hui:

yeah, its late. my eyes are closing. sorry to e special someone, i noe u're not feeling good.. but i dunno what to say to make u feel better.. =( jus to let u noe i'm always here to listen alright? =)

i jus logged in friendster and Junjie sent me a msg. yeah Mei, Junjie. Li Jun Jie. the pri sch one. e one one who sat infront of me. ur partner. yeah, him. haha.. i think he looks handsome in e pics. look a teeny weeny bit like Lin Jun Jie, cos eyes also small small de. all of e pics he has in friendster are with his galfriend. his galfriend is... i dunno which category she falls under but i think she's pretty! hehe.. mai play play, they have been together since dec 2003. haha..

yeah~ files are almost finish transferring already. get rdy for bed! see ya!

hui:

back from mr foo's class! i came in later than my classmates and so i had to sit on e second row today. i swear it wasnt on purpose so that i can have a better view of him k.. wan to blame onli can blame it on me.. cos i was gossiping with Mei abt eny who went crazy yesterdy and the gay person who is 1 day older than me outside my LT. haha i'm so mean =X

crazy eny asked me how i find her and do i like her (like as in friend la. i'm straight ya? haha) she asked a lot of other questions too, like how i find Ting, how should a best friend like, what i think abt her judgement on ppl etc. crazy right?! dunno what problem she has again, and poor Ting had to counsel her. can see Ting was dying and luckily, eny's msn went crazy like her and she was unable to send messages across to Ting. but she can still tok to me leh. hahaha.. like eny, like msn. =P Mei said my msn life is so exciting. haha.. btw, she may be coming over to my house later to see a short video.. 1+ min onli. NOT porn ok.. =P

tuesday was my mock interview. my friend did not ask the questions that he had prepared to ask me. liew, i so ken chong go find Mei and ask her to help me ans b4 my turn to be interviewed. my lecturer commented that i was good overall, jus that i said a lot of "erm". dunno if she's biased against me or wad, i feel she dun really like me bah. she din comment much on me, whereas for my other classmates she did specify which areas did my classmates perform well in. so... ya.. anyway, dun care la, as long as she gives me e marks i deserve will do. its a huge %.. 40%!! i still have to wear formal in another 3 or 4 weeks' time. i wan to get a long sleeve blouse leh. i think i will look good in it. saw one tt i like in G2000 but e price was very steep. $59.90. OMG ex right.. i think that blouse goes well with my skirt. i plan to wear skirt for my next presentation. hehe

after the mock interview, i went to meet xinzhi, jess and jolene. it was xinzhi's 21st birthday! and we got a huge pooh bear for her! (oops, i have not paid for it yet) she said she's gonna to give us a treat. qian met up with us in sch too but she din go with us in e end. we asked zhi where she wanna go and which she wanna treat but she said dunno. the very usual of her. haha.. so we gave her 3 choices. Pizza Hut, Swensens or Cafe Cartel. she still say dunno/anything. so we forced her to draw lots. and guess what? she picked Pizza Hut. hahaha.. my god.. ALL class outings thru out my poly life is PIZZA HUT. e last time i picked a handphone i also treat them to Pizza Hut. lolz.. so we went to e nearest one which was in jubilee, AMK. on e way there jol sneaked off to buy a tiny cake for zhi. so we rest of us went into Pizza Hut first. i forgot it was xinzhi or jess who spot a baby cockroach. jess wanted to change table but zhi said nvm. i then said "if there's a baby cockroach, there's a big mama cockroach" ---> quoted from tsz shan. muahhaha
jus as i was saying that, another baby cockroach came along. hahah.. e scene was hilarious. jess asked e manager to get rid of e cockroach and we changed table. hahah.. we had fun there. =D

after dinner, it was sabo-time for zhi. haha.. jol brought a snowie spray and zhi tio it in front of jubilee, near e jubilee bus stop there. i stood e furthest cos i was in formal and i dun wanna get involve. if i'm in causal ON ah! sure play. but too bad loh, i was in heels somemore. and i din anything to sabo her. haha.. joess poured water over zhi. OMG, she was so wet. lol

i'm taking a damn long time to finish this post cos i'm toking to my little sister as well. we are both eating chewing gum now and OMG, she noes how to blow bubble!! OMG. she learnt it herself leh! OMG.. cos this is e first time she's eating it and she noes how to blow!!! i dunno eat how many times i still dunno leh, although i noe e "concept". like e gum mus be thin la.. on ur tongue.. haha.. i cant blow leh. so difficult. hai.. nvm bah.. i go learn liao.

