Monday, August 25, 2008
ok.. it's time for this blog to shut down. i simply hate the skin so much that i can't stand writing on it anymore. So.. i have moved.
iamfreakingcold.livejournal.com
please update your links or whatever. And let me know via msn or email if u wanna be added to my friends list.
XOXO
C.
Posted by sil3ntrain at 10:57:00 PM
Friday, February 29, 2008
with all the big hoohah about my internship, it is finally settled for now. cheryl ng will be resuming her PI on the 17th of March and will finish it on the 25th of July at MTV Asia. Meanwhile, she has been bumming at home since the 7th of Febuary and is leaving Singapore for Shanghai to embark on her retail therapy and kick start her life again. Of cuz i deserve a break for all that stress and trauma i've been through over the past month.
On the other hand, finally submitted my 2nd draft for H&D. I seriously dislike writing really, so it amazes me how my article can actually interest anyone. So if it gets published, i'll let the WHOLE WORLD know about it. whatever. And another thing, PR people are irritating. Just because I am a student doesn't mean that my article is unimportant. It's not a school publication or sth. It is almost discriminatory. How rude.
So so.. packing my bags. shall bring just like 2 sets of clothes or sth. and BUY everything else. ha. till then. ciao
Posted by sil3ntrain at 4:21:00 PM
Sunday, February 03, 2008
i can't stand the blogskin anymore and i can't seem to get the new skins to work. so i'm not blogging anymore cuz i can't stand the look of it. TILL i figure out what to do next.
besides.. there's too many things going on in my screwed up life that i am sick of telling. Mainly internship. and the FYP that i'm still in denial of. and that irritating RIVER ISLAND WHICH DOESN'T HAVE MY SIZE 6 BLUE 3 QUARTZ THAT IS LIKE THEIR LATEST SEASON. DON'T THEY BLARDEE STOCK SIZE 6?!!! i still need to shop for CNY. period.
Posted by sil3ntrain at 7:01:00 PM
Thursday, November 01, 2007
an unexpected call. some unexpected piece of news. unexpected emotions. unexpected reaction.
i was always the bad friend. the worst of all. the one who nv bothers to ask someone out. the one who doesn't try to keep a relationship going. essentially.. the friend who isn't there. It is always ez to say that i'm busy, that i have better stuff to do, that i have this and i have that. it is hard being my friend. because i don't work for the relationship.
i regret. but sometimes it's too late for regrets. sometimes it takes something to shake you up and make you realise that you have been wrong all your life. that you have been stupid.
To David-- a great friend and senior who was there for me when i needed him. I regret not being there for you and i regret not keeping in contact. I hope you are in a better place right now. I'll remember you and your kind words. I still have your letters. I will miss you...
Posted by sil3ntrain at 11:28:00 PM
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
it's been a while. and now i'm back with all the frustration and confusion that is in my life right now. maybe it's good to clear my mind and hopefully somebody gives me some gd advice.
Global Immersion Program. Yes. I've been accepted into GIP China. and i have to decide by this friday 21st sept 2007 whether i will accept my placement or not. Accepting GIP would mean that i'd be out of the phase 1 of the Professional Internship program in Singapore (duh! i can't be in both places at the same time). Problem is, we have no idea what companies are with GIP china and what i really wanna do is to experience advertising since that is what i'm probably going into. Decided that PR isn't my cup of tea and i really suck at lying and making up stories for stupid corporate companies-- so against my journalistic ethics so etched in my heart and soul. hedwig should be proud. I am afraid i can't make it there in Shanghai. My chinese won't help me survive in China.
My mum told me i should just take the risk and see what China has to offer me. I know the exposure will be good just not if it's going to be relevant. Maybe i'm just hiding from the fact that i'm afraid to leave my comfort zone. I'm so dependent on my family and shawn i think i'll just die if i have to leave them for 6 mths. ok.. 22 weeks. I think i'll be blind before i board my plane.
Actually.. if i know what companies are being offered for GIP China, it would make my life so much easier. Why make us take the risk? it's so wrong. People chose GIP cuz it's fun. cuz they want to experience a different country, but all i really want to do is to learn sth in a new place. not just the culture, but also gain skills that I am interested in.
Sigh.. i so need help. If only i know what to do..
Posted by sil3ntrain at 6:41:00 PM