The Greatest Silence

His eyes and heart watching her but she don't come.
His eyes and heart calling her name but she don't come.
His eyes and heart waiting for her but she don't come.
His eyes and heart crying for her but she don't come.
His eyes and heart saying only her name but she don't come.
His eyes and heart loving only her but she don't come.


His stood alone in the darkest corner of his empty room and said to himself it's too late to regret. She's gone into a path with no more returns.


Silently he heard something a soft voice whispering. His quite unsure about what he hear, as he thought it's only a delusional that playing tricks with his mind.


A soft voice whispers again this time he was sure about what he hear it's a voice of someone that seem's familiar to him.


I'm here for you
I'm here I'll come to see you 
I'm here for you I'm here for you
I'm here just like I'll always do
I'm here for you to let you know
that I've never really left.

Although I've chosen the path with there's no more turning back but you can always whispers my name in silence when you needed someone when you needed a friend I will be there..


 --After hearing what the voices whispers to him in the air--


His heart stopped beating His eyes stopped blinking His brain starts thinking And said to himself. This is my hope to comes to you. So close but yet so far this is my dreams to look only you, his lips kisses directly onto the mobile screen which showing a photo of someone that he use to know.

He wanted to tell her something but he couldn't as his thought are always changing. He had no other choice than to whisper what he wants to say in silence.


--I know you had love with someone but all I know and could say is that I think of you why?? I don't know if you will hate me for this. I only now realize that I love you from my heart and a part of this piece of my heart there is a place for you--     

All poems of Zaarah Jasmin

Here's some of my poetry collection on E-book click the link to get the PDF version. 

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Hope you all enjoy reading it, :-)
Happy sunday to all my blog readers..!!

El'marcelia

She felt back the same pain 
A same pain from the past

She could sense's their presence in silence

She foresee the return of the memories

that she try to erase far apart.

 She smell the same shadow
of someone that she use to know

She could hear the thought's in their head

She could visualize and see it
 from a distance apart.

She could reach onto the feelings 
hidden inside the old soul

 the one who cross the same bridge with her
the one who gave her a false hope
and destroy the innocent "cyingsoul''.

She cast a magic spell on a piece of papers
written with a pencil of feathers
As the blood they shed from her before
it would be the thorns in the path of their
walk everyday they will fall.

They called her a witch and said there's
no such thing as one could hear voices
though sense the smell of the invincible

shadow from the other side

Now that she had proven it to them that what has

been told is not an empty words.

el'marcelia **ZJ**

Thank's to all of them for the sincere feedback about this poem
deeply appreciate it. This is for you el'marcelia =D

Broken angel - ZJ

There she is feeling lonely,

keeping her self faraway from everybody,

as she’s trying to look back,

at the thing’s around her,

her mind start to think,

in silence and asked oneself.

“how did this happen”?

''do she deserve anything in life''?

“why should people love me?

cause it make her feel guilty",

" do the broken angel deserve to love"?

She live’d in another world,

feel ashamed for many thing’s,

feel ashamed about the thing’s called reality,

They say sometime one feel

we've work for what we have and gain in life,

but, not for this little broken angel,

She’s in hiding,

she's in searching for the next road,

looking for her own way to become,

she live’d for free and enjoy the other dreamworld,

Steeply down her face,

she realize that she's about losing her track,

she start to think and then tell oneself,

people are working hard to get their dreams

and feel good about theirselves.

“ but I don’t deserve the life I’ve use’d to,

for everything seem’d had just turn me around,

my age and thing’s I’ve been doing,

just don’t match compare to the other’s"

Silently, she’d start to think then asked her self,

“ am I still a kid or something"?

She don’t know what she've want to be and that,

she just can’t hide from the world

and stayed alone all by herself for the rest of life,

Then slowly she throw her self into the ground,

and start's t to cry,

her tears just can't stop streaming from her eyes,

and then asking oneself,

the same question that kept's rewinding,

on her minds over and over.

