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I was hoping for a solid 4 lbs of weight loss this week Last week I lost 3.8 lbs but my weight loss ticker had rounded it up as 4, so I went with it. This week my weight loss ticker is at 7 lbs, which means if last week I counted 4 I can only count 3 for this week. The reality is that this week was 3.6. I'm actually kind of impressed with the consistency of the two weeks. I am 8.4 lbs from my first goal which means I'm not on target to hit it in the 4 weeks that I was hoping for. But I am starting to care less. The weight is coming off, and at the moment, that is enough for me. And who knows, maybe I'll be able to add in some exercise that would put me over the top and still allow me to reach that goal.
The second week started out kind of discouraging. My weight just seemed to hover and stay pretty much the same for about five days (the end of last week and the beginning of this one). My dad kept telling me that his weight did the same thing and that I was "due for a drop". I kept with the diet despite not getting the motivating results I wanted. And then the drop came.
This week I am also using a George Forman grill to cook up my own chicken. This is making it easier for me to have my "lean and green" meal at a better time of day rather than relying on Andrew to come grill up some food when he gets home from work at 8:30 at night.
I am getting less consumed with waiting for my next meal. In fact there have been several times this week where I completely missed my eating time and had to hurry and grab some food. I also realized that the diet allows me to eat every 2-3 hours. Originally I was going every 3 hours on the dot and that made for a really LONG day. I would eat my first meal at 7:30 in the morning and then need to stay up until 10:30 to finish the last one. I have shortened it so that those last few meals come closer together and as a result I have been getting to bed earlier. I like it.
This weekend I will be ordering another months worth of food. The financial aspect of this still concerns me. I feel like I am robbing my children of their Christmas because, seriously, I pretty much am. Things are going to be meager in that way. But Andrew is very supportive of this choice and as much as I feel like I am being selfish, I really hope that my children also appreciate having a more fit and healthy mom. It might make Christmas a little less magical, but hopefully it will help me be a better mom to them overall. Although I optimistic that I will be able to maintain the weight loss once I get there, I don't think I would be able to lose weight in a less extreme way. I feel like I am still resetting my relationship with food and if I tried to just go back to a moderation and calorie counting approach, I think I would still find myself struggling and going back between starvation and eating the wrong calories/not getting the right nutrition. At this point I am planning on four months of weight loss time on this program and then we'll see how the transition and maintenance phases go. As those four months wind down, I think I will start switching out Medifast "meals" for regular food and see if I can establish "real food" substitutions that will work in my life.
But I'm getting ahead of myself. Right now I am 14 days in and 7 lbs down. I'm pretty happy about that!
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