Hui:

woo, ting is back! =D took lots of photos yesterday. all silly poses. am amazed by how much poses we have have with ber around. wahaha.. am looking forward to receving the photos! and finally i can update my friendster. countless ppl have come to me saying "oie, can change ur photo or not? so outdated liao!" =.=

went to a pub at tanjong pagar with mei yesterday. i tot its gonna be her, me and 2 of her guy friends. (ber was with us cos he was waiting for his sweetheart). but in e end there were abt 5 guys. diaoz... went to ChinaBlack after that. heng mei din wanna go dance. if not i die.. nothing to do there. we went up to e place where they've got seats. anyway long story lar. was disgusted by some of e guys there. and i realise how talented am i in "entertaining" them with fake smiles and retorting them in a polite manner. seebay kns, reached home at 5am.

shit man. no time to do my javascript. this time die nice nice liao la. tml go raffles city tower 33rd floor collect my body k.. thanks a lot. will repay u in my next life time =X

ting:

my cousin's wedding just ended... but there's still dinner on monday night to go.

jetlag has set in. yucks. i feel like sleeping. and when it's time to sleep, i can't sleep.

in hui's place now. boredom overrides exhaustion, so despite my body crying out for rest, it appears that i'll be hitting town with her and possibly mei.

will post photos after monday.

shit. i forgot my purpose for blogging.

popped by adel's place for a surprise visit last night.. the girl SCREAMED all the way out from her house before JUMPING on me and hugging me so tightly i couldn't breathe. my ear very nearly got blasted off. heh. but girl, i still love you loads. can't wait for tuesday. ask your exams to hurry up and end!

thanks to all who made the effort to go to college square to send me off yesterday. jo ann, suba, angela, pei fei, jovan and wei kee. you guys were such drama kings/queens, what with pretending to sob/cry when i got onto the bus. do you guys realise every single pair of eyes were on you when you did that? sheez... and i apologise for not having the opportunity to call all of you at the airport. while i was at the customs, the girl scanning my passport glared at me and told me i wasn't allowed to use the phone beyond a certain point. i nodded and indicated i would hang up soon, after i finished my conversation with jo. but she continued insisting i hang up immediately. damn her. i wasn't even anywhere near the freaking planes!

thanks to those to made the effort to go all the way to the airport to welcome me back to singapore. thanks hui, mei and alex, and to jol and eny who called. love you guys loads. :) and alex!!! you broke your promise! where was my chicken rice????

oh and jo... haha, wait till i fix my laptop and internet connection back home ya? i still gotta warn you.. i'm using dialup. sending you the photos might take ages. so be warned! :)

ting:

last night. and i don't know what to do. crashing over at jovan's place for a change tonight.. i love his place! it is SO COOL!

last night. my friends are making it sound as though i'm gonna die. "it's your last night so decide what you wanna do". "it's your last dinner so decide what you wanna eat". -_- pei fei spent the whole entire night annoying the heck outta me, by insisting that i was upset and that i'll miss him. dude, dream on. and jo, all the best! once suba, jovan and me leave, you'll be shackled to him 24/7!

had a BBQ tonight at jovan's place. it was pretty weird, because i didn't know 99% of the people present. haha.. but something good came out of it. i met this guy and HE IS ON MY FLIGHT TOMORROW! not only that, he is also on my shuttle bus! wheee! i have company! at least i won't die of boredom during the 7 and the half hours.

okie dokie, i guess i better make full use of this "last night". to all those back home, i'll be seeing you real soon. to all my australia friends, have a great holiday, or as great as it can possibly get without me. :D

ting:

two more days.

two more days and i'll be back.

shit.

i don't wanna go back!!!

don't mean to sound blatantly disloyal and make you guys feel like you're nothing to me (because, trust me, i still love you'll a LOT). but i don't want to leave melbourne!

the freedom (especially the freedom huh?), the holidays, the fact that the novelty has yet to wear off, friends, all the times we bunked at jo's place, just whiling the time away. this is my second last day here and what are we doing? trying to decide what to do with what time is left. sheez.

saying goodbye is tough. it doesn't matter i'll get to see these people again and spend even more time with them next year. it doesn't matter that i'll be heading HOME and seeing old friends once again. all that matters right now is that we'll be in totally different countries (but at least still on the same continent) for 3 months. and time can change a lot.

vinli and peiling went off first. standing at their doorstep and waving them off as they took off in a cab made me sad.

