Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Hui:
went cineleisure kbox and movie with jac and keong. e kbox cannot make it man. always something wrong with e mic. tried to meddle with it and i think it got worse. haha.. mus learn some skills from eny man. she noes how to adjust e mic echo, volume and all that to a suitable level. watched Huo Yuan Jia. not bad ah. anyway, met siowshan and marcus. and so happened that they are watching e same movie as us as well. but we got different seats la.
i'm afraid that i'll be comdemned by my bosses. it seems like every week i'll give them trouble regarding the status reports. haha.. die la, but then its really not within my control wad. they always miscommunication then i'm e one kanna arrowed. jus like today, one of them din send me e report so i can't compile. somehow no one sms me to tell me they send to me liao. in e end e big big boss has to do it himself. my god. i dunno if i'll be boycotted man. wait they tot i nv do work. =|
anyway, went kelen's house for steamboat dinner and gambling session. nothing worth mentioning abt except that some idiot paid 100 bucks to scratch e tyres against e curb during e test. dun wan to say who is the idiot la.. FYI - kelen (duh, its his place), di, jol, mei, me, hong and zihao went. actually i also dunno who did that la.. i can onli safely and confirm tell u that it's not kelen, di, jol, mei, hong or me who did that stupid thing.
haiz, gotta work tml. i scared kanna comdemned leh. nvm la, at most at most throw face and kanna sack onli mah right... i've made so many careless mistakes in my work liao. though half of e time its not entirely my fault. (trying to find excuse. wahaha). haiz.. i need to buck up!!
i must put all these to a stop. dun wanna give u a chance to do anymore damage. wanna break e vicious cycle, stop e daily routines, erase e tots, smash e hopes and quit pinning. its gonna be damn difficult for me but i have to do it. and i mus do it. try my best. my buddies, u gotta help me pull thru this k... =D
we made a memory at 10:49 PM
Saturday, January 28, 2006
Hui:
its new year's eve today. slept at 4am.. was really sleepy due to e 4.5hours of sleep e day b4. but still, i can't fall asleep. i think i fell asleep onli at around 5am. woke at 9am, went to sleep again.. woke up at 1pm but was feeling really restless. slept again and finally woke up at 430pm. haha.. power right?
anyway, i got tagged by Ting.
Name five of life’s simple pleasures that you like most, then pick five people to do the same. Try to be original and creative and not use things that someone else has already used:
1. having a bowl of ready-made milo on e table every morning
2. crapping with my sister
3. having chats/lame jokes with friends
4. being wake up by my grandparens
5. msn/internet connection
And now I have to tag 5 people: i'll skip this part =P anyway i dun have 5 friends who read my blog and blog ah..
went out with siowshan yesterday night. chatted a lot. dun understand y guys can treat gals like that. dun they feel ashamed of themselves or feel a wee bit of guilt? as ting's nick says it all. this kind of thing takes 2 hands to clap. its jus tt we're too dumb la..
wah, i hear ppl playing with sparklers.. those with sound. power.
my laptop has been on for more than 24hours le. want to switch it off but scared tt i'll take years to connect to e net again. how sia..
bored. feeling sleepy again. cmi man..
will be going out with my team on e 3rd day of new year. woohoo, hope will be fun!
we made a memory at 8:01 PM
Hui:
Mei, there's our song. sadded.
容祖儿 - 谁来爱我
如果爱情狂烈到可怕程度
连受伤都不控诉
怕你告别得更早
除非爱情没法有一种尺度
为甚么猜不到
攀得有多高
才令我不必跌倒
当一心坚持为你好
你也将双手乱抱
还有谁待我好
** 谁来爱我小心爱错
以免彼此无助
还能热恋谁
谁能受得起那么多
你最记得清楚
谁来爱我请好好对我
犹如拿慑著星火
认真的我
花开了总想结果
才令你这么对我 **
如果爱情是个最孤单国度
就在荒岛起舞只得我知道
曾为你怎么跌倒
当一心坚持为你好
你也将双手乱抱
还有谁待我好
谁来爱我小心爱错
以免彼此无助
还能热恋谁
谁能受得起那么多
为何拿著我消磨
谁来爱我请好好对我
犹如拿慑著星火认真的我
花开了总想结果
才令你闪身掠过
we made a memory at 6:15 PM
Friday, January 27, 2006
ting:
took leave from work today. what with chinese new year around the corner, am just in no mood to do anything, except sit and wish that this whole festival would just be over and done with. i ought to stay in australia and skip this stupid thing next year.
can we just be done with this? nothing is more pointless than sitting around with people you don't like, pasting on the falsest of false smiles, pretending to be interested in whatever they are saying when you don't give the slightest shit what is going on in their lives and answer their never-ending probbing questions in such a way that it doesn't give them anything to use against you in the future, but also to stop them from asking more.
it's not even here and i'm already too, too tired.
reunion dinner tonight. i think i'm coming down with flu again.
in other news, i got tagged by pei.....................
