hui:

ya it's true, i really dun wan it. i wun choose. i cant show but i cant hide. i hate it and i hate myself. really. i'll try to avoid. trust me friends..

hui:

haha y is it me again? lolz..

yesterday was my last day of work for the roadshow. damn slack can? haha.. mei did not go for work on sat as she was feeling sick. and on that day i had no voice. but still i turned up for work.. cos if i dun go as well quite bad lor.. i'm e team leader and mei is in my group. so if i dun go there'll onli be 3 ppl. haha.. and i think going there and tell them is better bah. show them that i realy no voice. haha.. i wore my own clothes and brought the t shirt there. in e end i still have to work but she say i can dun tok. so i jus wear e t shirt over, which means that i'm wear double. so hot can...

i tried not to tok at first.. and my friend said he feel weird.. cos i'm like so quiet. = i helped them to spot potential customers and they go approached them. we collected 25 coupons on sat and we kept 13 of them to submit on sunday. cos the person said minimum 3 coupons per person. and so on sunday, we could slack! woot! anyway, leon and fat came to look for me. kinda surprised though.. cos din expect they will wan to come mah. but i felt a bit bad.. cos i'm like ignoring them.. haha.. but i had work to do mah.. right? =P gary and desmond saw me as well.. they shouted my name so loud can.. at first i din turn around cos i tot it's someone else caling another person. after the 3rd shout, i decided to turn around and it was really my friends. haha.. they said they nearly could not recognise me and said i'm very "white" cos of my make up.. say too thick. haha.. will ah? i dunno.. anyway i'm not skilled.. hehe

met ZX for after work. went to that chicken rice stall near dhoby ghuat/bugis one. e one ah gor brought me there. then i brought him to bugis.. and from bugis we walked to suntec. i finally proved to him that it can be done within a short period of time. cos he insisted that it would take hours to reach. haha.. and i found out that he's quite "road idiot" :x

on sunday, we collected 31 coupons! so cooooool!! and we did not ask for any of them. they auto come to us de lor. so good right?! wooot!! there's this lady she had 10 coupons!! which means that she shopped at 10 shops can.. damn rich sia. although it's last week's coupon and this week de. but still, very rich lor! but i think not as rich as e one i saw on sat bah. she had 6 receipts within a day. haha.. so envy can..

nothing much happened after work.. went home and slept for a while. was very tired/sleepy. woek up at abt 11pm. i tried to sound da ge but he refused leh. sianz. i wan to rip more info abt him! hahaha.. =P

haiz, later got a so alled "farewell dinner" for bernard.. he's leaving for thailand for training. quite strange cos it's kelen who's planning.. although its onli KFC in amk. hahaha.. dun feel like going.. cos i think it's no big deal. going for 18days onli mah, and somemore i dun miss him. hahaha :x but i think it's nicer to go bah.. mei also said that she wun miss him. then i said "so we have to act that we miss him?" and she said "ya, something like tt".. hahahah its funny! me = Evil right? haha.. who cares.. :x

hui:

hey.. its me again.. wondering y? cos ting is busy with her exams! haha.. i guess it's gonna be a long post today~

on Thursday(yesterday) i went to do telemarketing in jolene's attachment company. she asked me to replace her for 2 days. not bad la.. time passes very fast and very relaxing. the job is basically need to call the ppl and ask them if they are interested to go for those computer courses which teach them the elementary skills on how to use e computer and internet.. how to communicate and transact online.. as the ppl that i call are all 55 yrs of age and above, majority of them are quite friendly. but i got one sucky one yesterday. she damn rude lor. more rude than me leh. (opps :x) i called and haven even finish my sentence... and she said "I ATTENDED BEFORE ALREADY WHAT!!!" and then hung up e phone -_- -_- -_-

i called another person.. and actually feel quite sad for her.. she said she's interested but her son/children dun let her. they told her that if she learn she's jus wasting her time. wtf! where got such children one. then she go on and tell her story.. saying that her children said they will teach her if she wanna learn.. dun go for such courses cos she learn things very slow and will only end up wasting time and money. then there's once her children teach her.. but ended up saying harsh things to her.. like "y u so stupid? like that also dunno!" , "lucky u nv go for course! waste money!" , "so easy u also dunno! might as well dun learn!".. wah kao. ask them to fuck themselves man. i dun even say that to those i really hate. -.- we talked for quite long... like abt 10 to 15mins bah. (10-15mins is very long le ok.. cos the others i onli tok to them for like at most 2-3mins. haha)

yesterday was a bit bored la. cos the other person who was supposed to do e calling with me din come. today was much much more fun! haha.. we "eat snake" together can! btw, when i reach e office she was there already. she looked very matured. more matured than me. and there were a lot of boxes on e table. so i tot she's some permanent staff there.. i dare not go in. haha.. so i approached by so called "supervisor" and she say she's doing e same thing as me. then ok lor.. so i asked her if she was working in this company during attachment also. she said no and she's onli 16. huh...... so matured can.. but i mus say she's pretty~ and she lives in amk too! too bad, i noe her onli today.. so no chance to meet and go work/go home from work together le.