then daniel. watching my sassy girl (i can't believe he actually talked me into watching a KOREAN movie. as it turned out, i watched the beginning and ending of the movie before) in his place the night before he left. watching him pack. that made me sad. not sad in a depressed sort of way. rather, sad in a i-will-miss-him-and-his-lame-jokes sort of way. my church partner.

ira left yesterday. we went to koko black with her and mei lin. then said our goodbyes outside jo's place. heartbreaking.

soon, suba's, jovan's and my turn would come.

i can't help wondering, if it is better everyone says goodbye to you, or you're the last and you have to say goodbye to everyone else (like jo does).

i'm going home. but what's worse, i simply don't want to.

ting:

when you realise people aren't who you make them out to be... that feeling sucks.

sometimes, i can't help wondering if i'm only good for unloading your problems to. and once the sun is out for you, you disappear from my life... till the next raincloud comes.

then again, who am i to complain, seeing i've been guilty of that as well?

special note to ira: guess you won't see this till you're back in brunei, despite the fact you are right in front of me now. heh, the irony. have a good and safe trip back, enjoy your brief transit in my wonderful country, aka singapore! :D see you next year! either that, or visit me in singapore! one to one exchange rate... how cool is that?

Hui:

woah. a great round of applause for myself. finally gathered e courage to say what has been on my mind. let's hope e situation will change for e better. to quote taitai who quoted from somewhere, "it doesnt matter e progress is slow. what's worse is it's not progressing"

i guess anything that requires committiment needs expectation alignment. whether its husband-wife situation, superior-subordinate situation, boyfriend-galfriend situation etc. sounds like project management? nah, i'm not that into work (yet).

tml's monday. i hope my PM is willing to rope in someone who's technical to do e scripting. if not i'm gonna die. i dunno which day is my PM coming back, but someday next week i will die. very afraid of what he's gotta comment on my progress/work. ahh.. scary..

watched Harry Potter & The Globlet of Fire jus now. erm.. a bit childish la, and expected storyline. in case any of u are wondering, nope, i'm not a harry potter fan and i din read any of e books. so i guess its kinda not-so-good if i'm able to guess who's e "culprit".

brain shutting down soon. can't think straight. ran some applications that require high ram consumption and processing jus now. toking nuts liao. see ya!

pf:

WEEEHEEE finally im given the chance to blog. I'm only able to post an entry whenever wt's blogging.. Everyone's enjoying themselves. Jovan's watchin lost, Joann's listening to music in her room, wt reading her angel and demons, wei kee probably sleeping. Guess what am i doing on 3.05am? STUDYING!! beat that! 2 down 2 more to go. WISH ME LUCK!!! I'm not complaining tho, i'm doing a better course than them :D, my working life's gonna be way more interesting than them. 4 yrs of suffering and 40 years of fun!!! Better get back to my girlfriends(my beloved books).

ting:

tried blogging yesterday but was suffering from a severe case of blog block. plus i was too grumpy at not being able to take competition and strategy as a subject... i don't have sufficent subject places available. hence i had to go ahead and re-enrol, without competition and strategy. *whines* my friends of course, were very unsympathetic. then again, what's new?

guess the main purpose of blogging today is so i can keep awake. who was the one who told me angels and demons is better than da vinci code?? i'm freaking bored... am so not a science person. all the references to atomic and goodness-knows-what matter is boring the crap out of me. as such, i'm taking a longer than usual time to plough through a chapter. plus the fact i was snuggled up with a nice warm comforter and jo's amazingly comfortable beanbag... was in severe danger of drifting off to sleep. i can't do that, i promised pei fei i would stay awake to accompany him, seeing the poor guy is still having his exams and studying alone (and being miserable alone) is really sad.

jovan is sitting in a corner of the living room watching LOST and laughing to himself. i see the LOST craze rubbed off on him too huh? but strangely enough, i don't remember laughing all that much while watching it... he's starting to worry me. and now he's affecting pei fei, who is in turn laughing uncontrollably at him. hmmm... and i'm the only one in the living room with them (jo's tucked away in her room). nice.

