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Rough and Tough? Still Standing.

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Assalamualaikum!      You know exams used to be fun. Until books are to memorize and grades are to determine how excellent you are. Nah, I am not here to talk about the education system. Just saying, hihi. Yep, it's Final Exam season darling! So let's see, I'm done with FOE, Titas and Counselling. Literature and Linguistic up next! How am I doing? Good. Things could have gone better but I couldn't ask for more. Alhamdulillah :) Again, for the second time in my first Degree semester, Mr. Fever suddenly came and dropped by last two days, leaving cold behind. And yes, I am typing this with clogged nose after battling for oxygen in that cold room for a three-hour counselling paper. But now that it's over I can actually put my hands up and scream "Oh yeahhh" with a husky voice due to slight fever. Hihi.      Here's what's bugging. I don't know how, why and when but I guess things just get rough. Yesterday, I checked my carry marks for this o

Farewell 2011

Assalamualaikum :) "The past is gone. It went by like dusk to dawn. Isn't that the way?" (Dream On - Aerosmith)      So it's already 30th December 2011 eay? One more day and, farewell 2011. So I should probably write something for 2011.        2011 has been awesome in a whole. This year, I completed my TESL Foundation. And this year, I started my life as a Degree student. I must say that Asasi was awesome. And as we moved on to Degree we still keep comparing Degree with Asasi. In a bad way and also in a good way, but most of it is in a good way. I presume that it's because we kinda have hard times adjusting to our new life. I mean, way back in Asasi, things were so easy. It's a good thing that Kuantan's campus was not as big as other campus. To find good food, it's just right in front of the campus. Cheap and good food. And the malls are not so far. I mean, if we wanted to watch a movie, we could easily walk either to EC Mall or Mega Mall after cl

Simply Happy

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-Warning: Awful grammar mistakes ahead! Assalamualaikum!      We had a two hour literature class today, discussing on the poem The Great Lover. The poem was about simple things in life that the poet found meaningful and simply made him happy. So we were asked about what simple things that makes us happy. Well, lotsa answers came up from the crowd. Katie said, feeding the cat. It's quite funny. Haha. But still, cute in a way :P  And Madam mentioned on the feeling that she got after cleaning the house. Wana said that the smell of the road after the rain enlightens her. And someone mentioned about the smell of new books as we flip through the pages. Yes I love that one too! A friend of mine mentioned how she loved the smell of those newly withdrawn green notes. Oh yeah. Haha. And well, lotsa other things too.      It's quite funny isn't it? Sometimes, in our busy life, and when we kinda get stressed, sometimes, simple things like that could like simply shift

Rain with Rainbow

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Assalamualaikum. -Suddenly that Singing in The Rain Glee cover played in my head :P      As usual, on Thursdays, 5 to 7 pm we had koko. Kesatria Negara to be precise. Man, I don't think marching and me are made for each other. I seriously think that I need to practice like A LOT for this. Isk. Malu malu malu laaa salah kawad. Silly mistakes over and over again. Nasib la duk tengah-tengah, not so obvious la kan when I make a mistake but still, that was disappointing :(      Anyway, it has been raining this couple of days. With thunders. Super scary thunders. Like this evening. We were practicing marching and suddenly, thunder! Again and again. I was pretty scared. We were at an open area anyway so yeah. It was raining + thunder so the marching ended early. We waited under the khemahs for the rain to subside and when it did, we ran in the rain. Sometimes got scared by flashes on the sky. Like seriously from Padang Kawad to the hostel.  Let's run in the rain and fall i

Before I Die

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Assalamualaikum! :D      Tadi, coming back from library and heading to cafe for lunch, Iera suddenly said to me that she wanted to write on before I die. And I was like puzzled, what's that? Rupa-rupanya ini rupanya :D Click for better view      Iera ajak tulis. I was blurrrrr at first. Kinda reluctant but still, this looks kinda cool. But I don't know what to write. But I did anyway. Can you find mine? Eheh, macamlah orang nak tau sangat kan Nia Ilemor? :P      I'm not really sure what this really is but anyone can simply write on it. What do you want to do before you die? Those people who wrote there, some are cool, some are funny and some are touching. It looks kinda cute isn't it? Anyway, if you're gonna write there, what would it be? :)

