new.

NEW!

new.

http://www.changingcorners.wordpress.com

yeah.

NEW.

tess died today.

it was unexpected, and it hurt.

but thats life;

and i need to get through it.

the heartache will never cease;

mayhem is beautiful;

yes, i believe mayhem is beautiful.

the results of the many events that unfold each day never cease to make me appreciate the simplicity, or the complexity of the situation. the beauty of the chaos, the understanding of the madness, and the emotions that stir the heart make life beautiful.

i love the revelation of it all.

i want my life to be beautiful;

coloured with the shades of the world,

which hold me within a rainbow of continuity.

mayhem is beautiful;

she's falling for him,

and he's falling for me,

and i am falling for somebody else,

who's falling for you;

oh, we're falling like dominoes;

dominoes

dawn mitschele

oh. em. gee.

eye. ees. kannaught. tae. kes. eets.

no. no. oww. eye. kan. feee. eels. ly. ker. dats.

blehh.

i dont know if i sound mean, or whether i should be saying this, but this is a place for output right? well, i feel that, sometimes people need to be more aware of their surroundings, and the way people treat them. if you feel like something's not quite right, and yet you choose to stick your head in and be like a leech, then i'd say you're quite dumb. if you really want the best for someone, you dont stick. instead, you choose the path and actions that would be most comfortable for them. dont force it. dont try to make it go your way, cos in the end, it'd just sour. and i dont want the people around me to get hurt too bad, or let revenge get to their head. i dont know. i just feel this compulsive need to say what i really feel, but i know they'll just think im a bitch, and moreover, i dont have all the sides of the stories. what i gather is just bits of information they divulge from time to time. but yeah. enough said. if i could really say what i feel, it'd be Ԩ͡ ı‰´Å ¨∏ ÒÅÓ. but then again, i dont really know what a certain party feels. hmmm. oh wells. im allowed to rant. so no judgement here, aye.

cheaters. i dont know whether to detest them, or feel sorry for them. and i sure do pity the victims; the people unaware of the situation, and yet, are embroiled in it.

i never expected pravin to be a cheater. he came across as a nice guy, someone reliable, someone who would never do something so lowly. for a month, you lied to her. i totally wanna kick you in the balls now.

oh wells. that aside...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA SAMANTHA TAN HUI YAN!

me is loving you much much. :)

shit. i absolutely detest guys who break up with their girlfriends over the phone, especially if the relationship was serious. i mean, its horrid to choose to say it merely over the phone. like, if you have the courage to break up, do it right. dont hide behind frequencies and assume its the how it should be done just because you want the other party to know it asap. idiot. im just really ticked off now. grr.