hello october

i miss blogging.
i miss fish and chips
meowww.

eh?

aku tengok banyak je blog-blog orang sekarang dah tak di update sangat.
yelah.sebab semua orang dah layan Instagram, Facebook, Pinterest, Snapchat etc ect.
so, aku rasa tu antara reason kenapa orang dah tak layan blog sangat.

memerlukan kekuatan, idea, kesabaran untuk mengolah ayat dan menaip idea-idea ke dalam bentuk tulisan kot...dan semangat jugak kot nak bukak laptop dan upload gambar etc ke dalam blog..
tapi walaupun aku dah tak selalu update blog sendiri, aku tetap suka baca blog orang lain. antaranya sebabnya ialah dapat idea resepi, tips travel, tips nak kurus dan banyak lagi lah.

oklah.take care everyone.

bye.

ria

okey.
selama blog ni wujud kan, dari hari first blog ni wujud lah kan.
memang guna url yang lama tu lah.
so, hai!..taraaaaaaa~
da guna url baru yang lebih ceRIA, sukaRIA, kuih keRIA, astroceRia...
ngeh2.

ceria seindah suria
:P

hehehehehe..

so, marilah ceriakan diri anda.
tak mahu masam masam muka okes.monyok2.
no good.no good.

"what's it like?''

"what's it like?' She asked.
"depression?"
she waiting a second and whispered "yeah.."

"Depression is like a tornado, there's nothing you can do but sit and wait,
and finally when the storm is over...you are left with the destruction.
The scars on your body,the puffy eyes from crying,the exhaustion from fighting a losing battle.
It's consuming."

source:anonymous

random updates

okey.post kali ni sangat random.
again.sangat random.hehu.hehu.
setiap point memang tak berkaitan satu sama lain dan memang random.

• SBW dah tak main untuk All Blacks, which is buat aku sedih la jugak actually.harhar.tapi player-player lain still ada so okey la kot.hihi.

•  dah naik tram Auckland tu, harhar.dah makan Fish n Chip kat Fish Market jugak.sukaaa :)

• malam tadi hang out dengan Farah, Tasha, Atiq, Ena & Mira Mir kat Gloria  Jeans. sengal.dah kena halau dengan tuan punya kedai tu sebab kedai dah nak tutup, boleh pulak sambung kat Mc Donald.haih.sebabnya diorang tak puas hati aku banyak diam, pastu nak jugak korek rahsia. puas ubah topik cakap homeless ppl la, ckp pasal rumah etc.korang semua kelakar la.espcially Farah, teringat kat Fieka Fieki.owh Atiq sangat matured.aku suka gaya dia.

• tengah tengok drama Rahsia Hati yang ada kat Astro Prima dulu-dulu tu.Rita Rudaini dan Aaron Aziz berlakon.dah lama gila kot cerita tu.time aku kat KMS dulu-dulu cerita ni main, tapi time tu tak pernah tengok pun.ada 40 episod.sekarang baru episod 28.sedih lah cerita ni.sedih.

• bout shipping nanti maybe nak gabung dengan Fathi dan Alex kot.maybe laa.maybe 10 kotak besar untuk kitorang bertiga.yelah.2 kotak= $299 but if 10 kotak= $780. Banyak gak kan beza tu.

• sebenarnya, sedih je tak dapat tengok kak Isha kahwin.sebab yelah.rapat kot sejak kecik.umur pun sebaya je.tup tup dah kawin.tak leh tunggu nina balik mesia dulu ke.huuu.takpelah.teringat masa tingkatan dulu, kak isha selalu je cerita pasal mamat tu.tiap kali raya, update pasal dia.nangis ke happy ke, memang mamat tu je lah.7-8 tahun gak diorang nih.hihi.bagus2.kawin gak akhirnya.i'm really happy for u kak isha.ok.nanti next year Hasanah pulak kan.lepas tu Shakira.lepas tu Khairiah ke.lepas tu?haha.tengok-tengok Linda potong my turn plaks eh.tak mustahil.harhar.

• saja usya-usya plan internet mobile phone yang bakal nak guna kat Mesia nanti.mak aihh..mahal gila.huuu.kat sini $19 boleh dapat 5000 text free, 30 minutes free call, 500 MB internet.murah gilaaa.cukup je $19 untuk sebulan.huk3.tengok lah camne.

• hari ni ada inspection rumah, so baru lepas kemas rumah.heee.

• next week busy gilaaa.ada 4 assignments kena submit.hoyeh.

•  okthanksbye.

random

comey la mama gune henfon baru.hihi.

ok.curik dari instagram 

yup.dan curik lagi dari Lyn. 

hoh.serious eh muke capik time meeting Bersatu.haa.nampak tak tu total $260. T__T
eh.pesal tetiba Sun ada cakap kat depan plaks tu.dah la datang meeting lambat. :P

haha..mereka berdebat/berbahas tentang undi pos :P team pembangkang menang. 

eh.kasut kita lebih kurang la :P

ada 6 kot total whiteboard kat depan tu. Arkadii, (nama lecturer maths 328) please jangan buat soalan exam yang susah2 ye.saya takots bangat subjek ni 

VE

photo apps for iphone

• These are some of the photo apps that I am using for my iphone :)

• The top five goes to:

1. sosoCamera
2. Picframe
3. Leme Cam
4. Gifrus
5. Instagram

fall into place?

What does "fall into place" mean?

• Could it mean something like things are going according plan? Or does it mean something entirely different?

• Is it means that things are working out just as you want them to, without a lot of effort on your part?