"will I still found someone that I've could love'd again?

my heart Is hurt and no angel can fly with broken wing's"

ZJ

My old poem I've wrote this few years back ago,
 just wanna share this poem here in my bloggers :-)

The loneliest girl i've ever knew - ZJ

She had break her faith,
by the same breaking through,
she takes to play with fire,
then disappear,
in the deep end of silence,
yet, pretending that nothing
is hurting her,
the loneliest girl i’ve ever knew,
she would sealed herself,
alone in her room,
she is crying inside,
sleepless every night,
thinking of the memories,
he’d left behind,
the pain,
the scar,
and the suffering,
could she cope’d everything?
the loneliest girl i’ve ever knew,
no one ever knows,
why does she cry on the floor,
she lying with a broken smile,
with tears in her eyes,
that become the one,
and only bestfriend..

By:ZJ

The video below remind me about this poem which I wrote once upon a time ago :-)

The unfold silence

Gone like a wind - night wish..

whispering on the air..

unspeakable..

silence unfold..

mind travelled..

Somehow she knew that's her feelings is right this time..

She then tell herself this words..

If it's weren't meant to be then let it be..

Gone like a wind - then forever will be gone..

the love that is lost and unforgiven..

ZJ

L.O.V.E is nothing without TRUST

Sweet things are easy to buy,
But sweet people are difficult to find,

Life ends when you stop dreaming,
Hope ends when you stop believing,
Love ends when you stop caring,
Friendship ends when you stop sharing,
So share this with whom ever you consider a friend.
To love without condition,
To talk without intention,
To give without reason,
And to care without
"Expectation" is the heart of a " True Friend".

Our Youth

How strange is it...We wish to earn loads of money,
but we have the best of times only
when we have just 10 bucks in our pocket..
We wish to wear high brands,
but we feel most comfortable in dirty pyjama pants..
We wish to sit in 5 star hotels with elite people,
but we enjoy roadside vendor food with friends the most..
We wish to own big cars and go on long drives
yet we talk our heart out only while walking down a long road..
We have 64GB ipods filled with songs, 

but sometimes a song on the radio brings a smile that cant be compared life is simple indeed..
We make it complex by running after what never gives us joy..
Love life take note of small things..
For when you achieve the bigger ones, you can smile and say..
'I HAVE LIVED IT ALL..

                                                                               

Happy mothers day..

"Mother you are the angel that watch over me"

 

I woke up in the morning with heavy head
I was lazy to get up from my bed,
Eyes still closing I stand up and walked
to my dressing table right at the corner next to my bed

So I grab the comb,
And comb my long long messy hair
Then look at the mirrors
I see my reflections
This time I open my eyes widely
For a minute and seconds I didn’t blink
I was staring at myself and found out
Something is different on me yeah..

I’m no longer a small child

That mama use to breast feed
Just to make sure I’m always full
and not starving
I’m no longer a teenagers
That use to waste all my time
with friends outside
Without bothering what mama

Always advice me everytime
Before I walked out from the house door.

Today when I looked at myself into the mirrors
I realize that I can never turned back time,
I realize that I can never turned back time,
To the past cause those day is now left a memories,
To remind myself each day about everything
that what mama did for me,
and for us brothers and sisters
Is not only for herself but it’s for our own good.

How I make mama unhappy with my reactions
for not listening to her advice,
And how stupid I was for making her sad
But I was just a kids and I didn’t think

About what mama use to grumble to me all the time

Is not only for herself but it’s for my own good.

Oh mother, I know that you sacrifice
so many things in your life
To make sure I grow up complete

like the other children in these world,

You gave me everything that I never have

You gave me love, comfort and guidance.

Oh mother, you are the angel that watch over me

from the bad things and harm,

Oh mother, even though you can't be here right now

To share all the happiness
That god had given to your daughter,

Somehow I...I...I know that you are out there

always watching over me.