anyway! we "eat snake" together lor. abt abt 12pm, the staffs all go for lunch mah, onli left we 2.. so we called up our friends to chit chat.

i called.. and e first person was my cousin. haha.. i called her hp and she picked up with a sleepy voice. she's still in bed. haha..

after her was jess. i called jess' hp but she din pick. so i tot she din hear e phone ring as usual lor. i called her house. her dad picked and said she's still in bed. LOL.. then bo bian lor, can dee siao her.

i called fat, cos i looked at my watch and its lunchtime. so thought he'll be able to pick my call, and he did. haha.. i said "hi fatfat. can u try guessing who is this calling?" and he sounded shocked. he said "huh?! can u repeat?" so i repeated and he said "hmm.. very familiar" LOL.. and he guessed correctly. so smart!

lolz.. after that i went to disturb jana. wah liao brother, u very lousy leh :x i called her house, "hi, my i speak to jana pls?" she "ya" then i went "hi jana, this is cheryl calling from cyberland learning center, i would like to noe if u're interested in joining a computer cos that cost $7 for 7 hours?" and she went "huh?" haha i bth le.. so i laughed and said "wah liao brother, u cant recognise my voice ah?!" lol.. so fun. then chatted with her for abt an hour :x. wanted to dee siao more ppl but no time.

we were very very slack.. maybe cos it's so called e "last day" for e both of us bah. i called up one guy, and he very long winded! he says he's not interested.. and then started toking to me abt e government.. dunno say what very hard to get ppl.. duno la.. rubbish la. for abt 7mins. hahah i onli "ya.. ok.. ya.. i see.." i on e speaker function and e both of us were controlling our laughter. damn lame!! hahaha..

after lunchtime, my "supervisor" came back and gave us another list of names to call. its for those ppl who are going for e computer course tml in singapore poly. most of them dunno which they're supposed to go.. cos there will be 2 language teaching medium, one in chinese and the other in english. so we are supposed to call and tell them.. and also ask if they noe how to go SP or not. so my new friend and i started calling.. until we reached abt 30+ callers. and we found out something was wrong. some of e ppl whom we called said the opposite thing as what we told them. so we went to clarify with our "sup". and she made a mistake. ahh!! we had to call them back again.

continued with my calling and there's one couple.. very weird. they sign up e course together.. and when i called them they answer e phone and nv speak up. really no sound lor. i called e hp and e same thing happened. we called and called and in e end they switch off e hp and hang up e phone. haha.. cos they pick up no sound mah. so we on e speaker phone and said "hello? hello?" in all sort of tones. got ah gua tone, bitchy tone, man's voice, act cute voice, blah blah. damn funny i tell u. hahaha

hai.. then i a bit suay.. but it;s ok la.. cos not big deal. there was this person whom my friend called. she told her the venue.. and the person said "huh? not that blk meh" and nagged a lot. and then my friend assured her of e blk lor. who noes my "sup" got e wrong thing mah.. so we had to call again. my friend tried to call again but cant get thru. a few mins later, that person called back (wah liew. got caller ID) and somehow it diverted to my line lor!! i picked and she started saying "yes? someone called me twice? wad was it? i was in e toilet." then i help my friend tell her lor. and she said "what? change again? how u guys do things? change so many times. haiyer!!" haha.. ok la, she not very harsh. i dun care either. haha =P

soon, it was time to knock off! muahahha! actually wanted to go back to amk with zhen xian de. cos he was booking out. in e end din.. cos he din call or what.. so nvm lor. i can go back with my friend!

we went to e last cabin of e train.. and at choa chu kang, 3 indians came in. i need to state clearly.. i am not racist. but still, i have to continue with my story. =P the 3 of them came in.. and sat 3 seats away from my friend. so i was 4 seats away. and some minutes later, my friend told me that she smelt shit on that guy. i was like "huh?! serious?! he's quite far away!" and she said really. then ok lor. when e train moved.. and that indian was doing some stupid actions la.. looking at his reflection in e window.. and tried to be funny lor. we laughed a bit la.. at his stupidity. and them, somehow e smell "flowed" here. wth?! really! it was e smell of shit. hahahha.. really!! not that i'm saying indians smell like shit la. but i think he stepped on something lor. then somehow he go smell his hand. wah kao, damn er xin can.. i pity his friend sitting beside him. YUCKS!! we really bth e smell so we moved somemore. and the 3 of them laughed. dunno for wat lor idiots.

the train finally came to amk station. we alighted and my friend saw her friend, and her friend sat beside that indian who smell like shit. hahahhaa!! i asked my friend to faster sms or call her friend and warn him. ahhaha. so funny! we were laffing like mad.