went out with daniel on friday... it was sort of a last outing with him kinda thing. he's flying off later today. i know i'll probably see him at the end of this year again when/if he goes to singapore. and i can visit malaysia too. but it's a bittersweet feeling when friends leave. i felt the same way when vinli and peiling flew off on the 17th. sigh... how is it possible to be torn into so many pieces? i miss all my friends back home like crazy, but at the same time, i'm starting to miss being without the company of my friends here too. jeez. jo, daniel and i went to max brenner's... it's this place which specialises in chocolate products but i didn't think it was fantastic. we're gonna try koko black (max brenner's arch rival) next tuesday, after pei fei and suba's last paper. it would make a nice celebration, the official rounding up of exams and semester two.

after which, we headed to daniel's place to watch movies. gosh, his desktop is AMAZING!! i love his monitor, it's flat-screened, LCD and HUGE! perfect for movies! found the inner-child in me once again, we watched two walt disney productions, my all time favourite, beauty and the beast, and the little mermaid. funny how different your perspective is, watching it as a child and watching it now, when you're 20. watching it when you're 20, you can't help but be blatantly aware there is no such thing as a happy fairytale ending. oh yeah, i took the plunge and changed my age on the profile. yeah, i'm old. rub it in.

mag's snoopy scares me on a regular basis. she's moving out next year and her lease would end while she's still in singapore, so she left her stuff over at my place. everything is in a corner of my living room, and her snoopy is sitting on one of the boxes. the other night, on one of the rare occasions i went back to college square, i was reading in my bedroom. somehow, the way the light casts shadows makes it super creepy and walking out to use the bathroom or to take something from my study results in a jolt when i see mag's snoopy. from the corner of my eye, it looks as though it is a huge, tall creature, leaning over and leering at me, waiting to pounce on a nice dinner. no thanks to a couple of sci-fic books i've been reading these days, about aliens and weird creatures.

misheard pei fei and thought he was gonna sleep. instantly brightened up, then realised he meant he was gonna SKIP the chapter. :( i wanna sleeeeeep! but i can't, a promise is a promise. guess i'll transfer ownership of the laptop back to him and head back to my angels and demons. it's boring me!!!

Hui:

i think its kinda scary when u go to sleep with a tired brain which needs rest and you dream abt work when u're asleep. that happened to me. i wasn't really stressed abt work la, but jus no idea y i dreamt abt work.

met up with evelyn and irene in e afternoon. was terribly late. cos i overslept! reached home at 2+am, slept at 3+am. tired.. anyway saw irene's wedding photos. chio!

had nowhere to go after meeting them. din wanna go home. can't find anybody else who's available. went thru my handphone contact list once again and decided to give Carrot aka Chao Feng a call. so met up with him, had dinner and made him listened to all my long winded stories while walking from orchard to esplanade. (yea, same route as last week haha). when we reached esplanade, it was abt 1110pm already. so we walked back to city hall station to catch e last train. was hoping that i din bore him to death man. i find tt he is a good listener leh. and he gives good/appropriate comments. =)

jus a thought.. how does it feel w/o love? i question this is not becos i have never experienced not being loved or whatsoever. i noe for e fact that love is not everything, and u're not nothing without it. but i think i'm those kind who constantly needs affection. blah, what e hell.. i dunno wad i'm toking abt.. late at night thoughts going haywire. can't think straight.

Hui:

lol.. was asking mei how can she tag and claims that she can't read e tags. she said i will understand once i see e printscreen. indeed. one look and i understand liao.




e problem with mozzila browser. so our blog's layout went haywire.

wahaha. joke of e day. =x

Hui:

let me say something.

woohoo~~ its friday tml!!

sigh, i hope monday will never come (i noe its impossible). cos i have yet to come out with some decent vbscript. my project manager will be back from leave (btw he was on leave since i joined e company last week) and when he sees that i'm not getting anyway with my scripting, that will be e end of my contract already. sighz.. who is vbscript expert!! i beg u for help! save me man...

went to robinson center on tuesday. e ppl there are much more fun-loving than those in raffles city tower (RCT)! they are mostly from hk or malaysia and thus sometimes they speak and crack jokes in cantonese. i like! though din manage to interact much, i feel its easier to open up to them than to those in RCT. btw, there's one guy whom i think is rather good-looking at Rob Ctr. wahaha.. was telling mei and eny abt him. he's not gentleman looking type. nope nope not undergoing a "change heart" operation. =P

i have to wear more formal to work. omg.. how formal sia.. i dun have much formal tops.. almost all of my tops are sleeveless. went to get a "half" cardigan jus now. i think have to get more formal jackets and tops le. jackets are to go with my casual tops. can jus wear it over if i seem too casual. aiya, say so much.. dunno next week will kanna sack or not.. i still can't do my vbscript. die liao die liao. ppl, no need to buy me coffin k.. cos i would like to be cremated.