Today when I looked at myself into the mirrors

I realize that I can never turned back time,

I realize that I can never turned back time,

To the past cause those day is now left a memories,

To remind myself each day about everything

I did in the past, thing’s and mistakes

that I can’t never undone even If I cry a million of tears.

                                     ******
Happy mother’s day to you "mother" thank you for everything
that you have taught me all this time,
without you I would’nt be here and what I am today.

Someday in the sky

Somewhere In The sky

Someday if I’m no longer around

Don’t think that I’ll forget you

Just look above the sky

then think of me and if your

heartbeat is racing faster

Suddenly you feel like

you are missing me..

Don’t think that I’ll didn’t miss you

Just look above the sky

My tears will fall like a rain

and drop on your cheek's

To say: hey, don't frown my sweet dreamy angel
cause I miss you too and I am always here for you..

Someday whenever you are feeling

empty or feeling blue

Just look above the sky

then think of me and make a wish

That someday you and me

will be seeing each other again

Over the rainbow when there is a cloud’s

I will be sitting there waiting for you..

It's funny isn't..

It’s funny isn’t? 

how certain things could get to you

And start making you wonder

It's funny isn't? 

how certain things could turn over to you

And for no reason It got you thinking 

then asked yourself this 

one great questions.

Why, why, why

Oh please tell me

Why, why, why

Cause you gotta know

the reasons.

Why, why, why

when you want something

So badly but you just couldn't

Have it but why, why, why

When you less expect them

somehow it’s just come to you

Why, why, why

Oh please tell me

Why, why, why

WTF  hey!! don’t you know

This is so D-A-M-N complicated.

Hey you! can’t you see?

I did almost everything

To make thing’s better not worst

Hey you! can't you see?

I did almost everything

I shared all my dreams with you

And I will take you higher.

In the end what you give back to me?

The only thing you did to me

Is making me look bad infront

of your friends and every one.

And now you dare telling me

That you did almost everything?

WTF stop acting you scumbag

for there's no grammy award!!

Hey you! are’nt you

had enough of this shit?

Cause no matter what you say

The voices in my head

still will tell me this.

Do you think they understand you?

Do you think they care about  you?

Ohhhhh, you’re making a great mistakes.

They gonna put you in vain

They gonna let you die in pain

They gonna smash you

And ripped your body apart

They gonna take your soul

If you ever let them

will you let them?

Hell no, no, no and no way!

Cause Im’ma not gonna let

Anyone to break-me-down.

It’s funny isn’t?

how certain things could get to you

And start making you wonder

It's funny isn't?

how certain things could turn over to you

And for no reasons It got you thinking 

then asked yourself this 

one great questions.

Why, why, why

Oh please tell me

Why, why, why

Cause you gotta know

the reasons.

Why, why, why

when you want something

So badly but you just couldn't

Have it but why, why, why

When you less expect them

Somehow it’s just come to you

Why, why, why

Oh please tell me

Why, why, why 

don't you just kill me

and end all this suffering?

WTF hey!! don't you know

This is so D-A-M-N complicated.

In the end all you did is say at last 

ohhhhh, finally you've found your reasons..

label: all about nothing =D

Wahai teman

Tanya bintang pada bulan kenapa setiap kali bila malam menjelma 

bulan kelihatan begitu suram?

lalu bulan pun menjawap soalan bintang.

Kerana tanpa pancaran dari sinar matahari

cahaya bulan tidak mungkin akan kelihatan lagi.

Dan selepas bulan menjawap soalan bintang tadi

Bintang pun berkata padanya.

Wahai teman..

Ketahuilah sinar yang ada padaku ini pun datangnya dari sinar matahari

dan sekiranya malam tiba dan aku juga masih tak berkedip 

bererti matahari sudah tidak menyinariku lagi.

Sahara..

