hui:
think positively, nothing will change e friendship between us (at least to me). i'm still me, and u're still u. we'll jus let e friendship go on, and put in effort for this friendship. it's precious, unique and rare. :) dun be afraid, i'll try my best to be there for u whenever u need me. no matter what happens, u will not lose me, i promise. am very sure of this. i'll always remember and hold dear the times we spent. i'll remember every word u said and i mean every word i say. (i think i sound les) hehe...

ting:

my emotions tonight resembled something like a rollercoaster ride. or maybe a train wreck. am so so tired.

i'm afraid to lose the people i love. i'm afraid to lose relationships i cherish. feel like i have absolutely no control whatsoever over my life. everything is slipping out of my reach.

then again, it is a huge relief to cry and let out all those pent up frustrations. cried for relationships i'm afraid of losing. cried for those i have lost. cried for all the good times and happy memories which went down the drain when we grew distant. changes suck. i am resistant to change. but i'll still try.

a big thanks to those who have helped me in some way or the other. thanks pei and adel for all those advice. thanks zicong for lending a listening ear and offering me comfort.

and to a special someone...i won't forget tonight's conversation. we'll try again alright?

hui:
hai, i think ting may be mad at me... cos i'm so insensitive.. i think she's angry bah... (at least confirm not in a good mood) chatted with her a while ago and she sounded cold.. could be cos she's trying to do her accounts. but.. she jus went dc after i asked her if she's in a bad mood :(

anyway, yesterday was Mooncake Festival... din celebrate or play candles. cos there was no bah.. and oh yeah, i found a Panasonic X300 handphone in e toilet on monday. trying to sell e phone but it doesn't have any value.. a new X300 phone without line is selling at $500+ but the person offer me $250. -_- the rest also around that price. but now, the biggest problem is that i dun have e charger and no one is willing to buy from me at $200-250 without e charger. it's becos the charger is very rare, it only comes with a new set of handphone. and damn Panasonic, it uses different charger for different handphone. hai... i dun dare to play with e phone.. i'm afraid that it will run of out battery and i have no charger!! a shop offered me $280 with charger. so now it's either i buy e charger or find one buyer who is willing to buy w/o charger. the charger is damn rare lor. cant even find it on e Panasonic website. i think its cos its a new phone bah.. so i hope i can find e charger soon..

ting:

urrrrgggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!! damn these wisdom teeth of mine!! they are hurting so badly!! urrghhhh...i need soft food. oh gosh. HELP!!!!!! shall go get them extracted during the dec hols. end the pain once and for all. but for now....OWWWW!!!! damn them! i can't concentrate on accounts!! urgh...

ting:

ok...this is like my fifth attempt to write a blog entry tonight. it's not because blogger is screwed or anything but well, it's just that i have nothing to say. but i have this huge intense urge to write. something. anything. why must the nights be so bleak and cold? i can't tell you how alone i feel. i feel miserable without knowing why. i just know i don't want to be alone.
i wish i could be at home now.

Love can't you see i'm alone
Can't you give this fool a chance
A little love is all I ask - a little kindness
In the night
Please don't leave me behind
No - don't tell me love is blind
A little love is all I ask and that is all

Oh love I've been searching so long
I've been searching high and low
A little love is all I ask - a little sadness
When you're gone
Maybe you need a friend
Only please don't let's pretend
A little love is all I ask and that is all

I wanna spread my wings - but I just can't fly
As a string of pearls and pretty girls go sailing by

Ocean deep - I'm so afraid to show my feelings
I have sailed a million ceilings - in my -
Solitary room
Ocean deep - will I ever find a lover
Maybe she has found another
And as I cry myself to sleep
I know this love of mine I'll keep - ocean deep

Love can't you hear when I call
Can't you hear a word I say
A little love is all I ask
A little feeling when we touch
Why am I still alone?
I've got a heart without a home
A little love is all I ask - and that is all

this is my favourite song to listen to at night. it matches my mood.

where are friends when you need them? why is it that people who used to call no longer call? where is an angel when you need one? what happened to people who used to know every single thing about you? why is it that people tell you they know how you feel when they don't?

what happened to those who used to be my 'bestest' friends?

why is the one who makes you happy the one who makes you sad? why isn't comfort coming from the one you expect it to come from? what happened to the past? why must one always dwell on past events?

thanks adel and pei. you guys rock! =)

ting:
this list was for yesterday.

