Showing posts with label Affair. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Affair. Show all posts

Sunday, October 6, 2013

MRS POE



TITLE: MRS POE
AUTHOR: LYNN CULLEN
Pages: 336
Date: 06/10/2013
Grade: 4.5
Details: Received from Gallery Books
            Through NetGalley
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The Blurb:

“1845: New York City is a sprawling warren of gaslit streets and crowded avenues, bustling with new immigrants and old money, optimism and opportunity, poverty and crime. Edgar Allan Poe’s “The Raven” is all the rage—the success of which a struggling poet like Frances Osgood can only dream. As a mother trying to support two young children after her husband’s cruel betrayal, Frances jumps at the chance to meet the illustrious Mr. Poe at a small literary gathering, if only to help her fledgling career. Although not a great fan of Poe’s writing, she is nonetheless overwhelmed by his magnetic presence— and the surprising revelation that he admires her work.

What follows is a flirtation, then a seduction, then an illicit affair . . . and with each clandestine encounter, Frances finds herself falling slowly and inexorably under the spell of her mysterious, complicated lover. But when Edgar’s frail wife Virginia insists on befriending Frances as well, the relationship becomes as dark and twisted as one of Poe’s tales. And like those gothic heroines whose fates are forever sealed, Frances begins to fear that deceiving Mrs. Poe may be as impossible as cheating death itself.”

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“A writer and his demons. A woman and her desires. A wife and her revenge…”

If you are going to write a novel about a historical figure it is hard to imagine a more fascinating person than Edgar Allan Poe. He of the dark twisted tales, who married his teenage niece, and was apparently determined to alienate the very people who admired his poetry and tales.

How different a character Frances Sargent Osgood is. She may be a poet, like Poe, but whereas his poems are created to shock and scare, hers deal with flowers and are beautiful. No wonder she is surprised when Poe confesses to admiring her poems when they first meet.

In modern times most people would understand how a woman like Frances, abandoned by her philandering husband, might fall for a man like Poe and act on that attraction. In New York of the 19th century such understanding was rare. In a time when women still became the property of the men they married any close contact between a married woman and a man other than her husband was frowned upon, if not condemned. Although there appears to be, at least in this book, a double standard in this regard. While Frances friendship with Poe is cause for scandal, nobody appears to raise an eyebrow at the way Rufus Wilmot Griswold pursued her.

Before Frances meets Poe she is convinced she dislikes the man. She doesn’t like or approve of his poem “The Raven” and fails to understand why it would be so popular when it is so very dark. However, upon meeting Poe, Frances can’t help being attracted to the man, even if it is against her better judgment.

“I knew that I should dislike the man, should fear him, should keep my distance at all costs. I knew that I would not.”

In the society in which they live their attraction to each other could never lead to a happy ending, and despite their best, if somewhat awkward, attempts at secrecy, rumours about the two of them soon spread.

When Frances befriends Poe’s wife Virginia a curious but ultimately dangerous game kicks off. Is Virginia pushing Poe and Frances together with her insistence on contact with Mrs Osgood or has she a far more sinister game in mind?


This is a fascinating book. As a story of doomed love it would have been a great read if the two characters had been fictional. The fact that both Poe and Frances are real historical figures and a possible affair between them something which has been speculated about since their own days, only makes this story more interesting.

Because of the circles in which Frances and Poe moved, the reader is treated to glimpses of a host of famous names: Miss Louise Alcott, Mr. Walter Whitman, Mr. Herman Melville, Mr. Ralph Waldo Emerson, to name but a few, all make fleeting appearances. The expansion of New York City is another part of the story that makes for interesting reading. It is hard to imagine farmland and hills where nowadays we only see buildings and flat land. And the emergence of things we take for granted these days – Morse code and Central Park for example – puts this story even more firmly in its historical context.

The writing in this book is beautiful. In fact, it is easy to imagine that this book might be written by Frances herself; it sounds like a work written by someone who loves words and beauty and has a talent for combining the two.

This is a heartbreakingly beautiful story about love and loss as well as a thoroughly good read. The combination of poetic writing and an at times very dark story-line, means that the reader is thrown from pure awe at the skill of the author to pure horror about what is actually taking place. This is a book well worth reading, regardless of whether you’re a fan of Edgar Allan Poe and/or Frances Sargent Osgood or not.


It is as if producing a creative work tears a piece from your soul. When it is ripped completely free of you, the wound must bleed for a while.”

Sunday, September 22, 2013

TEAR YOU APART



TITLE: TEAR YOU APART
AUTHOR: MEGAN HART
Pages: 304
Date: 19/09/2013
Grade: 5
Details: Received from Harlequin
           Through NetGalley
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The Blurb:

“Their passion will consume everything—and everyone— in its path…. 

I'm on a train. 

I don't know which stop I got on at; I only know the train is going fast and the world outside becomes a blur. I should get off, but I don't. The universe is playing a cosmic joke on me. Here I had my life—a good life with everything a woman could want—and suddenly, there is something more I didn't know I could have. A chance for me to be satisfied and content and maybe even on occasion deliriously, amazingly, exuberantly fulfilled. 

So this is where I am, on a train that's out of control, and I am not just a passenger. I'm the one shoveling the furnace full of coal to keep it going fast and faster. 

If I could make myself believe it all happened by chance and I couldn't help it, that I've been swept away, that it's not my fault, that it's fate…would that be easier? The truth is, I didn't know I was looking for this until I found Will, but I must've been, all this time. And now it is not random, it is not fate, it is not being swept away.  

This is my choice.  And I don't know how to stop. 

Or even if I want to.”