Name five of life’s simple pleasures that you like most, then pick five people to do the same. Try to be original and creative and not use things that someone else has already used:
1. listening to a really good song
2. waking up in the middle of the night to hear your favourite song being played on the radio
3. impromptu trips
4. watching a fabulous hong kong drama serial
5. being alone and yet, not feeling alone. :)
And now I have to tag 5 people:
- hui
- ira
- jo ann
- mei
- vin
enjoy your holidays everyone! while i drag myself through mine....
we made a memory at 4:51 PM
Hui:
woohoo~ Happy Chinese New Year! i have halfday today! there was lion dance for my company.. and buffet lunch too. but im still in e office, waiting for status reports. actually im not doing any work now. jus pure chatting and blogging. halfday mah, who dare to scold me.. anyway there isn't much ppl around now. will go off after posting this entry.
was asked to plan a PMO outing. (PMO is e team i'm in) sian leh. how to plan? do wad? i dunno man. wanted to watch Huo Yuan Jia but then IC promised his brother that they'll go watch together. IC and my colleague dun sing. cannot be 4 ppl go sing Kbox, onli 2 ppl sing mah right.. sian man.. dunno wad to do.
had damn little sleep yesterday, 4.5hours nia. half of e time when i was sleeping, i was sub-consciously thinking abt wad happened. lucky its halfday today.. so no need to focus and force brain to function.
i'm feeling super lazy. have not been doing work for hours liao. jus pure concentration on chatting with 5 ppl. and blogging now. power right.. hai, really laz, sleepy and tired to move sia. somemore have to bring laptop home. raa~ no choice.
go home liao.. byebye!!
we made a memory at 3:46 PM
Monday, January 23, 2006
lyrics from a song. one of e songs i heard by joey yung when i was in a pub last week. e song i mentioned in one of my entries. think it was one of e sub-themes from one of e tvb serials. tian di hao qing or chuang shi ji i think.. or some shows like this de. cos it sound familiar to me.
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容祖儿 - 逃避你
曲:伍乐城 词:李敏
世界最遥远的一种相距中
明明迷恋然而又不知怎向你形容
呆想只会越盼越冻
我怎么可得到你认同
我不清楚不太懂
世界最遥远的一种相距中
明明情深然而亦不敢亲切地抱拥
呆等感觉被我断送
纵使看不清所爱面容
仍未敢伸出我手触碰
逃避你却又期待我可跟你做情人
而用情的心可天昏地暗
逃避你爱是遥又远得很
而我始终不敢靠近
还是不相信能和你合衬
世界最遥远的一种相距中
明明留恋然而让辗转的挂念扑空
回忆心里越载越重
却不珍惜这一次重逢
我的思想像完全失控
如共你从没开始不会有终结
谁人在意情在我心的深处不可以停止
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think joey yung has e title of "bei ge zhi hou" (queen of sad/grey songs). paiseh, direct translation. my language sux la. haha.. anyway, found out from eny that she actually has some happy songs. heard e "Chihuahua" by her. hahaha super funny man. i think its cute.
gotta sleep. super late now le. ciaoz~
we made a memory at 1:50 AM
Hui:
jus came back not long ago. guess my modem's in a good mood. it actually allows me to come online. haiz, all e stuffs relating to my computer is dying. maybe its time la.. abt 3 years already. they are either dying or disintegrating. sad case. i came online yesterday night, and was in e middle of blogging when e modem stopped responding or whatever crap. so i got dc, and can't come back online again. sigh.. anyway, since i'm online now and i'm able to blog, (cos u dun expect me to blog in office bah) i'll make this entry a long one.
was awakened by ping chung on sat morning at 815am. proster.. called me at such time and asked me to have breakfast with her. but ok la, she's back in sg and will be going back to hk e next day. went to bishan after that.. bought an esprit top which was on sale. kinda regretted it.. cos after buying it, i find that its not so nice. but ping chung insisted tt i look fine in it. hai, nvm la, since buy liao.. wear lor. hitched a ride home from her friend, rested awhile before hitting town with ting and her mum. legs almost broke from all e walking and shopping. managed to get a formal top for work at metro's G2000.