10 reasons why i (was) miserable:
1. mid-sem break is over (my mid sem break was non-existent anyway...it only lasted four pathetic days)
2. i (was) stuck doing accounting
3. i can't master accounting
4. accounting sucks
5. i have three tests lined up and i can't even master ONE module
6. i cannot concentrate on my work
7. i want to cry
8. i want to die
9. i can't celebrate mid-autumn festival
10. i want someone to call me and cheer me up but that isn't happening

was sinking deep into depression last night. sitting and staring at a question you have no idea what it wants you to do sucks. it doesn't help when you happen to be listening to a happy dancey song too... in my case, that song was counting crows' accidentally in love. i love that song but it certainly doesn't help when i am feeling so so low. sigh...gotta thank adel and her sara lee's chocolate pound cake though! it did help! =) i'll know what to stock up on the next time i'm depressed.
3 more chapters of accounting to master. sighs...
adel...come watch resident evil with pei and me!! come on!! it will be fun!!! ok?? hope your stats test went well today...

in other news, filming for my mno video wrapped up today. isn't it ironic...? we took 7 hours to film an eight minute video. gosh! but we did have our fun moments. my favourite scene was the "arguing scene". everyone just sat there and yelled. heh...residents of pgp probably think we are all insane by now. went walking around pgp the whole day in formal wear! it was damn uncomfortable but oh well. at least, at the end of the day, it was all worth it. i look hideous on video though. yucks! shall go to class with a paper bag over my head on the day they screen it. urgh!
it's 10.35pm now and i am waiting to go home. i wonder why i even bother, especially seeing i'll be coming back tomorrow. but the nights here alone can get so bleak. the feeling of being in a cold dark room alone is miserable. will most probably move home for good next year. save the hostel rent too.
oh well. i am dead tired. my brain isn't working. had only five hours of sleep last night and filming the whole day left me drained and grumpy. so if i was mean in my sms reply to you (have been in some), you'll know why. sorry about that!

hui:
stupid blogger did not show my post again!! raa~~ not gonna post another one (though i have save a copy in notepad.) muahaha..

hui:i better post an entry b4 Ting kills me. :p
i had a very nice weekend! =D went to ting's hostel last friday. so fun! met her in clementi
for dinner and realised i forgot to bring my toothbrush. haha.. so after dinner we walked around in clementi. it was so amk lor. i mean no much difference from amk.. the shops look e same, e layout look e same. and ting was there telling me to stop comparing.. and amk is so far to her now. haha.. we went back to NUS at around 9.30pm, bought only one packet of crackers. hai, should have bought more!!! (we were so hungry in e middle of e night. called pizza hut but it was closed. hahah.. on from 11am to 11pm.) -_- she wanted to watch survivor so i acc her to e TV room to see if there's anyone there. hmm, there were 2 ppl. one of them had disgusting long hair. i tot he was a female until he turned. kao. damn ugly and er xin lor.. eeeewwwwww!!! we went back to e hostel to see if we can watch tv thru e internet. actually can.. but very laggy. so we went down again. there were still there. but luckily, they left at 10pm. muahahaha! survivor was nice, and there are 2 cute guys in there. i'm still thinking of e orange-shirt guy who capsized e boat, which in turn reminds me of alex. ting said if alex were to go onto e boat, the boat wun capsize. e boat will jus go down to e bottom of e seabed in a downward direction. hahahhaa!! so bad right?! but i love it man~ after e show, we went back to e room.. dunno wad we do la.. but time jus passed so quickly.. i onli remember looking at e and realise it was 2am. the next time i look at e clock it was going to be 5am .we toked a lot hor? :p ok now, i mus emphasize e advantage of being skinny. e both of us could squeeze on e bed!! and i could still toss and turn w/o falling off e bed!! whee~ i like e mattress.. it was hard. ^^

