I am Medium

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Now Playing: Heretics and Killers - Protest The Hero
Mood: bored

I am possibly the worst blog owner you'll ever come across. I mean...who won't update their blog in 2 MONTHS TIME?!

The holidays have started, and I'll possibly be bored, till I can find something that doesn't bore me to death. 2 days ago was labelled one of my best days. I won't elaborate on what happened tho. Coz rambling on and on about the same subject would also bore the readers to their deaths.

I had my b'day party, and I'll post photos up in my Facebook really soon. And still wishing for an electric guitar...I also wanna know how to sweep, shred, and also pick really really fast...like super fast you can lose count of it.

What else is there to talk about? ...

Bored

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Now Playing: Put a banana in your ear - Charlie the unicorn
Mood: high

The power of 8

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Now Playing: Nemesis - Arch Enemy
Mood: curious




real wishes



So yeah, recently I stumbled across this website that says they grant real wishes with the power of 8 (not sure what is it tho) so I made a wish. Their reviews were good, no one complaining at all. So I thought I should sprfead the word a little. That's all.

ps: there're no Satanic acts to this.

◄'o'►

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Now Playing: Detroit Rock City - KISS
Mood: like flying XD

okay...Kar Keat's coming to visit me Sunday. Friday and Saturday I am busy. And I just learnt wat are the high and low points for my vocal cords.

Warm Milo - helps a lot wif vocal cords, it kinda opens them up better. Maybe it's because of the heat of the drink that kinda makes my voice go louder and more powerful.

Tim Tam - SADLY, chocolates make my throat sound really HOARSE D= it just only came to my head while I was trying to scream along Waking the Demon

In conclusion, warm stuff helps, cold stuff doesn't XD and different people have different styles so I won't be surprised if Mountain Dew actually helped your vocal cords.

Holly days

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Now Playing: Home Grown - Tomorrow (gone back to mainstream rock ftm)
Mood: bored + paranoia

So I'm still bored as hell. No photos from Sumatra yet coz my step dad has short term memory loss (he couldn't remember to get those photos outta the disposable camera =.=") and that I'm also too lazy to access the student drive to get the photos out *smacks self*

Anyways, just some stuff I oughta show whilst rotting during the holidays

Note the header of the IE window...Some virus running around the school's computers for some time now. Indonesian translation: Hey kids, study hard and don't watch porn. O_o we still have no idea who did it

something I drew out of boredom and stuck it on my bedroom door so it doesn't look boring lol.
I did this paper rose for my mom during her birthday. And guess what? Jordan's birthday (the guitarist of Childhood Dreamers) also lies on the same date as my mom's! COINCIDENCE

But anyways, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JORDAN (and any other ppls b'day that I missed, gomen nasai)

Ehhh...nvm, no title

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Now Playing: with my pocket guitar in my iPhone XD
Mood: Put your hands up for KL, I love that city!!!!

Last weekend hasn't gone so well, As if I've been struck in my own cell.
Bitches and bastards show no sympathy, I let out my inner cry of agony.
The wheel that proves that psi exist, Hath been broken to pieces of six.
Rage and violence consumes over me, Targeting my brother the anger from me.
Not only me but my mother, the boss, Because of our actions, she became so cross.
Childish acts from people like who? Revenge because there's nothing better to do.
This soul is still searching in the dark, When will I find the king of my heart?
The last stanza was cheesy enough, Should be more like artist of wrath.
Impatience for the trip to Sumatra, I hope the days haven't stretched too far.
I have ran out of words today, Stay tuned again for another day.

darkness resumes

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Now Playing: with her mind
Mood: dark

This darkness continues to take over this body. Though her spine and head starts to ache, this pain, so soothing...maybe I should kill someone tomorrow. Three cheers for sweet revenge they say. Oh, how I love hatred and pain - my only way to show affection. Because every mourn of despair feeds my satisfaction. We'll see how thick skin a person can get when darkness wins. Set my victim ablaze, that ought to teach people not to mess with noir (French for dark/black) Welcome to my twisted circus. Watch me. Watch how I shall treat your brain as a fiddle, get mesmerised with the dancing fire. All to fill my desires, of hearing endless suffering.