hmm, wanna refresh my super duper basic guitar skills. will need eny's help ah. but i dun have tuner wor. dunno how am i gonna tune my guitar.
sigh, eny told me that there's an er xin version of Jay Chou's Qi Li Xiang, whereby e ppl change e lyrics. its supposed to be a sweet song, but i can never sing or look at that song e same way again. sad case man.
played bridge with ting, mei and eny. i dunno wad e hell am i doing. i really dunno how to see partners. still dun really noe e strategy yet. should practise more. let's play (more) bridge!
its chinese new year next week. mood's not hitting me yet. maybe should go chinatown walk walk one of these days. haven been there for ages.
anyway, show ya some pics.
my stationery holder, pencil case and ip phone on my desk in e office. yes la, pencil case la.. dun laugh. e glass is to replace my pencil case. dunno y ting, siowshan and dkny have e same reaction when i mentioned "pencil case". so i'll jus get it replaced. wahaha
e above, in addtion to my laptop. quite messy.. lazy and no time to pack e pieces of paper on my desk. a lot of notes taken and written by my IC on rough paper. will pack soon, cannot leave all these information lying around. also, can do a mini spring cleaning ah.
IC sent me this pic. taken during his trip to hk during xmas period last year. disneyland! and e fireworks.. woah. super nice!
another pic taken by my IC. really nice! sigh, i wanna go hk. not for anyone, but for e shopping and food. but given my financial status, sad sia. have to wait....
wanted to post more pics ah. but then haven upload to this laptop. can't do it now cos there's onli one usb port, and im using tt port for my modem. can't plug out my modem ah. scully cannot connect again can't post le. actually i bought a cheapo usb hub, but i forgot to use it (in a way la). lazy to explain. next post bah. =P
it's monday, have to work. a couple of deadlines to meet this week. i'll see it as chances to prove my capabilities. but i'm afraid at e same time. cos i'm not confident. i noe i'm not capable enuff and i still fall short of my bosses' expectation. i always feel that they think im hopeless or/and cmi. =|
it's difficult to not want or to reject any contact with u. whenever u initiate a channel of communication, i'm afraid. i noe there'll be no light shining thru at e end of e day. so i try. i try to not reply u instantly. i dont wanna show u (how much) i feel for u. although it's hard and hurts me so, e thought of not having e chance of it scares me more. i hate u.
we made a memory at 12:15 AM
Saturday, January 21, 2006
ting:
am bored, hence this. and ira is ignoring my persistant messages on msn. *glares at ira*
Your #1 Match: INFP |
The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world. Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships. It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close. But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist. |
| How You Are In Love |
 You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to give more than take in relationships. You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. |
| Your Hidden Talent |
 Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people. You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together. Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly. People crave your praise and complements. |
| Your Brain's Pattern |
 You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy. You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts. People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused. But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination. |
isn't it amazing how they can come to all kinds of conclusions about you based on a few clicks of the mouse?
we made a memory at 12:42 AM
Friday, January 20, 2006
ting:
i think it wasn't the flu bug which hit me.. i think it was more of an exhaustion bug. the minute i got home, i only managed to put my bag on the table before sinking into the couch and falling fast asleep. what a waste of the weekend. huge thanks to hui and pei who called me, otherwise i still might be sleeping now!
and what's with the sis website?? i can't change my subjects for this coming semester!! ughhhh... i just want to change them and not have to think about them anymore. jo told me to switch organisational behaviour to the second sem instead of the first, which kickstarted a huge deliberation as to whether i ought to rethink my subject choices. ended up going into the management and economics webpages to read more about what each subject is about. and damn damn damn. i'm torn between so many choices now! who said having choices is a good thing? i have identified 11 subjects i so desperately want to take but thank you so much melbourne uni for only allowing us to have a maximum load of 8 subjects a year. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
yeah well, i'm a freak. who gets depressed because they can't take 11 subjects in a year? am thinking i ought to crash those classes i'm unable to enrol in. hmmm. we'll see how it goes.
so, for the benefit of my melb uni friends who wanna know what i'm doing, these are my final (i hope) choices:
semester one:
intermediate microeconomics
introductory econometrics
principles of marketing
consumer behaviour
semester two:
intermediate macroeconomics
competition and strategy
market research
organisational behaviour
i have three classes with ira for sem two! wheeee!
