and i will

Ohhh, if there's one thing I hang onto
That gets me through the night
I ain't gonna do what I don't want to
I'm gonna live my life

Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice
Standing on the ledge, I show the wind how to fly
When the world gets in my face,I say
Have A Nice Day
Have A Nice Day


Take a look around you; nothing's what it seems
We're living in the broken home of hopes and dreams
Let me be the first to shake a helping hand
Anybody brave enough to take a stand
I've knocked on every door, on every dead end street
Looking for forgiveness,what's left to believe?

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grumblings.

was studying that night.
so there were these ahneis- 2 adults and 2 kids
guess the little girl was too bored and started hitting the tables in her own rhythmic pattern.adn she just gets harder and louder.

hello.

pple here are studying.
being judemental and stereotyping.
i concluded that its just because she's indian.
well.
it may be due to past experience and beliefs that made me had that cognition.
BUT.
the other kid, her bro
asked her to stop her hittings.

this made me re-evaluate.
(applying what ive learnt in my gem mode)
i should never stereotype.
maybe i should just blame her parents for not teaching her well.
*intrapersonal conflict takes place.
blame her parents or take it that "she's just a kid"?


an hour later....


3 malays came.
1 boy.
2 girls.

tmd agn.
blasting music.
screeching.
talking loudly.
singing their lungs out.
running and shouting around.

argh.
teenagers.
freakers.
inconsiderate.

and its not that i hate SMOKERS.
i hate inconsiderate smokers!

rahhhh.


add-ons:

(helping someone and myself to shout)


WHY THE INCONSISTENCY!!!!!!!

its not fair!
its not fair in the way you treat people.
one moment like gem.
and the next like shit.
how would pple know what you are thinking and feeling.
again...inconsiderate.
am i not right?
pple are not your toys or your pets.
you can't just throw them aside as and when you want to.
and expect them to be there when you want to.
even your pets and toys.
you need to be responsible for them.
you ain't the king.
even if you are.
your surbodinates won't respect you.


You need to learn what is EMPATHY.


----- end of rantings------

Effective Interpersonal Relationship

requires

Warmth, Respect and Empathy.

just read peggy's blog.

recalled.

how fearful i was then.

that the man will die of an early age.

saw his palms one day.

realised how short his "life line" was.

i was afraid.afraid that he would leave the world much earlier than me.

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that was then.
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i think
the death of a lover is much worse than the breakup from a lover.

don't you think so?


i would seriously rather leave someone whom i know will be alive and kicking than to be seperated by lifendeath.

i really hope i'll never have to experience that.
i can vividly imagine the pain.
and i believe the real thing is a million times worse.


LIFE is precious.

to my dearies..

do not be shocked to see this page.

i've shifted.

got sick of the blog.

but im a selfish pig.

i wana keep the blog address.




so if you're dying to read my blog, ain't sick of the multiply postings i have daily,wouldn't throw up reading the weird crazy stuff i write, wouldn't throw stones at the pictures i post, or curse and swear whenever you visit my blog...


then...


Take the Initiative And Grab the NEW Address From Me!


See Ya There!!!!




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On the hindsight,

i'll probably be dropping some non-sensical stuff here now and then..

so do watch out for this space too~


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i'll be missing you, sanbaribao.



Lov3.