What we used to do

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i miss us

do you still remember.
the day that u whining and pushing me to get u a getaway to PD.
then kakak get to book Corus,our favourite hotel.
it's Corus Paradise
we stayed there.
we bought Bohemian dresses.
we bought tights.
it was and impromptu trip.
but we nailed it.
we had so much fun.
u know kakak love u infinitely.
and kakak still have faith that u love me.
and misses our family so bad.
pls come home soon dear baby sister. 

almost 2weeks

uve been gone baby sister
i dnt know how are you doing
u ddnt reply any of kakak's messages
each and every second i wonder, what are you doing?
hv u had your daily meals?
what are you wearing?
have u had your coffee today?
are u sick?
are u okay?
it's been almost two weeks
and...
kakak still be waiting for u to be home
...we all waited for u
and we'll look out for you
we need you to be back home with us.
miss u,baby sister

it's your song

Dear Syakirah,


last night,kakak started watching The Vampire Diaries series.
as kakak watched the 1st episode,Pilot
...i heard  the sound of your song
the song that Ilah asked kakak to hear last month
it was The Management MGMT's Control Yourself
it reminds me of you
how Ilah love the song so much
owh Allah,kakak miss u so much..please protect my baby sister
Pls be home soon.
we can watch this series together.
kakak will be waiting for you

everyday everynight

it's all you im thinking about baby sister
i cant do this alone
i lost you
you,my baby sister.
when there's time i needed u the most
pls come back soon.
please,im begging you

my baby sister's missing

this is my beloved baby sister

the one whom i love dearly,the one that always hang out with me

the one that i gave my everything,whenever or whatever she asked me to

she ran away from our home here in Taman Tasik Tambahan,Ampang at about 8.30pm

for those who's been reading my blog please contact above numbers

to help us looking for her if u do have any informations related.

we are all worried to death here,ever since she had gone

or u guys can also contact me, AISYAH or BECK

twitter

myspace 

facebook - u can click on my badge

 gmail : beckpanda@gmail.com

blackberry PIN (bbm) : 25626DCF

ym - u can ping me on my PINGbox

msn : beckpanda@hotmail.com

SKYPE : beckpanda

my handphone : 012 - 9499213,014 - 8157728

if ure reading this Syakirah;

kakak want to tell you that u know kakak love you loverly.so,please come back home soon.

mom can never sit still,can never stop thinking about you.kakak even had my worst gastric ever

cause i cant eat,nor sleep.i always think about you.i know u have problems and stuff.

but please do think about mom.we can solve everything just like we've done before.

i can never imagine of how are you doing now,what are u up to now.

wether ure doing okay,or maybe ure sick.i dnt know.i will never stop looking for you and so

do the rest.we'll be waiting for you and not just wait.we'll continue searching for

you till we find you.kakak wont stop trying and texting and calling you.

please.i miss everything about you and everything that we shared,

our laugh..our joy..our vacation..our favourite movies..

we all love u very much.

and this one adapted from ONICHI's:

my lil sis, lost from our home, at Taman Tasek Tambahan, Ampang near 8.30pmon Sunday, 28 February 2010. if u saw this girl anywhere , please contact us immediately.. our mom, cried almost every day since she left us.. humm.. sedeh sangat.. Kami sentiasa berdoa agar dia sentiasa selamat dan terpelihara dari sebarang perkara-perkara yan tidak diingini.. Di dunia yang hampir Qiamat ni, macam2 boleh berlaku tambahan lagi Syakirah ni perempuan yang masih muda dan tidak dapat berfikiran matang. Kami amat bimbang akan keselamatan beliau.. Sekiranya beliau bersama seseorang, dapatkah orang itu menjaga adik kami dengan baik? Adakah dia tidak mengapa-apakan adik kami?
 Sekiranya syakirah terbaca blog ini, "Syakirah, kembalilah kepada kami.. yang penting, call Ummy.. beritahu keadaan awak sekarang.. jangan biarkan Ummy sentiasa menitiskan airmata kerana kehilangan awak.. Sekiranya, awak ingin kembali bersama k.ct, it's okey.. i'll not harm u.. this time will b different than b4..i PROMISE you by the name of ALLAH..just tell me what u want, we'll always support u n giv u d best! We love u.."

x x x x

.beck.