ting:

it's that time of the year again, for every chinese family. spring cleaning. i can't really see the relationship between a squeaky clean house and chinese new year but my grandparents seem to think it's important so, whatever. while my parents are scrubbing their guts out in the living room, i'm (trying to) packing my room, generally trying to get rid of as much as possible before i go. my aim is to have a paperless environment (due to a very bad case of termites in my house) but i don't think that can be achieved. sigh. how does one pack?? my room looks worse than the tsunami hit areas! (whoops...no offense to anyone)

i can't believe i have this much junk! wish i had 1) a paper shredder, 2) a huge bonfire so i can just dump everything inside and let them burn. and birthday presents. sigh. i simply don't know what to do with them! i mean, i appreciate the givers' intentions and i don't think it's right/nice to throw them away. but i can't possibly keep them either! i just wish people could start giving money instead. the amount would depend on the giver. then they won't have to puzzle their brains out for the "perfect" present and the reciever won't have to hide their disappointment, recieving some incredibly useless present. hmmm. another thing. christmas/new year/birthday cards. i know they are supposed to represent the well-wishes and good intentions of the sender, indirectly telling the reciever that "you are not forgotten" but seriously. why can't we just do away with all these and send e-cards instead? it doesn't mean anything less. in fact, it beats an already-made card because you'd have to design e-cards and put thought and effort into them. right? beats some acquaintance scribbling Dear XXX, From XXX and just sending it off. (all the cards manufacturers must be cursing me now.) and we can help save the trees in the process too!

came across this huge box of locker mail from sec three last night. was sad i had to dump the whole lot, but read through each and every letter before that. i can't believe i was that lame during secondary school! some letters were funny and made me laugh at how stupid i was back then and how much significance i attach to worthless stuff. peishan's letters reminded me of how much trouble you can get into if you refuse to bare your heart and come out with the truth. remember girl?? hahaha...they were of the same content - bugging me to show her my "boyfriend". not that i actually had one! well, i kinda liked this guy in our class (don't mention his name!! if someone who knows him reads this...i'll never live it down!) and peishan suspected. she kept bugging me about it till, in a last desperate attempt to throw her off the scent, i cooked up some cock and bull story about dating someone from church. which of course led to more trouble because she insisted on seeing him! oh boy, was she persistant! had to hunt down one of my then good guy friends and beg him to be my boyfriend for a day. in the final end, i decided to come clean and admit the truth. yeah. the things i can get myself into. *shakes head* thankfully, i've grown up quite a lot since then!

it's kinda sad throwing certain things away. things which have been a vital part of your life in the past. a childhood memory. or maybe something more. and yet, it is also a relief. it signifies that one stage of your life is over and another more important part is about to begin. the past is over. no point looking back.

yep, guess i had better get back to what i was originally doing if i want to clear my room by the end of this millennium. have a strong suspicion i'd still be sitting here when the world celebrates the arrival of the year 4000.

hui:

hmm. supposed to meet zhen xian today (as in 22nd Jan) in e evening to go orchard walk walk cos Tim told me that he would be attending his cousin's wedding in e evening. went to his house in e morning and left boon lay at around 4pm. on e train back, his mum called me and asked me to go for e dinner. she said e cousin invited me. wah. touched sia. i tried to decline but to no avail. haha.. so there goes my chance to "steal love" LOL!! =P anyways, no choice lor, went back, took a rest and went out again. cannot make it on time sia. so rush. took cab there. got $1 extra charge. cab fare was $9.30. =( e wedding dinner was at Merchant Court hotel. e bride is so pretty!! i like her. dunno y tim disagrees with me that she is e most prettiest among his 3 elder female cousins. boo. (i mean, when they all have no makeup on la, he still disagree with me) raa. lousy. no taste. tt goes y he chose me. haha.. but nvm~ i shall insist my opinion is THE correct one. haha.. i'm sure almost all of u all will agree with me if u've seen them. haha..