Fall To Pieces by Avril Lavigne is always be my all-time-favourite song since the very first time I listened to it.

#nowplaying click here

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warning: This is only my random thought.. I just feel like writing here in my blog.heuheuheu. =P

Things will fall into place, if you let it.

Again.if only you let it.

I believe everything happens for a reason.
Good or bad. Big or small. Everything that happens to you...
happens for a reason.

A lot of the time we ask ourselves why certain things have to happen to us, or maybe why things have to happen to other people.

Sometimes we sit around wishing things would happen, but we don't put in enough effort.
Sometimes we do everything in our power to make things happen, but they still don't .
and it frusterates us.
Again, everything will fall into place, if you let it.


This doesn't mean we will sit around waiting for every good thing to happen to us.
We need to put in at least some effort and stay positive for good outcomes.
We need to keep hope and faith alive.
We need to believe in ourselves and believe in others.
We need to learn how to love ourselves before we can love others.
We need to serve others.
We need to be true to ourselves and learn how to trust others.
We need to have faith in God, that he is there for us every step of the way and know that he is leading us on a path that will help us grow.

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If there is anything that causes fear or doubt, pray.
When you don't feel like praying is when you need it the most... even if you think you are perfectly happy.

I bet you have felt like God gave up on you or that you are not worth his time.
Guess what? He loves you. I've had these same feelings numerous times before.
Want to know what caused these feelings and thoughts?
Selfishness. Carelessness. Sadness. Fear. 
Doubt. Anger. Frusteration. 
God never gave up on me. He was always there and is always there.
I was just too blind in the heart to see/feel it.


This is where effort needs to take place. You are in control of your thoughts.
You choose how you feel and you choose how you react to things.
With faith, anything is possible. I promise you.


These past few days,weeks, months or years have definitely been a learning experience(?)
I've felt plenty of stress, anxiety, fear, anger, frusteration, doubt, and helplessness.
I caused a lot of bad things to happen, because I didnt care enough and I lost hope.
I let one bad thought take over, then I let more bad thoughts appear. I reacted to each of them the same way. I couldnt stop one thought, because I told myself I couldnt. So I believed I couldnt. It was a neverending pit of bad thoughts I dug myself into.

Another thing I learned  is that you cannot let another person define who you are.
This was probably the hardest thing I had to learn and I am still learning from it.

You cannot make another person happy if you cannot even make yourself happy.
You can care about someone and try to help them, but if you cannot take care of yourself, it will not work out in the long run. No matter how much you want it to. 

Work on yourself everyday, but serve others as well.
Find happiness in helping others.
Find happiness in things you enjoy.
Find true friends that will care for and support you.
Ones that wont pressure you into doing something you don't want to do.

The people that matter the most dont mind, and the people that mind dont matter.

I learned that we cannot hold onto everything.
Let me put it this way...If we force things to happen and if we are making ourselves unhappy by trying to make something happen, then its probably not supposed to happen...at least for the moment or time.

I learned that we need to love who we love, and say that we do.:)

I learned that we cannot give up when things don't go the way we want it to.
We need to have hope every. single. day., even on bad days. When we fall we need to pick ourselves back up and try harder next time.

We need to move on when we are ready or when the moment is right.
Sometimes we never want to let go because we want to prove something.
When you can fully let go of something, no matter how much it hurts at first, you have already learned a lesson and you become stronger emotionally.



I've learned that time heals everything.

it's hard to wait around something you know won't happen,

but it's even harder to stop waiting when you know it's everything you want.

I dont need it to be easy, I just need it to be worth it.

Dare You To Move (2)

by Switchfoot

Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
The tension is here
Between who you are and who you could be
Between how it is and how it should be

Dare You To Move (1)

by Switchfoot

Welcome to the planet
Welcome to existence
Everyone's here
Everyone's here
Everybody's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next?
What happens next?

difference

There's a difference between giving up
and
knowing when you have had enough.






selamat tinggal 2011
hai 2012
please be good to me eh?

what do you want?

this is my favourite scene in the movie "The Notebook".

Ryan Gosling dan Rachel McAdams sangat comel.sekian.

aishiteru

ahaha.suka.suka.suka.
siapa yang tak suka holiday kan?

external yang penuh dgn stok movies.
tu DVD berlambak ada senior bagi.
bley je layan movie online lagi.
ada buku cerita, magazines lagi.
scroll tumblr, instagram, blog-walking.
facebooking..tweet2 kat twitter.

sambil plaks makan strawberi yg tengah musim sekarang.

huhu.saya suka cuti sekolah.sekian.

sedar diri

motif entri?takde ape..
saje nak sedarkan diri sebab ada 4 esemen kene submit next week.
terbangun awal kul 5 pagi, then mandi.then masak fillet fish n french fries sebab perut berbunyi dgn sangat dasyat laaaa..errkkss..trbangun awal sebab tertido sangat lah awal..

semenjak dua menjak ni ada la terfikir nak delete fesbuk kan, tapi atas sebab2 tertentu, tak leh delete laa..its okey laa..escape dari fesbuk, ke twitter la plaks kan.hehu~

okey.babai.
nak mkn banyak2 n nak minum air milo panas

ngeh2..dah lame da ari tu bertweet2 dgn kak erra..heeeee~sukeeeeeee..
gune bahase kampung lak tu,.bahasa bangkahulu..tahu ke?
hihi~
agak2nya awie ade twitter tak?hahahaha..ngengs la..
dah rose, pi taep esemen statistic yg berlambak tu..