ahaha today omg... keep kana ppl say..

sigh .. thats why i am getting sick of my work recently.. so tired out and stress out ..wanna vomit things abt work de, onli ah yan can understand lol..

sometime i just wish to tell u so many things.. but u seem to be dont bother.

anywya! LOl Shiyi from management office sO cute lor! yestaday she shout at me cos of some work thing while i go management office !!

then today she apologise in a very sweet way!

lol they call me go management office then pass me this letter and throw me out -.-


lol simple but i appreicate it alot alot ..

and omg .. this afternoon me and ah yan like bcom traitor!!

we nv join our office de ppl for lunch..

we went bugis instead to join Management office de shiyi and vanessa for lunch =xXX

we we to eat sakae sushi and end up eat till 1:30 go back office let adel nag nag nag.. lol .. and we dont dare tell them we go eat lunch with MA ppl ... we only say we went for a appointment.. lol -.-

aww..

maybe cos we got no stress from MA thats why ba... haha..

then at night

lol guess who i meet?

i meet SWEE CHENG IN JP to watch L!!

haha have dinner and watch L changes the World!!, its very nice!! aWwW~ lol.. luckily got her watch with me .. but we are both pathetic ppl.. hais but haha . .nvm .. its life.. sucky life

Death note 1 - didnt watch with my class bcoz promised some idiot to watch with her but that idiot nv watch with me in the end..

Death note 2 - watched with Evon.. i tink is the first time only me and her WATch movie =X

Death note L - Watch with Swee cheng ... haha

[ i still got so many movie i wanna watch..]

从来不相信我的世界可以有多完美
痛苦寂寞还有一些疲惫
不允许他人随意进入我的零度空间
宁愿孤独懒得再去想谁
两个人一起是否只是得到一种安慰
挣脱过去然后忘记一切
没想过有天我的结局忽然全部改变
谁会抓住我的无力双臂
怎么会哭谁错谁对为谁抱歉
不会再哭谁错谁对为谁憔悴
走入零度空间等到一切分裂
就算爱的危险我们一起面对
来不及的防备没听过的誓言
要我怎么学会多了爱的明天
走出零度空间终于一切分裂
就算爱的很累我却不会后悔
放下所有防备一切都无所谓
逃出黑暗世界开始新的明天
新的明天
新的世界

二月二六日

oN the 26th was mELvin birthdAyY!!..

i wanna leave work earlier wan.. but something crop up.. hais... and so stress.. so cant leave earlier..

but celebrate his bday in a park..

lets look at photo ba~

















hOPe meLvin like all his preSent..

*jEALous*! ...

lol ..but nvm.. happy for you also


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sigh 很想在靠近一点。。但就是不敢

下雨了。。

并不是对他人感到失望。。

而是对自己的所作所为感到失望。。。

[looking out the window through the night...]

sO tireD!! yestaday i didnt slp dao.. coz cant slp.. hais -.-

and aww..

i realli love my this new hair...

coz dont need style de!

just blow dry all hair will Stand le WAHAHa.. and can anyhow play with it.. lol ..

aiyoo but dunoe will last how long =/ keke.. regret last time nv earlier perm .. lol ..

anyway realli veri tired.. lol ..

nites all..

today i Bring my fujistu laptoP go service first

and i found my supplier le what supplier leh? lol.. ur will noe eventually de.. got a hard time finding it man....

and after that i went PERM hair!

lets look at some photo b4 i perm..



start perming le!! haha...


wanna noe how it looks like eventually!?!?




anyway.. .last time i always feel super happy after dying hair or changing a new hair
but now its like so diff le.. hais..

after PErm hair ...

hais... i went WHEELOCK ALONE .. .brought something..

after that stone at border for quite some time.. dunoe wanna go where.. wanna do what..only feel so lonely.. the

then when i decide to take a cab home..

shijun reply my afternoon de sms say she at town working till wanna fall aslp ...

so..i went to look for her and offer to fetch her hme la since i taking cab home..and the reason i initally wanna take cab home is bcoz i suddeny feel so empty.. wanna go home..

but after found shijun.. i feel better.. vomit certain things to her.. lol..

but still hais.. today overall was disappointing and happy


haha ur cant see my whole hair in this angle

but anyway i still like my new hair even thought it wasnt like last time whereby changing a new look will cheer me up alot ..

[到底是所有的人抛弃了我。。还是我远离了他们。。。？？]

anyway.. my "P Plan" i was thinking should i put.. to be contined as how i always like it to be.. or should i put "The End" .. . now i only feel like putting "The End".. and thats the feeling i get.

BORING dAY!

lol

this few days all i do is work go home sleep.. and today is saturaday i also whole day at home .. .boring ahhh

anyway time for my "P PLAN" to commmence le.. but hais.. no mood to do and its so diff from last time whereby i so wanna do it... wonder what makes the difference.. lol . .


got wanna call ppl help me in this plan one.. but first person to noe de say dun wish to noe and help :X .. 2nd person noe de also wanna do but dunoe he dunoe wan how help me lol .. oh nvm ..

=/ i whole day listerning to kim's blog de song lol..

and today happen a very funny thing! ..

i wanna sms evon ask her brought anything for melvin, but end up i sent the sms to Melvin instead.. LOl.. stupid me

hate it when i need help and cant find anyone .. .

cos i always try to help others if i can..

but ..


and i realli wonder izzt my hp got problem..

sms 3 ppl call 2 ppl all no reply no pick w t f ?

