Our journey in this LIFE is like a 4 SEASON

As time goes by, spring turns to summer, summer turns to autumn, autumn turns to winter and eventually winter becomes spring again.

Our journey in this life is like a 4 SEASON.

When we climb the cradle of life for the first time.

When we learn to walked on our own for the first time.

When we meet the fall for the first time.

When we lose the count of our journey and track of time.

But remember that doesn't mean your journey must end cause in some chapter of life, it is probably only just the beginning of our journey cause every season's in a lifetime teaches us new lesson and it creates moment's to each and everyone of us.  Some memory are rather remain and some memory are best forgotten.

In our journey of 4 season in a lifetime.. 

We learned how to live on our own and to face our challenges we learn how to grow old and face our fears. We learned how to make choices and take each opportunity that is given by god to us. We learned how to appreciate people that we met in life it doesn't matter where they come from and how strange they were to us when we met them for the first time eventually as time goes by we learned how to trust them, to understand them, and to love them. We also learned how to know our enemy and the people that are true to us and most of all we've learned not to judge a book by it's cover!!

The new chapter and journey ARE JUST BEGUN..

 Whatever fortune brings,
 Don't be afraid of doing things. 
To know how to grow old is the master work of wisdom,
And one of the most difficult chapters in the great art of living. 

4 season in a lifetime not every season will always happen the same way in our lifetime and so not every season always will ended the same way in our lifetime. Because when the first new season bloom again for the first time it could probably happen in a way that we had never imagine it to be!!

4 season in a lifetime not all the good thing's will always ended badly and not all the bad thing's and doing will lasted forever cause i believe in the power of nature the universe is everything when we don't mean people any harm, no matter how they try to destroy us and take advantange on our innocent kindness and good nature by the end of the day all actions, thought's and words of hate will become their own decided fate.

I believe it will, I believe it will, I believe it will

Some people say that happily ever after only can happen in a fairytale story they say it rarely can happen in reality but i always believe in this sayings they said when there is a will there is always a way!!  Every great dream begin with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patient and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world.

MIRACLE does happen in our life when we believe
It will.. It will.. It will..!!

To continue the climb isn't something that is hard and also impossible cause sometime the impossible always get's better as long as you keep on walking and climbing to reach your destination soon you will get there~!! It only requires plenty of patient always remember and keep this in mind never give up on something that you love so easily and most of all never give up on what you wanted to achieve in life, when people takes your dreams away it doesn't matter you can always dream of something again and to make all those dream come true the only key to get there is YOU!! ONLY IF YOU WANT IT TO. 

"Hold my hand" said the sea Fairy "and well run along the moon path" )( )( 

By: ZaarahJasmin  * I dedicated this to YOU.. *e

The unseen emotion

What she need is space not forbidden freedom, 

What she need is support not breaking down.

What she need is encouragement not criticize, 

What she need is guidance not bad influence. 

What she need is trustworthy not compromise, 

What she need is loyalty not denial.

What she need is adventures not emptiness, 

What she need is happiness not sadness.

What she need is love not hatred,

What she need is more colors not only black and white.      

For awhile she got everything that she ever wanted
Space where to fit herself in and freedom with no limits.  
For awhile she got every strength to keep herself strong,
regret's nothing but getting caught  at the end.
 She betray herself by a moment and thought.

By: ZaarahJasmin ( dedicated to angelic ) :-)

The Greatest Challenge

WHO are your challenge?

Have you ever asked your self that question,

did you get the answer and figure it out?

Cause I found my answer to that question.

The challenge is my commitment.

The challenge is my duty.

The challenge is my mission.

The challenge is my plan.

It is the responsibility upon myself.

It is the goal that I must achieve!

My challenge is NOT them, whom or they.

My challenge is YOU, no other than YOU.

My one and only biggest challenge.

IF, it’s not because of YOU, (my other self)

I won’t be who I am now.

I won’t be who I am tomorrow.

I won’t be who I was yesterday.

I won’t be who I want to be in the FUTURE.

Hey, there (my other self)

the one that keep’s challenging

the inside me all this time.

The one that reminding me,

to be strong againsnt all odd’s.

The one that there to keep an eye

on my conscious mind about all

the challenge’s that I have to strived to!

Hey, there (my other self)

The one that never turned back on me.

The one that always keep remembering me

not to give up on all my challenge’s in LIFE.

Hey, there (my other self)

Hey, there (the one that is inside me)

Hey, there remember me..? (I am you and you are me)

We’re once was a greatest challenge in our ancient TIME.

Hey, there (my other self) Hey, there remember me?

