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    memories carved at the back of my brain

    Tuesday, May 11, 2010

    may...
    outing at SG river with lab people =)


    okay finally liberated from nus undergraduate life and exams! the papers are relatively okay i will say. for OM the 3/4 questions i have seen from past year test paper! super thankful to geck for sharing those papers and this definitely helped me a lot. the last paper was a BORING supramolecular chemistry paper which nearly killed my arms from writing and you will be required to swallow and write every single detail out INCLUDING EXAMPLES. omg. thankfully i had 1 week of preparation for each paper which is boring. but apparently stress got to me to achieve my target cap for this sem and together with the lack of kakis to study this time around (i was alone all the time), i was kinda feeling down and stressed for the whole 2 weeks. thankfully val was there =) at least now all its over and im officially done with undergrad life!

    been stuck in lab being a professional cleaner. thanks to the cleaning companies cleaning the fumehoods we have to clear out our stuff and the fumehoods basically looked the same -___- clean the fumehoods and 4 schlenk lines including 2 from dr weng's side which was HORRIBLE. had to manually fill them up with base bath during plastic droppers and it took me 1 week to clean. then comes the part to put them all back up which basically tired me out totally. now suffering from muscle aches and hopefully it will go away soon. still have safety test to pass and the GC machine to set up. how to find such good free labour when my official starting date is only on the 15th! sigh. and probably all those cleaning and acetone and IPA and dust been irritating my throat and respiratory system =(

    and freak. i hate my knee caps. after that 6km run 2 weeks ago, my old knee cap problem came back and haunt me. i was probably running a bit too hard and was doing running 3 times a week to prepare for legs and paddles and being too stressed and mad i did a 6km run which killed my knee caps. it hurts when i walk up and down slopes and stairs. or sometimes just flat ground walking gives me pain. and it looks like i will need to rest months for the pain to totally go away. and its such a bad time when i have lnp and kinabalu trip in june. crap. and working in the lab just doesn't give me a chance to rest my legs. and there goes all my efforts in training to be fitter. crap crap crap.

    and gist offered me their masters programme BUT it requires both the acceptance and the school fees together which is much earlier than the release of results! crap! i will need to know my final results before i can make my decision on my graduate studies. lets see whether i can delay the stupid gist side because its so unreasonable to ask for school fees now when it is only like MAY and the course starts in AUG. i've made my decision on the NUS one and this will only serve as a backup in case i can't get my 4.4 this sem. jsut when im hoping that the reply can be much later. sigh.

    things are not exactly going my way for now. hopefully it gets better and may my crystals be single for XRD so that i can account to dr zhao. enjoy the holidays everyone! =) and yes i've finally cleared my thoughts and decided that i shall not waste my time and effort after you've put me off with your behaviour and actions. you just arent the one for me. and this shall be my final decision. why did you even get my hopes up and affect my emotions and get me thinking and imagining too much. all thanks to your crappy confession. i am just not your venting pot. i will hope for someone to provide emotional support instead of being the other way. this is not how it should be. so stay away from me for now.


    11:45 PM //