1 Month = 13 Pounds Lost! |
I was hoping for 16 pounds for the month because that was my goal to get out of obesity. But I have been consistent with my weight loss, and expect that I will achieve that goal next week, so I'm not too disappointed about it at this point. The diet has just become routine and easy to manage. I still haven't been great about incorporating exercise into it, though. One day I did a 20 minute mile on the treadmill and another day I did about ten minutes. Certainly nothing to brag about. But I guess it was more than I had done the previous week, so we can call it improvement. I'm really hoping that I can find a good way to come off of this diet and continue losing 1-2 pounds per week. It will take so much longer that way, but also (hopefully) be so much cheaper. In the mean time, I have enough food to last at least four more weeks even if I don't start transitioning off of it at all. Another twelve pounds will put me right about the weight I was when I was nursing Peter and in Arizona. I'm pretty sure that it the lightest I've been post-baby. In fact, it's pretty close to what I weighed when we got married. Unfortunately, when I weighed that much post-baby I felt like I needed to lose another 30 pounds. When I weighed that much getting married I felt like I needed to lose 40 pounds. My goal weight is actually a compromise between those two sizes. I am shooting for about 35 pounds lighter than my marriage weight or about 15 pounds lighter than I was when I left on my mission. When I left on my mission I had just put on about 20 pounds from the smallest size I had ever been as an adult (or adolescent for that matter). Anyway, the point is that I still have a long way to go - and into numbers that I haven't seen in more than a decade. If only I were rich enough to stay on this diet - I know I could get there. But I'll have to buck up and do it the hard way.
One thing I haven't really talked about was why now. My weight has been something I've been trying to address for several years. I've been better at addressing the exercise side of it than the food side of it. (Ironic since I am currently doing the opposite - I really need to do BOTH.) But at this point I am gaining education with the goal of helping people live healthier lives on a psychological level. Part of that is teaching people to find balance in their lives and to accomplish goals and live authentic to the people they want to be. Being obese or even overweight is not authentic to who I want to be. I feel like a hypocrite if I am trying to teach people how to improve their lives if I cannot take the responsibility to improve the things in my life that need to be addressed. Anyway, that is the main reason I feel so driven to just dig in and do this thing without excuses at this point. I feel like I am going through a transformation right now of trying to be a certain person, and part of who I envision that person to be is someone living life at a healthy, maintained weight.
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