YOU are the challenge to fulfilled all my commitment.

YOU are the challenge to fulfilled all my duty

with responsibility and without any hesitation.

YOU are the challenge to complete all my mission.

YOU are the challenge to all my planned

and to do my TASK on details.

For it’s the goal that I must achieve!

The challenge that made me WHO I AM NOW,

and the challenge on being WHO I WOULD BE IN YEARS TO COME.

By: ZaarahJasmin ( Dedicated this poem to someone )

ATITUDE

#Think outside the box#

Sometime left can be right and right can be wrong
BE A FIGHTER, NOT A QUITTER
when people kill your dreams
It's not the end of everything
YOU can always dream of something
new target, new mission and new  goal.
As long as you have a passion to
reach and achieve what you want,
Because what you see is what you get!!

My word of wisdom ZJ :-)

Whatever poses an air of mystery - I'm a drama queen mixture of emotion

Just another funny poses of mine ha..ha..ha - but hey, could any of you take a few seconds and interpret this expression?? I know that not everybody dare to pose how their face might look's like while they are pouring. 

But to me it doesn't really mind cause i'm not actually crying for real in this picture's the truth is i'd made my tears out though that time I don't feel like crying at all.

IF YOU ASK ME QUESTION WHY DID I HAVE TO DO IT..?? my answers is simple I wanna try to put myself in someone else shoes and feel how is it like when you have to act and play someone sad role in life and I can tell you for sure that it's not easy to let your tears out specially when you have to let it flow for something that you aren't sure of unless you too have to let yourself flow into a saddest feelings mode and imagine yourself in that real picture and situation. I guess that's how every dramaqueen and heroes do to completely act the role they are given by the director *grind* well that's what happen mostly in film's. But not in this real world for it's another different story and we cannot just simply let other's people to made the decision for ourselves and do what we been told to do. 

("--Because in reality we run our own show we are the director and actor of our show. Peoples can watch the show, but they have no right to say, to ask or to stop us from "how to act, what to act and what not to act" in our show than to let ourselves run our own show and be who we want to be not who they wants us to be.--")

But before you can smile with full of happiness and also laughters and with lot's of joy!! First of all you've gotta been through one of these two pictures situation - but that's how life sometime's can be and treat ourselves.

When people knock you down for the first time you think it's the end of everything to yourself your life then turn miserable and your carrer is at high staked of damage. Even your own very closest friend and the people that you care everybody seem's to turn their back on you without a smile and without a care the only loyal companion you have there with you is your tears that become the one and only best friend.

But that doesn't mean you can't change your life into a brighter tomorrow as you still have a choices to get your two feet back on the ground and live life into the fullest!! Because what happen in the past is a lesson to learnt and to remind yourself to be more extra careful of whom you trust and be friend with "NO PAIN" - "NO GAIN" so, treasure every moment's and everything you have as you only gonna live today and die tomorrow.  Dream a better dreams and work for it, dream a better dreams and WORK  IT HARD!!

Inspirational words ZJ

I made this just now it's my inspirational word's slideshow still learning how to make them look good =D

Sacrifice

SACRIFICE this word might look just as simple and as easy for anyone to pronounce nor say it in our daily language and writing or quotes. But the truth and also fact is not everybody knows what is the exact and actual meaning of sacrifices unless they themselves have been through this scenario and situation.

Sacrifice's is like a games of chess and the one who truly understand the true meaning of ''sacrifice'' is those who had made some sacrificing and give a little bit of something from themselves for the other one to survive and to keep the others going and moving on.

If comparing with those who receive the sacrifices that one have made for each self and base on my true case theory those who give more is the kinder as they are the one that stand and bear every big consequences and heavier responsibility. Behind every sacrifice’s there is an agenda and hidden story about a person self - experience and it teach us to be stronger, smarter and wise in handling all thing's and every decisions that we chose to made.

Sacrifice's is not something that people can purchase and give easily. It takes time and effort, hard work and understanding the willingness of one person to commit and hold on to the sacrifices he/she have to make and because some sacrifices are only can be given to those that deserve it not the one who take it only for granted.

That is why before you made up your mind on sacrificing something think at least for once or two. As the expectation you get back in return are sometimes beyond all the things that you hope for and planned. Which mean once you made the vow to sacrifice, be yourself ready and prepared to face every impact that will come along your ways. Because there is no point at all to sacrifice something for those who does not know how to treasure it.