e food at e hotel is nice! can say quite grand. about 50 tables and i think each table cost abt $700++ to $800++. the bride and groom knew each other in NUS. woo. so sweet. they showed a video of their love story. went to a lot of countries together. learnt diving together too! rich sia. very touching.. i wonder how would my wedding be like. haha.. i think, e first time i get drunk will be during my wedding. confirm surely gauruntee chop kanna sabo. cos i think they kanna sabo until quite jialat. and most of e sabos is to drink! some of them even mix all e alcohol together. power.

btw, i THINK e "relationship" between tim's brother and me is getting a BIT better. not that we hate each other or anything la. but at least we can have a BIT of eye contact. (although he's still damn terrified to let me see him half naked.) anyway, he is a potential gay and he can be one pro gay if he wants to. e way he act like one is damn funny cos its e exaggerating version. but still can make it la. haha/.. next time i shall demo for u all to see! remind me k... haha

zhen xian will be having his commission parade later (23rd jan). was supposed to go la.. cos he has 2 tickets left (total 5 tix, 1 for his mum, 1 for his sis and 1 for his bro) and he wanted to give them to me last week. i said see first. i din wan to take e tickets first cos if i take liao that would mean i confirm have to go. so heng la. cos he said his sister's friend is going, which means he left with onli 1 ticket. so i say i dun wan to go. i mean... of cos dun wan to go la. so weird. imagine i go sit with his mum, sis, sis friend and brother. OMG. i where want?! (haha sorry ah. very cheena translated english =P). despite that, he actually still asked me to go leh. ask me bring xinmei along. although no ticket but still can enter and stand at e side to see. cos e tickets is for u to enter e grand stand and for e buffet dinner. but whatever it is, i dun wan to go also la. haha.. go there and stand. although i can feel tt he really hope i'll be there. whatever~ i wun be going. hehe

comm skill interview on tuesday! how...?! i scared i wun be able to ans those interview questions. e group who is going to interview me is those who are very witty de. somemore i have to answer 10 questions in all. 9 asked by e group (my classmates) and 1 from my lecturer. die le.

ting:

sorry people!! i made a huge blunder! my flight is on the 15th at 7.15pm, not 8.15pm. whoops!!

i have settled accommodation! yipee! i'd be staying in college square. am having the best of both worlds there...will have an "international house/hostel" type of feeling cos everyone there is a student and 90% of them are from melbourne uni. and more importantly...they are apartments!! so i will get to live in an apartment with my flatmate who is from medicine (stress!!) and get to mingle with the rest of the people too(do i even make sense?)!! perfect! i can't wait to get there! and am having a lot of traveling plans too! just hope i remember the main reason why i'm there. heh!

they have a chocolate appreciation club! nearly jumped out of my seat when i learnt that. oh boy...is it for me!!

met my future faculty mates. oh boy, are they unfriendly. no one bothers talking/mingling. i'm like the only idiot who's putting in the slightest bit of effort to make friends! sigh. only made friends with three people. but one's gonna be in year two and the other studied in college there so she already has her own bunch of friends back in melbourne. bugger. so that leaves me with one sole friend i can cling onto. and guess what? she went off before i could get her number. ugh!!! guess will have to redouble those efforts during orientation.

ting:

exhausted. under normal circumstances, i would have finished "recuperating" from a late night and would be feeling refreshed and bored. today however, have been incredibly productive (so far). went to the ear, nose and throat specialist to have my ear infection looked at. fat lot of good the stupid doctor was. for one, his attitude was a total complete turnoff. and all he said was i "overclean my ears" and that my ears are "too clean". excuse me? and he expects me to pay him $21 just for that opinion?? he has to be kidding. and he has the cheek to say "there is nothing wrong with you. just stop cleaning your ears.(what the hell??) case closed. don't come back again. i don't want to see you here anymore."
well, thank you so much DOCTOR. what makes you think i want to see you again too?? on top of that absolutely sucky behaviour, he made me go down at 9.30am! who the hell is awake at that hour for heaven's sake??