Butterflies Go Away

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Assalamualaikum!      This is so no fun! Tell me how do you get rid of stage fright because mine won't seem to go away. Every now and then I got this funny not cool and unpleasant fright when the word 'presentation' comes into my mind. If five years of debating doesn't do the trick, should I go try become a singer? Haha. Okay lame.      I am honestly kinda freaking out. Well not really but ah well. Even during discussion, my presentation partner was like, "Ain, you okay? You look nervous." And I was like, am I that obvious? Ngeeeee. I have two presentations by this Monday and my heart beats faster as I think about it. Well, maybe it's because I'm in a new environment and I haven't get to know all of my classmates well yet. Kan? So probably I am kinda afraid. Well probably.      I'm afraid that when I got nervous, I will lose all of the points and I forgot what to say. And I tend to speak faster when I got nervous. Not good. Will pr

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And I have no power except my prayer to offer.

Let's Give it a Try

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Assalamualaikum!      So yeah. I have no idea whether my so called 'blogger's instinct' is back or not but heck, here we go. Let's just give it a try. How's Shah Alam? Shah Alam is okay. I'm new here. Still trying to memorize the roads, the sections, the buses schedules (Hey why aren't there any part of memorizing the lecture notes?) Seriously these kinda road things are not my forte. For one thing, I am pretty bad when it comes to memorizing the roads but hey, I guess I'm getting better at it (especially since you have nothing to do during break except go roaming around kan, hahahaha XD)      Let's see, I started packing my stuff bout a day before the journey. I was still in Raya mood. Tsk. Seriously I'm telling ya, I felt N-O-T-H-I-N-G. Like when I do my packing, some subconscious part in the back of my mind was like asking,        "Hey, what are you packing for? Where are you going?"       "Shah Alam. You know. Degree.&qu

When I Go Offline

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Assalamualaikum!      It has been so long ago since I last posted anything on this blog. I mean, like seriously kan. Every now and then, if anything significant (at least I think it is) happens in my life, I would always like, "This is soooo going on my blog!" but then, not having a proper internet connection back home makes me lose it all. The mood, the idea and the motivation. I've lost like maybe hundreds of them? :P  While I was home, offline, I basically don't have much to do. By that time, my daily routine would be as usual. Waking up, prayer, send sisters to school, back home, help Mak Cik clean up the house, watch TV, read novels (shame, fail to finish reading that one book before I came here), sleep, lunch, pick up sisters from school etc etc etc and basically that's how it goes on and on and on. And oh, I have finally finished watching Bleach till episode hundred-and-nine-something, wuuhuu! We'll keep the Bleach review for next time.       Bac

Update

Saya baru daftar di UiTM Shah Alam. Kesihatan saya tidak berapa sihat. Esok saya ke fakulti. Sekian. Wish me luck ;)

Rambling Before Raya

Assalamuaalaikum :)      Crazy and hectic. That's what I would use to describe my relationship with the wireless connection for these last couple of months. The phone cable was stolen twice. TWICE. But they are caught now. I've heard rumours that the company is not planning to install a new one in my area because it was always stolen. Screw those thieves. And for the last roughly six months of holiday I've been using broadband but now, the sim is disfunctional (wait, is this a right word to describe it? Ah, lantak) and to apply for a new one requires the owner and the owner is in New Zealand and the owner won't be back till the ened of December and I have no broadband to use in USA. So now, guess where do I online from? Wait, nevermind. Whatever it is, I would like to pause my now already hectic life with the Raya and Uni preparations to update this blog. Oh I miss typing here, rambling on and on like I'm doing now. Hahahaha.      Anyway, my Mr.K is back. Oh yes