after parting ways with xinmei today, i was on my way back to the office, trying to avoid the lunch crowd when this guy from god knows where ambushed me and started rattling off FINANCE phrases. you can well imagine my horror. i think he was trying to get me to invest in some stocks but i can't be sure. the minute i heard the word "stock options", my mind tuned everything else out. it was all i could do to not turn tail and run. terrifying.
i dreamt of huili during my two hour nap just now. and what was spooky was i dreamt she was eating chilli crab, which was what she had for dinner tonight! oh man.. am i turning into a psychic or what?
we made a memory at 11:47 PM
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
ting:
i think watching the "vigilante force" kickstarted my obsession with hong kong drama serials again. mei has the whole series of "armed reaction" which i'm gonna get off her. and pei fei has like, 70gb worth of hong kong drama serials? i'm so gonna get them from him when we're back in melbourne. damn... does that mean i won't be able to study? maybe i'll settle for one episode a night. hmmm.
am on a self-declared holiday today.. took leave from work. i think a five day week would just kill me. plus flu, a sore throat and a bit of cough. ugh. the thought of going back to work tomorrow makes me feel sicker. yucks. please remind me of my working experience if i ever whine about uni again. uni life rocks.
chatting with neela over msn now. gosh, i miss her SO MUCH! i think it's ridiculous how we can be on the same continent a majority of the time and never meet. our paths just don't cross! like how i MIGHT be going to canberra this june/july and she'd probably be coming back to singapore then. like how i came back to singapore this summer and she's stuck in australia. like how she went over to melbourne for christmas and i wasn't there. groans. too big a country ain't good as well huh?
daniel's accusing me of not replying to his emails. since when did he email me!????
we made a memory at 3:43 PM
Sunday, January 15, 2006
Hui:
my website backup has finally finished. wth.. total 1.76gb. dunno what has e users been loading up onto the site. it was only 900+mb the last time i did e backup.. which was e last day of 2005. seeing that e website backup has been done, i can go out now! woohoo~
msned capricon guy to send him some songs, surprisingly his connection speed was very fast. that's when i found out that he is back! was happy for a split second la.. cos for e next, i was thinking how come he nv tell me that he was coming back. though he's not obliged to tell me la.. guess i kanna "demoted" le. sad case.
am listening to joey yung's songs now. super nice. Tao Bi Ni and Shui Lai Ai Wo. though e songs are rather old, they're still nice! d.led these 2 songs after i heard someone sang it at e ktv pub. it was onli one line of e lyrics from "Tao Bi Ni" that attracted me to it. =)
how do i pull myself out of this bloody shit that i've gotten myself into when all i'm hanging on is jus a moment that will not last? and how do i get u out of my mind when what i'm pinning for is a memory that i wish can be revived? it's all in e mind man~
wah liao, very hungry now. got to go. see ya!
we made a memory at 7:38 PM
ting:
i think hui and i are suffering from bad computer karma. my internet speed is ridiculously slow... and i can't sign in onto msn!! when i'm actually signed in, it's either i lag and hence, am on different wavelengths with everyone i'm talking to, or i get disconnected in no time at all. sigh... and my internet explorer takes ages beyond ages to load just about anything. the only thing which seems to be working fine is the bearshare software.
AND! horror of horrors... my computer flashed blue screen last night. in layman terms, blue screens are usually associated with hardware problems. but it flashed so fast (kind of like the amount of time it takes to blink your eyes) i couldn't see what the problem was and then, my laptop rebooted itself. nooooooooo! i just paid for my air ticket back to melbourne (will be flying off on the 23rd feb by the way) and i still want to shop!! can't afford to spend anymore money fixing whatever is wrong with this damn thing!!!
sigh. hui thinks it might be my modem, because the modem is considered a hardware too. i'm hoping it is, so i won't have to do anything about it, seeing i either use wireless or broadband back in melbourne. but am still not taking any chances.. lugging my laptop to the HP helpdesk on monday to see if they'd be nice enough to run a check for me. because if it screws up in melbourne, i think i'll be better off dead. sigh... technology. can't live with it, can't live without it.
we made a memory at 7:12 PM
Hui:
my website backup has finally finished. wth.. total 1.76gb. dunno what has e users been loading up onto the site. it was only 900+mb the last time i did e backup.. which was e last day of 2005. seeing that e website backup has been done, i can go out now! woohoo~
msned capricon guy to send him some songs, surprisingly his connection speed was very fast. that's when i found out that he is back! was happy for a split second la.. cos for e next, i was thinking how come he nv tell me that he was coming back. though he's not obliged to tell me la.. guess i kanna "demoted" le. sad case.