made a quick trip to nus to pass lisa something, then headed off to the travel agency. am still contemplating when i should come back. gotta inform them of the return date before 25 jan and i still can't make up my mind! if i come back in july, it would only be for two weeks, three weeks at most. if it is december...well, let's just say i want to spend christmas out of singapore for once. would like to see how other people celebrate their christmas. plus the fact i want to work and tour. three months there would be perfect. especially seeing i'm on a student visa and anything travel related would give me student rates. sigh. dilemma. decisions decisions!!

i think i should start setting goals for myself. things i want to achieve while i'm there. i don't want to spend all that money, waste all that time and come back after three years unsure of how that experience made me a better person. i want to be more open-minded. to think before i speak. to really learn the meaning of empathy. to be deeper and have a broader understanding of things we often take for granted. i should start making a list. and at the end of this year, i'll see how much i've achieved.

Goals for this year:

1. be a better person
2. become more matured
3. become more independant, less reliant
4. to be able to engage in critical thinking, to be bold enough to voice out my opinions, share my thoughts/feelings with others, have a better understanding of the way things work instead of being so sheltered back here in singapore
5.get a part time job and learn time management - juggling study, work as well as a social life
6. be more outgoing, take initiative to do things, be more active and daring to try out new things which i have never thought of doing/which cannot be done in spore eg. skiing??
7.join a cca, be passionate about it (for once!) and contribute
8. become "deeper", less superficial
9. improving on my communication skills, language skills, grammar/vocabularly skills
10. speak well
11. putting more effort into being sociable instead of merely waiting to be in a good mood before i amble over to someone to say hi
12. to become more of a "people's person"
13. save up enough to visit another australian state, hopefully tasmania for its scenery (new zealand has to wait. sigh.)

i certainly hope that at the end of the year, i would have achieved most of the items on the list (if not all!). i really do think resolutions work. they put your life back on track and help you focus on your purpose/aim in life.

hui's coming later to teach me how to back up stuff and what i should do in the event my laptop crashes (touch wood!!!) when i'm over there. i hope it doesn't happen. i'll freak! oh! another item for the list.
14. learn how to keep my cool in tricky situations and think of a way out instead of depending on someone else to solve the problem for me

gosh. feeling really tired all of a sudden. brain's stop working...it's gone on a strike. guess i had better go get a couple of minutes of shut eye before my "computer lesson". don't exactly relish the idea of being a zombie when my dear best friend is squeezing out time from her incredibly tight schedule for me! :)

hui:

raa!! fcuk it~! its a small small world! y are u so damn pro? its kinda expected but, y cant u be jus a little more dumb? damn, i forgot. u have ur own set of stupidity rules to follow. i jus wish u can spread out ur dumbness in "that" area to "this" area. even out kiddo.

ting:

i am sick. AGAIN!! what in the world is wrong with me?? i refuse to believe i am this weak. my immune system seems to be non existent these days.

i can't breathe!!!

my throat feels like a pin cushion. sigh.

my windpipe hurts. i want to rip it out.

no free prepaid card!! damn!! did i go too late?? sorry neela. :(

my flight is on the 15th of feb. 8.15pm. terminal one(i think). exactly one more month to go. shall stuff myself with singaporean food before i leave. will definitely miss chicken rice a lot.

