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a rainbow outside of my window

eh the photo is taken by my bro and this is what i can see everyday. a nice rainbow though. spot the familar singtel tower and all those? i can see chinatown too which u can't from this pic. enjoy the nice rainbow after the thunderstorm. =)

haha firstly happy chinese new year to everyone =). wasn't a great one for me because i was SICK. oh well. fever cum infection cum whatever. a great 5 days antibiotics. so basically didn't eat snacks and all those oily and heaty stuff. what a great chinese new year for me. one of my worst cny so far in my 18 years. red packet not that much but who cares. i am starting work anyway. =)

slacking at relative house for the first day and just watched tv throughout and entertain my cute 1 year old cousin! sooooo cute haha. created a maze on my bed using pillows and bolster and keep climbing up and down. sooo cute haha. and he loves peek a boo lol.

met free and ron just now. great time playing mahjong though i lost like 4 bucks. today down on my luck man. and note. cny is not a good time going to the arcade. its is flooded with people and it puts me off from wanting to play my favourite time crisis II. crapped and lamed throughout the whole mahjong game together with ron's sis.

tomorrow meeting my colleagues i guess! whoa that is before i even started work! haha. starting work on wed. yawnz. won't want to complain anymore since i have gotten a job. but i am complaining about another thing. i will be missing my 07 gathering. oh great. all thanks to my guitar lesson after i skipped 1 grade which i change day. yes i skipped grade. and it was quite horrible and difficult. now i understand why kent spent so much time practising on his guitar when i spend like 2 hours on half of a song. and i cant bar frets. =( lets see how on wed. travelling from west to east to central is a bad idea which burns a hole in my pocket and waste travelling time. ponning guitar means that i have to do more catching up on my own adding on to what i have to do aka finish the whole fundamental book myself which i only did half. hai lets see how i struggle for the next 5 months before finishing this grade.

starting on a new book! haha its the Da Vinci Code. finally got hold of that book. meanwhile lemme enjoy what is left of my 3 months break before wed. =) i am finally employed. =)

10:48 PM //

haha. a happy 1 year anniversary to my blog then. =) to commemorate it, this is the guitar mosaic that i have promised for so long. =)

well i just bascically re-read my entries. for the past year i guess i did more complaining and all those with those stressful school life and performances especially for syf. been dropping down some crappy stuff also. but hey. this is one of my greatest achievement to keep myself penning thoughts for 1 year haha. =)

a blog. a place to drop down thoughts. but not too extreme or else sedition takes place too. though it is not as free as we thought where we can just continue typing what we really feel, sometimes we are stopped by whether do we hurt anyone or is it able to really reveal all your true feelings here in case the person you least wanted to read it suddenly just link to here and oh no. you cant guess what will happen then. what about those things which your readers quote from your blog and made fun of you. perhaps its not so open and free to pen down thoughts after all.

well. as usual been slacking at home, with the exception of going back to school and visit our poor juniors and teachers. =) guitar lessons are still the same, though my dear xh saboh me to practise hard this days so that i can skip grades which i probably still can't with my horrible sight reading. lets see what happen next tues then.

looking forward to the next 2J gathering! though they proposed on going to enjoy the night life aka _______, still deciding whether want to go as its not really my cup of tea ( though i do drink alcohol and quite like them. =P ) nevertheless still can meet up with my sec2 peeps heh. anymore gathering during cny? parent wouldnt be in singapore since i didn't want to go overseas with them woohoo!

my last job hunt for the year. or else i shall just rot for another 6 months then. =D hope its successful then. =)

9:58 PM //

gathering back in school b4 dinner. =)

all right. i am too tired of thinking of another title so just name it whatever comes to my mind. basically i am just tired out after just ONE day of relief teaching. guess how bad is that. though i am just suppose to let them have their free activity, its bad enough to just sit there and do nothing from like around 7.30am to 2pm?!?! and my foot hurts like mad after wearing heels for the whole day. just 1 day of relief teaching. maybe its because that we are tired of thinking what to do to entertain the classes where they have really nothing to do since all the teachers are not in the school and entertaining ourselves as well lol. took lower sec classes where the students are all quite cute actually =) making fun of me and making me laugh also haha. well perhaps it will get better if there is proper stuff to teach. but its already very nice for me to meet my former teachers and sit down at the staff room and talk to them, can even afford to joke with some haha. and i finally got someone to go cultural night with me! wee~

well actually not bad a starting for a 1 day relief teaching back in my dear old school where the teachers are still nice and the new teachers are also nice to you. =) wouldn't mind trying to hunt back for more jobs. especially when my ex teachers are so nice to me haha. heard from the admin person that actually its pretty easy to get relief teaching like teaching PE lol. perhaps i shall wait for a while more and start hunting for other schools.

very tired after the lack of sleep ( since i woke up like at 6 to reach the school like at 7.10AM) which is something i haven't done for the past 2 months haha. the flag-rising and the saying of the chinese pledge really reminded me of my old days back in school. =) and best part of the day: i was caught unaware by visitors aka school principal, ex principal and some china school principal and teachers. whoa. i talked to all of them. actually the sec1 kids know but i didn't so i was the only one caught unaware haha. but its very nice talking to my ex-principal who retired during my sec4. and dear ek still recognise me ohps.

well shan't say anymore about relief teaching. its just a very nice feeling doing back in your own school man. =) didn't regret taking up this 1 day thingie where some students bothered to bow at us to greet us when walking past haha.

guitar lessons are pretty okie. got a nice instructor. not bad. but first lesson is just a warm up and not much new things bah. but looking forward to more sessions. =)

shall continue slacking at home then. =) i mean rest while i try and get hold of another job. best teaching. =) visiting back my jc when possible to see my dear juniors also. muahaha. =) and another week to 1 year anniversary of my blog. =)

9:17 PM //

i guess i must be the third person uploading this on my blog but hey who cares man. =) its 07 present exchange at shan's restaurant haha. great food great time great present exchange. though i spend a bomb but hey the person likes it! =) great time playing cards especially snap lol and them psychoing me to go and work again. will consider greatly la. then headed over to hotel miramar for my grandma bday's dinner. slacked again then headed over to my mum's friends place at joo chiat. well the uncle said a lot of things to me when i told him i havent considered my future jobs and so on, which can make me ponder about myself and really start deciding the future for myself. he's a great businessmen himself and i get to hear more about his talkings though a bit long ( we left at 12 plus ) but it was kinda interesting. =)

well, what a title that i have chosen. think procrastination got over me this time which me wanting to do a lot of things but keep pushing it back for not much reasons. my driving lessons are pushed back when i havent registered via the website. it took me 1 week to decide and confirm my place in guitar courses after my parents heard of it and asked me to think carefully. i avoid making such decisions. even the looking for jobs i only started recently after i decided to take up diploma courses for this 8 months. now still currently jobless ( if you do not consider my tuition job.) and happily waiting for job recommendations. shows how lazy i am and procrastinate my way through.

what shan wrote in my card is right though. i lack motivation. there's really no source of motivation from myself and that's why i keep procrastinating. i don't use to be like that back ages ago where i will complete the task assigned for myself within the timeframe i set for myself. has my self-motivation disappeared with the chunks of holidays in front of me or its just be getting more and more happy and self-contented with everything that i have. well guess the thing which i have to do now is to find my source of motivation and start my engine again. been spending too much time on arcade, com games, going out and pool. what a meaningless life that i have been leading now. spending chunks of money when i am even not really earning it yet.

shall start reflecting again and this time once a decision is made i shall try and not procrastinate. =) hoping my first guitar lesson goes smoothly later tonight and see what i can learn from there. =)

12:08 PM //