some more. Yeeeps!

Mermaid Tale or Mermaid Tail??

It's all for you.

Yes dear. Nothing in this world that I do aint for you. You know how deep I care about you. How much I put my love on you. But then, dont you ever dare to compare of how big is my love to you among people surrounding me. You should know me. You should know me better. For almost 5 years weve been together. And yes. Dont you ever compare me with the other girls that you ever knew, seen. Because if you do, you just put me into a condition. I mean situation where I can never accept, I believe, as it is a disgrace towards me. Am sorry. I just dont really know how to put it nicely. But that is exactly how I feel if you do so.

And as for today, thank you for everything. I had a great time even the movie was too crappy for us. But yeah, sometimes silly movies could burst out our tautness into joy. And I kinda like it. Hope you enjoy the treat. And yeah, mine was better right dear. So next time I wanna give you a surprise, I should know better. Though I cant have the you for the whole day. I know youre in a rush.
So okay.
Am gonna continue with my Grammy Awards.
Send my best to Nadia.
Love you as always.
Nothing compares to the way I feel when I'm with you, because every time you smile, I smile too ♥ (:

Shaun The Sheep

Yeah. Am now watching this on Disney Channel. Yall should watch it sometimes. This has been my fav programme since am a HUGE fan of Disney's. So, now watching. Dont really know what to do, so I just sit here posting an entry. On my lap there's papaya cutlets that i prepared hours ago. Actually I decided to blend a smoothie right before bed but as I found out that... aih, not yet sleepy so, I take the papaya cutlets and makan.
Ohh what yall are up to now. I believe yall are snoozing like a slowpoke now. Bhaha. So not sure what am I actually mumbling here, so I guess I should stop.
So, bye!

p/s:  finished with my papaya. now gonna cont watching my Shaun.

More entry to be posted.

Ohh. Hey all. Yes. Me here. Safely landed on KBR from KUL two days ago. Too lazy to post about what's happening as I reached KBR. Soon la ehh. Hihi. Dont worry. I'll keep yall updated in a few. As am about to tell you is, I just finished making kek batik couple of minutes ago. And surprise, surprise... I've been practicing wearing the kain batik on my very own. Ha-ha. So new to me as Mom always told me that she can never imagine seeing me in a proper kain batik, put on in a proper way, nicely fold as it should be (not such sewed as paired with baju Kurung okayy). So, as I put on my batik sarong... then I decide to make a kek batik. I was quite bored just now and that derived me to bake or make something. I'll say a treat. Plusminus after 15mins, I finished with my kek batik and I sat down, had a glass of refreshing soy milk... then I realized that #bhaha, I was wearing my batik sarong while making my kek batik. As Smelly text-ed, "Hehe...buat kek batik, pakai kain batik. Ohh so sexy."

My weekend.

Ohh yes. My weekend. My version. Offdays on Sundays and Mondays, as I've told before. And as for this week, I got Silverfish Society 15th Engagement on Sunday, but of course I had tonnes of fun with my Kumon comrades and my students and the movie was the best part. A movie based on a book written by Road Dahl. Still, I got more days to stay off from work. Ngee. Instead of the usual Sunday and Monday, I got one day extra. It's the Federal Territory Day. Public Holiday yall. Some more CNY is approaching, and of course am  going for quite a long break as the month of February begins. Sunday, Monday and Tuesday = no work. Reviving my inner strength, get as much rest as I could during the break and also our house' spring cleaning will be in the list during the break. And one more important thing, am flying back to KBR this Thursday. Ohh, cant wait to see everyone. Missing home like so bad lately.

See. Above punye doodle. Raining doodle. Lately, it's been rain, rain all day. Non-stop raining. Flooding here and there. Gosh. Am so worried of all the places all over the country. CNY is just around and how are they gonna celebrate their prosperous new year in this humid weather. Hurm. But for me, I cant say much. Every single thing happened, is fate. Written to be happened. Bak kata orang, 'hujan ini suatu rahmat'.
But sometimes, I do sing the "Rain, rain go away" song. It's one of Mom's favorite childhood  nursery rhymes. Trust me. It's just for fun. I wont mind the rain. I love the rain. Thou if it's raining, it's hard for me to go to work.... but, naaah.
I should sleep now.

*hwugs and kishes*
mmuachs.

Hooked.

Always and forever I respected your decision, your opinion, your ideas. Anything that came out from your soft, pink lips, I put into my consideration list. And as for this time... I just cant believe you said that. You want me to be "sederhana". What is that supposed to mean. I know. I know who I am. As Mom always taught, and told me before, she is proud of who I am, happy to see me being me. And how on Earth did you think you can say that. What am I to you? All along. When we first met? What were you thinking? Actually.. wait wait. What you actually thought about me? You said I didnt change a bit since before, but now... Are you saying you want me to change? You want me to be not me? Are you looking for another person? Are you trying to say that you positively think that you're with the wrong person? I.. I.. I.. I dont know what else to say. You left me speechless. And of course, you made me think. When you said that, it's like you underestimating me and seems that you ... how am I going to put this nicely.. you dont know me at all..? I think. Idk. Gosh. Maybe I think too much. Idk. This voice out version of yours one, I'll think about it. Still make my kepala pusing so much that I cant even sleep at night. Am not saying am not 'sederhana' or not being one. I am, but in my own way. And of course, I do believe that people cant guarantee they are 'sederhana' themselves except certified from people surrounding them or others are talking about it, right? Idk. There are so much more of life I should learn about. But as for now, my study case for you of mine.. just turn me upside down. But still, my love for you have never change. It's just a pause button just been pressed deep down in my core.

