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pastamania lunch with rts

yup just a quick update before i start nodding off again. been MIA-ing for the past few weeks. ever since i said i will be slacking more jobs came and this time i have been praying for the boss to release me earlier everyday but yet she is trying to keep me as long as possible. ahh. office job is no doubt a bit brainless but at least time passes very fast for me ( don't really have the time to reply messages and so on and no time to come online too ). work OT everyday yawnz aka 10+ hours per day. madness.

basically i think i am cut off from all my contacts from the rest of the people and peeps ever since school ended. smses blah blah and so on. other than those people who usually msges me and those few that i always go out with, i am basically stuck in my own world trying to entertain myself. feel so bored and kinda lonely these days man. see my colleagues everyday only when i don't really communicate with them other than all those work stuff ( since they are all much much older than me ) and stuck in my own corner rushing through my work and doing so many tasks at one time, its like i am such a poor thing la. i miss my RTs. =( at least though relief teaching is tough and really hard to get the students attention, there will always be people going through the same thing as you and we at least complain together in the staff room. now in office i can't complain much and not too loudly since the whole world can hear what you are saying. even those perm staff i spotted them talking and crapping in the toilet for around 15minutes la. see how bad office is for building up relationships and communications with people when you wouldn't want to be overheard. lunch time is just basically so short and can't do much also.

yawn basically i am just complaining about work. well at least i did learn something new and can consider HR as a subject that i can take even though i wouldn't like office environment but its something that can't be avoided after you start working. the experience is not bad la. hoping it will end quite soon. my back ache and shoulder ache is getting quite bad after so many days of doing paper work. after this job i can finally finish up the video waiting for me to edit and create a presentation which my dad is paying me for that muahaha. free lance job is not bad. =)

guitar lessons are getting quite interesting and yeah! i can play a bit muahaha. lame instructor that i have. currently still trying to master romance de amor ( 1st part cum 2nd part ). finishing the book pretty soon and i think the exams are coming up soon. oh no. shall try and practise harder man. =)

meanwhile i shall continue to see when my boss is releasing me and its a headache trying to think what to wear everyday and trying not to repeat the same clothes. though i need not wear nicely ( temp staff only what). and yeah! results should be coming out next wed! at least its not this week ( though i hope it is so i don't have to work that day haha ). lets see how badly i did before considering my options again. =) cya dudes =)

11:24 PM //

nice background. =)

well. rested quite well for the past few days despite my horrible coughing and bad flu. though its like i am a pest who is not working and just slacking off when i can but trying out other jobs is still in my mind then. =) so any job recommendations pls tell me =)

was flipping and sorting my photographs this afternoon and surely, photographs brings back great memories. my sec2 class, jc and my china trip back in sec3. was wondering and laughing at how nerdy and aunty i was looking during my sec2 and 3 days haha. the extremely short hair ( and i do mean short which is accompanied by short fringe and round specs -___-|| ) blah blah. looking back at my sec2 chalet photos especially our very first 2J chalet at costa sands where we got our class tee( which we forgot to add in ms goh's aka mrs chak's name ). so many photos blah blah. the stairs which we took photo. another key one which is memorable is of course ms goh's wedding! its the first time which i went to a church and its my dear teacher's big day! =)

whoa my china trip photos! great scenery. will always remember myself climbing up the great wall when it just rained and everyone is basically frozen ( because it was man-made rain and we didn't expect it to be so cold. ) and my dear travelmates especially those from the same batch. sadly we didn't keep in contact again. didn't find any sec4 photos. shows how greatly i was detached from my sec4 class.

jc photos! i have the greatest collection! haha. must thank sandra and huilin for taking so many photos for the guitar peeps! not forgetting 07 peeps also! my fav photo is the ones taken on my birthday and the one after that! all those sentosa photos. loved the nice benches, the kayaking time! i was so tanned after 2 days haha. basically i was roasted muahaha. but jc life is the one which is most fun but also the muggiest one of all. =) still miss my 07 and guitar peeps!

developed photos somehow arroused more nice memories then those digital ones when u view them on the comp. more sentimental feeling and so on. perhaps i should really go buy 1 album and develop more photos to keep though it will turn yellow but i missed the time where we share photos and see and exchange them rather than viewing it on a cam and a comp, which both are cold devices.

well back to slacking and packing my stuff. looking forward to treats ( when i got a waffle + ice cream from huilin ) and more gatherings (coming sat!!) =)

10:34 PM //

my colleagues =) feli zy sh vick kj ben ( who left on the day)
well well. the past 3 days had been something which i have never experienced before. and i am out of a job again ( another experienced guy is coming to replace me ) but is so glad that it happened. will definitely miss my colleagues ( cum isksan who is not in the pic ) who are so nice to me and us grumbling in the rt room whenever we have free periods and after school. and of course, the going out part cum all those shoppings and dinner time and especially watching the cny fireworks together at the esplanade. =)

well students are of course students and its something that i have to learn on how to tackle them. shouting to get their attention and banging the board and deciding whether to be nice to them or whatever and so on. it is so memories provoking to how to treat those new and inexperienced teachers back in our studying days where we basically ignored the teacher but now we are in the shoes of the teachers. so dudes. never mistreat a teacher again. =) there are some nice students of course who pays attention and try and get their friends to listen too and i will never judge people by their educational level and so on again. this challenge i will say i have done it the best way that i can. =)

i shall reconsider RT again and decide whether to take up offers next. but meanwhile this memory of these 3 days will make me think through whether i am cut out for teaching or not since i am such a quick tempered person. the only thing i am happy about is students understand and learn from what i have taught them. some quick chatting have also helped me understand the students now. though there is a pretty high chance that i will go back again but i seriously really need to consider carefully to whether go through this ordeal again. let me rest my voice and body for the next few days again. =) and will try and change my quick temper and impatience if i can now that i know some of my weakness.

waiting again for the next 2J gathering for this coming sat and my parents are coming back boo hoo. stayovers are quite great! woo~ quite like my guitar instructor who is quite crappy but at least do his job well. =) and yeah! meeting up with friends are so cool ( despite that the weather spoiled our plans for blading. oh well. ) back to my slacking again. =)

4:13 PM //