am listening to joey yung's songs now. super nice. Tao Bi Ni and Shui Lai Ai Wo. though e songs are rather old, they're still nice! d.led these 2 songs after i heard someone sang it at e ktv pub. it was onli one line of e lyrics from "Tao Bi Ni" that attracted me to it. =)
how do i pull myself out of this bloody shit that i've gotten myself into when all i'm hanging on is jus a moment that will not last? and how do i get u out of my mind when what i'm pinning for is a memory that i wish can be revived? it's all in e mind man~
wah liao, very hungry now. got to go. see ya!
we made a memory at 7:08 PM
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Hui:
woo, i'm still in e office!
am looking at my to-dos. so many minor cases unsolved.. die man.. my work is all bits and pieces. difficult to clear. stupid server is playing games with me. refuse to cooperate and reflect the changes of those ppl i have granted access to e website. kns.
new boss will be holding our twice-a-week meeting tml. scary. he came to see me to help him find out wad else can Microsoft SharePoint do. omg.. what he wants cannot be done. and besides i can't find any information on that.
i mus learn how to swim in e deep ocean by friday. my IC is on leave and he is leaving me alone.. have to go to Rob Ctr and lias with some person from IBM to work on firewall. and to attend a meeting with other ppl. i very scared sia. i know that i do not know enuff to ans their questions if they were to ask me any. nvm, i shall be brave and go ahead with it. it will be a very good experience to learn. i mus appear to be confident and to speak clearly and loudly. cannot be so soft-spoken on friday! raaa~~ but then, when i hear e managers all speak with assertiveness my confidence all gone liao. haiz.. but heck la, throw face throw face lor.. if say or do wrong things also heck liao. after throwing face or kanna scolded i will noe wad is e right thing to do le. dun tell me those ppl sitting at such a high post rank never kanna scolded by their bosses or did disastrous stuffs b4.. right? *self-consoling* haha
guess wad.. jus received a call from helpdesk (overseas). kns.. now then call me.. wad if i already go home liao? nvm..
go back no comp to use.. seebay sad.. also good la. can sleep early. plan for e night: go home after this posting this entry, cook noodles, eat, rest awhile, bath and bedtime!
i gotta show them wad i have and what i'm capable of. i am NOT weak! *fa fen tu qiang*
time to packup and go home~~ will be back here in 12.5 hours' time.
we made a memory at 8:15 PM
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Hui:
it's holiday.. i'm supposed to be in bed! but i'm awaked by a phone call.. a very bad phone call from a nice person. my IC called me. i didn't send out reports for review ah. heng i lugged e laptop back man. if not can't do work. i gonna be in deep shit. dun ask me y. i jus noe it. cos i did something wrong. damn. worried now.
on second thoughts, maybe i should jus kick my worries away for e moment now. tml then kanna scolded bah. at most get sack lor.. although i really wanna stay. haha ok la, wun be so serious... but then e one who kanna will be my IC. then i'll be minus points liao. haiz...
i feel like sleeping.. but have to wait for email.. jus in case there is any feedback.
gonna find someone with windows xp pro to lend me. cannot everyday bring laptop back la... will die man. unless i change e laptop bag. but whatever it is, i still need to get my comp fixed.
some ppl are jus plain irritating -_-
we made a memory at 12:02 PM
Hui:
am chatting with ting and mei on msn now. yeah, desktop is down.. am using laptop. brought it back from RCT again. met up with jess, jol and qian.. went suntec marche.. wah lao, ate until very full and felt like sleeping. die... think i cannot eat till too full, i'll feel like sleeping. but after lots of crapping and stuffs, i'm energetic again. am getting very random now. hmm, i would like to visit Balaclava in suntec sometime. seems happening and nice. everytime go suntec will see it... but dunno y jus now have a sudden urge to wan to go in. i'm very fine with pubs. of cos not e smokey ones or ktv. i jus prefer pub. e one like Roof at Odeon Towers or perhaps Balavlava. besides i can't hold liquor well.. one glass will be enuff for me. jus sit there and chat (though maybe music will be very loud). hmm.. Balaclava doesn't seem to be smoky.. but every weekend hell lot of ppl de leh..
damn... feel like ktv-ing.
sometimes, u jus piss me off. jus can't bring myself to be angry with u for long. seebay kns.
was chatting with ting and we were toking abt going on holidays. i also wanna go.. i wanna go HK!! "buy & eat, buy & eat". i said i wanna go there cos i wan shopping, dim sum and capricon guy. and ting said tt's sweet. hahaha.. i think er xin la. anyway i wun do that also.
