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Tuesday, March 30

almost a year since my last update.. my life has changed.. i wouldnt say for a better.. i just began another stage of everyone's life..

i dont know if it's me or her.. we cant communicate.. we cant live peacefully together.. she is always finding faults with me.. faults that i am unaware of.. and to make matter worst.. she is unwilling to reveal what is triggering her anger.. she's as unpredictable as the weather in sahara desert.. she may be cracking joke with you this moment.. and a few seconds later.. she may well be scolding and cursing you as if you've killed her beloved..

znew left a note @23:09

Saturday, April 11

Beautifully Imperfect

The new campaign by MCYS has certainly touched everyone and created a rather big commotion in a pleasant way. These two words, 'beautifully' & 'imperfect', are all over facebook, msn and the cyberspace. Even though death is a 'taboo' in chinese culture.. mcys is using death to sell marriage.. and debuted on Sunday - Qing Ming Festival where prayers are paid to the ancestors.



The complete transcript for the clip.

Mrs Lee, I believe you have some words to say about your dearly departed

I am not going to sing praises for my late husband, not today. Neither am i going to talk about how good he was, enough people has done that here. Instead, I wanna talk about some things that will make some of you feel a bit uncomfortable.

First stop, I wanna talk about what happened in bed. Ever had difficulty starting your car engines in the mornings? *snoring sounds* Well, thats what exactly what David's snoring sounded like. Snoring wasn't everything. There was also this rear end wind action going on as well.

Some nights, it was so forceful. That would make him wake up.

'What was that?' he'd ask.

'Oh, it's the dog,' I'd say
'Go back to sleep dear.'

Oh, you might find these all very funny. But, towards the end of his life, when his illness was at his worst. These sounds indicated to me that my David was still alive. And what I wouldnt give, just to hear those sounds again before I sleep.

In the end, it's these small things that you remember. The little imperfections that make them perfect, for you. So to my beautiful children, I hope, one day, you too find yourself life partners, who are as beautifully imperfect, as your father was, to me.

The little imperfections that make me miss you...

znew left a note @00:40

Monday, March 9

去年的今天...

上海,浦西,中远两湾城,晴

懒散的周日




兴致勃勃的我们决定自行准备一天的膳食。隐约记得到兰州拉面吃早点,再步行至菜市场购买烹饪材料。午餐在16号烹煮,晚餐则是在106号。


就这样,为一个星期画上完美的句号。

znew left a note @01:29

Friday, June 20

dear friends..

i m home.. finally.. ended my shanghai dream.. it's always depressing to say goodbye.. what's more to the land of excitement, freedom and low cost of living.. i love shanghai..

i love zhangjiabao.. the street hawker.. my most frequent dinner..
i love superbrandmall.. the shopping mall.. my most frequent visited mall in shanghai..
i love puddingmilktea..
i love qpl.. the land of cheap goods..
i love kj.. where bargaining brings one to life..
i love sjtu.. the school days that slowly evolved to gaming days..
i love epm.. the welfare company and the people.. rita vincent joanna leo jessica jeff..
i love epm gip interns.. huilin derek vincent chennee yongcai yinghui shiqi chongmeng qingxi kenneth jingru..
i love zhongyuanliangwancheng.. my home for the past few months..
i love 100-106-2201.. the red couch.. the cosy room.. the dryer.. and the powerful flush..
i love the friends i made during the trip.. the list continues hence i shant start..
i love the activities we were involved in.. especially all the 自拍 shots..

it's reallie time well spent..

nice experience..

go for gip/exchange if you have the chance to do so..

znew left a note @21:05

Sunday, May 18

在他们的眼里..我是一个..

-乱花钱,不懂得节俭..
-一直活在舒适的庇护下..
-连烧饭都不会的女生..
-不值得考虑其意见..
-不值得他人感恩..
-不值得他人关心..
-不值得尊重..

的女生..

If you think I'm wrong.. then prove it..

znew left a note @18:44

Sunday, May 11

juz had my brunch.. reallie brunch.. hmm.. counting down to end of gip isnt that great after all.. if only i can have the best of both worlds..

shopping and eating here is good as it's cheap.. however.. it'd been perfect if i m with my beloved dearies.. i really miss them so much for i think they could most probably be the best pals one can ever wish for.. haha.. i m exaggerating.. but ya.. =]

maybe the problem lies with me being so temperamental.. being so passive.. always waiting for things to happen in the way i want.. life isnt always that fantastic.. i should realise that some time ago.. hmm..

looking at the beautiful scenery outside my window.. the greenery of the park and the yellow-green river (okie.. that's not very nice).. i juz cant say enough of the room i stay in.. other than its proximity to 2 other blocks (can see what the ppl are doing).. i love my room for its wardrobe space.. its study desk.. and the bed.. it would have been better if i were in the master bedroom.. o well.. =]

off to do ia report.. byee..

znew left a note @13:10

Sunday, April 27

someone came to stay over at our place again last night..

and now this person.. who was supposed to sleep in my room.. is in x's room with the rest..

i wonder what time they chatted till.. i wonder if they even remembered that i m in the house too..

it's these little things in life that makes u realise your importance..

i dont remember us gathering in the living room till late..

do they even have the decency to consult my opinion before getting someone to stay over? this isnt the first time.. if i din sms them yesterday and went straight home instead.. would i ever receive the news.. i m getting sick of all these unpleasant surprises..

znew left a note @07:09