woke up at abt 11am, packed my stuffs and went back to amk. in e late afternoon tim came
over and we went out. nothing much happened.. except that we met up with alien and friends
in suntec. da ge was not there. hai.. i tot he would be.. long time no see him le. they called him and he was in orhcard with his friends. heh.. went out with ting and the rest (meaning e gals) and the guys (ber, kelen, alex, jinhong and ng iz hao) to celebrate shan's birthday on sunday. ehh, actually her bdae's on e 12th but she couldn't make it so we went out on e 19th instead, which was both alex's and hong's bdae. haha.... but so sad lor, none of us bought presents for e both of them. :x i dun really care anyway... *evil* eh, ber gave me present! haha so belated right... but i dun mind, it's e thought that counts.. onli feel paiseh that i din buy anything for him.. as i was in boon lay the previous night, i din meet up with them in amk at 1pm. foreseeing that our dear Xinmei will be late (like always), i decided to reach orchard at abt 1.45pm.. but
in e end i left Tim's house at 115pm haha... i tot i'll be late and everyone would be waiting for me, but guess wad? Xinmei called me at 120pm when i was on e bus to boon lay mrt. she said she dunno what time are we meeting and asked me if we are still going out. what the hell?! she dunno e time meh?! -_- zzzzz.... bth... so i told her i'm in boon lay, will be meeting them straight in orchard and she's supposed to meet them in amk at 1pm. the next thing she told me was.... she haven prepare.. like as in bath, change, makeup and stuffs. -_- in e end i was still e first one to reach lor.. 2.15pm.. cant imagine she made so many ppl wait for her for nearly an hour. next time shall tell her 30mins earlier than e actual meeting time le. okay, we then all walked over to Lido to catch a movie. actually wanted to watch Cinderella Story, but the showing time was too late.. by the time e movie end, no need to go marina bay for steamboat le. (though we still din go in e end. haha) so we watched The Terminal instead. actually doesnt matter to me.. Ber's giving Ting and me movie treat mah.. so cannot grumble. haha.. and anyway it's a very nice show!! =D we had abt an hour b4 the movie starts. so we went to mei's ex-workplace (cafe) to sit around first. the price of the drinks are steep. but we ordered anyway (excpet for kelen and ng zi hao). b4 we place our order, alex was there toking very loudly abt e prices and kept comparing. so throw face lor. he tok non-stop.. so i got fed-up and said "alex, tok so much go inside and cook la." he was like "haha i also wan" i forgot wad bernard said.. but i replied "cos someone has been toking so much and it's so throw face" haha :x i was very bad i mus admit. then i heard ting "ouch" haha.. despite ting kept kicking me under e table and asking me to stop, i went on "i dun
care whose birthday is it." hmm, come to think abt it now, i was damn bad and evil. but i dun really feel bad abt it. i mean... he kinda deserve it? :x e onli part i felt bad is i din give him any warning that i'm getting pissed b4 i erupted, and it was his brithdae but we din give him anything.. er well.. heh... but anyway, alex apologised to me thru sms, and i apologised too. and guess wad? mei thanked me for helping her to voice out her thoughts. erm.. -_-"

after e movie, that jinhong and ng zi hao went home. the rest of us walked to esplanade, and
then took bus home. that day was so fun!! i like.. hehe.. esp e laffing-at-alex part in long john silver. kelen did a "presentation" on human's natural reaction/behavoir and alex was e "model" (or victim maybe) haha.. hmm.. wow, this is long entry! i think i gonna type another one tml? haha.. and yay!! tml's friday.. AGAIN!! woot! time really flies. i can't imagine Sept 2004 is coming to an end in one week's time. and then it would be october liao. which means there's onli 2 more months left in e year 2004!! :O i felt like i've jus celebrated christmas last yr and this yr's new year. so fast........... :O

