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Feelings. Sunday, October 29, 2006 Man. I simply can't control my feelings. Am trying so hard to put them aside.. to ignore.. but most of the time, I am constantly reminded of them by the mere vibration of my hp. I might actually consider switching it off. Why am I feeling so? I know I shouldn't, but I just can't.. makes me question myself. What am I now? What have I become? I went to church and prayed, but suddenly I felt distant. Is it just that fatigue? Oh shit, i'm going crazy. Maybe it's cos it's not in my nature to ask for help. Or maybe I do but.. I dunno. Shit. Argh. and i wish these emotions would all go away. tired. Signs of fatigue: 1. I've cut my nails, thinking i'm done, when i put down my nail clipper and see the nails on my right hand. 2. In chomp chomp (my arena), i just told myself that the 'or laut' stall is on the left, but i turn right and go one big round. 3. I see the bus announcing how much $ my card has, and somehow interpreted it as no more bus pass. I bought one mth in advance now, lol. 4. I shower and realise i forgot to bring clothes in. 5. I go to Orchard Road in berms and flipflops (same wear as nus) 6. I watch movies to release stress. 7. I can't spell properly. 8. I get tired of thinking. 9. I get tired of being tired from thinking. 10. I get tired of feeling tired. To all.. I'm really sorry. These few days.. I may be highly irrational, irritatable and utterly snappish. I'm going through a rough time. Though probably in comparison to everyone else it's like nothing, but I can't help it - it's affecting me. I'm finding solace in doing homework now, and that's creeping me out. Yeah.. by the way, as i'm typing this, I'm trying to write my lit essay. I wish I caught '10 things I hate about you' on Starmovies today. Snap. It wasn't supposed to turn out this way. Paralysis by Analysis. Thursday, October 26, 2006 Finally. My gosh.. stupid spam blog nonsense. It took nearly a week la.. At least I can blog now. Yay. Been really busy these days. School work all cramming in due to deadlines. Now I'm studying for Eng Test, after which gonna do Lit assignment and a Film analysis. Oh yeah.. to those who are unaware of my personal opinion of uni life - don't ask. Nonetheless, there are finer things in life (thank goodness!) I have my blog!!! :D Plus, good friends to enjoy good times with ;) By e way.. To Sylvia and Char --> Happy Birthday!!! (yes, belated.. blame blogger *grinz*) :D Haha, u 2 have the same bdays, lol! ;) Hope u enjoyed ur bday celebrations!!! Cheers :) Feel real tired these days.. dunno if it's the haze.. or just overwhelming work. Sigh. Back to da Books. Heyheyz Wednesday, October 18, 2006 I love this template. I like the fact that it's a sketch too. The reason I changed my blog add is simply that I can't find anymore nice diaryland templates. Call me loser or IT-idiot or whatsoever.. hey, I value convience. Yeah.. so welcome :) | |