Doesn't rhyme but I don't care, I'll strip my victims off till they're bare.
Tell you not to mess with fire, but you point to me and say I'm a liar.
Light n love is not easy to conquer, I don't think I can hold it any longer.
"Violence is not the way to solve", why do you even want to involve?
Poetry is a form of expression, diseases and syndromes are a mere digression.
Attention seeking just to gather a few, this group will then begin something new.
Cirque du Noir, Fallen City, these people will strike like electricity.
Life is just like a videogame, learn new skills all for you to gain.
TB, TK, whatever it is, these are the things you don't wanna miss.
Darkness is right now retreating, I feel like it's a form of relieving.
Other than metal, other than poems, now I feel like playing glow worms.
Or I can start to pack my things, when in Sumatra I'll be missing nothing.
Either that or a bit of PK, that's better than memorizing the KKK.
Fry screaming or a form art, the best way to escape when "Things Fall Apart".
Logarithms, reciprocals, and parabolas, teacher may be fun but I feel like screaming "AAAH!"
I know this poem has a bit of quirk, don't flame on this you big ol' jerk.

Anyone interested in making a metalcore band? I'll be the vocalist (that's pretty much what I can do anyways, maybe a bit of keyboards? Check one of my previous posts and there's a piano interpretation of Apologise by One Republic) As said many times before, or maybe not, just visit my youtube account and there's proof I am a good fry screamer (nvr meant to brag) I won't be that active until at least a year and a half (if IB isnt a burden. But if it is, then make that 3 years) but I feel like I really wanna be in a band part time because I really have that passion for metalcore. Something different than talking abt sex and romance all the time and its so straightforward. But yea, this isnt a job application script so I'll stop here.

ps: When I say make a band, I mean we do it seriously. Like recording and producing albums.

Yet another first day of school

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Now Playing: I can't blast the school's amp.
Mood: Stressed

Using school's comp here. And What did I do during the holidays? ACT STUPID AND CAMWHORE!!! XD

Not really at first, just a shot of my current room
Normal me (I think)
Prep me LOL (I hate this btw)
Emo me (2nd fave)
Gothic Lolita-sh me (In case you guys are blind [just blame my iPhone, there's laces on my tank top, also my fave shot)
NERD!!!! LOLMFAO (embarrasing as well :p) In case you guys are wondering, I also tucked in my shirt LOLOLOLOLOL
The "damsel in distress?" or trying to lan cute again huh? *smacks self*

Yeah, that's all I have in this post. Also I've been sugar high throughout the holidays coz I got nth better to do.

Hinthint: metal lovers MUST visit my Youtube account

Random Quotes that popped out of my head through memories

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Now Playing: Shadow of the day - Linkin Park
Mood: random mind with random stupidity

So I'm just gonna post quotes here since I can't post pics here with my iPhone.

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Alan: Amanda... *while touching my cheeks*
Me: WAI!*goes to defensive position*
Kar Keat: Keep your hands off my girl!!
Me: WALAO!! *even more defensive*

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Me: *strangling Yeong Wei*
YW: hello dear. Getting used to her strangling here.
-later-
Lee Zen (who was the dear YW was referring to): Can I sit here? Don strangle me arh.

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Me n Chi Qin: *whilst "drunk" and singing* You're my Angel~~*then sways to music drunk-like*

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Alex: Wait, so your house is, you turn left at the traffic light rite? (or sth among those lines)
Me: ._.???
Jordan: Dun listen to him lar, he damn blur.
(then argument starts here, bla bla noob guitarist noob bassist yadda)

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Me: *half asleep half awake*
Menon: Is that a guy?
Girls: No, it's the new girl Amanda lah.

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Qasyaff: *crane pose*
Me: *crane pose*
Qasyaff: Go get your own pose..

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Me: I got poked by my own safety pin!
Mervyn: GOOD!
Me: Shit you! *starts whacking Mervyn*

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Me: *talking about Cassandra bla bla bla*
Melissa: *kepohs*
Me: why are you kepohing?
Melissa: you said Cassandra's name :p
Sorry girls, I can't really remember witty lines from you guys but I'll update this when it hits me.

Saturday

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Now Playing: paint it black - rolling stones
Mood: first pissed, now happy

Damn. 2 times in a row i got pissed off during dance class. One of it is bcos of outside interferences like (STH REALLY OBVIOUS FRM PREV POST) or I'm losing interest in tap NO! I still love tap dancing no matter what. Last time I got berserk coz of critism bla bla. At least got I-phone Liao!YAY! (is using now LOL)

Now Also got cousins in S'pore to entertain with Guitar Hero LOL. My age aso. AND plz visit my youtube acc (my lil bro is recorded too while I recover my metal voice)

Have a nice day guys.

BWAHA...ha?

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Now Playing: She Is Dangerous - Blessed By A Broken Heart (there isn't a link...)
Mood: ._.