ting:
yesterday was a good day. had a lot of fun. been ages since i've been out with a group of people. heh... i have a new resolve. shall try to go out and "recharge" every...say...3 weeks? or maybe a month, especially since i can literally see the work piling up in front of me. 10 more weeks to december!
isn't it weird how you can go out with someone whom you have not seen or contacted in ages and yet, just pick up where you left off? it felt so normal, like we have been in constant contact. of course, there are relationships i have with some which did not change the slightest bit, like with zihao and jinhong for instance. it didn't change in the sense that we still don't exchange even a single sentence. though i was incredibly surprised zihao acknowledged me and came over to listen to what i was saying, when i was telling bernard this story gail told me. amazing! especially since he spent his whole life treating me as though i was invisible.
going out with my group beamed me back to life in secondary school, where things were so much simplier, friendships were so much closer, people so much more innocent... and yet, we have attained a certain level of maturity which allowed us to go out together and hang out. looking back, i still think being young and innocent is a much much better thing...well, minus the studying part.
didn't want yesterday to end, because i didn't want to come home and face reality...which involves a thick accounting textbook. it's calling out to me right now, but am ignoring it. heh...not for long though! sigh...
october is gonna suck. i have three tests lined up! urgh!

ting:
i seem to be attracting cockroaches everywhere i go as of late. this is so weird. saw this baby cockroach which i promptly drowned in insecticide the other week. and had a horrible encounter with a huge one last tuesday. for those who have heard the story...bear with me and sit through it again. heh...
it was tuesday morning and i was feeling incredibly well-rested, thanks to 12 hours of sleep. was walking around in my room without glasses when i spotted this dark leaf-shaped thing on the floor next to my shoe rack. thought it was a leaf initially...then a thought struck me. there was no reason why there would be a leaf in my room. went closer with bated breath for an inspection and horror of horrors! it was a HUGE cockroach!!! it was lying on its back but still. a cockroach is a cockroach. plus the fact that when roaches die, they have this bad habit of turning over onto their backs. which gives us a less than desirable view of their disgusting undersides. ewwwk!! i want to migrate to a country with no cockroaches.
immediately called my dad to yell for help. which was useless, because he was at home and there was no way he would come all the way just to get rid of a dead roach for me. so decided i shall be brave and get rid of it myself. but for those who know what a gutless idiot i am, i obviously wasn't feeling brave enough to do that. plus the fact i had an accounting presentation later in the day, which i screwed up totally (hence should be trying to master accounting now instead of sitting in front of my computer typing away but...nevermind). i knew the roach had to be a bad omen.
so anyway, decided to go to the cluster kitchen and hang around in hopes that someone would come along and that someone would not be terrified of roaches. so off i went. and who had to be there but our less-than-friendly neighbour and her boyfriend. gosh, those two are joined at the hip! have never seen one without the other. hesitated then as they were having lunch (how typical) and ignoring my presence (why am i not surprised?). had a huge urge to just walk off but hey, i was desperate for help then. decided to risk humilation in exchange of getting that thing out of my room.
people never fail to surprise me. when i calmly begged for help, my less-than-friendly neighbour, who probably wasn't that unfriendly after all told the boyfriend to help me. pointed out where the damn thing was and stood very far away from my door (i can just imagine you guys reading this and shaking your heads. stop it! it's not a crime to be petrified of the damn thing!). a few seconds later, the boyfriend poked his head around my door and calmly announced the cockroach was not dead yet. which of course evoked screams and running from the girlfriend and me. from an extremely safe distance, i instructed him to use the insecticide to kill the roach. and oh boy, he more than drowned it! he sprayed so much i swear there was a puddle of insecticide in my room after that. but nevertheless, am incredibly grateful. they did me a huge favour. of course, there was more drama going on than these but am too tired to go into details.
had only 5 hours of sleep last night. it's weird how fast time passes when you are with company. but it was fun. hey hui, we should do it more often. but the next time, i suppose we will be a lot more wiser and stock up on lots of food! heh...then we won't have to worry about starving at 2am. =) let's do it in december, during my last week of 'hostel stay'. after my exams. deal?
will be heading towards the direction of town tomorrow. i love going town. i love people watching. i love meeting up with old friends and catching up. heh... on the down side, there goes another day which can be put to better use. like catching up on my work for instance.
sighs...but people need the occasional break, right? right??

