well... i would never touch gambling again~ not interesting to me

today is my buddy's gf birthday, so i went out to celebrate~ then her mum show up.. i was so scared the situation will be very pai kua.. coz my buddy is butch. then at the end the mum never say anything and never show black face also... i was shock~ how open minded is her mum... how much i wish my family also like that.... but i know it's not possible..

but actually my mum din force me to get bf anymore. i think she also accept the truth that i am like this. she told me i can be carefree. she got my bro's and sis's children to take care of, she let me choose my future. she said if i really dun want to get married, is ok~ i was so happy~~~

anyway, after bringing my buddy's gf's mum to tour at MBS casino, i went to play a few rounds. then i was blur and dunno what is happening. i was like... wth.... then lost money.. luckily i only play $7 and i lost $6. still lucky~ lol... but i dun think i will play again. so boring... my housemate whom go with me lost $50 and $10. one bet on big small another play the stupid machine with me~ lol...

today is really quite tired.. is worsen than working..  walk too much liao...

i couldn't find the thing i wanted to buy.... so vexed... hope i can find it before i go back...
count down-ing... 7 days to go back...
finally can meet u again....