haha, ting and i are now angry with e xmas sheep. woo
i jus remembered i havent send something out for review. shit. but then again i dunno by when do i have to do it. not sure wad to do also. how sia.. tml morning check mail again.. see if got ppl send mail to scold me or chase me for work or not.
i also dunno wad im toking abt. brain shutting down.. told u i'm super random already.
the brain receives information, forms pictures and conceptualise it.
i dun like u (liao) la.
we made a memory at 2:26 AM
ting:
i'm shattered!!! jo doesn't love us anymore!!! *heart breaks* she loves malaysia more than us! and she refuses to go back to melbourne! *wails*
*heart breaks somemore*
i still can't get over it. *sniffs*
sigh... and i wish i could skip chinese new year altogether. you know, pretend i'm going back to melbourne in advance and bunk over at someone's place the entire time. or go for a holiday!! i am so obsessed with holidays now... i wanna go to hong kong!! doesn't help i'm working in a travel agency...
i hate family politics. it's in times like these i harbour that intense, burning hatred. blood is thicker than water? think again.
we made a memory at 1:06 AM
Monday, January 09, 2006
Hui:
am using my laptop now. die liao la, my desktop really cannot make it. everything is dying on me. am formatting my comp now, but am using e corrupted windows xp disc. have formatted it dunno how many thousands times. i can't find e other one. dunno which niao ren borrowed from me nv return. kns. poor comp.. its now a half vegetarian.. semi-conscious.. suffering from organ failure. dunno can live for how long.. but now cannot function lor. haiz..
read ting's post and triggered me to write something too. abt guys. was telling jac and mandy that singaporean guys are rather self-centered la. i have to agree with ting that singaporean guys cannot make it. at least i haven met one who's really nice and sweet. e closet one i can match to is Zhen Xian. BUT he is not singaporean too wor. haha sadded. but of cos, there are exceptions to everything. *siding my IC and da ge* i think its e environment la.. take arthur for example.. though he's not singaporean technically, he grew up in singapore. and e last time i met him he was very gentleman.
jus some random stuffs... jac commented that i know quite a lot of 1979 ppl. ok lor, onli 4 what.
damn. e song is stuck in my head.
we made a memory at 12:22 AM
Sunday, January 08, 2006
ting:
first post of this year! well, have been kinda lazy, hence the laspe in blogging.
i think pei fei was right when he told me working would make me appreciate the weekends more. it's just the feeling that you gotta make every second of the very precious two days count and hence, either cram it full of activities, or rest and relax and enjoy just that.
had lunch with guo an on saturday... gosh, i haven't seen him in ages! the last was probably just over a year ago, in nus, but we didn't get the chance to sit down and have a really good talk. yesterday seemed to be the perfect opportunity to catch up.
singaporean guys should really learn from his example (he's not singaporean by the way). while waiting in line, he told me he'd buy the food for me, then rejected the ten dollar bill i handed him, saying he'd treat me to lunch. not only that, he even helped me add an extra piece of fish, fries and upsized my drink! my jaw hit the ground on seeing all that food. and he was especially sweet and observant, by even helping me open two packets of chilli sauce and squeezing them onto my plate for me. singaporean guys would probably NOT treat the girl to lunch, make the girl BUY the food for them and then ask the girl to go get more chilli sauce for them. ok i'm exaggerating. but still. singaporean guys have a long way to go.
sitting there just talking to him made all the memories of secondary school life flood back. looking at him now, it's pretty hard to imagine the flirt who made half the female population in my secondary school (me and a couple of other friends included) fall for him. though sweet, he knows which boundaries not to push.
hui joined us after her facial and that was when he updated us all on everyone's lives. wow.. he is well-informed! ditched us for his girlfriend at around five pm, after promising to meet up a couple of times more.
