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she's not your typical girl. she screams and shouts, and poses as dracomalfoy and ladymacbeth. oh yes she still seeks solace in shakespeare. born on 24/9 and has a constant resolution to get married before her next birthday, up until now.
she's already 21.


survived bpghs, and subsequently njc. njc was tough but scandalous pulled her through ♥ the two babes in this photo are probably the ones who stuck for so long.
and she loves them both.


some think that she's TOO loud and TOO bitchy.
frankly speaking, all she listens to are the voices of her heart; all she believes in is that those who matter doesn't mind (her being so eccentric)!


and lastly, she's currently still available, if you're just seeking a cup of coffee or a friend to confide in.
♥ she thinks that she's got the best deal in the world. haters out there: you don't understand him, you don't understand us, and so don't judge.




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Pre-registration Training / Tuesday, July 15 @ 9:04 pm
I suddenly have a very strong urge to blog again. 
I think, this time it's for real. I will be back.

Be it short posts like these, or long posts like those that I've written last time. 
Maybe I will start by blogging about Korea, or Taiwan :) 

Going into the 4th week of pre-registration training. 
I cannot believe that I used to think that 6 weeks of preceptorship was long and daunting. The 9 months ahead will definitely prove me wrong. 
On a brighter note, we are almost 10% done with pre-reg. 

I'm glad that the people over here at AH are really nice, generally. Be it batchmates, pharmacists or PTs, which is really comforting. I guess all my worries were uncalled for. 

On a completely unrelated note, maybe I should start writing in paragraphs rather that in truncated sentences. 

Till the next time :)




when nobody's listening. / Monday, January 6 @ 1:03 am
seems like I always turn here after I exhaust all my options. 

but this time it's worse. I can't write this on social media. it's a taboo. but no one listened when I tried to say something. I bottled it up for the entire day but someone was too tired to even ask me "why?"

I can't say I regret my choice. it has brought me a lot of comfort I otherwise would not be able to afford. but as a Chinese saying goes, "有得必有失". I was too young when I was forced to make a decision. ironically, when making this decision, I deprived myself of other choices. well, people may argue that I am lucky. I don't have to be scrutinised and selected or rejected. but hey, aren't these good experiences to have? guess I'm not having them. 

it always feels good to pen down those thoughts in my mind. they threaten to blow my skull sometimes. tonight is one of those times. there are no room for regrets; accept it, take it in my stride and move on. heads high, no matter what comes my way. 

easier said than done. 

I look at people filling in applications to my desired institution (i only realised after a certain stage in my life, which unfortunately happened after the choice was made) and thought about the what-could-have-beens. optimistically speaking, the coming year will be a challenge. life dished me a plate of tuna sashimi. I actually only like to eat salmon sashimi but nothing's gonna change if I throw the tuna away; I need to make it into salmon. 
somehow. 

right now I have no idea what to do. yet, I've this odd feeling that I'll know. 
someday. 

preferably someday soon HAHAHA.

time for bed. I'm tired.  
I never thought I'd say this on Christmas Day. / Wednesday, December 25 @ 10:46 am
this emotional turmoil is taking a toll. 
things stopped being beautiful when one takes the other for granted, but things get ugly when both are guilty of that. 

so what if it's already been 2.5 years? 
/ Monday, June 24 @ 9:57 pm
no wonder some girls like to exploit their boyfriends while they can. 

guys do change. 
/ @ 3:42 am
even more convinced now. at the end of the day, you still don't know what I want. 
/ @ 1:22 am
time and again. you're NEVER there when I need you. 
/ Sunday, May 26 @ 12:23 am

SWIMMING COSTUME.


so i got myself a swimming costume today. i guess it's no longer just running and statics at home. swimming shall be part of my new regimen. can't wait to refresh my swimming skills!


the taiwan trip planning is kind of a headache >:

haven't been blogging about nice stuff, so i shall find a nice picture.

uhm, well i thought this was a nice picture. haha it's one of my all time favourites. mm if you look at the timestamp, the date is exactly when i was 2 years old :p (not a very subtle hint, but so long as you get it HAHA) what a cute suicidal little girl. i'm sorry but it's too cute, no?

nevermind if you don't agree.
i mean, all kids are cute.

while browsing through my photo album, i found this. HAHA i don't think i've showed anyone this before. this was our first overseas date! before we got together (and before i put on braces. hmm doesn't look like a big teeth difference but it's okay, JUST DON'T TELL ME).