hui:

hmm.. am now chatting with my dear brother jana on msn. a while ago she was saying she saw someone who look like a shuai ge during her attachment. i saw e shuai ge's pic and he's really good-looking. anyway, dunno how come i mentioned Mr Foo. my lecturer and i got so crazy over him. haha!! OMG.. he really make me want him!! i dunno how to describe and y.. basically he's jus so cute! i mean character cute. other than tt he's very good-looking (to me la). maybe cos he has those gentleman looks on e outside. i'm attracted to gentleman looking guys u noe.. haha =X and then we shifted e topic and i was reminded of Mr Bernard Sit, my chemistry teacher during sec sch. he is such a good guy. i noe i'm an outsider so things may not be as good as it seems la.. but anyway, Mr Sit is jus sooo nice. very family-oriented. good in IT and chemistry. woot~ humourous guy but he noes when to be strict. wah, i admire him when i was in sec sch one leh, though his looks is jus average. wondering if i could ever find one guy like him. e thing is, i think i'm getting more superficial le. cos i feel tt e "liking" for Mr Sit is not e same as Mr Foo. how to say ah.. it's like i admire Mr Sit but i have a cursh for Mr Foo that kind. understand? haha

then brother jana said if there is someone with Mr Foo's look and Mr Sit's character that will be e perfect (or almost perfect) man that every woman (or rather me la) is looking for. OMG!! this is sooo true! sorry ah.. i'm getting very insane here. haha.. dun worry abt me la.. i'll onli be reminded that i "like" Mr Foo when i see him or when someone mention him. hahaha...

hui:

kinda jus came back from e "outing" with mei and ting. class ended at 2.30pm today and ting happened to ask me if i wanna go toa payoh with her to redeem some vouchers. then was supposed to meet mei and go central to do some stuffs. so mei and i met up first so tt ting will have e time to prepare and we will meet her in toa payoh. when mei and i jus stepped into e control station and up on e platform, ting called and said e voucher cannot be redeemed cos need her dad's IC. haha.. anyway, we went bishan in e end.

ting brought her d-cam along and took a video of mei and me when we weren't noticing. i'm shock by my natural reactions. haha.. i mean.. i look like that when i'm toking to ppl?! OMG.. i think i blink a lot and i had lots of expression on my face. so funny can. there's nothing much to laff at mei abt. cos she onli sian sian staring at e camera. haha.. walked around in J8 being lame and crazy like usual. went to e Royal Sporting House there to look for e Adidas white jacket that i like. cannot afford it take a look also shuang mah. but then e Royal Sporting House wasn't "royal" enuff. (ok, i'm being lame AGAIN.. =P)

mei went off at around 5.20pm to meet her friend. ting and i continued to walk around in J8 but left soon after that. we walked back from J8 to my house and it took around an hour. haha.. i din feel tired.. in fact i din noe i took so long. well, time passes very quickly when u're in good company. i went back home to take money to eat dinner and for ting to put her bag in my room. we bought junk food and went to e "swing" playground which we have not visited for a very very long time. and oh, btw, we saw Miss Chong (not e UMS lecturer. e Deyi one) in central. she stopped and said hi lor. exchanged a few sentences nia. i noe wad's going thru ur mind now mei. u must be thinking how lucky have u been right? haha.. ok, back to e junk food. i bought 1 instant mashed potato and ice mountain from 7-11, a chicken pie and curry puff from Polar. ting bought a sugar roll, a bar of chocolate and a big packet of Lays potato chips. i think i buy too much stuffs. i couldn't finish eating. haha..

played around with e d-cam and took quite a lot of pictures (i tihnk). her d-cam was low batt so we were able to take "ghost" effects and some "fiery" effects pictures. i deleted e "ghost" de. cos it really look scary and e model was me. haha.. took a super lame video of us and i like it. am waiting for ting to reach home and send me!! i certainly dun think i look good in e pictures cos e camera was so close to me, jus an arm's length away everytime we take a picture, and e flash is so strong can?! somemore its 3 megapixel, can zoom in and count e number of pimples i have on my face. and u all will be able to see my lousy complexion and dark eye rings. OMG.. i will certainly like e video, i think. cos no flash! haha.. most importantly, cos i'm sososo lame in e video. blah.. =P

alright, shall end off here. haiz, i suddenly remember something.. mus write and email my lecturer my resume and cover letter. it's part of sch works and grades will be given for it. die le. how to lie and "blow cow" abt myself? i'm good at being lame and tok kok but this time, i find it difficult to lie abt how good i am. haha.. its time to call for help le! buaiz~

hui:

u're everything that he is not and e mirror image of both of his good and bad points. it is unfair to seek from u of what he does not possess but i jus can't help it. the more i get in touch with u the stronger e bond i feel between him and me. maybe its cos of guilt, or maybe its cos of those that u do not have. but then again, u're e mirror image of him. its a reversible process.