saw e love of my life on my way home. in e mrt. it was really near me. a great sense of sadness came over me.. its so near yet so far (eh, or is it e other way, so far yet so near?). e lady standing beside me was holding a k750i!! omg so envious! playing game and browsing thru e pics somemore! was so tempted to commit robbery sia. haiz, so sad.. dunno when will it become mine.

am eating strawberries now. *yummy* had grapes b4 that. woohoo~ 2 of my favourite fruits!

haiz.. pls pls pls monday dun come. better still, pls pls project manager dun come!

hair drying soon. go sleep le.

ting:

i just failed finance.

how???? don't ask me how i know when results are not out yet. i just do.

how bad was the paper? it wasn't really THAT bad, it's just that i seriously lack any finance knowledge whatsoever. my brain is like a giant filter. anything finance related and it automatically blocks it out. sigh. die. what if i fail?? must i take summer school? must i retake finance as a subject, or can i just take anything else??

dieeeeeee.

why didn't i start TRYING to like finance from the beginning of this sem?? or better yet, seeing finance is NOT a compulsory subject for me, why didn't i change out of the DAMN THING sooner?? *slams head against the hardest concrete pillar i can find* and now, thanks to this. my academic transcript is gonna have a red mark on it.

screw you finance. i'll take extra extra joy in burning my notes. shredding them to pieces first. then BURNING them.

on the slightly brighter side (till results are out anyway), it is the HOLIDAYS!! i know this is a week late, but i'll just like to thank all those who made my birthday extra special (or, as special as it can possibly get, given EXAMS).

once again, to my dear friends who surprised me on the eve of my birthday. thank you SO MUCH for the surprise.

and to the same group of people, thank you TONS for the card as well. so studying will unveil surprises as well huh?? haha...

thank you to those who called/sms-ed/wished me online after 12am. especially to my parents who called when they were a continent away. vinli and peiling, for being among the first to wish me. jo and pei fei, for calling. suba, wei kee, angela, aida, sae young, ira and jovan for sms-ing me. hui, for trying to call (hehe, sorry babe! i was on the phone...). mei, eny, huili and zuhairah for wishing me online/sending me an email. especially to zu... thanks a zillion for that e-card! i love you sooo much babe!! and SPECIAL thanks to pei and adel who got their watches synchronised to melbourne's time... i love you both. and i want you to know that. thanks to daniel who surprised me by appearing on my doorstep with a cake. the cake was awesome!!

thank you all.

and thanks to those who helped me get through this disgusting exam period. thanks for putting up with me, especially the past few days when i was shackled to finance and only finance. thanks for being my alarm clock (wei kee and pei fei), for being there when i need to rant (jo, suba, pei fei, wei kee, ira), for all those awesome and much needed massages (jovan), for studying with me and reminding me that i'm not the only one going through this misery (ira, jo, suba, jovan, pei fei, wei kee), for all that late night suppers and stayovers. and to those to kept me in prayer (my parents, daniel). a zillion thanks.

if i continue blogging, daniel will die of hunger. and after all he did for me, how could i let that happen? :)

Hui:

have yet to update u guys on how's my new job getting along. well, e learning curve of my new job scope is steep. hope i can manage.. i think my brain is slow leh. i realise i can't catch what my incharge is saying or doing. then i have to ask him to repeat. shit man.. am starting to take down notes.. and wad are e tasks i need to do monthly and weekly. have to send damn lot of emails and lias with lots of ppl. i got low morale liao lar.. sent out my first email on friday, and immediately after tt i received a phone call from e recipient liao. saying i did e wrong thing. haiz~ i now have phobia of sending emails and answering phone calls le.

my team is very new and small. i have one colleague who is an intern from UK. i have trouble catching wad is he saying man! everytime he speaks, i have to focus all my attention on listening. and sometimes he asks me question, i only can catch e gist of it. haha.. and he's good at playing pool. kanna trashed by him! won me by like 4 balls? omg..

anyway i saw a very familiar face in my office. haha its someone i noe indirectly. i din have a chance to tok to her yet. but i tihnk she noes me lor. either way, its now already confirmed that we noe each other "indirectly" le.