Monday...NO SCHOOL!! coz of national day and I'm bored shit. Luckily, I got a few projects to be done like:

1. Geography presentation
2. Physics homework (DONE)
3. study...???

Geography's gonna be a piece of cake, and studying, I can do for Add maths with Mr Rainone in school...after school...so I have a few of my things to be done as well even if it isn't important:

1. CD's surprise when they visit me (3 more to go, the halfway mark)
2. Flash dressup game (DONE)
3. Musical animation to be uploaded to YouTube (in the process of storyboarding)
4. Vocal cover for Spit You Out - Bullet For My Valentine
5. Upload my finished artwork to dA (uploaded)
6. Finishing up (censored...but not adult content, I'm not ready to show this skill to the world until I can find suitable ppl to do this with me, proly would happen during my college years...which is a loooong way to go)
7. Portfolio to enter DigiPen Institute. Yeah it's not only a science school, they have courses for game developing and animation. So I'm definately going.

And again, why do I always overload myself with work when I prefer slacking around...prolly coz I'm bored? XD [a really obvious type AB person]

Two statements

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Now Playing: Wherever You Will Go - The Calling
Mood: idk

okay, so In Geography class, we we're asked to talk about tropical rainforests and tropical deserts. Our rainforest was the Congo Basin and the desert was Sahara. Sahara was easy to reseach and all, but while researching the Congo Basin, I came across something. Let's call it 'it' for now. When I came home, I wanted to look for 'it' again. Unfortunately the original page when I saw 'it' didn't show up on google when I searched, but I still remember what 'it' was, and here it is....


click on the picture if you wanna see the big picture. And to those who don't know why the word is so funny, it's coz the word....means stupid in malay (no offence to and Congo peeps, if there's...any). LOL and I still remember Apa Khabar (in Malay it meant how are you?) BUT if you say it to a Korean......good luck (it sounds similar to the meaning of kick your father)

And yes, hunting is BAD, especially if its an endangered species, you don't want elephants to end up like dodo birds no? So yea. BTW go to Youtube and check out Hey there Delilah screaming version. It's awesome XD

Spit You Out

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Now Playing: Apologise on piano - Tony Dao
Mood: Sulking against..

TODAY I GOT THE MONDAY BLUES...again...and remember that guy I told you abt RDA? well he isn't here this week. As I guessed it. And then, right after returning...

"Oh my keyboard...how I missed you so"
"Wait, this is't my keyboard..."
"And this isn't even my real house yet."
But anyways....



Because I am such a lan si. I know it's not that great. Incomplete and all, and this keyboard doesn't have amps, if you notice the F key (NOT F WORD YOU NGONG)is louder than the rest.

And dudes...I became frens wif a hacker o.o

Ècstasŷ

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Now Playing: Let's Groove - Earth Wind and Fire
Mood: Sienz



@---•ŘðċķĮŊģ Pŗįśøʼnŝ•---@ says:
T_T ALEX
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You have just sent a nudge.
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♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
T_T zech
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
T_T
@---•ŘðċķĮŊģ Pŗįśøʼnŝ•---@ says:
T_T alex
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
T_T zech
@---•ŘðċķĮŊģ Pŗįśøʼnŝ•---@ says:
T_T alex
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
T_T zech
@---•ŘðċķĮŊģ Pŗįśøʼnŝ•---@ says:
T_T alex
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
T_T zech
@---•ŘðċķĮŊģ Pŗįśøʼnŝ•---@ says:
T_T alex
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
T_T zech
@---•ŘðċķĮŊģ Pŗįśøʼnŝ•---@ says:
T_T alex
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
T_T zech
@---•ŘðċķĮŊģ Pŗįśøʼnŝ•---@ says:
T_T alex
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
T_T my zech
@---•ŘðċķĮŊģ Pŗįśøʼnŝ•---@ says:
T_T my alex
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
T_T our cutey pies
@---•ŘðċķĮŊģ Pŗįśøʼnŝ•---@ says:
T_T miss like shit
@---•ŘðċķĮŊģ Pŗįśøʼnŝ•---@ says:
wait
@---•ŘðċķĮŊģ Pŗįśøʼnŝ•---@ says:
did u realise
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
T_T me too
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
T_T what?
@---•ŘðċķĮŊģ Pŗįśøʼnŝ•---@ says:
their initials are polar opposites?
@---•ŘðċķĮŊģ Pŗįśøʼnŝ•---@ says:
A and Z
@---•ŘðċķĮŊģ Pŗįśøʼnŝ•---@ says:
XD
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
XD
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
lol
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
XD zech so cute
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
so cute

As you can see...we're on ecstasy...
ps: There is nothing going on between Chi Qin and Zech

©anon D foreve®

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Now Playing: Canon Rock - JerryC
Mood: RE-energised

Nowadays, I'm lazy to get up for school. I've got a painful butt, a numb hand, and stiff fingers, why? Kenapa?