ting:

for some weird reason, i forgot our username when i was trying to log in to our blog account. whoops.

have been a busy week, trying to do as much as possible. haven't been sleeping well again. sigh. am feeling kinda panicky because i learnt only today that i can't apply for my student visa until i get my certificate of enrolment. which takes TWO WEEKS to process!! ugh!! and after that, the visa takes about three to ten working days. am so screwed. i hope i can leave on schedule and arrive before 17th feb. don't want to miss orientation and get stuck with night classes for the rest of the sem! well, i hate orientation but i guess it will be a good opportunity to make friends (though judging by past experiences, friendships from orientations don't last) and to see who is taking what so i can identify the people i can cling onto (wahahaha!!). hope everything goes well, ESPECIALLY the accommodation part. sigh. this baby is a major pain in the butt.

anyway, good news! i'm gonna have company come july 2006!! took alex to idp today and well, let's just say that he is interested in a couple of universities located in melbourne. :) this is brillant. the more the merrier! company!! :):):) and i have one year to practise my persuasion powers on him. if that doesn't work, i'll just have to send him loads of photos of melbourne in hopes that he will be enticed and go over too! heh... the australian government should seriously start paying me for all these publicity. i'm encouraging just about everyone i know to pop by and visit me. i mean...they would probably see a surge in the number of visitors to melbourne so shouldn't i be rewarded for all those efforts and get some kind of commission? hmmm.

having blog block now. plus the fact that new year resolution number 1 is heading in the direction of the drain...judging by where hui and my conversation is leading to. (in case you're wondering, ny resolution # 1 is BE NICE!!) then again, being a bitch is kinda fun don't you think?? *grins*

hui:

hello~ my first post of year 2005!! actually din intend to write a post. wanted to jus post some pics for u guys to see. but ting urged me to write one. so i write lor. haha :x

went out with ting, mei, jol, tim and ckc on new year's eve!! i'm so glad to have spent e last day of year 2004 with them. woot! i was late for almost an hour when meeting e gals. cos i went to watch "Meet The Fockers" with jessica, jolene and xinzhi. e show ended at 4.30pm and by e time i go back home from J8 to bath and change already no time le. sorry!

we went to suntec again, to meet e 2 guys. they were camera men for e day! ckc bright 2 cameras. 1 d-cam and e other one using film de. ckc took pics of ting and me using his huge professional camera. we wanted to make effects. show u when e pics are developed k..? =) anyway, we went suntec to meet them, then went Bab Noodles at Millenium Walk for dinner. the food there was quite nice. Mei ordered a set meal and there's quite a lor. she "dissiapated" them to us by saying "try~" and in no time, she finish her food liao. haha

after dinner, we went back to suntec again to take pictures. we were quite aimless la. lingered around in suntec and tim and ckc saw a lot of friends again! ting and i were wondering, are we that friendless? LOL... i dun think so la. i think it's becos we dun look at ppl when we walk. and most prob we dun recognise our friends liao. haha.. we went to carrefour to get ourselves ice-cream! ting says end e year with something sweet mah. hehe.. oh ya, da ge joined us after dinner but he went off when we left suntec for esplanade.

there were a lot of ppl in esplanade. then randy, jol's bf came and joined us. so we spent 1 yr sitting in esplanade. haha.. =P on 1st jan 2005, we went back to suntec to take car to have supper. tim drove his dad's car. actually what tim, ckc and i planned was jol, randy and mei sit ckc's car and ting and me go sit in Tim's car. cos tim wasn't too comfy with driving ppl he dunno well. he says it makes him nervous. so he wanted to have ting in his car. haiz.. we used walkie talkie along e way to keep track. haha! kinda fun leh. ckc drive so fast! (maybe tim was slow) haha.. then we always cannot cross e red light. sianz. =P

anyway, we went to Punggol for supper. ok la, not really Punggol area la. it's opposite Punggol Park. somewhere in hougang lor. near jol's house. at e coffee shop, i sat with those who were in e car. haiz.. actually b4 that my table got tim, ckc and me de. ting are at e other table with jol, mei and randy. i wanted her to come over but she like nv see me when i waved to her leh. then dunno how come ckc go sit with ting and mei. jol and randy sat with tim and me. sianz. nothing to tok. but overall alright la.

