Friday, October 03, 2008

Random~*


I suddenly remember how crazy I was over this song back then when I was in Primary school...
And well, I still love love love it. :) 


(Whispered) Let me be your hero 

Would you dance if I asked you to dance? 
Would you run and never look back 
Would you cry if you saw me crying 
Would you save my soul tonight? 

Would you tremble if I touched your lips? 
Would you laugh oh please tell me this 
Now would you die for the one you love? 
Hold me in your arms tonight? 

(Chorus) 
I can be your hero baby 
I can kiss away the pain 
I will stand by you forever 
You can take my breath away 

Would you swear that you'll always be mine? 
Would you lie would you run and hide 
Am I in too deep? 
Have I lost my mind? 
I don't care you're here tonight 

Chorus 

I just want to hold you (2x) 
Am I in too deep? 
Have I lost my mind? 
Well I don't care you're here tonight 

Chorus (2x) 

You can take my breath my breath away 
I can be your hero 


-'Hero' by Enrique Iglesias 

~* Editted on 4th Oct '08 *~






22/07~*


Mood: Hmm...
Music: A certain song in my playlist 



I was born alone. I'll go on living alone.
I thought that surely that kind of life is appropriate.


- 'A Song for XX' by Ayumi 




1. FAREWELL.

We'll just be seeing each other for another 5 days before Farewell Assembly. 


Suddenly, the emptiness. 


And the countdown starts. 



2. Life

My mood hit rock bottom a few days ago. 

When problems that have always been there, but chucked aside for a long time, come back and haunt you, that's when you know that somehow, your sanity is being tested. 


How strong you are. 

How sane you can remain.


I also learnt that, no matter how hard we try to push certain thoughts away, they're still there. 


As solid, as certain, as obvious. 





3. Family

What is it like to rebel? To argue with your parents? To fight back?


I never understood all that. Simply because I have probably never argued with my parents before. (And I rarely argue with my sister too).


I always kept quiet. I always kept the tears to myself. I always suppress all the frustration and annoyance and hurt. 


I cherish them too much, too much, to ever want to hurt them. 



But, 

there's a limit to the amount of trash and negative emotions you can contain.


Sometimes, you just want to explode. 

Like a dam with a small crack. However small the crack may be, it's there. 
Ever so glaring, ever so dangerous. 


Why can't you understand?
Why can't you stand in my shoes and understand?
Why am I always the one to agree with you?

Since when have my vocabulary used when I talk to you be limited to just 
'THANK YOU', 'YES' and 'I'M SORRY'??????????????????????????????????????



Usually, the person who hurts you the most is the person who's closest to you.



So true. When it comes to seeking comfort, seeking help, seeking support, we'll definitely approach someone who's the closest to us. 


But how much the person values our trust is a completely different thing. 





I trust people too much. 

I place my faith in people I find worthy of them.

I view them as a pillar of support, a shelter from the rain.


How many of them truly are? 





5. School

Sigh. 


I want A's to be over quickly. 

But I don't want A's to come so fast!!! 


I want time to freeze.

Maybe yes, maybe no. 





6. Myself.

There are uncountable things I'm unsatisfied with myself. 


But until a certain point, there's really no point talking about such things because it just hits you that well, those things you hate about yourself are probably going to stay. FOR GOOD. 



Like, HECK. 



7. Something happy.


Even when life is as shitty as hell, as terrible as it can EVER get, sucks like nobody's business, simply trashy and crappy, 





I know I have a pair of angel's wings with me. (and they don't belong to me) 




8. Pretty accurate, I must say. 



My Personality
Neuroticism
60
Extraversion
31
Openness to Experience
47
Agreeableness
73
Conscientiousness
52
You rarely get angry and it takes a lot to make you angry, however you experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress. You are not prone to spells of energetic high spirits. You prefer dealing with either people or things rather than ideas. You regard intellectual exercises as a waste of your time. You dislike confrontations and are perfectly willing to compromise or to deny your own needs in order to get along with others, however you believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary. You are guarded in new relationships and less willing to openly reveal the whole truth about yourself. You take your time when making decisions and will deliberate on all the possible consequences and alternatives.

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