Nia Ilemor

Carpenters - Can't Smile Without You  I went googling for some good old songs the other day and I came across this song. This is odd. I don't usually hear old songs. But I really like this song. It get hooked on my heart once I put my ears on this beautiful melody. This is so beautiful. Such a beautiful song. To the people that I love. I just can't smile without you :)

Even if life seems so nonsense, so crazy and everything always goes wrong, just keep on smiling. Don't lash your anger.  Don't flare.  Don't snap. Please be patient. But let no people underestimate you . Hey you, I'm not afraid of you. teeeeheeee :P

Feel like eating someone? Dear Nia Ilemor, Stay away from Facebook when you are pissed off. Stay away from the blog too. Even if you're about to make a post, keep it drafted. You know what you yourself mean. Never break this rule. Remember, "Sabar Itu Indah, Jangan Cepat Melatah" :) Yours Sincerely :  You in the past

This is hard. I need strength. I need you. I WANNA GO TO JENGKA! I WANT MY NOSE BACK! I WANT THE FEEL TO ACT!      These last few days I felt sooo tired! With loads of assignmentsssss and whatnot, sem two is really really putting me on test. With the running nose, rising body temperature, I just wanna write and rest. Started from last Monday, our second script was rejected. The script which I spent my two nights doing it, leaving my assignments behind and in the middle of the volleyball battle, was rejected. It's funny that I didn't really find myself getting crazy over it. So yeah, yeah. In two days, we worked on a new script, submitted it on last Thursday, it was finally approved *phew. On Friday, the Islamic class that has been postponed and cancelled for two weeks before is finally back on schedule. Then on the evening, we had this Listening and Speaking test.       Then, on Saturday, there's futsal. Err, did I get the spelling right? Well, who cares, it sounds al

In the middle of the night, she woke up.  Thinking about the possibilities that might put her in a better condition, That is stupid. This is stupid. Chances might come like these bubbles, too much with a blow. They might also disappear before you can even catch them after a blow. In the middle of the night, she woke up. Thinking about all the possibilities that she would grab once there's one. That would make things better. That is not stupid. This is not stupid. Hey girl, take a step back. There's a good side. There is always a good side.

I guess I am changing.      Well, what's so weird about that? People change and so do I. The question is that, whether you've changed better or worst. I think I'm having some kinda metamorphosis these few days. I'm not sure whether it is due to overload pressure or I just got insanely sane in a complete sanity, but I laugh more. Is it a good thing or a bad thing? :/  I guess the people who don't know me really well during sem 1 kinda like shocked with the way I actually behave. teeehheee *innocent showing teeth smile. Well, that's just me. I don't really talk to people I don't know, and I kinda get loud with the people I know especially those who have close connection to me. Well, yeah. That's just me.  I might be crazy but tell you what, all those great people are :P People thought they're crazy, but these people are crazier if they can't accept the craziness. mengarut lagi, dah dah. studyyyy! Okay bye :D

Stand up. There's still a long road. Stand up. Don't you dare to give up! Stand up. For this is what life is all about! Set me free.

Patch up these wounds, get your first aid kit, give me all the remedies that you have. This is hard. I need strength. I need you.

I think I'm beginning to understand how life plays the game. AN's photography. Sometimes, I wish I could just scream as loud as I want and fly away. But I can't.      Coming back from sem break, there's just too much to do and so little time. I'm not sure whether I can keep up with it or not. We have to prepare for the drama coming up, story telling, writing graded assignments, reading assignment, literature, persuasive speech, reading the plays for literature, the Flowers for Algernon book, preparing for the tests and yada yada. Seriously I am tired, mentally and physically. And now... Huh. Abah was right, sooner or later, I'll deal with these kinda things and these kinda people. Those people worth no thought of mine. I have no time for those craps. With the debate tournament coming up, we're now trying to keep up the pace as fast as we can. Two practices in a week. I'm kinda excited but I'm also scared -_-"       I've done pretty bad

It is not the end of the world. It is just a new beginning of an unscripted chapter. I love you. Please be happy. :')

It's like a game of truth or dare If you can make it here You'll make it anywhere That's what we've been told But the story's gettin g old Blue - All Rise      The fact is, we still have a long way to go. Please oh please... Let me have the chance to start it at a whole new level, at least.  06/02/2011 - This is totally freaking me out! I'm scared >.<

Assalamualaikum! :D Alhamdulillah, safe and sound in Kuantan.  Can you see it? The future? Well, let's get in! :P      Okay, I don't know why I am like sooo diligent, updating blog like almost everyday. That is soo not the me now. Haha. And NO, I don't think that it has anything to do with multiple personality. Ishk. Maybe it's just that, I have more time to update my blog during mid sem. Huh, that's odd. Where all the times that you're supposed to do the assignments gone hah? Well, I think I work better under pressure, HAHA. Oh my, can't let this stay this way. Oh, by-duh-way, it's already Week 6 here. Week 6 means, Test Week. *cheer!. Hah, kidding me. I haven't even started with my revision yet. Even now, I'm still working on my last year's assignments. Haha. So yeah. Uhm, I guess I won't be around too much, babbling and prattling on and on.            Seriously, I really need to get my act together. It's the last sem for

Assalamualaikum! Ehem, ehem, HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE :D      Okay, I know I know that some people disagree of the idea celebrating new year but hey let's just take this as a mark for a new beginning okay? No? Huh. Haha, whatever lahh. So it's already 2011 eayh? How time flies.  THANK YOU 2010, YOU WERE GREAT! :D      2010 was pretty awesome. The year of a new life! The year where I officially started my life at a whole new level! Though my foundation programme is just in a small campus but still, I learned A LOT! I got into TESL foundation programme. I met a lot of great people which reminds me to always imrove myself to the very best level. I lived far away from my family for the first time and ahem, I am not a cry baby okay. Haha. I got so many new and awesome friends! Joined debate club, went for two tournaments so far which both opened my eyes wide but at a VERY different level. Still single. Now why would I type this? Whatever. Haha.      First experience of fastin