ckc sent e rest home after supper and i went to tim's house. his car onli left with 1/4 petrol when he drove to punggol to suntec. haha.. of cos we managed to get back to boon lay and topped e tank at Caltex. went home at 2.50am and e next day, tim was so exaggerating, he told Beng (his friend) he reached home at 3+am. and his friend exaggerated and told ckc that we reach home at 4+am. when ckc called me in e evening yesterday, i dunno how come, he said "hey~ yesterday u 2 lost ur way home izzit? how come u reach home at 5+am?!" i was like "WHAT?! we nv reach home at 5+am lor!! so kua zhang can?!" OMG.. haha.. then i said no la. 2.50am reach car park le. -.- guys ah.. wah kao. can faint. i reach my own house at 7+pm. nothing to do liao. so came online and did e bo liao stuffs as usual. hehe..

ok, i shall stop here and let u guys take a lot at some of e pictures we took! i like e blur one. so nice. cos it's blur. hahah =X


Mei and Ting! i like their smiles~ so sweet~ woot!


me and mei. look at our faces. cheek to cheek sia. so close. do we look les? muahhahaha!!


ting and me! i like this background and ting's smile. i have sleepy eyes. zzzz...


ok this pic. my eyes are slightly wider. dunno how come look sleepy leh, lolz.. look at tt blue ball on e top right hand corner. i like it!


ooo.. e 4 of us!! this pic look yellowish. but i like. e 4 of us look sleepy, i tihnk. look at mei's head. popping out between ting and me. muahhaha =P


yes!!! I LOVE THIS PIC! e 4 of us look so nice!! maybe its so nice cos it's blur la. but i dun care! haha.. wasted la. y blur..

ting:

i guess a huge majority of you know by now: i'm leaving for australia in feb. to study. in my dream uni. the university of melbourne. :) how cool can that get? yep, i'll be withdrawing from nus. don't ask me for the reasons...they're a mix of both personal as well as family problems. some of you know briefly why but only one person knows the entire story and all the reasons. and i intend to keep it that way. so hope you'll respect my decision.

a big thanks to those who have supported me and wished me well (guess they can't wait for me to get as far away from them as possible! heh...just kidding!). i'll miss you all. and i'm not just saying it! i really would miss you guys!! don't forget to visit me. hey...i'm giving you an excuse to go on a holiday alright? hui, mei, jol and the rest...visit me at the first possible opportunity! save up!! you guys are gonna start work anyway so you'll have income. when you have income, you'll have the means to visit me. ok? :) pei...please make melbourne one of your destinations in mid june. we'll force neela to come down to melbourne and visit us too. adel..i'll miss having you as a neighbour and a sara lee pound cake eating partner (do i make sense?). you're welcome to stay at my apartment (that is, assuming i can find one. am having great difficulty settling the accommodation part) when/if you're there. huili...discussions about amazing race online? i'll miss bitching about colin and christie with you and zicong. persuade the rest to go to melb uni for the exchange program. then we can have another sem together. i hope zicong keeps his promise about visiting me after he graduates. don't think he reads this blog, so help me remind him when you see him.

to the rest of you...drop me a note if you're going to melbourne. we can meet up and you'll get a free tour of the city! :) i already know where the best bargains are. and of coz, not forgetting the best italian ice cream in the whole world!! ugh!! i'm gonna get seriously fat, living there. pizza, pasta, bread, ice cream, chocolate... hmmmm!! i should live further from the uni! cheaper rent, more exercise! :)

2005 is gonna be a year of major change for me. i hope it would be exciting for the rest of you guys too. stay safe and happy.

before i sign off..........any hot guys request???