yoyo, i'm in a happy mood today. i purposely overslept and came to sch at 2.30pm. hahah :x actually i din wanna come.. but i thought of my supervisor.. she''ll be visiting me today. she's very nice to me, so if i dun come... i'll feel guilty. so i gave her a call at 12+pm to confirm if she's coming... i then told her that i was not in sch, but if she's coming to look for me, i'll go. so tt's how i came to sch in e end. hehe... hmm, the staff who signs my attendance nv say anything abt me coming this late. i think tt's cos i din go to her and ask her to sign for me bah. she saw me walking into e lab with my bag anyway.. so...... she should noe lor. heh.. *=p*

another reason that i'm in a happy mood its cos i'll be staying over at Ting's hostel tonight!! woot! it's gonna be fun!!! have nv stayed out with her b4... i think we gonna chat thru e night, toking rubbish, doing stupid actions, discussing crazy ideas and maybe scare the ppl who live around us? hahha i'm mad. hmm, ya one more thing... Ting will help me to write abt myself in my new personal website.... (designed e new layout yesterday! =D) i wonder what crap would she write abt me... this is fun... no matter what she writes abt me, i dare to post lor.. haha :p

so now i'm waiting for my supervisor to come. actually i can see her already... she's in e lab next door, having a briefing. so am jus waiting for her briefing to end and then she'll come to me. ok! may be posting another one tonight when i reach NUS... or maybe tml bah.. foreseeing that my night would be full of craps, rubbish and activities! buaiz~~

ting:
sigh...
my wishlist for this weekend and next week:
master programming (damn that thing!!!)
master financial accounting (yeah..it sucks too!!)

hui:

stupid blogger! made me type my entry twice -_- went out with jolene to simlim square to buy the creative mp3 player but it's all sold out. can u believe this? NONE of the shops in simlim has it. all they've left are all 128mb.... or 512mb. actually e 512mb one is cheap, but i can't afford it. it's selling at $272 it's the cheapest we can find for 512mp after we baragined. some shops even sell it for $290 lor. wtf... haha..

went to e hairdresser's for a trim yesterday. no new hairstyle. the fringe's jus a bit shorter. no difference lor... quite a waste of money... but jus wan my hair to be neater and i wan to maintain e length mah. wanna keep long hair ^^ then, the hairdresser pyscho me to do rebonding. i was so tempted!! but in e end i din.. so i act interested and said okay, i'll come next month. haha... actually i was seriously considering... cos i tot i could use e money that was meant for e mp3 player to rebond my hair. but too bad, cos i bought e mp3 player liao. haha.. jolene called me yesterday and said she had found e mp3 players which we wanted... and selling the same price as those shops in sim lim (actually not same price la. $1 more. haha). as she's going to pasir ris and i need to go to boon lay, the onli common point we could meet was City Hall. so i went there to collect the mp3 player from her lor.. then go boon lay from there. jus as i was walking into e carriage, i saw fat and leon (and one person, dunno name :p) but we din chat much, cos i was in a rush. heh...

woot, got my new mp3!! the earphones is HUGE, my ears are so painful now. gotta get a new one i guess? hai... like a waste of money.. hmm... shall consider.. see ya!!

ting:
i don't have a mid-sem break!!?? oh crap, i don't believe this! how can they deprive us of a bloody break?? and the rest of NUS will just happily enjoy theirs! stupid business. am incredibly pissed. i was so looking forward to it! and now...I DON'T HAVE ANY! grrrr....
am incredibly stressed out right about now. i have a programming test in two weeks time and i still know nuts about anything relating to IT. i have a HUGE zapp project to be done. i have an accounting presentation on tuesday next week which we will be graded on and my group still hasn't met up yet! i have two assignments due next friday. and i am so incredibly behind on all my readings! my hands are trembling as i type this. oh no! i'm so screwed! i don't think i will have the time to sleep at all this entire week. sigh... they're just trying to work us to death or something. horrible sadistic people. uurrrrggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! how do i express my frustration through a blog entry????