went to meet alex and mei at e jubilee bus stop. there were late.. but xinmei was very early!! much much much earlier than alex!! woot! si alex!! so late. late for 30-40mins can?! raa!! while waiting for him, we met kelen and bernard. haha.. so qiao! got fate sia. haha.. cos actually ber called me during my work but i was too busy that i end his call. and then i forgot to call back. haha.. paiseh ah... :x

the main purpose in meeting alex is to take pictures. and in e end very e "deeli dareli" lor. (paiseh dunno how to spell =P pls tell me how to spell it correctly in e tagboard. thanks!) then made a lot of stupid pose la. we were crazy~

oh yeah, checked my results yesterday. it was good. got an A for my FYP. =D and so shit lor, attachment dun have grade.. onli P or F (Pass of Fail) sianz. if not i think i can get another A. actually i am really lucky. seriously, e project was very easy. my flash no good one lor, so if i say e flash is easy, trsut me, its really easy. and somemore i got a very very nice supervisor. so yeah! i'm lucky. PLEASE let me stay lucky for e next 6 months!

i had a mild sore throat on tuesday. then i go drink a lot of cold drinks to make e sore throat go away. then somemore e sore throat is gone but i got a little cough. today i call a lot of ppl during my job and tok very loud.. cos they cannot hear clearly.. (old ppl).. i think i'm losing my voice. my voice changed le lor. to so man! hahaha.. really.. hai.. jus now tok on phone to tim a while really sound damn different. if like tt tml how to work. hai.. but still, i'll go tml.. if really no voice then tell Adeline lor. then see what she say. =) i'll better end now and go drink lots of water!!

sorry to those who are waiting for my post ah.. it's very very very long. actually onli leon waiting la. so sorry!! hahaha i had too many to update!! ><

hui:

jus finished eating dinner. woah. damn full. think i ate a little too fast. haha.. wanted to update a lot of things but am jus lazy.. shall i do it now? =P

ok.. saturday was my first day of work for e roadshow thingie. like what mei wrote in her blog, i was appointed e leader cos they re-shuffled e list. heh.. there were 4 ppl under me, mei, nicholas, lionel and lian neng. hmm.. that lian neng's a female.. but i think she...... is something like bernard. haha (get wad i mean? maybe appearence onli bah) she's always missing.. i mean, i always cant find her. haha.. nicholas is ok lor, i have more things to tok to him than to lionel. dinner break was onli half an hour. by e time finish buying food 15mins gone liao lor. e catalogues were very heavy. had serious muscle ache on my upper arms, esp my left arm. haha.. but on e whole it was ok la. i think time passed rather fast. other than having muscle ache, i think quite ok lor..

it's funny how u see those ppl on e streets "reject" u. haha.. we're supposed to approach the customers, give them e catalogue and ask them if they happen to hold any DBS credit card.

- some will say "have have have" and jus walk away.

- some will reply u "yeah" and when u ask them to show u, they say they forget to bring.

- some ppl... dunno scared of what... after they've taken e catalogue and saw the word "DBS Credit Card" on it, they return back to u. -_-

- came across an auntie on saturday, i gave her e catalogue and she told me she has it at home already. err.. i was wondering.. is this possible? cos it was e first day leh. haha.. nvm~

- they tell u "sorry i'm in a bad mood"

- "yes, i have e card, and i have spent but i dun wan e lucky draw cupon" ---> -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.-

then still got a lot of things they say la. hahaha quite funny..

then yesterday, sunday, was my second day. we din have much catalogues left to give out. so we gave out candies instead. and we started "attacking" little children. mei and i came across 2 little kids, there were somewhere abt 10m distance from their mums. we approached them and we each gave them a candy. one of them took, and the other one said to him "orr horr... u nv ask ur mummy first.. so stupid." then he returned e candy to me and they both ran to their mums. haha.. then their mum say dun take lor.

then saw another small kid, so i approached her. the kid took it and her mum asked me how much is e candy. hahaha.. then i told her its free and i'm not selling anything lor. proceed on and asked those stupid questions la. but too bad, she din purchase anything.

a woman was holding her child and was looking away when i approacher her son. her son took e candy and e lady was very shocked to see her son holding a candy which came out from nowhere. hahah.. funny la..

when giving out e candies, i din bother to ask those questions. haha.. so i got zero cupons lor. but i managed to get 1 in e end. how come? lai.. i tell u...

we're supposed to fill in e cupon for e customer (and write our name on it) onli if they show us e receipt. but there's one person from e other group din. he wrote his name on it first and gave e cupon to e customers and ask them to fill in themseleves after they had purchased. ass... then ask them to pass to any one of us walking on e streets lor. and it so happened that that person passed e cupon to my group. so i took his cupon and write onto mine. haha.. =P

am chatting with my cousin now. keep asking me silly questions. haha.. i go entertain her liao.. tata

ting:
i'm supposed to be waist deep in accounting now but there's just this one thing which is bugging me. am feeling very unsettled now. sigh...and i have no idea why!! feel as though the past is back to haunt me. especially when it's someone you don't exactly want to have contact with again. maybe i'm just overly sensitive but yeah. it disturbs me. then again, maybe exams are just making me incredibly cranky. hui, stop smirking! and don't deny it... i know you are!!

