Everything...

Heng today blogspot more ting hua or i might get rash and dump the com out of the window. Serious. Stupid blogspot. Always dun let me update one. And stupid com. haiz...
And sorry serene, can't tag u. Cant see ur blog... dunno why. See? Stupid com again... haiz.
These days so many things happened liao. But very sian to say everything. Just that Singapore Idol was a disappointment. Tot Sly might win but turn out Taufik. But read Newpaper today. They say Sly's music career will be more concrete and Fik's will me quite rocky. Haiz... Oh yah, talking about yesterday. A bad day overall. Went out with my frens to send off my fren who's imigrating to San Francisco.. Haiz.. leaving one by one... Nothing much to say about it. Just that b4 we entered the house, we promised one another we won't shed a tear. And we succeeded. All we did there was to eat and watch Xmen 2. Sian rite? Haiz... Won't go into detail.
Came back in the evening and watched S'pore Idol. Had a severe headache and felt like vomiting. Dunno why. Den when the results was released, I almost threw up. Felt soooo bad lor. My head was spinning den very painful. Felt like dying. Mum sais probably cos I too nervous. But... nervous about what? Piano? Oh ya, piano. Guess what. My teacher threatened me lor. She said if nxt lesson dun play properly, she'll ask the teachers to come and listen to me play. !!!!!!!!!!!!!! What the lor! Felt so sick.. haiz.
Reached home and watched TV. Last time recorded one. Haiz... Sian mah. Dunno who keep hacking into my account. Sian lor. Den that person blocked many people. Dunno who.. and Karen said she saw me online when I'm not even online lor! And when I came online just now, the person blocked the ppl again... Siao lor.
Haiz.. Anyway, now, the background music is 'Carols' by Ayumi. Cool rite? Thanks to my dear dear dear dear best fren, Karen!!! Hahaha...

To Karen:
Alrite, gotta repeat what I told u here. ok, gurl, first, u must noe that I'll never never never leave u in the lurch. I say it and I mean it. We've been best fren for 8-9 yrs already. U noe me well enough inside out and I noe u well like I noe myself... It's really a long way we've come, and there's still a long way to go... We've been through our bad times, when we quarreled almost everyday. Remember? But we overcame it and got even closer... The great times we've had.. I'll forever remember. U must too, ok? Remember what I told u? Even if everyone leaves u, I'll never ever leave u... ok? I mean what I say...
So do take care of urself ok? Dun make me worry le. =D. Friends till eternity.

Now, let me share 'Carols' lyrics. The lyrics of the backgrnd music...

CAROLS



Do you remember the first day we met even now?
You looked abashed, hanging your head
And turning your eyes away

I wonder when such a manner became so dear to me
It makes me feel a little nostalgic
Don't you feel so?

Many seasons have passed by
With quick steps since then

(*) When the white snow colors the city
Let me stay by your side
Though I may bother you
Again and again

We talked overnight about our future and the moments
I felt they were so dazzling
And precious

Tears welled up in my eyes
When I thought it would be nice
That I could forgive my past some day

(**) When the white snow melts
And the city becomes vivid and colorful
I like to keep you closest
To my heart

The days we couldn't understand each other and parted
The days of tears, the days of smiling faces
Whatever may happen and whatever mood you may be in
I'll always accept you

(*) repeat

(**) repeat