damn it... wrote one entry in sch jus now but when i click on "post", the page refreshed itself and the page was blank!! hai... that was quite a long entry.. shall summarise it in e paragraph below.

ber called me yesterday night at abt 10pm. actually he called earlier on, but i was in e bathroom. we talked abt the outing this sunday.. but too bad Shan cant make it for e whole of this week,. after hanging up, i felt.. hmm.. i dunno how to describe. it's like i've found a long lost friend or something? but i'm very glad that we still have things to tok despite the long break in between.. i dun feel any barrier between us. dunno if he feels e same? well, guess the both of us were too stubborn in e past? i dun hate him anyway.. hehe :p And Ting.... jus wan u to noe that i haven changed a bit. at least not my friendship towards u has. hmm, maybe it's very mushy la.. but i remember and keep all the letters that u wrote to me. i really like e one that u wrote for me during one of the christmas. saying "though we have changed (as in we've becomed more evil), the friendship between us will not." (something like tt la. haha) i treasure them and the friendship between us very much. so u'll always be my best friend!

hai, went to sch this morning.. and then kanna stomach cramp. wanted to die. so i went off at 2pm to see doctor. actually i have a talk from 2-4pm going on.. toking abt fuzzy logic and some networking thingie.. by some ppl from Queensland Uni. ya anyway, went to see e doctor and got 2 days MC. haha... that's great. do not have to go to sch tml! too bad tml's not thursday. if not i can have an extra long weekend. initially she wanted to give me MC onli for today. thinking that i have nothing to do tml, cos i dun think my supervisor will come.. think she'll onli look for me on friday. so i requested tml MC. muahaha.. i'm evil! gotta swallow pills, something which i can't do. the pills are huge (to me). one is like e size of panadol and the other.. size of an M&M chocolate? haha.. can't swallow! i tried so hard. i drank lots of water and tried to gulp it down with e pill inside. but in e end onli water pass thru my throat's filter. then the poor residue started to dissolve and eww! it was damn bitter. so the next round i squashed e pills. heh... :p yay! no sch tml~ tata!

hui:

Ber called me yesterday night at abt 10pm. actually he called earlier on, but i was in e bathroom.. so din answer. hmm, well anyway he called again, to ask me if Shan can make it this sunday for e outing to go celebrate her bithrday. she can't make it for the whole of this week and suggested next week instead. haha.. but i din reply to her after that. then ber and me chatted a while more. as he as using his handphone to call me (he was on e way booking in) and he doesnt have any free incoming calls, the phone call lasted for onli abt 10mins. hmm, the feeling of being able to talk to him jus like as b4 is good. maybe the both of us were too self-centered and stubborn in e past. but i really din hate him or whatever. kinda looking forward to seeing him again (and u too, Ting). all of a sudden after that phone call, i jus felt that it's so amazing.. after so long, after so many things haved happened, after so many misunderstandings, we can still talk so well.. as if there wasn't a break in between our friendship at all. maybe Ber felt a barrier or what... but to me, there wasn't any. strange isn't it? ok, maybe it aint that strange. haha :p

hai, miss u Ting. jus wanna tell u i have not changed. at least not my friendship towards u has changed. [Warning: this following few sentences can get too mushy!] i remember e contents of all the letters that u wrote me. esp, the christmas one last year. something in a joking manner saying something like things can change and we may become evil, but we will still be best friends. i will remember it and take it seriously. hehe.. dun wanna lose any more friends. esp u + the other 4 gals. (but i'm not saying that i'm going to lose u la. haha) ok, i thnik ur friends will think i'm les if they read this. so i gonna declare i am NOT one! i'm straight, though i prefer to ogle at gals than guys. hmm.. and now thanks to Ting's influence, i will make an effort to look at caucasians to see if they are good-looking. not cos i wan to buaya lor. it's jus curiosity that took over me. :x

ok, gotta attend a talk abt fuzzy logic at 2pm later. so i gonna sign out now, slack around and go have my breakfast! that's all for now!