if i'm not wrong this was taken on 9 July 2011, at Malaysia. some bird/ostrich farm accompanying the Desaru Durian Daytrip Deal. i remember not sleeping the night before during Rag and sneaking out to JB with the boy the following morning. it was suicidal i swear.

people say first dates are unforgettable, but all i can remember is sleeping on the coach (every single time it moves off, i fall asleep zzz).

okay, 9 May 2013, when gwee flew to the land with maple syrup and quoting from her fb album, she's "freezing her ass off" over there. but i'm so envious! (and of course happy for her) all the nice pretty places and photos. all the friendly hosts and people :') hee i do miss her but i'm glad we have something called the internet and wifi :p

and 2 days later on the 11th, humsup flew off too ): to the land of potatoes. i don't mean USA is the land of potatoes but Idaho supposedly is. strangely i haven't seen many photos of her and her potatoes. but that girl got hit on by a guy in the bar. somebody is in high demand over there heh. i do wish she would take better care of herself though. instead of drinking when she's sick. crazy woman.

on the same day after sending off rachel, i went for the Nike She Runs 2013! whatever happened to the goddess run, i have no idea ): i mean, the name used to sound so cool. anyway it was just a 5km run but there were just far too many people. i loved the course but too many bottle necks along the way. initially thought i could get a good estimate of my 5k timing but boy, i was SO SO SO SO wrong.

so many times i have to slow down or stop. it's damn annoying please. I MEAN, slow people should keep to the left right? don't hog the right lanes! (imaginary lanes that i drew up myself of course, there isn't anyway divide 8000 females into lanes HAHA) but i did enjoy myself! :) i want to run 10k the next time, but sadly the race will be in July when i'm not in Singapore. dang.

well for those who are interested, in the end i clocked 31 minutes. HAHA.

on 15 April, we went to Tim Ho Wan and happily queued for 2 hours just to get in and eat this.
the happy malay boy with his 马来糕 :) i never knew he likes he so much until that day.
p.s. he was so upset when he knew macbeth and bf could have free malaigaos! HAHA.


Tried Hoshino Coffee @ Plaza Sing Extension on 22 April before DU. hahaha he's really happy isn't it? yea, i love it when he's all smiley and happy :) even though he usually turns into a little happy boy (i.e. KID) when he's happy (which can be quite embarrassing sometimes), i'd choose this over a sulking man.

yes, that greedy thing over there with this mouth wide open can't wait to devour his food -.-


on 7 April we celebrated macbeth's birthday. yay to almost 9 years of friendship! actually up till now, sometimes i'm still abit bitter about the fact that all 3 of us aren't in the same school. i often wonder how it would be if i had decided to to biomed + tcm with vv. i wonder if i would also drop it like she did. after all, it's not easy. everytime i see her memorising or studying for tcm mods, i know i couldn't have done it HAHA.

ikea on 1 March! i'm sorry the pictures seem to be going in an anti-chronological order. (they are.) because i just randomly dug it out from my laptop's pictures folder HAHA. i realised the two of us can't seem to take a nice proper photo. (i cannot find any, oh well) so we end up looking stupid and retarded most of the time. take this for an example. i guarantee there are more to come. mehh.

and therefore i'm quite envious of those couples who can take pretty photos and all. BUT I'M NOT COMPLAINING - GIVE AND TAKE MA. hee hee.

for those who wondered if ray ever camwhore-d. 
but i guess this was one of those times when it was justified :p i think i bought him a box of chocolates. and chocolates are his best friends. he loooooooves them.

8 March 2013 - we had steamboat at wq's house. supposed to be a cny steamboat actually haha. mm bear2 is cute! he looks like he's perpetually smiling. i guess he's damn lucky he looks like that. even if the dog isn't well-behaved, by looking all intelligent and smiley, we are all in love with him already!

the boy bought some groupon vouchers for a buffet @ Amara Hotel on 29 March. hmm not gonna show food pictures here but i don't think it's really worth it. nonetheless, i got to eat sashimi, lobster, scallops etc. so i shall not complain HAHA. and i think that was my first buffet after i removed my braces.
speaking of which, I have yet to create a before and after photo to convince people that my teeth really has changes, just not THAT obvious. *sigh

i do like this photo heh. if only there wasn't a straw poking into the picture (GEDDIT?), i think it would have made a nice profile picture.


i guess that's the end of today's post. HEH more food pictures to be up soonnnnnnn HAHA.
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