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Disorder Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html

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right.. took this test ( link from roof's blog ). its rather long but at least the results show that i dun hav much personality disorder.. =)

had guitar outing yesterday with km, mx, san, mj, marker and we formed the ming assocation (MA). saw tuan and someone else. messaged him and he seemed shocked. haha.

watch "i do i do". its rather lame but nice. at least it was entertaining. we keep doing some evil stuff on the way and hope my dear san dun be too angry k? =) its very obvious what we are doing. =P

hope next wk will be a better week with only 1 test. =) and at least xh and san cheered me up and ask me not to give up my syf though i feel that i am the one who keeps destroying the piece and the only thing that i play well is the tremblo ( which is keep "scratching" the string. boo. ) we are in the same boat together and we shall make the ship float! =)

6:00 PM //

its a hectic week for me this week. nearly dying from those tests and cca sessions. boo.

memorable experience: home visit to st andrew's community hospital for my class cip. its a very enlightening visit. we'll just suppose to befriend the elderlys. saw how some elderlys are so lonely and there's no one to talk to them. i really wonder how they spend their days. at least we are there to get them out of their boredom. =) talked to like 5 elderlys with cm. there's especially one who likes to share her experience in hokkien, so my dialect was put to test. but she's a bit hearing impaired, so don't think she heard what i said.

back to tests. at least i studied for them. passed my math test. *phew*. waiting for my chem test results. had a deal with ditzy for my chem test results.

flopped my chem prac. was so demoralised after that. i destroyed it at the last step where i dried the crystals badly and there was only like a 9% yield. boo. but redid it while others are having their spa. at least it din turn out that badly today. =) hoping i don't need to see lina low after my econs test today. got this feeling that she will make me drop econs no matter what so as to not pull down the clas performance.

boo. liauw coming tomorrow. got to memorise my scores and improve my playing. i played horrible these days. wonder how did i make it through the selection test in the 1st place. should i withdraw so that i hav more time for my studies since feeling more and more sick and tired of year2 life.

5:02 PM //

yuppie! another 2J gathering today at ms goh's ( aka mrs chak's ) house today! wee~

blur me. din bring my WALLET n KEYS with me. boo. cox i was nearly late. so i only went out with my hp n ezlink card. luckily i had free lunch where ms goh prepared sumptuous pasta for us! though i dun really like pasta but i still ate it. =) n i wore pink n necklace today also. haha. muz be outta my mind ( my friend said i looked more girl though. my friends knew that i hated pink. and i made a deal with vick to go buy skirts and prom dresses at the end of yr. looks as if i m going for a massive makeover. =P must be quite out of my mind today.)

nice gathering with 8 pple. small and cozy group. had ms goh to share those stories and looking at her swatch collection ( abt 60 i guess ). laughed at jokes and so on. missed the sec 2 days. but its almost always the same people going for the gatherings. =X

hope there will be more enjoyable gatherings and the 1st place for prom dresses will be ms goh's house. she gotta quite a few to lend us. =D ( still deciding whether to go prom though. )

( p.s. oh ya. san my friend took a photo of sunyanzi at the SA funfair. mayb if u wan i can try askin him for that photo. its quite close up and from side view. he shown us today. =P )

12:48 AM //

right dudes! i added a tagboard to my site ( suggestion from my dear sandra ) so feel free to drop some lines when u are free and not to forget leave some comments for me also. =)

been mugging hard these days. boo hoo hoo. got scolded by mr lee for not doing my tutorials. everytime he ask me to do on the board i never do. i did my tutorials then he ask me. so bad. =X chem test just hoping that i can pass it. at least i got an ans same as caiyingx. =)

time to really start doing my tutorials and brush up on my guitar. oh ya, today NUS guitar ensemble came and performed a song to us - the reason - the tune for winter sonata to promote their upcoming concert to us. so nice! somemore accompanied by flute. at least some entertainment from our practice. =)

keep gossiping these few days. ohps. haha. got some secret between me and sandra and i promised her not to say. whoa. its a hard thing to do but i will keep my promise. =) trust me ok? =) and she broke her hp strap. boo hoo hoo. but we getting new ones together and joo is also interested. =) maybe we should get hp pouch together also! looking forward to kbox session soon! =)