OMg so dead tired.. and sians

my clipboard de defect list list like getting thicker de.. -.-

so sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian!

hais..

anywya

today after work CItylights Crew went to Lau yu sheng !! huat ar!!



yea! order alot of food but the auntie dun wan help us take photo lol and everyone very hungry so nv take photo le! =x

all we care is eating! coss today was a realll BUSY DAY!!

lol

and ah bel so funni!! she super scare of CAT! cos we at this lia huat coffeeshop eat , then alot of cats keep walking.. she scare till tears come out le..

and the whole night, she was like looking out for cat -.- and keep screaming .. OMG~

lol

make me recall tat time at vietnam eating at one place g ot cat keep crawling under our table.. so cute.. haha

okie..

TIred le...wanna rest le ahaHA

wow.. today realli is malu and abit pissed..

JIAYI yestaday sms me say will cALL ME TO CONFIRM the LOCATION tml go where do what 12pm..

SO

today at work first thing i told Adel is that i want leave earlier today cos i got things on..

BUT guess what? nNO oNe tell me meet where do what

then i alreadi siaNS 1/2 end up 6pm still nO ONe sMS me.. then chinwei call me, he say THey aT cine call me meet him first...

seriously nxt time i wOuld never say i wan leave earlier cos wan meet friend ZzzZz

never -.- ..ZzzZ

okie nvm...

then when saw them le ..
.
wow .. i still wan joking ask jiayi why nv sms me..

but the moment we meet..

i walk towards her..

she just shout Bosch BOSch BosCh... -.- ignoring me
super zzzz like i am invisble ... cant belive last time still gt ppl say i bias towards her


anyway.. sigh nvm.. suan le.. .我认了。。。

let me post some pic baa...

went for dinner at fish & Co..



My SWorDfish Collar,, seriously nt tat nice -.- and i was nt full at all.. so hungry.. lunch time onli drink some soup cos WAS ExPECTING dInnEr To Be STEAMBOAT..



if MeLvin is a girl , i think i would fall for her.. .LOl . . 3




let
me
end
this
post
with
a
sigh...

gd nights...

do you noe whats the message my eyes trying to deliver??

nah..

i just bo liao saw this 2 photo when arranging my photos :Z..

hais..

anywya

anyone got this book call kite runner?? i wanna read ...

sigh .

Today was a .. . .. day .. lol..

wenT gothic and lolitha shopping with sushi ..shes the one who wan buy things =X

i no $$!!




went Alice 88th at bugis.. then go blood romance at far east..

then go back bugis again . .-.- walk here walk there..

lucky both of us got MRT concession..

nice checker =x but i dont likle checker, but if see longer this is nice eh =x

omg.. this dress is realli awesome without sushi's face there!! =xxXx

lol..

and guess who i see when going back hme from bugis..

i saw koh shijun and her boyfriend.. lol .

we were one cabin apart when she realise i was there


many things to say but cant expresssed out .... 3 months :S

mute.

Today final presentation in Ngee ann le!! and when i recall what i said.. i think that i really did a bad job.. but anyway its OVER! thats all that i noe... dun care le ba xiaode... haha...

anyyaw after the presentation, my heart didnt realli feel lighter...

after presentation went dinner with chinwei

and after that back home stone jor ...


Do you all miss the person that you all actually forgotten already... ?

everyone have their own ... circle... but... i just dont have this circle around me... or is it bcos this circle is too wide.. its so far from me ?

要幸福哦=）

一根白头发等于一百个心事


ITS MY HAIr! no doubT... ah yan noticed it and pulled out for me..

1@##$@#$

did i ever have white hair ~!?!? did anyone seen me so stress till have white hair before?!?!? ARGGH!!

AND I DONT KNOW WHY!! I HAVE WHITE HAIR!! sigh ...


一百个心事... 都只能埋在心里。。。

anyway!!

tonight dinner weEEE! vicki eat dinner with me which brighten me up!.. cos i hate having dinner alone... i jus dont like ba.. .alone..

but..

hais...

die die . powerpoint haven do finish.. but so tired no time to do... sigh..

who can help me.

die le ..

sad...wan complain also can comlain to my blog... haiss

初一, went out the whole day till at night then come back collected alot ang bao =Xx

初二, kids flood my room and play , every year see them one time and everytime they are growing up... haha so cute.. love them

初三, rot, count my ang bao $$!! bettter then last year haha cheerS!!

初四, rot

monday start work.. sigh

awww.. ah yan say last week all behind me asking each other why xiaode smiling less le...

I wonder the one who dont like to smile is me or the one who like to smile is me .. .

oh YA!

i got alot movie wanan watch leh... anyone free wanna watch with me?? haha

valetine day is coming....

huat ar!!!

everyone huat aR~

photos of citylights cny celebration!! huat AR~

lol vanessa from the MA so cute.. she prepare cards for me and CT cos she tot both of us last day today! Lol but i extend then she take back the card -.-!!

lol .. anyway we are the developer and shes from MA =xxX hardly see each other de

anyway huat AR~~

CNY !! we design cup , lao yu sheng, play , laugh

today work is like go bugis shop for food onli -.-!