met up with siowshan after work. i made her wait for me bloody long again.. haiz.. i have some work to be finished on that day and jus b4 i send out my work, my incharge took my laptop to e IT ppl to configure some stuffs. took e laptop i use in office home.. have to do site backup. and man, e laptop bag is so heavy. i think e bag weighs heavier than e laptop. lol.. ok la, i exaggerated. but still, e whole thing, as in laptop + bag is damn heavy lor. i almost died carrying it. bloody dell inspiron. i hope it dun die on me. if it dies, i die too. my work is all inside. met ss at raffles city, then went over to suntec for dinner.. then went marina square. OMG damn damn heavy. arm pain sia. met up with kk and a ncs colleague. (laptop throw to kk. asked him to carry for me. i really cannot tahan liao. i weak!! cannot carry. really very heavy leh..) ss was with me then too. but she went off shortly after they arrived.

watched midnight show at cineleisure. its R21. LOL!! i dunno wad is happening man. i came out from e toilet and e next thing i noe is they all buy the tickets liao. lucky i can get thru man. no need check IC. e show sux big time. i dunno wad is going on in e show. no morale, no storyline, no handsome guys, no pretty gals, no nothing. totally sux!! haha

was out with mei and da ge yesterday to orchard to see e christmas lightings. not bad la. its nicer than last year's (i think, from my memory). we walked from orchard to esplanade. took lots of pictures (of e lightings). credits to xinmei. haha.. she held on to e d-cam almost all of e time. am receiving e pictures from da ge now. 180 pics, abt 150mb. dunno how she take one. but da ge said got a lot of duplicate and bo liao pics. haha.. like taking pics of us from our back. diaoz..

bought my first toto and 4D today! 4D nv tio. haha sad leh. toto still dunno yet.. but then again, i forgot wad numbers i have chosen. e paper's not with me. i hope can tio man. *dreaming* haha.. if tio then song!

wah seebay sad. i think i need to buy portable HDD liao. to backup my stuffs in e laptop and as well as making it easy for me to transfer files. shall visit sls next week.

PS: e network at my new workplace is very stable and fast!! i longer kanna sign out in msn so frequently and experiencing slow network already. woohoo~~

ting:

i know i'm supposed to be on hiatus. but some things, you can't wait a week to tell.

i'm touched. immensely touched. to all my wonderful friends in melbourne, THANK YOU SO MUCH. i'm sorry i screwed up the initial plan (yes.. the one you guys REFUSED to tell me!).

i was online, chatting with 4 people when pei fei came over and told me to follow him out because he wanted to tell me something. he looked really crushed, his eyes were red, his face was red. i was thinking, uh oh, this can't be good. hence i told all 4 people i would be right back (3 of them aren't online already. sorry guys! to tim, arthur and emily... sorry about that!!). followed him out of the library, whereby he took me on an extended tour. he was trying to buy time for the rest, just that i didn't know that.

we found a secluded area and i was panicking big time, because i wasn't so sure about my comforting skills. he seriously looked on the brink of tears. i was convinced he was gonna cry when i heard footsteps (make that very LOUD footsteps) but before i could turn, i saw jovan's face appear beside mine, with a cake in his hand and everyone yelled "surprise!".

oh.my.gosh.

now i think i'm gonna be the one who ends up bawling.

turns out that pei fei cooked up some story (must have killed him to do so) to lure me out. started yelling at him for being a jerk because he really got me there. i was even gonna start crying for him! grrrr. sorry dude, i really appreciate that. you aren't a jerk, you're an awesome friend. :D touched now? haha...

because of strong winds, jovan couldn't get the candles to light properly. so we had to go find some nice, sheltered area where angela and i shared in the celebration. (her birthday is one day after mine... on the 10th of nov! happy birthday in advance dear girl! i'm so sorry you had to be in on my surprise and run all around the library in a SKIRT and HEELS!)

so to everyone who made my birthday awesome before it even started, THANK YOU. i love you guys more than words can say.

pei fei. suba. ira. jo ann. wei kee. angela. jovan.

thank you SO MUCH. you made my day. and i'm so sorry i screwed up the original plan. so sorry for tearing you guys away from your much needed revision too. thank you for making time during the EXAM PERIOD to spring such a surprise on me.

i'm touched. i really am.

thank you. i can't say that enough.

and apparently, i owe everyone a hug now. which i'm supposed to give on my birthday. haha!

my last hour of being a teen. i had better make that count. feeling incredibly reluctant to change my age on the profile column, so i shall just remain in self-denial for a while and pretend to the whole world i'm still 19. just for a few more days.

thank you all. and all the best for exams!