THEN! hui and i embarked on self-destruction. or rather, i was the only one who self-destructed. i shopped non-stop, and thanks to the fact i had to hang around that particular shopping complex for an additional hour, i splurged somemore. ugh. i think i spent three days' pay in just that two hours. God help me and my bank account.
went for karaoke with huili and zicong today. i was so nervous (thanks to the fact i never sang in front of them before) i was stammering through the whole of the first song. they didn't seem to realise that, which is a huge relief. and it was the first time i sang five duets (i think) in a day. woah. thank God zicong didn't make me sing "in love with you", otherwise, i'd just die. the female's part is supremely difficult to master!
and i realised huili got her driving license! i was just standing there shrieking in excitment when she offered to send me home. haha! ira would probably describe this situation as "sakai" (gosh, i love that word. it sounds like "kill chicken" in cantonese!). in bruneian terms, it simply means "to make a mountain out of a molehill". she's the first female friend to give me a ride home and i gotta say, her driving skills are superb! very smooth and controlled. way to go girl!!!
can't believe it's back to work tomorrow. sigh... i'm pretty tempted to crash a couple of lectures in nus, especially seeing huili and the rest are gonna major in marketing. but how am i gonna do that when i have WORK? yucks.
now, i'm pretty lazy to go back to melbourne. have resigned myself to the fact that irregardless of where i am, i'll still miss people.
we made a memory at 10:47 PM
Hui:
周丽淇 - 可惜他有爱侣
他都不算很有趣
为何我遇见别人都闷极入睡
碰见他 总是自然 谈下去
让人幻想可以后 谈下去 结合成伴侣
可惜他有爱侣 还可怎么争取
投契极 得不到世人的允许
常常望着 别人幸福 令我更唏嘘
难道世界上美男 全部被捕
漏网的跑到哪里 男生稍一可取
全已是 某君的夫婿或爱侣
仍然像我的 未嫁的 又爱得起谁
唯一 符合理想的得七岁
他真的有点似我
旁人要是太闷时 安静地就坐
看见他今夜突然 围着我
话题像剪不断地 围着我
我又怕什么
然而像我的 未嫁的 又会分到谁
谁想凡是舞会都单身去
very nice song =)
absense makes e heart grow fonder or out of sight out of mind?
we made a memory at 6:39 PM
Hui:
paid to be tortured. went for my first facial with daphne. thanks to jac's psychoing + promotion. i have bad skin.. so it was painful for me. sadded.
met up with ting and guo an at fareast after that. jus a quick meeting up actually.. talked abt some of our classmates and how they have change/wad are they currently doing now etc. received an sms from Mei, saying that jol asked her to go zouk, and asked if i wanna join. wahaha.. pls la, i wun go one lor. u are not Little! =P anyway, after guo an left to meet his gf, ting and i went shopping at fareast plaza. ting was on a shopping spree! she bought lots of stuffs ah. =D
miss e rochor chicken rice. so made ting walk with me all e way from fareast to that chicken rice stall near PS/bugis. ting was super thirsty and i was super hungry by then. after having e delicious chicken rice, we walked to suntec to have andersens' sundae. and from suntec, we made our way to e merlion, and then fullerton hotel. yeah, a lot of walking i noe. =P actually wanted to look for toilet la.. but then toilet was in cleaning. -_- while at e merlion, ting decided that e merlion is disg*sting. lol (opps, will i be sued for that sentence?) actually.. of wad sex is e merlion?? and wad does e merlion eat?? can anyone ans me?
while waiting for tng's dad to pick us at e bus stop infront of e fullerton building, we noticed that there were hell lot of empty cabs. so we decided to get bo liao and count e number of cabs that pass by. guess wad? 110 EMPTY cabs in 15 mins. from 1240am to 1255am. power~~
passed by bencoolen street a couple of times (actually onli twice la). hmm... reminds me of him ah. and somehow talked abt him quite a lot of times. hohoho.. when will be e next time i see him again? dunno if its a good thing.
time for gb. jus one game with my gor. ciaoz!
we made a memory at 2:34 AM
Saturday, January 07, 2006
Hui:
woohoo~ i love my ah gor! firstly, he got lobang for me for e love of my life. secondly, he bought me e extra batt for it! i'm so happy and touched! :D :D he's really my gor man~ woohooo~~
brought e very heavy laptop back from office. wanna archive my emails. i have 300 mails in my inbox, 257 mails in e sent item and 277 items in my deleted folder. that's e amount of mails i have in 2 months. for e next 2 months, e statics will be higher. cos my visibility is getting higher. very scary.
stayed back pretty late in e office chatting on msn with gladys while waiting for jac. jac finally reach RCT at 815pm. went cafe catel for dinner. super full man. had chat with her.. she kinda kept asking me abt e (hk) branded goods like DKNY la.. can't afford it man. then she did some promotion on other brands. omg man.. was chatting with john in e office jus now.. and he said he can teach me golf, but i mus buy e clubs and stuffs. dot dot dot. too high class for me la. he'll be back next week i think. well, he nv tell me anything so i act dunno lor. dun wanna ask him also.