9:54 PM //

yeah! a very nice friendship day this year. its the 1st time i received gifts on friendship day. =) must thank those people who give me stuff this year especially sandra ( gave me a baby eeyore =D ), joo for doraemon ankle socks, huilin for the cute keychain, yuting for the nice nice wire-bend name thingie. =D we had present exchange by the way. haha. =D got tons of sweets n chocolate also. =) a memorable friendship day! at least i din waste my time shopping for presents. glad i met a bunch of great people! =)

if you are wondering why am i suddenly typing out fill its because someone told me its hard to read short form if one dun understand so i took in that feedback, hope u you guys don't feel that strange about it. =)

delivered song dedications today. its quite fun though i keep playing wrongly but hey its the thought that counts! luckily my class not that bad. instead of 1 dedication they got like 3. 1 was from me to them + mr desai, 1 was from my ogms ( thanks! ) n another was i went to crash the class and also make up for the mistake made about siying's dedication. and i was dead tired after the whole thing. slept through half of my chem S lesson. luckily not caught by the fierce mr lau ( he doesn't scold the S paper students by the way. )

went to bk after that to meet joo n huilin. talk crap and slack around. its nice to spend friendship day with friends. =)

happy friendship day! =)

8:30 PM //

rite. today time to pump balloons for vday. burst quite a few n 1 in my face. ouch.. then i refused to touch any pink ones ( they r the ones who keep bursting. see pink is cursed. i dun like pink btw haha. ) developed balloon phobia.

went to grab vday presents ( for friends -dUh-). spent a bomb on them. feel so broke. alamak. this yr is the only one which i grabbed presents for friends. used to think that vday is the only day for couples. how stupid i m. hey vday is also friendship day!

alone this yr again. but still gotta my dear friends n guitar mates to spend with me the day. haha. gotta do song dedications tmr mahx. my class only got like 1/2. poor thing. see i can crash when i gotta the time. my yr1 grp basically contains crazy pple which entertains me. =) n my nickname to them: loanshark. -___-

jux reada ditzy's blog ant pride. pride certainly caused the downfall of many pple. caused pple to think that they r superior to others, hide thoughts n feelings to others. learnt a lot from that entry. certainly one cant escape from it since it is in us but we must learn how to make use of it n not be controlled by it. =) nice entry ditzy! learnt something from it. =)

dun really missed my parents n bro now they are abroad. hav more freedom to my life. its perhaps time to implement self-discipline which i haven that made me fall behind lessons. dun feel the urgency to do my work. tutorials undone again. time to really force myself to study. n the MIA ( missin in action ) of my parens make me feel the importance of gettin a drivin license soon so that i dun need to spend so much time on travelling when i can drive ard quickly. =) hav to wake up veh early for sch. perhaps i m jux too pampered. sch has always been far from home. but thats my choice n i shall follow it. responsibility. accountability. reminds me of "dead poet society" ( thats a movie watched on cny eve shown by mr tong. )

no more procrastination! mug! practise! self-discipline! to be myself.

11:03 PM //

yup yup! happy cny to u guys 1st! =)

din do much except to visit houses etc. din even gamble or play any card games. dunno how i survived for the past few days.tired manx. n parents finally left s'pore this mornin ( i send them off).

yeah freedom! but not with so many guitar sessions. gettin veh sick of it. liauw treat as though i m invisible like that. so bad. its not tat i dunno how to play wad. jux like veh hard to get it perfect only. =X ( i was sittin at the 2nd row n he only tok to pple in 1st row. poor estella n me. ) sat guitar in sch. sun go joo's house to prepare for vday stuff ( though ask yuting whether i can pon or not but i veh bad like that so go bahx. )

went parkway with some gals today for lunch. kfc! yeah~! but veh guilty cox mornin BK breakfast then lunch kfc. now feelin veh guilty. mayb i can go do some runnin. =D

went TM after guitar today. had nice dinner with hl, yt, san. joo cant go. =X i got veh high tonite perhaps too tired liao bahx haha or mayb jux veh high durin guitar sessions where i always go crazy. ( got too high durin guitar sessions everytime. alamak. they complain me veh high n bad la. cox i always suan pple. haha) got home at 10+. kanna nagged but nothin happened to me haha. veh tired manx. updatin soon.