anyways. i'm mighty glad i decided to come home tonight. accounting has this knack of tossing me into deep deep depression.

hui:

ahhh! i miss the west coast road roti prata! (the one behind NUS) am feeling hungry and a sudden craving for roti prata again. had e craving last week but managed to make do with a bowl of fishball noodles in yishun. haha.. ahh.. how.. i dunno how to go (of cos i dun mean now). cos everytime is "alien" bring me go de. teh prata there is good. the curry there is nice too! whenever i go there, i'll order one cheese, 2 plain and a teh tarik. =D i hope i can have my prata soon.. but i doubt so. cos i'll be working at roadshow in orchard for e next 2 - 4 weekends. no one's driving me there and i dunno how to go! hai.. ting! help me figure how to go can? then we'll go there during my stay there! woot! =D

hungryyyyyy... shall go cook noodles. cya guys!

hui:

whee, jus fnishing toking to Ting on e phone. yup, at this hour. haha.. jus as i was having a conference chat with kelen and mei in msn, she called. hehe.. tt's good.. cos i was thinking what i should write abt in my next blog entry. i dun have anything to write.. i wanna write abt e chalet in details but i'm lazy.. so if u guys wanna noe what happened, go read Mei's blog. =) moreover there are some things i dun wan to write here. wait everybody noes.. haha.. but now Ting noes it le. =P jus some complaining, some evil laugh and whining la.. haha oh ya ting... i wan a haircut and new hairstyle and i wanna do something to my hair. it's "un-tameable" haha (i noe no such word =P) so i'm looking forward to it. hurry bring me go ok? i think i trust ur hairdresser. = well, at least i think i can trust who u trust. =D

eh.. btw, ting really has a weird study time (with friends). cos she's meeting her friends to study at 2.30am! :o weird right.. somemore she dun feel hungry. so good.. i ALWAYS get hungry when i study late at night. ya, ting went to knock on adel's door liao. haha..

told ting a bit abt my pri sch friend, Zhen Xian. hmm.. he's a cute guy. i dun mean he is cute as in appearance. cute in character. the way he talks. he is one of the rare guys around who can really make me laugh. he has sides that that Tim doesnt have. i'm not interested in him. jus like to hang around with him. erm, wait. i onli met him twice after 7 years. haha :x but anways, i will not give up 90% becos of that 10% which doesnt make something perfect. err.. this sentence does make sense, trust me. if u noe wad i mean. ;) ah mei add oil! forget abt ur james bond la. haha :x

hai, it's "early" now. and no one whom i can chat with is online. the ppl onlined are Leon --> msg liao no reply. haha i think he fell asleep bah. he's sick, Jinhong --> he's in away mode and he is sleeping. cos he sleeps early de. my cousin --> she is in away mode too, i think preparing for her O Levels. Ng Zi Hao the sei malau --> he is blocked.

feeling sleepy but dun feel like sleeping. i'm always like tt. haha.. but seems like i have no choice now. raa.. later 4.30pm have to go for e DBS Bank Roadshow briefing. at tanjong pagar. sian.. waste my transport fee. btw, tell ya guys a very lame thing. mei and i went to e agency to get e schedule for e roadshow thingie. so we were hoping to see where is e location and e time. like for eg, 10.30am - 9.30pm, Location: Booth 2 Station 3, Outside Paragorn Shopping Center. there was one line in e paper which read "Please refer to Annex 1 for ur schedule." so we excitedly flipped to Annex 1. and wad we see was "Date: 20th, 21st, 27th, 28th Location: DBS Bank Roadshow" wtf?! it's sosoososooso lame!! I WAN TO FAINT! how lame can they be? wah kao. buay tahan. still wan us to go for e briefing. ma fan leh. haha.. though i should be glad that i have work. :x all i noe is tt e location will be in town area. -.- so shall update u guys again..

it's very early now... see ya!

ting:

i'm going to fail. i really really am. failing is a certainty. getting kicked out is only a matter of time. i just don't know what the stupid thing wants. i hate accounting so bloody bad!!! i feel as though i'm allergic to it. everytime i face it, i get depressed. moody. i feel hot all over. i feel sick. i start breaking out in cold sweat. my head starts to hurt. i don't want to have anything to do with this bloody fucking thing. i want to cry. i don't know what the shit it wants. what the fuck? why do they say one thing in the notes, then ask for another in the requirements? go to blaze! i hate it so fucking bad.