went pub of e week with my team yesterday. it was Roof at e Odeon Towers. seebay nice man, i like. open air at e roof top. cooling and not smokey. 4-week old. =) i had cocktail Sea Breeze. it was a mixture of cranberry, something Iforgot wad) and vodka. e alocohol content was seriously not high at all. when I say e alcohol content is not hight, trust me. haha.. i was very cool and fine after one glass of that. i dun even feel e blood vessels in my head pumping. onli e cheeks a bit hot nia. next time i can drink that la.. very safe.
hmm.. somehow.. dunno y, feels weird to drink w/o e social coordinator(s). i mean weird cos im with my colleagues mah, but SC not there.. hmm, reminds me of e D&D night. wahaha.. =x
was telling mei, either it's becos i had a busy week or i'm not paying much attention, i dun seem to be bothered as much as b4 when he gives me slow replies. and sometimes i nv reply him promptly. tt's good man. but if its becos im busy then no good liao. so i prefer to be busy. haha.. lame right.. but then again, i think i'm a siao gina. i quite like being busy and staying late in e office. RCT office of cos, not Rob Ctr one. i HATE rob ctr working environment. although got eye candies la.. haha.. when there are little or no ppl in RCT office, its very nice lor. night view from e 32nd floor. on music, msn chat and doing work at e same time and at ur own pace.. air-con.. nice man.
then again maybe it's cos i'm still on e learning curve.
ok, need to switch comp now. tt's all for this post!
we made a memory at 2:18 AM
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
Hui:
jus thought that i should post something.
brand new year. nothing much changes. life goes on.
die la, have been spending so much ever since i got my pay last year end. wad e hell man... i spent more than half of my pay liao lor. haiz.. met up with siowshan jus now. went suntec to have dinner and jus walk around. i managed not to look at any clothes until we went marina square. kns. shouldn't have went there lor. cos e first shop i entered in marina sqaure i bought something liao. bought a formal skirt. seebay kns. not tt i regretted buying it, but jus feel xin tong la.. haiz.. say dun wan to waste money but buy things again le. i'm not gonna spend until after CNY. so friends, if i go out with u and if i wan to buy anything that isn't really a great deal, STOP ME!!
have u ever felt that u dunno urself at all? have u ever do things with ur gut feelings so much that u dun even y or how e hell u did tt? haven u ever felt tt u dunno what u want or wad u're doing? sometimes i jus dunno where i'm coming from or where i'm heading to. too tired to think. too tired to plan. too tired to bother. maybe i'm becoming someone who runs away from problems.
my colleague is planning a HK trip during summer. that's if we still have the apartment (that belongs to our project). cos if we still have that apartment, we can go stay there and save on accomodation! she say go there mus budget, eat cheap food and spend on shopping. cos of e summer sales! i dunno if i have money to go or not sia.. like this i forever cannot buy my k750i man. if i have rich parents then good.. can ask them to sponsor me for e hk trip for my 21st bday. wahaha *daydreaming* anyway, she said if we do not have tt apartment in hk anymore, she wan to go bangkok. omg lor.. dunno if she will really go plan or not. scully say say nia. but also good la. if say say nia i wun be tempted to go. but first, mus save money. budget budget for e next few months!
woohoo, first PMO meeting tml. need to get my stuffs ready. and in e afternoon, need to meet up with someone whom i've emailed a couple of times b4 (but never met b4) to discuss some very admin agreement stuffs. i dun even noe wad e hell is that. to me, that is jus a document. e incomplete stuffs are handed over to me by an intern student who left. hmm.. hope i'll be able to understand. meeting huijie after work tml. wish me luck man, hope i'll come back in once whole piece.. wahaha..
hmm, going to dbs tower on thurs (and i think fri too) for some conference thing? dunno wad is that la.. IC asked me to tag along, saying that it'll help when moving forward (or when he rolls off from e project). one more thing.. was commanded to go to "the pub of e week" by my collague. "pub of e week" is a social event organised by john and 2 other ppl. i still dunno which pub are we going. but e very sad thing is... e social coordinator this time is not e same group of ppl. becos they're not in sg i guess.. or maybe becos change social coordinator liao? anyway, was commanded to go cos they say everytime very little go lor. hear that they gonna get our big big boss to pay for e drinks. woohoo..~ although i wun drink much, at least no need to pay la.. cos pub of the week is not a sponsored event actually. but sad case la, e usual coordinators not going..
it's gonna be a busy working week. and (i think) i'm loving it. woohoo~
we made a memory at 10:59 PM