hui:
wow, that was a really short post! haha.. ok, i have decided to buy the Creative 256mb TX FM mp3 player. price is $189.. quite a good buy.. Creative brand is good... can be used as a thumbdrive as well.. sigh.. gonna go bankrupt again after buying it this weekend. have been spending a lot lately.. buying presents for 3 ppl, transport fee and bill.. omgggg..

waiting for jol and zhi to come to Blk S... so that we can go for our tea break together. had fried rice and a can of lemon tea for lunch jus now. damn full. wun be eating for eating break le i think? o_O ok, noe le. shall buy some chocolates. i shall continue to surf and chat. see ya!

ting:
am in IT lecture now. *groans*
on the other hand...hangman and bingo are a blast!!!

ting:
gosh, i didn't realise food poisoning would make one feel this bad! and it was nus food which was the cause of it too damnit! yesterday was probably the worst day of my life...i spent it lying on my bed whrithing around in agony. oh gosh, the pain! it felt like i was being stabbed by dozens of knives repeatedly! guess i know how stabbed victims feel like now. but hey, it was worse for me! i tolerated the pain for like what?? 7 hours? and it was because i couldn't even stand up, much less make my way to the polyclinic. had to call my parents to come all the way to fetch me to the doctor's.
so now i have five different tablets to take. for diarrhoea, vomitting, fever, stomach cramps and the charcoal pills. urgh! that amounts to 10 pills every mealtime! yucks. and the doctor had the cheek to say it was mild food poisoning. mild?? what would it be like if it was severe then? geez...
begged for an injection yesterday. shows how desperate i was huh? and oh boy did that hurt! but at least it did lessen the pain somewhat.
sigh. am still feeling under the weather but thank God the pain is gone. am currently worrying about all the tutorials which are not done. tomorrow is gonna be an extremely busy day...if i even have the strength to do them, that is.

hui:

hellooooooo... i'm in sch.. so bored!! there's no one online to chat with. hai... where have they gone? woot. finally received my PowerGas cheque yesterday, but it's from 1st to 31th july. the august one will be mailed to me at a later date. was browsing thru websites looking for information on e admission requirements and wad are the job prospects for pyschology. have always wanted to be a pyschologist.. thinking of taking a degree... dunno if i have the financial status. i still dun understand what the webpages are toking abt.. i onli can more of less confirm onli NUS major in psycology.. NTU onli do minor. the requirements to enter.... i think i cannot meet them lor. i think need GP or something... but then again, if i were to take up a degree, i might as well do some networking stuffs right? hmm.. dunno leh.. guess i would end up working after i graduate next year..

waiting for my supervisor to come... think i get pang-say again. hehe :x she's really nice to me anyway, so it's alright! i went to google to seach if there are any webpages which can teach me how to choose a hairstyle that suits me... so i typed "hairstyle suit face" in www.google.com.sg and guess wad? i entered a webpage which is damn amusing and hilarious! http://sgstudents.com/forum/showthread.php?s=&threadid=337 -----> that person edit the photos lor. and claimed that he is some handsome guy who is so proud of his hair and moustach. (dunno how to spell) kept emphasising on "money is not an issue here" and say he was some famous and rich singer in his early days. hahahah so funny!! very obvious he's toking crap. the pictures are really er xin. well, at least i was so amused... haha. showed my friend and Jess.. also got the same respond as me. haha.. reminds me of that yellow colour swimming trunk guy Steven Lim... jus that Steven Lim does exist, but this photo-edited guy doesn't. but really admire the person who did the photos. great photoshop skills.

it's onli 2pm now. ahh... still got long way to go. but actually not really. gonna leave at 3+pm.. got napfa test today.. i'm not taking... jus pretend i'm taking then leave early lor. hehehe :p wad for really go take right... my 2.4km really cannot make it de. :p

RaAaa!!! SO BORED!! k la, byebye i go stone liao....