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Sunday, August 26, 2007
dreams...
seniors in white + juniors in black = persia! =)
hmm surprisingly i am back to blogging after a few days due to the failed attempt of trying to get down to my geog readings which is really pretty thick and the analytical chem notes serving as my bedtime reading to let me get knocked out pretty fast haha. gotta the sudden feeling to come back and blog again.
i had a dream the previous night or rather this morning which i thought it was pretty weird and it shows the particular thing which is what i was hoping for so far for the past week though it is certainly not going to happen. does dreams show the scene that the desired deep in our heart? does dream show and reveal our fear in certain areas? does dreams sometimes turn out as dejavus? does a tired and restless mind give us scenes to show us how far our imaginations can go? or the dream can give us emotional comfort during the short duration of the desired scene happening in our head? well i was certainly kind of sad that i woke up from the dream but knowing that its just a dream hits me in the face and tell me its time to face up to reality.
well time for me to really think about what i should do with my own future instead of just spending time to indulge in the real meaning of my own dreams. i've decided not to take up treasurer of canoe but instead just staying on as the advisor for marketing to spend time with my old comm people as well as to concentrate on my studies which totally just consume my time and energy to do other things. temptations at home is what i still need to get over and perhaps the best way is to really lock myself up and detach from the real world. nerd you can call me but i seriously need to get back in shape again.
and for da: don't feel too stressed k. i know your course is something that you regretted taking up and its really heavy on you to handle. adding on are your other commitments and also to spend time with him. you must try and balance well okie. i believe you can do it and just don't add on more pressure from yourself on yourself. =) you can do it girl! =) san: jiayous for your ROP! =) for everyone else: lets jiayous! =)
lab and tutorials starting next week and i hope everyone can survive okie. for now lets just make use of the time we have fully to appreciate everything around us and handle ourselves well =) take care everyone =)
9:44 PM
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Wednesday, August 22, 2007
sow + canoe...
persia!
haha been mia-ing for so long. school started without me knowing and i am still feeling tired from sow'07. before i knew it i have to go for another canoe camp the previous weekend and i wonder how am i going to recover from my tiredness.
science orientation week(sow) was great! despite that we the seniors were pretty unhappy with the comm people at times due to them being a bit disorganised and not updating us enough as stuff, at least the whole sow turned out pretty okie. my freshies were great! despite the starting obvious cliques of 5,3,2 and the guys, at least well they mixed well together and now they get high after all the seniors were tired lol. i can say we got pretty nice and enthu freshies! go persia~ P (clap X 4) E (clap X 4) R(clap X4) SIA (air stewardness pulling her luggage LOL) woo~ great to meet more new people and know them better as well. overall its been an enriching experience as well as a memorable one despite being tired out and stuff =) a big thank you to persians especially for allowing me to enjoy myself =)
at the end of first week i went for canoe camp where i was again kinda short tempered with the organisation and stuff for being so last minute and finding myself in a very horrible situation to handle 40 participants alone at the mrt station. but in the end the camp didn't turn out as bad as we interacted with more new faces and stuff as well as trying to make our last event as a comm a memorable one. kayaked from kallang to east coast which is 6.23km within 2.5 hours. how cool is that. stayed overnight at ecp since some guy(*hint hint* lol) took my cab and i never manage to get one again. a very freezing night since i didn't bring along a sleeping and was sharing with someone in the shelter and i was so glad it didn't rain or else i would have really been wet and cold. left earlier the next day since i am not paddling back but at least well its a pretty nice time spent with my comm people as the last event. =) i felt that strange feeling coming back to me again...
been thinking these few days whether i should be continuing to stay in the canoe comm and was offered to take up certain roles. after certain consultations with my other friends and parents and stuff i still haven't come to a conclusion yet. studies wise i am certainly freaked out by my year2 stuff and believe i should be spending more time to pull up my cap to my expectations. but i am happy to say i have thoroughly enjoyed the presence of all my comm members so far when we pulled through all the events and them entertaining me and hearing out my complains as well. its sad that we're handing over soon and about more than half aren't staying. at least well we leave with the nice memories we had for the past year. =) to continue or not? this question is still left wide open for i am one who easily give in to persuasions.
alright. time to head back to work again. i hate 8am lectures when i have 3 to 4 of them every week. meanwhile take care guys =)
10:58 PM
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