emailed my tutor but she's not replying. messaged yiqin countless times but i think she is ignoring me. i would do the same if i were her actually. sigh. everyone has given up on me. i'm about to give up on myself too. i hate accounting!! hate it hate it hate it! what kind of shit did i get myself into? why business?? why in the fuck did i want business?? i want to quit school. there is absolutely no way i'm gonna get through uni. i'll either get kicked out or die along the way.

i don't want to study. i'm not in the mood at all. i'm super not motivated. feel as though i no longer have an aim in life. i will never make it to melb uni at this rate. don't think i can make it for the exchange program too. so. i have nothing to look forward to. i'm just going to live this sort of aimless life. study. go for lessons. mug. mug. mug somemore. fall below my own expectations. get nowhere in the end. disappoint myself. lead a meaningless life. what kind of screwed up life is this!!??

why must people work so hard? we slog because the world is such a frigging competitive place and because it is the "survival of the fittest" out there. we backstab, bootlick, lie our way through... but not necessarily to success. at the end of it all, even if we have everything, what's the point? are we truly happy? which successful businessman or coporate leader can sincerely say, "i'm grateful for everything in my life and i am very very happy. i could never be happier."?? any happiness we feel along the way is short lived. so what exactly is life for? to be born into this world? to struggle to survive? to get through a bloody difficult education system so we can be of some use to society? and when the economy suffers a downturn, retrenchment takes place, no one is going to take pity on you and say they'll still continue to provide you with a job. when companies want to cut costs, your career is at stake. people out there just don't have a heart. so why are we taking all this shit? to work. or try to work. work for money. work so that we can afford food and shelter, so that we can keep ourselves alive another day to return to work. it's an endless cycle really. and before you know it, it's time for retirement. if you're lucky to live that long that is. and retirement consists of what? how many people get to live their dreams and see the world? how many spend their retirements cooped up at home and waiting for death to take them because they are plagued with illnesses and are too weak to live the sort of life they have been working towards? and what happens next? you die. and everything is over. so what is life all about? making the most of your journey from the cradle to the grave?

beggers die. coporate leaders die too. does it matter how successful in life you've been? when judgement day comes, material wealth will not be taken into consideration. we know all these. and yet. we still make the ultimate mistake. so if all these is part of life, what exactly are we fighting for? a better life? a mansion? a big car? why not channel our energy into making the world a better and happier place then to just live for tomorrow? everyone says they want to make the world a better place. they say if there is one wish they could have, that wish would be world peace. but if they want it that badly, why isn't anyone doing anything? a simple wish, a smile, that can make someone's day. but like i said. people live for themselves. they live to survive. no one has time for all these things. smile at people? everyone is either too stressed up or too tired to even twitch a muscle. if i were to head out onto the street now, i'd probably end up glaring at everyone who passes my way because i'm in a fucking bad mood and accounting is just killing me. so if everyone is just going to know how things should be but do another thing, then what is life for really? i don't want to study and get myself all stressed up and pissed. i want to be a happy person and head out there and make someone's day. but that is not going to happen. because my exams are in 5 freaking days.

life is conflicting. it doesn't make sense to me. then again, nothing else does. definitely not accounting anyway. oh crap. my calling probably lies somewhere in some third world country and i'm here doing all these shit. i'm 19 already for heaven's sake and i still have not found myself.

hui:

ting! u would have to drive me around when u have a license alright?! woot. =D

anyways, met up with Zhen Xian today. he's a gentleman. reminds me of tim when i first knew tim. hehe.. i'm not saying that tim's not gentleman now, he is still.. but jus tt i'm his gf and being gentleman to me is something he should be doing right? i like guys who are gentleman to gals even if they're not their gfs. he helped mei carry her stuffs, he treats me e way tim treated me b4 we got into e relationship. hehe... yah.. we met up and went for a movie. Taxi. it's a nice show! action comedy. =D after that, met up with mei and ber they all to get the bbq stuffs. Zhen Xian's coming too! so sociable. cool~ should i matchmake mei and him? or shan and him? muahahaha!

tell u guys a thing. i have not finished packing my room. i started packing it a week ago, and i stopped halfway. and in e end it turned out to be as messy as it was a week ago. argh! yyyy... mus be jie Li (my sister) lar~ (and me) haha :x i think i shall start packing again on tuesday.. then design e new blog layout. but... the program i need to install is with mei. ahhh... i will get from her. everytime forget de. and when i remember, she forget to bring. hai

hao bah, i shall concentrate on chatting le. haa :x

ting:

my dad got himself a new "mistress" today, in the form of a brand new mitsubishi lancer. oohhh that thing is sexy! i love her! she also happens to be the exact shade of my nail polish. wahahhaha...pity i didn't bring the bottle of polish back home over the weekend. i love her i love her i love her! she's such a pretty thing. :) :) :) you simply have to see her. sigh... with luck, she'll be mine after 3 years. but then, i'll have to take over the payment of the monthly instalments too! oh well. hope i'll be lucky and land a high paying job. gosh. i'm materialistic aren't i? *shakes head at self*

i can hear someone being incredibly jealous and sarcastic out there. go away. my dad worked for it. it didn't drop from the sky. grrrr! and what is there for you to be jealous about? you're 90 plus, you can't even drive anymore! *ahem* sorry. family politics. not on good terms with them.

