I'll be your Paparazzi

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Pull a trigger.
Sunday,
Unproductive day, the feeling of being stood up just annoys me, even for the fact it wasn't the first time. I just had a surge of emotions going through me, that's when i started whining and moaning. No one really treasures my presence, until they see how much i've been there for them, as much as they would never. It doesn't matter i suppose, all matter's that i'm still there for them when the need arrives. That's what best friends forever are for, they throw shit at you, you pick them up because no one would. Doing it for the right reasons of course, i'm no pushover though.
And somehow, it brings me back to memories, a reminder that friends come and go, the real and truthful ones stay, that's me. However, i appreciate very much for the listening ear to my incessant whines. I need a hug, or rather like you would say, a cuddle.

Monday,
Work.
Another day that adds on to getting on my nerves, my only source of entertainment at work decides to boycott me too. The inconsistent connection, god damn it.
Having some thoughts that ran through, i chose to be optimistic towards the rough times i'm facing. Have i not had enough? Frowning, does not only affect me alone, but the one whom i whine to. Although i'm not so much owned, i thought at my own accord, it would be just the wiser thing to do by not adding to further aggravation. If i think i'm having a tough life, think twice again, this is nothing compared to the worst i've never experienced. So why not, i put on a smile, be the optimistic half. Otherwise, who would light up this road, who would guide the way to where we're heading together? Let me be the Asian angel, you just walk, i'll be beside you.
Another day, i need a cuddle badly.

Tuesday,
Work.
For no reason, i started sneezing in the afternoon, no one was there to bless me. It got worst, my nostrils were totally blocked and i had to breathe through my mouth for the rest of the day. Not to mention, the heat in me is making me feel even weaker.
Even if i'm not okay, i have to be. Yet another day, i need the cuddle.
I'm just awaiting for sunshine after rain.

You should know when it gets too cold, you're not alone, i'll melt the snow.


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