Hui:

later will be my last day in ncs le. my 2 weeks' notice has passed jus like tt. maybe its becos of e 2 public holidays. starting to miss everyone there already. its a sad thing that i dun have camera.. or camera phone. if not can take pics with them.

went ktv with eny and mei. Eny is my manager. she's gonna groom me! LOL.. long story la. u all jus have to noe that Eny is my manager. =D Eny can really really sing man! really admire her talent in singing (and music). she has nice voice! can fight with kelly poon man! i'm not exaggerating.. i'm serious. mei and e others can vouch for me! Mei sings nice too! woo~ i think almost all my friends are good in singing.

had "bah chor mee" for supper. wasn't feeling satisfied yet so i bought one small fries from mac. and woah, i'm too full to sleep now.

getting overdose of jay's songs soon. have been listening to his songs for 2 days already.

ahh.. i wan sony ericcson k750i! i'm dying to own it. but its still freaking ex if i were to buy it without plan. the price wun drop one lor! met up with jess, jol and zhi. zhi has it!! took a lot at it. first time i ever held a k750i in my hand man. almost din wan to return it. haha =x have to get used to e function lor. its very different from nokia. dunno how to navigate sia. me phone idiot la.. everytime press e wrong thing. either almost delete something or almost sent something to someone. haha =x

waiting for my food to be digested.. zzz...

ting:

i'm scared.

you know you are in deep shit when you start thinking of what exams entails. when you dream of macroeconomics in your sleep. when you grabbed any opportunity (even walking to school counts) to listen to your lecture audio stream. when you have no idea what your m'sian friends are talking about, yet the word "recession" literally jumps out and screams bloody murder in your ear. when you find any opportunity to relate stuff to macro.

i'm scared.

going on a brief hiatus till after exams, that is, the 14th of november.

pray for me.

we all need a miracle. every single one of us, irregardless of the reason.

pei fei seems to be taking over the role of my parents. he calls me at the most ridiculous hours to make sure i'm studying. in some instances, he is worse than them, because at least my parents let me sleep in. he doesn't. :( but he does make a fantastic alarm clock... he even has a built-in snooze function! guess he knows me too well.. that i'll go back to sleep despite promising i won't. heh. (oh by the way, he wants to know why nobody has yet to tag him. so anyone... just say hi to him!
maybe that will stop him from whining about his "unpopularity".)

i'm terrified i'll oversleep and miss all my papers. guess i have to get ALL my friends to call me and make sure i'm out of bed.

i don't think i'm stressed out. i think we over-utilise this word without really understanding its meaning.

i think i'm just scared.

Hui:

darn.. i'm still not in bed at this hour. can't get to sleep. hence, this post.

am listening Fa Ru Xue by Jay Zhou. nice.

2nd last day in ncs later. and its a friday! woohoo

thinking of next tuesday makes me shiver. fear of e unknowns. fear of adapting to a whole new group of colleagues, working environment and coprate culture. but i still have to face it no matter wad. its jus a matter of time. life's like this =|

dunno y my outgoing call mins use up very fast for this month. almost to e limit already and i still have to tahan until 14th then full month. ---> paiseh, lousy phrasing. dun bother to think of how to phrase it properly. not becos i'm lazy, but becos my brain is not working. but i jus can't get to sleep.

listening to fa ru xue again. after this i'll go sleep.

raa.. i wan to sleep

ting:

the combination of exams and this insane heat is putting me into the worst mood i've ever experienced this sem.

so don't bug me. you've been warned.

fucking head hurts.

i hate law.

and global.

and macro.

but most of all...

finance.

permanently pissed.

damn this stupid head.

*edited*

i hate people who act like such jerks. i might have called you a jerk often enough. back then, it was out of jest. but now that i'm calling you one, i mean it.

ting:

tired. hungry. grumpy. hot.

damn exams.

damn the frickin' weather. it's almost comparable to that of singapore's. hit an all time high of 32 degrees today. yucks. and i thought spring was supposed to be "cool"?

damn online resources. why can't i find anything relating to stagflation and the AD/AS model???

grrrrrr.

damn exams. and the need for academic feedback.

wish 14th november was here.