It's a 1-way street

.. not as forgetful? Doing the same mistake over and over again kinda makes people roll their eyes and "right, here you go". .. not to mention looking stupid.

havent been online for awhile. our modem was struck by lightning. and the tmnet guy just had it replaced (again?!) with a new one last morning. (this time the canggih skit punye modem hehe) had a great weekend. i would say it was.. a contemplative one. you know one of the most significant life lessons that i've been observing (and experiencing) is, if you want your Plan A to work out, you must already had your Plan B well planned, ready to be executed in no time. this is gonna sound complicated but i dont know, like for example, you have a plan, Plan A, where you have to catch a bus ride at 5. but it's already 4.40 and you're still at home. instead of panicking and playing with hypotheticals in your mind (as in what if i miss the bus etc), start planning for Plan B, like okay if im not able to make it, then what are the options i have, like maybe buy another ticket, or hitch a ride, whatever. by this time you have already pasrah and tawakal with the fact that Plan A is not

ok so, prison break hasnt really come to an end la when i just finished watching it's finale 5 mins ago. teary eyed. starry eyed. red eyed. sedih kot?!

so finally prison break has come to an end. no more running, cops, guns, adrenalines, conspiracies etc. in the end justice is always going to prevail, even though the road towards it is always long and thornful. no more weekly dose of michael scofield. "im totally going to be a hands-on dad. like, if the baby needs a bottle in the middle of the night, i will totally keep your side of the bed warm until you get back." " ha-ha thank you " "when do they (babies) start walking?" " uh.. a year? " "we'd better get some baby books, because i plan on being the most overinformed dad in chicago. no kidding" ++ haha agak sweet jugak aa. p/s: to paul scheuring, is that the best u can come up with? *sobs*

i wrote this last week. last week monday. ++ i dont know what happened but something triggered my endorphin yesterday. i was plain happy. its like, everything went my way. i was quite productive at work compared to the other days. i fixed more bugs than the other days. cute kids suddenly waved at me. an indian aunt suddenly smiled at me and we chatted like long lost friends. the mango juice suddenly tasted better than ever. the traffic lights suddenly greened longer than red. i was able to answer some technical questions (wonder why it gives such a euphoric feeling). and oh yeah, si biru sudah kembali ke pangkuan. hehe :) been awhile since i had this endorphin rush. alhamdulillah. hopefully there will be more days like this. hopefully it will involve something like playing in the rain, downloading series in a blink, flying kites on a super windy day, etc. p.s: haha actually im not sure if its endorphin thats responsible for stimulating happiness. citation needed :p p.p.s: and dont forg

Green and smooth all the way. Thank God DUKE is up and running now. Last time people claimed money can't buy time. Now I guess they have to think again. Since everybody is using Duke every morning, and I'm not, the normal roads that I regularly use aren't really congested dah, so I get to save my time and petrol (-and tension) as well. :)  

Vain girls can go die. Ok at least perish from my sight.

ok so the farewell story below WAS for someone WHO'S leaving. turns out that nurul had to leave anyway. and im still processing the fact that tomorrow i'll come to work with an empty desk on my right. haha. seriously, changes freak me out. im not saying that i hate changes. if its for good why not. its just that i need a little longer time to digest the whole thing,. haha. how ironic that the only constant thing in life is change. hm ok ok cut it. no big deal. yeah. ok. ++++ on a different and happier note, i spent the weekend in PERAK. and it was a b.l.a.s.t. my cousin suhaib got married with a perak-ian, uwa, and thats pretty much explaining why we had our weekends in perak. teluk intan to be exact. we stayed at this really selesa and cantik and homey and spacious house they call it "homestay". the hantaran was beautifully decorated by mc diyana. cey :) malam nikah. on the way to uwa's house. and, selamat pengantin baru for suhaib and uwa! they looked gorgeous,