my cousin's going to melbourne uni next year. all i can say is...screw him! ok, i didn't mean that. but why do some people have all the luck!? yeah...you thought i'd have gotten over it by now. well i have. it's just that even after old wounds have healed, new minor ones sometimes spring up again. even if they don't, press hard enough on the old scars and you'll find that they still hurt slightly after all. ok, i'm not making much sense. better get back to my books before nus decides to kick me out too. if that really happens, i don't know whether i should laugh or cry.

hui:

here i come~ haha ting, i mus admit.. i'm not good at giving surprises. i think e "surprise" sux though.. supposed to turn up at the study area where u and shan were supposed to meet but u came down with flu! haha.. so in e end we had to go to ur hostel instead. and guess wad? we dun have access to the lift. :( we wanted to buy a cake actually.. cos u said u wanna make wish mah. but heard from ur mum and read from ur blog that u're having cake overdose. so din buy. haha otherwise u'll having 4 cakes on ur bdae this year! =P btw, jol missed her last bus at YCK interchange. hahha :x guess we went home too late after eating in Clementi. we left clementi at abt 11pm bah. like say 1045pm? poor gal. took cab home.. heh..

yay, tml is a public holiday. but it doesnt make a difference to me. cos i'm on holiday now. and onli now then i realise tml is Deepavali. i tot it's hari raya! OMG.. hmm, haven seen a lot of ppl online lately. like Xinzhi, Jol, (both jols), Jana and Fat. oh yah, one more. Alien. maybe cos i blocked him? lolz.. i see da ge online.. ya.. but seldom tok to him. the main reason being i'm always in game when he came online bah. and when he join my friend and me in e game, we dun tok much either. he promised me LOTR - ROTK extended version vcd! told me not to buy a lot of times. so nice of him. but i feel so paiseh. i really dun wan him to buy, cos he has given me Fellowship and Two Towers. and somemore someone will be jealous... haha.. :x in addition to that, if he buys me something for xmas, it would be more appropriate if i buy something for him too right? so if i buy... someone is going to get jealous again. hmm.. i think he will be bah? am gonna think of a way to let him understand that da ge and me are onli xiong mei! (although being jealous is kinda a good thing sometimes?)

smsed those who have been constant contact with me my new hp number. and i found out i onli smsed 37 peeps. does that mean that i have onli 37 friends? i'm such a poor thing. i have so little friends! =(

ting is online now. hehe..

bubuaiz

ting:

just wanna say a huge THANK YOU to all my friends. :) love you guys loads. thanks hui, mei and jol for that surprise. wahahahha... pity cute mno guy wasn't in sight huh? but his friend is not too bad as well right? *grins* sorry mei but he's going back soon. haiz...

thanks adel for the cake! it's the third cake in three days. yikes! am gonna get fat! guess i know where i'll heading after exams. hmmmm...

wasn't a great day. came down with flu. sigh. on my last teen birthday too! sucks right? but medicine and a hot shower helps.

waiting for 12am to come and for my birthday to be officially over so i can start studying. didn't touch my books today at all. oh no. guilty.

hmmm... cake looks tempting. should i eat!?

ting:

ohhhh!!! i love my friends!! thank you thank you thank you!! i can't say it loud enough....THANK YOOOUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! am truly touched... :) :) :) :) :) yiqin 'lured' me away from the rest of the group today so they could do some stuff. *grin* when we came back from our toilet trip, yiqin asked me if i wanted dessert. was seriously taken aback coz i was stuffed! and we never have the habit of taking dessert anyway. asked in a rather incredulous tone if she wanted and she said, "oh, but you have to eat dessert!" was really lost. it was until denise took out this package that understanding dawned. if i were in the 12th dimension, you'd have seen a sun rise over my head. oohhhh!!! she baked a cake!! for me!!! aurgghh!!! it was a very nice cake too!! yum! pity i was so full though. and gosh. i am gonna put on TONS of weight! this is the second cake in two days! urgh! so please...no more cake!!

i love the card too! :) :) :) thanks babes! and wei wei...yes, i want what you wished me. :) thank you!!

zuhairah just messaged me to wish me. yay! :)

so i still have half a cake left. guess it will be for dinner tonight. wonder if huili and zicong are up for a cake dinner? *grins*

going out tomorrow! oh no. not studying. urgh! but then again...four hours won't kill me right? i hope. :) yay!!! i'm one happy person today!