Torn Between The Options

Assalamualaikum. Here I am again, talking to myself, sitting at a red light. Both hands on the wheel How am I supposed to feel? So much running through my mind The Getaway_Hilary Duff       These few days I've been kinda busy. Last weekend we had kenduri kesyukuran home and yeah, lotsa things to do. And at the same time I've been kinda busy settling things that grown ups do. Man, no one told me that there's just too much things to deal with as you grow up. Haha. As if. Anyway, yesterday me bestie and me went to the town. Done with some things and we dropped by a textile shop. What a coincidence, we met a senior of two years there. She's apparently working part time. It's sem holiday. So we were talking the normal things that students talk about when they met up, where are you studying now and everything related. Well, it turned out to be that she was also a TESL student, now majoring English for Professional (don't remember the long name :P) in UiTM Shah Al

You Are Now 19

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Assalamualaikum.      I woke up today to be greeted by birthday wishes on my phone. Thanks for the wishes guys :D  The postman came in yesterday and brought a package for me. Guess what did I got? *drum-roll Tadaaaaa! :D      It's actually a shirt with my name on it, It is sooooo cute! :D   Thank you so much to Wan Fatinul Hidayah. I love it and I love you too! ;)      To be honest, as I get older, I rarely get Birthday presents. People don't need specific days to give presents anyway aite? So I'm pretty excited, haha. But I don't really mind not getting presents as long as the people that I love at least remember the day I first exist. And they usually gave me cute hand made cards and race to wish me first as the clock strikes twelve though the fact that I was actually born on 7.52 a.m. Hahaha :D  It's like a tradition to wish birthday as the clock strikes twelve which is pretty amusing because people would be sleeping by that time. Don't you think?

Growing Up

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Assalamualaikum.      Oh-kkayyy. Em, where do I start eh? Ah, first, I just had one of the most amazing trip ever on 13, 14 and 15 of June 2011. Alhamdulillah, everything went well. Thank you for those involved, it was awesome, really. For the first time, abah gave me his consent for me to drive on my own to KT *finally. Maybe for some people, it is just an an hour and a half trip and you would go saying like, "Alahhh, trip dekat je kot, tu pun nak feel happy". Yeah, it is but actually, his consent means more. It means trust and concern and for a girl who is growing up to be an adult, it is necessary. I could see that he was actually very concerned but then, sooner or later, this will come and he will have to come up with a final say. I could actually feel that, it must have been hard for parents to see their children growing up and they are worry to actually let them be independent on their own.  I miss my old problems. My childhood problems.      Talk about growing u

My MeDSI

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Assalamualaikum! :)      So I'm done with my MeDSI today. Since my parents are not home, I went to the interview with a friend of mine who was coincidentally got the same date and room as mine. As a matter of fact, I was after her which made me feel kinda glad because I would be feeling guilty if she had to wait for me long. I woke up at 5.30, pffft. The earliest since I've finished my foundation prgramme. Haha. So after everything, we started our journey at about 6.30, got there by 8.00, had breakfast at a stall and then off for the interview. Just nice. At about 8.35 or something. We went to block E and looked for room 20. When we got in there, phew, dah ramai kot. We were like, the third late? But it was before 9 so no, we're not late.      We were asked to wait in the room and then one by one, our name was called to the front according to the arrangement of alphabet. There's a guy in the waiting room, he was in charge to check everything before we went into th

Uh-May-Zing

Assalamualaikum!       Wuuuhuuu! Finally after a week I have a chance to update my blog. Wahahahahaha. May has been a busy month for me. Uh-MAY-Zing month it is I would say! :D   I don't really feel like updating my blog nowadays but still, here I am. Hahahahaha. You know from last 6th May 2011, I've been on the go. Here and there travelling. 6th was for a wedding. On 10th and 11th I was in KT with a friend of mine. It was kinda like a sudden trip but yet soo much fun! I'll update the details later. So I went home from KT in the evening on 11. And on 12th May I packed my stuff and off to Kuantan. Spent a day with my UiTM friends when Mas and I got here , and on 13th May off we go to Temerloh for an English camp in Felda Mengkuang. Evening on 13th, off we go again to Felda Mempaga for the same activity. Spent a day two days in Mempaga, staying at Aisyah's house, 14 and 15 it was. Back in Kuantan yesterday, 16 it is, and now, I'm typing this entry in Kuantan from Rye

