drained~*

in my room.
Loane's 'Contre toi' (nice song!).
Torey Hayden's 'Just another kid' (always updating people about accounts by torey)
a stack of psych text.
headache over assignments and presentation.
calendar.
procrastination.
ponder, ponder.
vacant, empty, missing.
thinking about everything that were shared among my uni friends last night.
things that they said which truly reflected what I want to say.
a saturday spent at home, being a good, homely girl.
I don't want to fall back in the dumpster.
no more tears, no more fears, no more... self-generated negativity.

but something's undeniable - I'm very, very, very drained.
and it's the kind of exhaustion that starts off as something psychological and manifests itself as something physical.
if this goes on for a few more weeks, I am definitely going to ... *SNAP*

random stuff:

yes, we worked till it was getting dark, then we headed to audrey's 21st (details next time!).

"As I became an adult, bit by bit I have forgotten
to stay true and honest to my heart."


- 'Kimi ga Iru Kara' by Shimokawa Mikuni