SACRIFICE is apart of reality in life and some sacrifice’s that we made are chosen by our own selves and there is a difference with when it happens in such an unfortunate ways that we become the victim of some sacrifices and whether we like it or not we've sometime have no other choice as we stuck there in between a two dimension and we have no other option than to sacrifice for something before differentiating what are we actually sacrificing for the good, the bad, or the ugly ones.

It's a reality of life that some of us probably must go through. For instance there are times we willing to sacrifice our own happiness to see the others happy, and at time's we willing to sacrifice our time by working hard to earn something for our livings to support our beloved parent's so that as day's comes when their age catching up they don't need to spend the rest of their life and time on working anymore as they are getting older and weak and so it's time for us to do back something good for them in return. Now these are the sacrifices that a must deserve of doing. But sacrificing for some false hope love and empty promised it's better not to cause those are not even worth taking risked.

Shadow of the past holds the future hostage

When I try to look back at the things that I had left behind is one of the hardest thing’s that I must cope for looking back is one of the most bitter things that happen to me in this life which I have to swallow all alone by creating a world of imagination and an escaped for myself to hide from the real world. 

But there are times you know when you just cannot hide from it anymore then eventually you have to faced-up some of those super duper reality and I’m not a supergirl nor wonderwomen. Not at all because I don’t have a power to change the world but I’d like to think that I can make a difference to my life by keep on moving forward and not giving up easily.

But I let my own self down, I let people made a promise to make up to which they never do from time and time again. I'll let them took advantage on my innocent kindess. In fact I’m also not so happy as a dark force is on my case and I try to make success cause I believe that my future would be determined shortly as I am trying to be a better person.

But you know what they said? the higher you get by the more you must try but then I failed and cause I make the real world apart of my escapes. For once I’ve never stop thinking about the things that happening in my life the painfulness that I have with me since my childhood the time I had missed and anything that is related to me slowly leaving me behind and there are time I often feel like my life is like joke for everyone else! 

And I couldn’t help myself than only smile at it, though I know that when it’s come to facing up reality it’s another different story the fact is whether it’s up to myself to admit it or not cause what I felt deep within my heart is pouring like a heavy rain, but who know's more? other than my own selves. 

Is this real? am I standing in a real world or somehow? does anyone of you can tell me in what world am I living right now? Is it sort of fantasy or what do you think? the only thing I could tell you is my life is not as easy as people think, my life is filled with too many tears and also challenges the truth is sometime rarely pure and never simple but this is my world and also reality. 

They said sometime's we must get hurt in order to grow and we must fail in order to know what is best for ourselves cause our vision only clears after washed away with tears and pain.

I wish I can make thing's right I wish I have a power to change and solve the un-solve things. I wish GOD is listening to my prayers right now cause only "thee" the ALMIGHTY ALLAH who know what might happen today and tomorrow.

LIVE LIFE WITH A PURPOSE

GOD only help's those who help themselves,

Take responsibility for yourself and your future.

Take inspired action and let your passion lead you closer to prosperity.
The mind is a powerful thing If we really listen,

We will always get the answer that we need.

Delay is always a fatal, so if you have something in mind

it's better to do it now than to wait till it's too late!!

 Z.J

Something to read about - My self quotes

YOU try, you fail, you try, you fail.

But the only one real and biggest failure

 is when you stop trying.

To lead is better than to follow

but in order to get there,

 first of all we've must learn

how to follow before we can lead.

You will know that ''one''

thing is valuable to you once when you lose it.

And then you've come to realize that ''one''

thing is important to you

 when it's too late for you to get it back!!

I have a dream a dream’s to fulfilled.

 I have visualize the things that I want for the now,

 the presence and for the future. 

It's a goal to achieve and I had a good feelings,

 about it that someday I will own every dream I dreams, 

I am the masterpiece of my thought!!

Quotes by: ZJ mars mello

You do have choices ..

Sometimes life is hard but try not to make it even more harder by making all things harder. Just go with the flow, make your self happy with things you do daily, they say the only way to be happy is by being happy and wanting to be happy!!! How can anyone be happy as they want to be If they choose to frown instead of to smile?? Right.. :)

7 rules that's keep me going

 I woke up everyday and I keep telling this words to myself

1. Think positive

2.Be thoughtful

3.Be ready to give and accept

4.Be aware of everything

5.Be patient and kind

6. Whatever happen be strong and never, never give up!!

7.Most importantly be good and always be true to yourself.

To dream is a good thing

we all know that it's hard to dream
with an open eyes 

but that's what we do sometime
we dream with an open eyes
cause it is the only thing that keep's
 our life going further ahead. 

