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hmm just feel like posting a committee photo. its been ages since the comm is together and its the last time that we are taking photos together. that photo is taken on the day of the handover dinner. sadly more seniors turned up than the juniors. being treated at billy bombers. nice milk shake! though my steak is like quite overcooked and basically i was just really trying to pierce my steak ( just like stabbing the knife straight vertically into my steak when i got fed-up cutting. ) nice night, nice memories. =)

bascially today i flunked my math test. can't remember formula, didn't really study. can't focus these 2 days. currently feeling a bit confused at the moment over something, regretting and blaming myself for some stuff which happened, but i won't want to mention it again in case it brings back pain to me. so everyone please do not ask me what happen. things will get better after a few days. =)

had this rather lame but interesting talked on 'how to avoid marrying a jerk' for mass civics today. haha. hmm was quite entertaining but the points brought out to us are pretty clear. knowledge trust reliance and commitment are the main points in a relationship and i guess sometimes we shouldn't rush into such things quickly but instead use our heart and brain and think carefully. some people just like broke up within a few months since they haven't really known each other well before starting on a relationship. hmmm.

yeah i survived half of this test-y week and started on my econs revision ( surprisingly ). determined to throw a good grade into lina low's face for insulting me and trying to find opportunies to make me drop the subject. its just plain laziness and lack of commitment to her job. i shall do it. mugger i shall be for the next few months before i am free from the clutches of studies. =D

just a quote i took from somewhere -

' When you are interested in doing something, you only do it when it is convenient. When you are committed to something, you accept no excuses, only results' - (Kenneth Blanchard)

hmm very true. that shows how human like us really handle things around us. =)

( p.s. happy birthday vicky! =D hope u had a nice day today! =D )

8:37 PM //

07/04 with mr tong


07/04 with mr desai


07/04 again



right. celebrated racial harmony day on wednesday. just posting some pbotos. was wearing PINK on that day. oh man. i wonder how did i survive on that day man. since everyone is so on on wearing ethnic costume, i have to follow suit and wear the only one which is available to me. its the colour that i do not like the most and its the most pinkish day of my life. ( don't ask me why i do not like it. i just do not like it. )

lots of things happened this week. wouldn't blog much about them. especially something which hits me quite hard and me landing in a state of denial. still recovering from it. don't want to mention much about it again. just can't feel anything nowadays. but oh well, let me get back to reality soon.

07 topped the level for jct! good job guys! though i feel quite stressed up after hearing but quite glad that we finally won 02 haha. =) will try to mug harder and contribute more. =) especially on the dreadful econs. must especially mentioned that our gp improve quite a lot. =) not bad. =)

okie tomorrow is the handover dinner. the official one. after tomorrow i will not have anything to do with guitar club. went back to the room for a while today. not bad. they sounded pretty okie. just some minor mistakes here and there. can see the new comm doing their duties well. missed my practices and my laming sessions with alto1.

my resolutions till the end of the year:
1) study hard. hit the target. no more slacking.
2) less computer for me.
3) try to be more open and sociable.
4) look out for jobs and take up driving lessons right after As.
5) go on a overseas trip with 2J. =)
6) sleep and sleep and sleep.
7) stop fantasising and get distracted. FOCUS!
8) not thinking too much and deep into stuff happening around me.

shall fill up the list when i thought of more. now preparing presents for tomorrow. hope i survive the test-y week next week. =)

9:41 PM //

finally the ordeal of collecting all the results is over. done not up to expectations especially for chem. bucking up. think will lose the bet badly with free.

disappointment gotten over me these few days. lack of hard work, studying last minute, lack of discipline and determination is the main reason for not scoring well. but input might not necessary means output. luck still plays a big role. seen a lot of people putting in a lot of effort in studying, but they do not get what they deserve. have talent and brain won over being hardworking? or the performance and mental prepareness determine the victory or losing of the hard battle in the first place? not to be stuck in thinking and regretting. decision is made by one and we have to follow them. time to move on.

nearly died just now from PE when my lungs suddenly 'malfunction' for a short while. even though i took deep breaths, i can't feel that the oxygen in my blood is being replaced. can't help thinking of it. what happen if i ended up like those soldiers who died during SAF training with a lot of unfulfilled dreams to complete and dream of, causing agony in my close ones? dreams. are they meant to be fulfilled or are they out of reach if the situation does not permit us to pursue them.

when we are young and innocent, we use to think everything is possible for us to fulfil when we have not faced the harsh reality of the society emphasising on your achievements and educational level. from young, we are 'segregated' to whether we belong to the top 10% person or whatever and it seems to determine our future path. most people are already demoralised by the education and brainwashed that results are everything. only some are able to hit back to their desired path after hard work. people's first impressions especially adults of children/youths normally based it on their schools. one of the few questions that we normally ask someone who you have just met," Hi! Which school are you from?" if you are from a top school, generally people think of you as a brainy person / mugger and somehow hold you at a higher regard. though this may sound like i am generalising, but i can't help feeling this way.

i nearly ended up in the EM2 stream and my parents went to see the school principal to get me back to the EM1 stream. i was thinking, what's wrong with being in EM2 and what difference will it make to me? i succeeded in opting to EM1 in the end, just taking 1 more subject which is HCl. but what's the difference? it made no sense to me. in primary school even such classification of the 'elite' students are carried out. but results does not mean character, which is more important as a person. i am glad that they are abolishing this stupid system that i went through.

i seemed to be critising the education system in a few entries. but i guess things turn out the best for the people who make the best out of everything ie we will find the best way to face problems and unhappiness about life if we make the best out of everything we do and see. =) perhaps i shall stop whining about the harsh reality that students face like the perceptions and impressions of people of us and get on with life. try to lead one which is meaningful and memorable. =)

6:04 PM //

yup! just spend a fabulous birthday with guitar peeps today! its the best birthday i ever had! =D thank you guys for leaving me with a wonderful memory! =D

we went to siloso beach for almost the whole afternoon but i didn't get as tanned as i intended. i love being tanned! =) volleyball and canoeing. canoeing was fun! me and sam were like chasing davina and yuting and splashing water at them haha. it was humourous. =P i love the sea! =) ( back to my dream to learn diving and enjoy those seasports. which i will eventually try and fulfil. =D ) volleyball was pretty lame with some over power hits and some very soft hits lol. we spend more time picking up the ball haha. but it was fun. then frisbee session. =D

before we set off to sentosa, the guitar peeps gave me a surprise! haha. =D they celebrated my birthday in pasta mania at like hmmm 11am? lolx! had the cake which is brought over from bedok haha. =D i was so touched by their effort in trying to plan the surprise for me. =)had some fun taking the photos and most of the photo taken at pasta mania contains me. haha. =P ( for photos refer to sandra's blog again lol. =P )

i love the guitar peeps! must thank keemeng mingxiu marcus sam yuting davina sandra minjoo huilin for making my day! =D not forgetting the presents too though i have to carry it around with me everywhere i go! =D thanks dudes! and all those people who sms me! =D thanks for remembering my birthday! =D and the 2 CDs from the 2 guys given in march lol. =D

i will never forget this wonderful celebration! =D wee~ tomorrow back at sentosa again for class outing haha! =D thanks dudes for leaving a nice footprint in my life. =D

11:59 PM //