Sedih betul kalau pikir pasal history Irfan ni. Asyik sakit jela.. at 6 mo kena kawasaki disease, 1+ yr ear surgery for tube and now in June, another surgery because of cavities. I feel like a bad mother. But at the same time, I'm just too tired to handle him. He's making it soooo hard. I dunno why he's not eating. Tak makan meaning tak makan veggies la.. nutritient sume mcm mana. And at one point kalau sakit.. it's the mother again yg kena blame.
Banyak betul la dugaan jaga anak ni.. I dunno if it's just me that having a hard time being a mother. For once I just wish life is easier.. and I can just cruise along. Irfan is a sweet boy.. he really is. He always make me smile, he listens to me when I talk, and there are days when he calls me 'pretty' and pointing at me :)
But when you're a mother and you're with him 24-7, there are times when you just wish that you are away from him, be it at work or where ever. Sometimes I just feel like I need a break, siang malam jaga anak memang boleh sakit otak like seriously. Zuhri gets home around 7 or so.. then he'll be out for soccer or basketball game or whatever- interesting- other- than- staying at home and helping out until it's bed time. So I'm pretty much with Irfan 24-7.. Sigh..
I know.. this is me being me.. whining and rambling.
Irfan, I love you to bits. Please make it easy for mama to love you. ;(
6 comments:
operation for cavities??wut happen 2 his cavities?? huhuh x phm laa
May be God just want to open ur eyes so tht u will appreciate our mummy more. Just imagine how mummy has to tk care of four of us,
(4x more difficult)thn u who only needs to tk cr of irfan sorng jer..
Always be strong and challenge ur self tht u can be a very good mother and cn tk care of irfan NO MATTER wht happend! Irfan is soo lucky to hv u as his mom!!! =)
Wow noi.. that is so inspiring.
Yea aku pun pikir mak & ayah sacrifice a lot for all of us. Tu bila aku rasa susah sgt nak melayan kerenah Feyruz, aku ingat kan mak, ayah & Janet.
Hahaha ye la noi and her 'inspiring' speech.
Aku dah ckp dgn mak.. mak ckp dia jaga kite 4 org senang je, tak susah pun mcm aku jaga si Irfan ni hahaha. Kalau guna rotan senang la kot tapi aku takut Irfan trauma plak. Lagi pun aku tak nak dia sedey2 sgt..
Ko senang la ckp noi ko tak kena rotan dulu hohoo
oitttt byk ko laa janet aku x kne rotan..aku rser aku plng byk kne rotan kot sampai berbekas kaki ni lg!!hahaha sampai form 1 kot kne rotan sbb gaduh ngn meng berebut katil..hahaah kalo aku form 1 tht means meng form 3..huhuh meng lg loser da besa pon kne rotan..hihiih =P eleee janet ni, kalo ko x garang ngn irfan skg, bile dah besar, ko br nk garang, or br nk nanges darah cm mne skali pon x dah gune...bak orng tue2 ckp, lentur buluh bia dr rebung nyer! n anak 2 mcm kain putih, mak bpk yg corakkn..soooo for janet n gem!! pepandai laa behave dpn ank yer!!hihih sbb korng bkn single lg mcm aku ngn meng!!! wakakaka =D
Hahah.. ye ke ko yg paling banyak. of course la aku yg paling banyak kena.
Aku garang la.. irfan takut dgn aku. Dia tak takut dgn zuhri huhu.
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