Random thought of the day

Health:

1. Drink plenty of water.                                                                           
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
4. Live with the 3 E’s - Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy
5. Play more games.
6. Read more books than you did in 2010/2011.
7. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
8. Sleep for 7 hours.
9. Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile.

Personality:

1. Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
2. Don’t have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
3. Don’t over do. Keep your limits.
4. Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
5. Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip.
6. Dream more while you are awake.
7. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
8. Forget issues of the past. Don’t remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
9. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don’t hate others.
10. Make peace with your past so it won’t spoil the present.
11. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
12. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
13. Smile and laugh more.
14. You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Society:

1. Call your family often.
2. Each day give something good to others.
3. Forgive everyone for everything.
4. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
5. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
6. What other people think of you is none of your business.
7. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:

1. Do the right thing!
2. Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.
3. However good or bad a situation is, it will change. 
4. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
5. The best is yet to come.
6. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

I love pink and curls..

This pictures was taken long time ago he..he how do i look in pink? 

I love curly hair LOL It's a temporary curls I never try permanent
 curl yet in my whole life but maybe someday I will =D

Smile create greatness in personality keep smiling..

Food fight with dear sueanje at the swimming pool

Last week my pet sis inbox me a message via facebook she told me that she want to come over my place here and release her tension, I'll asked her what can i do for her to make her calm cause lately she have lotta problem and thing's to settle down and it's kinda stressed herself upon facing all the thing that happen to her, she told me that it's been so long since the last time we both went to swimming together the last location we've been together is sunway lagoon. Then without hesitation i'll suggest her to come and chillax with me whenever she want's the door is always open for her. "Then she said okay dear i will be coming to your place there by monday". She also tell me that she will be cooking some food for me too, so it's gonna be another food fight for us all when we meet up ha ha ha. Yeah I'm happy to the max after she told me that she will be "lepakqueen" with me until the evening only then she will go back to her home at subang jaya.

My sister didn't swim she only join us for food fight LOL and also she help us captured all the pictures i have here in my entry some are captured by me as well, cause she don't really know how to use the dslr camera.

My gorgeous pet sissy peace yo.. sampai aje terus camwhore ha ha ha tak sabar la tu nak mandi..

Misha!!!!! sejuknya air kat pool ni tak tahan kak sue.. 

You and me babe lama kan kita tak chill sama - sama i miss the old days..

Hug's me like you'll never wanna let me go ha ha ha ajar berenang tak nak, berendam nak plak!! ROFL..

Lepas aje swimming we all pun jalan - jalan kat tepi kolam tengok goldfish. My sis say kak sue tengok ikan kat kolam ni besarnya, kak sue tak tengok ikan pun dia sibuk dengan mello snap gambar dia ha ha ha. I really enjoy your companion last night sweety love you and I'll hope we could repeat this again and again and again. Thank's dear for cooking all those food for me and my sissy you're such a sweety to me, xoxo for my kind and pretty pet sis of all time! <3

Random pictures of marsmello and nattasha edited by her thanks girl

wow i can't believe you still have all our pixies girl he he, by the way all pictures i sent you last night is the only pictures of you and me that i have still kept in my hard drive the rest all gone you know right? handbag i kena ragut dengan kedua-dua handphone i hilang bukan sekali i kena ragut berkali-kali tau! 

Luckily last time nattasha ada suruh mello bluetooth pictures kat handphone dia kalau tidak sampai bila - bila pun tak akan ada gambar kenangan sama - sama ROFL. Nampak tak? gambar tak berapa terang sangat maklumlah snap pakai hp aje, dulu tak mampu nak beli camera masing - masing harapkan parents LOL. Gambar yang ada kat entry ni semua captured berapa tahun yang lepas ada yang masa umur belasan tahun lagi ada yang snap 2 tahun lepas. Kelakar bila tengok balik muka kitorang kat gambar ni macam budak messy ha ha ha ha.

I'll see you next year dear tak lama lagi kan dah next year nanti bila you dah free kita jumpa i do understand that lately you have been busy with some stuff so since you kata nak jumpa i hari tu but time doesn't permit us both to met up cause i wasn't in KL and i'm sorry about that, nanti i'll try to arrange my time for you ya? I hope this will make you happy!! 

Muka nattasha dengan mello macam adik - beradik ke? ha ha ha  

Lastly thank's for editing my pictures yang camwhore depan webcam ni so cute sweety ada angel lagi! yeah, i miss the old days you know taking pictures with you together cause you are the closest pet sis I have and you never forget to think of me wherever you are! the same goes to myself I will always keep you in my heart and thought!! and can't wait to see you again.. winks winks!! <3