*hwugs and of course, lots of kishes*
mmmuachs.

p/s: dont get me wrong. am not mad. am just ... saying.

back to basic

hello. hello. hello. current coordinates. my sister's house in cheras. been ages tak balik. today i got here. and since i have nothing to do, so this happened.

Good night memories. I'll kill you. Why la Chelc. Tell me why.

live from Ipoh.

ohh. have i mentioned about it? i guess not. okay. am posting this entry live from ipoh. at my brother's house. just arrived from kampar. as in kampar, attending my abang sedara's akad nikah ceremony. so now, am gonna take my shower and freshen up myself first. then ill manage my bloggie, posting outstanding entries. bhaha.
gimme 30mins okay.

wedding and marriage.

haa. im not sure whether the school holiday has started or not. but all i know is here comes all the wedding invitations. there are cards, facebook rsvp, phone calls and even emails been sent to me. and as attached  above are my invites for the week. not sure that am able to attend all invitations, but am sure i will be going. and also in the running, our fourth anniversary. hihihi. *giggling* not sure what to have on this special celebration but i have a plan. this is an anniversary. so the reason am stressing this out because its an anniversary and we celebrate it annually. we dont do week-sary or monthersary or whatsoever its been called cos thats lame *for us la* am sorry yall. no offense. to know whether which wedding am going, you can follow my tweets. since... you know. i tweet most of my time :)

http://www.twitter.com/beckpanda

the call

i just hung up a call from my beloved Mom
Ohh gawsh I missed her so much.
when i miss Mom, tears falling over my cheeks
and i feel good about that
i dont know why.
still, i dont know whether am heading back this end of Oct or not
for my cousin's engagement.
if i cant get my day-off, i supposed i wont be in kelantan for that.
tapi nanti tak best la.
hurm...
speaking of missing Mom.
when i miss my mom, i tend to do few things
things that mom love to do
though those arent my fav's but for mom, i buat
like, erm....
whenever i miss mom, i eat.
i eat her favourite food or snacks tha she loved.
they are apam balik, fresh timun betik in coconut milk with sugar,
kaya waffle.
i also drink.
i had her favourite drinks.
like winter melon tea which is the best.
mom loves winter melon tea so bad that am willing to have it just because i missed her and it reminds me so much of her.
i also gonna crave for len chee kang.
mom suke sangat len chee kang, sampai there's this one time mom buat homemade len chee kang so that all of us boleh enjoy the len chee kang as musch as we could.
im so not a big fan of sweet desserts and kaya, but when it comes to Mom...
i jadi macam crazy about it.
and as today i missed Mom, kat kiosk Halimah tadi I grabbed a winter melon tea and i told salsya that i miss Mom so bad tonight.
And as Mom called, I rase huge relief to hear her voice and i told her about me missing her and my habits when am having those phase and she had this tiny laugh and whispered, "it's okay kakak.u mmg like this.dulu klau everytime u rindu i je u called and weep like a baby sambil cakap ngan i."
gawsh Mom, i mmg rindu u sgt2.
May Allah always filled your day with happiness, joy and His blessed on you Mom.
I love you,Mom.

TTYL
*hwugs and kishes*

Mail.

aaaah. what ive been waiting for. look what i found in my mailbox. its from MAS Enrich and PADINI.

x x x x

.beck.

getting engaged!

just a short update.congrats kak yong. finally getting engaged. all of ur were so happy. above shots are diversifies by lotsa peoples. had a great time that saturday. good food, good families, good people. so blessed. seeing ira,zati,faisal and also haq. john dearie also *the most important*. all shots, credit to Abehaq, Ira, Fasha, Zati, Faisal and myself! ngee XD XD XD.

Ouch!

menstrual cramps.
cant you just wait.
why you have to storm me in days like today.
youre hurting me.
dont make me hate menstruation okay.
just so you know, youre hurting me.
so bad!

the wedding.

We attended the wedding of Abang's bestfriend's wedding . The parent is Baba's cousin. So, we're related. The event held at Dewan Komuniti Bandar Tun Razak, near Ibu's house. Incoming wedding is going to be Abang's which InsyaAllah, with the bless of Allah will be held on this Syawal the 4th.Fuh. Big brother getting  married. Cant wait. Lotsa things to be planned,done etc etc. As we done eating, Mom and Baba finished chit chatting with the relatives, souvenirs taken, gift given, we headed to Ibu's house then after Zohor we headed back to Kota Bharu. What a great weekend we had.

KL, Toy Story 3, Kak Long Ros's house in Selayang, Wedding Reception at BTR, safely arrived home.

*such bless from Allah*