Yesterday I did all my cheer jumps (ALL OF IT) on the trampoline and stretched my muscles too hard on the butt. A numb hand for carving out lino art, which nearly made me lose my blood circulation that may make a person stuck in the same place else I won't be here, stiff fingers for noodling around with the keyboard again (I wish my mom gets a keyboard)

But yeah, enough rants. I've got more snaps.

This one is on lunch time. Come on guys, I tried ok? But sometimes, things like this is up to all of you to pursue XD. And that string thingy, is food, really. They're tasty.

Then we went out for dinner. After dinner [payback XD, From Autumn to Ashes fans will get it] Catherine wanted to go to the games room. So I played this:

I still kinda suck at it, c'mon, it's a 5 footed 1 (as you can see on the screen), not like ur usual DDR. And I loved their Canon D remix XD, I played that lvl for like...4 times? XD

Catherine. Daughter of Aunty Lisa and Uncle John.

ps: one of her video games nearly killed my eardrums, Pixel Chix SUCK MAN, THEY'RE ALL SO FUCKING SOTONG/BITCHY THAT THEY'VE GOT NO LIFE! Especially when she left it there without switching it off, that girl kept saying "Ehem, excuse me?" in a really fucking bithcy way X_X LIKE A LOT OF TIMES I'M DEAF NOW I TELL YA, I'M DEAF!!!!

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Now Playing: Los Angeles - X
Mood: 8D LIEK SRSLY

...not. XD but srsly, today...I was lazy to get up lol. But yeah, Mondays...oh man. And I GOT SHOTS XD!!

Basketball court...looks big
PLAYGROUND, but don think abt hogging it, it's for elementary kids only

And Then during Physics class I tried to get the photos of my leng lui frens, BUT they're camera shy (TOO BAD, GUYS XD)And yes, boy activity happening and all

No offence to guys in photo. But yea, they were fooling around wif the experiment while teacher was away, and I had to umm....how do I put these terms... guy terms: dodge, girl terms: FLEE, from the incoming cans that were loaded with sand.coz it'll hurt

Then there's social service on Mondays. I chose RDA (Riding for the Disabled Association)

HORSE!!!!!XD

And then the biggest coincidence in my life. But first:

1. Go to Youtube
2. Search for Fred
3. Listen to me now

One of the guys (not in my school) who is also helping the kid we're supposed to take care of, as in being sidewalker, came from the UK, I was too shy to ask for his photo, cuz we JUST MET DAMNIT. Yeah...



His name is also Fred, AND LOOKS LIKE FRED OMFG!!!!! SAME HAIR, CAUCASIAN, SAME NAME, different voice, but of course that's too obvious. Yes, we started conversations and all, he said he was from the UK and currently on holiday, 9 weeks...9 WEEKS!!! liek summer vacation. Den den den...I wanted to ask for his email, BUT we had to go. It was 5pm, oh man, dun think I could see that guy again, nice meeting you Fred, that is if you are reading this.

EDIT: to some of you who don't believe me. I can tell you I remembered what he wore. Not that I'm a stalker or anything, just observant.
1. Maroon colored jersey with yellow patterns, with the number 4 if not mistaken.
2. White and Red sneakers.
3. Bermudas.
Does that prove that he exists? If not I don't really care what you think anymore

then I when I came home, I smell of horse poop EWWW!!! YUCK!!!!!! and my shoes are also filled with sand. DOUBLE YUCK! And I heard from Childhood Dreamers THAT THEY'RE COMING DOWN TO SINGAPORE TO VISIT ME YAY!!!!!!!!!! WOOOHOOOOOOOO

ps: did I mention I cut my hair? I WANT SHOULDER LENGTH HAIR T_T but anyways...

Cam whoring rox...

...

My heart shatters,
Never to find its pieces again,
I'm missing,
From the world thou live in,

I'm empty,
It shatters for mourning my absence,
I hope to return,
To see thy smile as I come,



As if dead,
Dissapearing from existance,
I am gone,
But I'm commited to memory.

~Spontaneous poem by yours truly