He is sick....and i'm not exactly worried....just a little disturbed....i miss candy =( i miss the days where i could openly crave this fantasy....sorry if i'm feeling deep today...i dont know where to start with it. could any two still remain as good friends aft leaving each other? why am i even thinking of this even before anything starts? i'm predicting that things wont last, i'm still hoping that i could eat candy, but i dont dare to walk up to take the candy; the candy which had always been there; the candy who seemd to be the one leaving if i dont reach out. he left me in suspense man, what surprise is coming earlier. will i appreciate it?
come to think of it, i don mind just having another experience once more. but i really do not wish to lose that friend. well, after thinking a little off topically. i came to a conclusion that, what will be left when everything had passed, would be your life-lasting friends. so i'll juz thank Mr nice guy who reconfirmed that i'll still have this good friend even if i screw things up.

Anton says:
hmmm.... orh....
everything will pass; then i'll miss it says:
eh!!!! will u leave?
Anton says:
leave?! as in?
Anton says:
country?
Anton says:
rcy?
everything will pass; then i'll miss it says:
me
Anton says:
world?
Anton says:
haha
Anton says:
dont think so ba...
everything will pass; then i'll miss it says:
=D
Anton says:
why so sudden...
everything will pass; then i'll miss it says:
coz
everything will pass; then i'll miss it says:
i'm thinking
everything will pass; then i'll miss it says:
if everything will pass
everything will pass; then i'll miss it says:
then who will be left behind
everything will pass; then i'll miss it says:
with me
Anton says:
hmmm.... dont worry ba... i will alway be the last person...

i know i'm not good at words nor good at expressing myself in front of people i'm not so comfortable with. i know i'm hiding. hiding my vulneribilities, my excitedness, myself. i wana say i love my good friends. u know who u are. but i'll still smile for myself; because i know i deserve it. k time to share a song. 还是好朋友 - 古巨基/梁静茹 :

没有人要内疚 没需要缘由 在十字街头 就相互保佑 那些体贴问候 那美丽镜头 没必要一分开就变成了诅咒 相爱这一场 可能是为了能拥有一个好朋友 还是好朋友 比爱人长久 不能牵的手按在心头 在最寂寞的关头 永远在左右 事过情迁后 （升华以后）升华眼泪后 思念是最漫长的享受 （漫长的享受） 那无痛的伤口 还带着温柔到白头 亲吻失去感受 火花烧到尽头 没有激情有感情 有另一种邂逅 相爱这一场 （是什么叫你我 只配做一对好朋友）