It is not easy
There is no easy way.
Sometimes I lose my words.
Sometimes I break down and cry
It's not easy to put a smile on your face everyday
There is no one there to help you
Sometimes I build the high wall around me
Sometimes I run to my secret place
I told myself everything gonna be okay
I keep on reminding myself to forgive myself everyday
Because the guilt can eat you from inside and haunting you
Forever.