Scared

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Assalamualaikum! Why is everybody so serious? Price Tag_Jessie J      My heart couldn't sit still or pace at regular beat. Either it goes fast or faster. This morning, before they left for Redang, Mama kept on advising me on MeDSI and Abah kept on worrying about the safety. Nuyu borrowed me her phone, mine is still under repair -.-" Haha. I feel love there, abundance, gahahaha XD  But I still wish I am in Redang too. I'll make them write my name there, haha. Anyway, I don't know why but this MeDSI thing creeps me out more than usual. More than other things that has anything to do with my academic stuff. I know that I am not supposed to put too much hope but still... Hurm. I just hope that everything will go fine, ameen ;)      Thinking about how my future would be, I'm scared. What if my future doesn't go the way I want it to be? What if this and what if that, all those 'what if's things, well you just can't get them out of your head when y

WTF

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Assalamualaikum ;)  It's not my fault if you think this abbreviation stands for something else :P WTF? What The Fish, haha. Yiaow Yiaow ;) This is just a random post. My sister and I were having lunch. It was nasi ayam. A: Mung nok wak gapo tu? B: Nok wi ayea ni ko miaow *we call our cat yiaow yiaow (meow meow, ahh whatever lah, as long as it sounds the same) A: Take this one too *kuis2 dia punya into mine C: Ehh, jange wi kucing make ayea, nyaknyo dio bulu gugur kekg. A: Heh? Yo ko? Bakpo gitu? B: Dok hau, meme gitu kot. A: Owh, doh kalu gitu kito pong keno makea ikea ah baru rambut dok gugur? B: HAHAHAHA. LOL. Translation: A: What are you doing? B: I'm giving these to miaow *we call our cat yiaow yiaow (meow meow, ahh whatever lah, as long as it sounds the same) A: Take this one too *putting hers into mine C: Ehh, don't give that cat chicken, poor cat, it'll has his fur losing. A: Really? Why is that so? B: I don't know. Maybe it h

Phone Problem

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Assalamualaikum!      Hallo lovely people! Wassup? Haha. I know I know, some of my posts sounds kinda emo these few days. Pretty embarrassing you know because I'm not really the type who talks about her feelings but then, sometimes, you just have to write although it is only a bit. You know, just to get things off my mind. But ahh, I can't really imagine other people reading it :P  Ah well, I'll be more cautious on what to post next. Haha. Thank you for my dear friends who have been supportive ;)  Anyway, it is always easier to blame on the raging hormones of teenagers, unstable emotions, haha. Okay stop right there. Ahem. Well anyway, I have been kinda busy these few days.       I don't really know what to blog today. Ah well, I guess I should just write what's on my mind. Uhm, lets see, I think it's quiet necessary to tell you, especially my dear friends that my mobile is not available right now. Apparently, it kinda get stuck. I can't use it. Well,

Sorry

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And I promise I will stay Forever and a day The memories remain Anuar Zain_Memories Remain Assalamualaikum. First thing first, I am deeply, seriously and really really sorry. I know, I know, it has almost been like ten days since I promised the post of Ten People (Part 2). I know, I know. I am so sorry for the other five people. Somehow I feel guilty :( The fact is that, I have already got it done like ten days ago. Yep, no kidding. The reason for the late post is that lacking of photos and the very 'clear' internet connection. All of the photos are in my phone and I can't find my card reader and my bluetooth device doesn't work. Bummer  =.=" Lately, I haven't been feeling like blogging. Got lotsa things to tell but somehow, I'm not feeling like typing. Hurm. Seriously.  Alah, Nia Ilemor, as if you have lotsa readers *snicker. Fine. Huh, whatever. Haha. Anyway people, have a nice holiday. Me love you! And for those who're retaking MUET,