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Tuesday, April 28, 2009

ranting ahead.
don't worry i'll be fine after i wake up as usual.

you fucking don't say like you know everything, again.
i don't know how i'm going to climb out from all those heavy daggerish words.
they're pushing me down.
you don't know that so you don't know everything please.
can't you shut up for even 30 seconds?!
i need peace.

shall blog from friday soon.
oyasumi.

Labels: rant

till then; 2:45 AM

Monday, September 15, 2008

yay i updated my imeem with a few songs.
i shall make a playlist for my blog in 2 weeks time.
wait for meeeeee!
this is the only meiden recording i have, from kinhang.
convert more after promos! hahaha. (:

a waste that it's cut cos the ending is the climax.
missed out my favourite furioso (sp?) part. haha.
but still, it's niceee like don't know what! ><

ps. i still love elsa alot! the music is so beautiful no words can describe my love for it :D
it shall top my list in itunes soon!

and damn it, i slept for super duper @!#$%^&* long just now!
screwed sleeping time for weeks already.. ):
i need to adjust it back by next week!

and no hiatus, yet?
but soon.

1 week to my future, my fate.
sigh.

Labels: imeem, rant

till then; 11:31 PM

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

I NEED TO VENT.
othello essay is making me go crazy.
dramatic appeal? omg i still dont know the real meaning of that.
i think i can just spend my whole night doing it, cos i'm sleepy after writing 2 paragraphs already. and i think we need to write 4 pages?! maybe i should do with just 2. \:
doing poem is much better. hur maybe it's because i dunno the text well la.. -shrugs

i was intending to do my eom tonight.
but looking at the rate of writing my essay...... i shall abandon it for the time being.

shit. i'm so sleepy.
no more brain cells for thinking.. but it's gonna be even worst if i dont hand it in tmr, she'll go crazy. arrrrrr...
bye i'm off.

Labels: rant

till then; 10:50 PM

Saturday, July 07, 2007

aww some people just make my day. xD
attituded but super funny till i wanna laugh in my dreams. i'm too tired now though, think i laughed too hard just now. X:
instrument & score improvisations! omg funny funny!

ah. you know what?
i jolly well am going to/must/will study tmr.
i'm freaked out by '10 weeks' and '60 days'.
i freaking went to buy files to put my notes today. HA!
ya, and yaju said i was so auntie. \:
but anyway, i shall try to sort out the 10cm stack of notes and worksheets into their respective files tonight. aha.

i have this bad feeling i'm not gonna pass anything for midyears.
already a 'U' for geog.
and maths is like a 500% 'U'.
woah, a 4 straight 'U's student. -.-

ohwell.
the most worrying worry in many now..
"PROMOS. shit, i dont want to get retained." ha!
i think i'll be studying even harder than i did for o'levels ?!
there are many aims for this.
prove myself and others wrong. AND ya this is the 9876543210th time i said it.

ohh i realised that i despise people who dont even try and go whining that they cant do it.
well. i have lots more to rant here but i'm not going to waste my precious notes-packing time today, wait till i'm in the mood.
i had the mood just now but it was gone by the time i came to blog.

hmm, and since i despise people who dont try, maybe i despise myself too.
either that, or i'm going to take up the challenge.
true enough. i've lost 90% of my confidence i used to have.. i have no idea where it went and how and when.
argh i'm going to get it back!
it might not even be confidence i used to have.. it could be that i was just deceiving myself.
however, i can choose not to believe that it's the second option.

i'm going to start packing now.
(am i supposed to wear green when i go out tmr? HA)
adios.

Labels: random, rant, study

till then; 12:24 AM