ting:

sigh. last management lecture today. don't get me wrong. i don't like nus. but it doesn't stop me from disliking last lectures and tutorials. it makes me feel depressed somehow. but guess this feeling won't apply to other modules like programming or accounting or language. urgh! so yeah... goodbye business law. goodbye management. *sobs* goodbye mno cute guy too. :( :( :(

i wish he didn't have to leave. but well, like huili said...there will be a new batch right? *gives hopeful look*

huili and i were being totally stupid today. (ow huili!! don't hit me!!) seeing it was the last lecture and all, we were trying to wager it such that the cute guy will sit beside us. so we were trying to analyse which was the most likely place he would sit. stood at the door like idiots for quite a while before deciding on one of the back rows. then we left one empty seat next to us. :) :) :) was telling huili that we should put a reserved sign on it just for good measure. so anyway, we agreed that if he were to really sit beside us (be it beside me or beside huili), huili would talk to him. wahahahah!!! the place started filling up slowly. guess seeing it is the last lecture, people who normally didn't turn up decided to make a guest appearance. and yeah, it was rather packed in the end. the seat beside me was one of the last empty seats left and my heart thumped everytime someone came in, cos was afraid they would just grab it. will have to say goodbye to the last opportunity to make friends with him if so.

sigh. halfway through the lecture, this girl had to come in and ask me if the seat was taken. was less than friendly...just gave her a curt nod and looked away. bleh. so i was grumpy she had to sit next to me. sue me. i don't care. looked round every once in a while to see where you-know-who was but didn't spot him. and the ultimate joke of the day? after all that effort?? he didn't turn up!!!! ass! how could he bunk the last lecture?? aurgh!!! so yeah. this is the story of a failed attempt to get to know an extremely cute guy. hopefully after this, i'll wise up and learn to grab opportunities next sem! ha. i think not. *growls* wish he would visit my neighbour more often. come on!! visit her!!! urghhh!! ok, i'm pathetic.

slept for 11 hours last night. this is a disaster. i have not done any serious studying!!! and exams are 14 days away!!! arrrggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i see myself waving goodbye to the As i hope to get for business law and management. bye bye As. don't go too far. *sobs* ok ok, i'm spastic. off to try understand programming!!!

hui:

i kinda jus reached sch. :x actually wanted to reach at 10.30am.. but i overslept.. hmm.. ok, not really overslept. jus wanted to lay on e bed. really dun feel like coming to sch, as i've finished my report. well, jus come and give it to my supervisor lor, anyway supposed to go lunch with her later..

my comp is fine now.. thanks to Fat! xie xie fat fat! (although there's almost 0% chance that fat will be reading. but nvm~) i borrowed his windows xp cd and it worked! but there's one problem still. NO SOUND!! raa..~ can u imagine a silent comp?! OMG.. it detected e hardware and i had all e drivers installed liao. but still no sound. -_- sucks! dun tell me it's e sound card lor. maybe i should test it tonight.

i now see Mr Foo in the lab i'm facing. i think they are discussing our grades for the final year project. hmm.. i'm quite sure that i wun fail. suddenly i feel i will miss my FYP days. cos the next semester will be hell for me. not onli that la... miss going for breaks for like 3-4hrs? and miss walking around in the lab, walking to other ppl's lab, chatting, planning dumb evil plots against Alien and Predator.. haha (and of cos...... hahaha :x :p)

ahh... comp no sound. really sux. but i should be thankful that it's not my comp that got e problem (although it's oli a matter of time, it really makes a lot of crackling and weird sound). and at least it's working. muahaha!

i have yet to think of where to go on friday leh. singapore is jus so small. actually no la. as long as u have the $$ u can do whatever u like and u wan. sighz..

ok, gotta go for lunch with my sup le. see ya!

ting:

hmmm... i'll probably make a very bad lawyer. just came out from "court"...had my business law mini-trial today. and i was the lawyer!! oh well. had the best deal in the end cause everyone either attacked my defendant or my witnesses. heh...i just stood aside, watched, laughed and stood up for them when i felt like it. yeah... we lost. *grins* that obvious huh?? wahahhaha!! but oh well, we had loads of fun. that's what counts right?? moral of this story: NEVER engage me to be your lawyer!! you'll end up like poor yiqin...having to pay $450,000 in damages. *grin*

sigh... feel kinda sad all of a sudden. weird. i really like business law. a lot a lot a lot. it is interesting, it is applicable to the world and society, it's fun (you know who you can sue), it makes sense to me...sigh. oh well. nevermind. i'll prefer holidays over everything else. *grins*

just a thought...who do you think will win the America elections? no offense but...well... john kerry isn't that strong an opponent too. *shrugs* nevermind...we'll just wait and see.

so the guy won the subaru. i'd be damn sore if i were the girl. 70++++ hours in the sun, rain and all for NOTHING!!! gosh!! if i were her, i'd most probably superglue my hand to the car or something. there is no way in hell i'd give up...not at that final stage!! but still. i take my hat off to her. i'd probably last only 5 mins. heh...

another programming assignment!! i don't believe this!! and it's bloody difficult too!! and it's due on 10th nov. so i guess i know what i'll spend my birthday doing. grumbles. *hint hint hint hint* my birthday is next week!! for those who have absolutely no idea what to get me...check out my wishlist for ideas. :) *huge grin*

haha.. got this link from a friend..