[ ps. i finally passed 1 part of econs n that is DRQ! =D but hist repeated itself like promos where i failed all sections except for drq. alamak. mayb hist DOES repeats itselfs. ( sounded like my gp essay. oh no. mayb fell in love with gp haha. jk la. =P) ]

11:29 PM //

yup jux revamped my blog. took it from somewhere. though it looked veh com club-ish. haha.

practice today was quite slack. n i stayed in sch most of the time at the booth n lamin ard. haha. nice DOY. gettin the hang of it soon.

quite happy with vday dedication results. =) at least we hit our target n there;s something to show the teachers esp mrs low.

tmr hav triple tong civics period where we will watch movie n eat some stuff at the same time! yeah~ =D mayb i will make a trip back to sec sch.

jux caught a flu poor me. sore throat runny nose. hope i recover in time for cny! yeah~ though din feel that its comin but at least its still a hol for me to relax. =) yupyup! happy cny to all! =)

11:06 PM //

jux some random thoughts. had gp tutorial today on the bombin of hiroshima. whether its right to bomb or not. well. i din hav a veh clear stand. its right to bomb in a sense that its to end pple's sufferin soon but not right to kill n make the japanese pple who are not involved in war to suffer. though its like 40 yrs ago its still havin a significant impact on the pple of hiroshima. mayb when i grow up i will go visit that place n feel the impact of the bomb on pple.

had the chinese new yr carnival in my sch. was quite nice exp. =)

my class sold choc fondew. i got so sick of choc tat i wanna avoid it for 3 wks? anyway i long time din eat tat liao haha.

was complain abt some food that i bought. jux told 2 of the stallowners that it doesnt taste nice n they confronted me to ask for apologies. to avoid more trouble, i juz apologised n get away with it. its a FACT that the food is horrible. i wun even wan to buy it but jux helpin my friend ( another one) . idiotic pple. barbaric actions. i wun be so evil to tell the whole world though i wanted to do that after confrontation n shout in front of their store. jux cant be bothered to. BARBARIANS.

nvm had more fun with the sellin n psychoing of pple to buy our class food haha. =D esp my ogms n some guitar juniors. =P

also got my new guitar today after orderin yesterday. was so happy =D though my mum complain my dad is spoilin me but hey i rarely ask for things k? =P so nice to hold something that u wanted for so long =D so new till i dun bear to use it man. =D its a yamaha C-40 btw. though colour a bit dark but its still mine. =)

a pretty nice day spoiled by some idiotic pple.

time to brush up more on strummin. keep chokin my strings for no reasons alamak. played too much qing fei de yi. =X then need more alto prac on DOY. hai. no time! =X harden fingertips. =X

10:48 PM //

recently concluded, i really need to start studyin hard enuff n hav enuff sleep after failing tests for like 2 subs? sure to fail my phy too. =X only passed my chem. oh no.

feelin better these days. roof dun needa worry abt me la =D

i finally dropped something. but its math S. think holdin on to econs till like march? got pple now pushin me to study econs test like 1 wk b4 mayb improvements can be siin though already disheartened by the test.

guitar settin up booth for vday dedication =D muz come support us. surprisin this yr i may be strummin yeah~ though my strummin veh bad but being the only 2 year2s hav to do that though pat can settle it on her own. =P but can play the 2 songs that i only noe how to strum. hahaha. =P surprise! thought i wun be the one playin. which means this 2 wks shall brush up on strummin =D

congrats siying for gettin thru ur trials n finally happy bday peishan! =D

new yr comin soon. finally a break n some catchin up of work. =) though i'm lookin fwd to mahjong n poker. haha. =P happy cny!

oh yeah, teachers children are veh cute. mr tong's son hozea n mrs low sons jacob n john looks veh cute! =D mayb they should bring their children along more often haha. =D

11:13 PM //