Perjalanan kehidupan ini

begitu penuh dengan jalan

yang berliku-liku melalui jurang

yang kadang tak bisa untuk dilepasi

kerana waktu itu telah sampai

kesatu titik penghujung

yang mana ia tidak mungkin

dapat diputarkan kembali

Apa ada pada cinta yang cuma

berpaut pada janji palsu

meninggalkan jejak tak bertapak

dipinggiran rindu

kerana aku akan kedaerah

yang tidak bermusim lagi

setandus sahara digurun pasir

Lalu aku hanya sekadar musafir jalanan

yang kehausan dan setelah lelahku hilang

aku akan meneruskan perjalananku

mungkin disitu aku akan ketemui

sebuah mimpi kerana tidur ini tak seindah

dahulu lagi dan aku benar-benar pasti

yang mana ini adalah realiti

Biarlah ianya begitu hanya kerana

mimpi itu adalah dirimu

yang sentiasa menemani setiap malamku

walaupun kutahu suatu masa nanti

ianya pasti akan berlalu pergi

Namun aku kan sentiasa menunggu

menjadikan diriku seorang perindu

pada kisah yang lalu kerana

dimana bumi berpijak

kutetap seperti dahulu

yang sentiasa diburu bayanganmu

Dan jika cinta itu ibarat satu lautan

maka hati adalah kapal yang berlayar

di atasnya apabila ribut melanda

menengelamkan hati kedasar jiwa

yang tak berpenghuni

menanti sebuah harapan

yang tiada kepastian dan menatap

ke atas langit  yang sepi

sesepi kasih disudut hatimu.

Do you hear my pain?

Do you hear my pain?

Do you hear my pain?

Do you hear my pain?

 I know they don't..

How can they hear something

that isn't said?

Now hear me, feel me

Touch me, sense me

Life love me, love live me

Comfort me, encourage me

Protect me from harm

Give me strengths

Fill me with only good thoughts

Send me wisdom

So,  I live my life in silence

Because I've forgotten how to speak..

By: G.A aka Z.J

Our love story - Love notes

Take a deep breath and close

your eyes then tell me

what do you see do you see me? 

Cause that’s what I do when

I’m alone I close my eyes

and select what I see I'll try

to imagined the thing's that

i've always want it to be

although I know that those thing's

are only exist in my fantasy

but all that I've want is to make

them come true

You know when you we’re a kid

do you believe in  fairytales?

A love tales story which every

girl's always dream about specially

the part where the princess

found her belove'd prince

and that the two of them

will finally be together live'd happily

ever and after

But sadly those such thing's

has  never get to  happened

in real life and when we're talking

about reality a word’s happy

is doesn’t seem'd  to exist

in the vocabulary of my life

As I almost stop believing in love

for true love are no longer exist

in this world

There was a time I'm all alone

I was sitting next to the window

of my bedroom I look deep into the sky

and then I saw one bright star

as it seem’s shining over me

I asked the sky, why  do star’s

shining so bright tonight?

could it possibly because someone

out there perhap’s is also looking

at the same bright star?

So I asked the sky again is there

even any possibility that a two

person from the two different

side of world would found love

in each other?

Who know’s there is a biggest

chances that they both

we're mean't to be together

Then one day as I met you

out there in a one summer

for hours we sat and talked

to each other like old friends

we were I remember funny

that I could find love

in a perfect stranger

We’re both are just like a young

and inlove teenager sharing each

other’s honestly feelings

And I've tell this to myself

knowing you in my life is like

a dreams  that come true to me

I’ve thanked god for everything

and for making my wish come true

as I’ve already found someone

that I could called a special lover

All i can say is I felt  like I am the most

happy person on this earth

as now you and I could share

each and every precious

moment together

Sweetheart, I want you to know

this I just wanna spend mylife

with you cause you are the one

that makes me smile I just wanna

spend mylife with you

You are my dream my love my life..

 "Two lover's born into this life

        each born alone half of a whole"