Are You A Blogaholic? http://wannabe.catharsis.org/bin/quiz.cgi?quiz=one
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Your Score: 20 / 100

What does this mean? *

20 points is in the 0 through 20 precentI'm not so sure you are a weblogger at all. If you are, you might want to consider finding another hobby since you don't seem to be so into weblogging. Too busy with social life, perhaps?

* These results are just for fun. Do not sue me. Have a sense of humour
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omg... the results... so suan. haha! i have no hobby. my hobby is doing nothing. hmm, or i should say my hobby is doing something unproductive bah? i dunno! neither am i busy with my social life! haha.. anywayz, jus some crap and and bo liao and amusing stuffs here. hehe..

hui:

woot! finally~ my presentation and project demo are over! and i have finished my report too! *holiday mood* muahaha!! i'm really good at "smoking" the ppl panel-list. cos i actually have this flash with xml coding thingie... which i took from e web and did the flash part myself.. the codes all is take from web de lor~ and i went on and on talking the codes, as if i noe a lot. actually i dun. haha..

the presentation was in e morning, and i came early (ok, kinda early.. at 9am) to finish my presentation slide. damn it, now it's my comp's turn to crash. raa...! actually is me la, itchy hand. wanted to wait until i finish my whole FYP then format de, but i jus cant stand it lagging and keep having pop-ups. so i formatted it on sunday night. and damn it, there was no sound! my speakes ain't spoilt. its jus that it keeps telling me hardware detected but cannot start. something wrong with either driver or the port i tink. but, what the heck?! b4 i formatted it, it was still ok. -_- then i gave up, went to sleep and dealt with it on monday, yesterday. i formatted it again, and now it got worse. it told me that windows coudn't copy 2 files (dv7bx.dll and dv8bx.dll) while it was formatting. i retried and no choice, i had to skip e files. when it was fine and cleaned, i tried installing my programs and then... ERROR AGAIN! raa...!! cannot install! wtfffff... so i formatted AGAIN using another option and the same thing happened. -_- my comp is dying. i heard some weird noises coming out from my CPU abt slightlt more than 3mths ago. muahaha! maybe it's time to get a new one, but where's the $$$$$??

ok, so much abt abt stupid comp. back to presentation and demo jus now.

i stopped at "smoking". okie, ya, i was amazed by myself how i did it. act pro! i really cannot tahan myself. how did i managed to act pro?! oh man.. i think they saw thru me bah. there were 4 ppl in e panel-list. the networking manager, my lab lecturer, my supervisor AND Mr Foo! wootz!! hahaha.. my supervisor definitely noes i was acting pro. cos yesterday i told her that i'm going to act pro cos i dun really noe e program well. hehe... :p i spent 1/4 of the time looking at the ceiling, 1/4 of the time look at my screen (cos i did not prepare my speech), 1/4 of the time looking at....... "u-noe-who" (sorry i jus couldnt resist) haha.. and the last 1/4 making eye-contact to the others in e panel-list. they asked me a couple of questions, and there was i, acting pro again!

went lunch after presentation and after presentation came back for project demo. hmm.. nothing much happened, except that Mr Foo said one of my animations is slightly wrong. as in e sense it should be the hub that sends out jamming signal and not the host that sends out the jamming signal.. then the networking manager told me to add in e NYP Logo. =D

my supervisor came in jus now and asked me if i'm free for lunch tml. kinda scary, cos it's e first time a lecturer asks me this kind of question. at first i was like "huh?" then she asked me wat i like to eat. ehh... haha! good question. i dun even noe. as long as it's edible and tastes nice? haha.. but anyway, i told he as long as the food dun sux, it's ok with me. and she suggested going to bishan. and she went off. lucky b4 i went off i asked her what time and meet where. haha... hmm, is she going to give me a treat? LOL! *dun wan face* but i think so leh. i dun mind treating her instead actually. cos it would be so paiseh to be treated by someone u're not close to. very weird going lunch with her liao, somemore if she treat..................... ehh........ *huh!!* -.- aiya, say so much, scully going dutch! hehe.. better!

how how how how how?? my comp crashed!! (i think so) damn it. i wan to format again and see if it works.. but.. cannot format too many times. how? i die le. i dun even noe wad's e problem lor. maybe it's e hard disk, maybe it's the processor, maybe it's e cd. but i dun think it's e cd, damn it! hai, holiday liao leh, no comp very ke lian de. unless i can find a job! anyone got lobang?? raa...

hai.... how?? my poor comp... after over-working for abt 1yr and 10months and at least 6hrs a day, it's sick. beginning to breakdown liao. ahh...! goodbye internet, goodbye gunbound, goodbye MSN chat and games, byebyeeeee...