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I know. A lot of people are going to have issues with this book because it is the story of an affair. Don’t get me wrong; I do not approve of affairs. But this is fiction, and it is a beautiful and heartbreaking story. This story neither glorifies nor condemns the affair, it just tells the story of what it was like for Elizabeth, and it tells that story very well.

Elizabeth is 45 years old, married with two grown up daughters when she meets Will, a photographer at an exhibition. The attraction she feels for Will is instant.


“(…) the sound of his voice tiptoeing up my spine to tickle the back of my neck.”

Elizabeth tries to deny the attraction initially. After all she’s been married for a long time and while she wouldn’t call herself happily married anymore, she can’t honestly say she is deeply unhappy either, it is more that she is dissatisfied with her marriage and her husband.

“What happens is you get married, you raise your kids, they go off to school, and you look at your spouse and wonder what on earth you’re supposed to do with each other now, without all the distractions of having a family to obscure the fact that you have no idea not only who the other is, but who you are yourself.”

But, once Elizabeth does give in to the ever increasing attraction between her and Will she doesn’t hold back. They may be meeting in secret and irregularly, emotionally she is completely invested in her liaison.

“He wants to pretend this is all accidental, but for me it isn’t a game. I haven’t simply let it happen. I’m falling because I jumped, and not because I tripped. This is on purpose and I own it, even if he won’t.”

But an affair is never easy. There are more than two people involved and no matter how it plays out people are going to end up hurt. Staying apart turns out to be just as hard as being together is for Elizabeth and Will though. Sooner or later Elizabeth will have to make a choice about her future, and no matter what she decides to do, ensuring everybody’s happiness just isn’t possible.

“(…)because the kindest thing you can do for someone you love is to never tell them how much they have broken your heart.”

Like I said, while I may not be a huge fan of the premise of this story, I did end up loving this book a lot more than I thought I would. There is a raw honesty in this book that you don’t often encounter in this genre. There is no need to suspend disbelief while reading this story. The emotions described ring true as do the actions of the characters.

What I loved most about this book was the way the story ended. Of course I can’t give the ending away, and I won’t even hint at it. All I can say is that for me this was the only way the story could end. In fact, I think the ending gave the story an extra level of credibility. I’m going to have to read more books by Megan Hart because this author sure knows how to write a gripping, hot, original, honest and very readable story.

“He was my ocean, and I didn’t know if I would drown until I learned how well I could swim.”

Sunday, August 11, 2013

MY EDUCATION



TITLE: MY EDUCATION
AUTHOR: SUSAN CHOI
Pages: 395
Date: 11/08/2013
Grade: 3
Details: Received from Short Books
            Through Nudge
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The story:

It is 1992 and Regina Gottlieb, 20 years old, is starting her graduate degree. From the very first time she sees him at a poetry reading, Regina is mesmerized by Nicholas Brodeur, the seductive English professor with a rather shocking reputation. Although she is well aware that it may not be the smartest thing to do, Regina accepts a job as his assistant and slowly finds herself entering the world Nicholas and his wife, Martha, inhabit. Getting closer to Nicholas and Martha means a distance develops between Regina and her house-mate, friend and occasional lover, Dutra.

While it is Regina’s fascination with Nicholas Brodeur and his reputation that entices her into his orbit, he won’t be the subject of her fantasies and desires. A passionate affair will follow, but instead of Nicholas it will be the person closest to him who captivates Regina to such an extent that she disregards the consequences her feelings and actions will have, both for herself and for those around her. And it won’t be until 15 years later that the conflicts that started in 1992 and their lasting consequences come to the surface and have a chance of being put to rest.

My thoughts:

I am not entirely sure how I feel about this book or what to say about it. This a rather typical coming-of-age story in that it portrays the journey a young woman makes from the innocence and happy-go-lucky lifestyle so typical of teenagers to the very real and harsh consequences that an affair and first deep, but unattainable love can bring. And the gravity of everything Regina encounters and experiences jumps of the page in the form of long and at times seemingly mindless descriptions of everything she sees, feels, does and experiences. And that is where my main issue with this book lies. While I realise that those first encounters with deep but impossible love can turn us into philosophers, I can’t help feeling that this book, or rather the writing in it, was trying to be a bit too clever. Overly long and detailed descriptions and complicated structures to the sentences forced me regularly to re-read a sentence or paragraph multiple times before I got the meaning. And this enforced re-reading kept on taking me out of what was a very interesting story.

Because, while the main story-line was fascinating, it seemed to take a back-seat to all those descriptions. After almost 400 pages I can only say that at all times I felt that very little was actually happening in this story. The emotions as experienced by Regina never quite seemed to match that which was happening to her and despite all the descriptions I never developed an understanding for her actions or a clear picture of what was motivating the other characters caught up in this drama.

I guess it is hard to get truly involved in a story in which the object of everybody’s desires is a character I can’t find attractive and, probably more importantly, can’t imagine anybody else finding attractive either. Because it isn’t really Regina’s actions that upset everybody’s lives. In fact, you could say that while Regina is the one relating this story she isn’t really the main catalyst in it. That honour, in my opinion, falls to the person she has her affair with, the person I could never get a handle on or sympathise with.

From the description on the back of this book it would be easy to get the impression that this is a work of erotic fiction; however it isn’t. While an affair plays a huge and devastating part in this story, and that affair is definitely passionate, this is not the sort of book that indulges in detailed or long descriptions of intimacy. This is a book about feelings, about acting on those feelings and the consequences those actions can have, not only on the lives of those personally caught up in that passion but also on those around them. This is a literary novel about love, lust, betrayal and devastation. It is a story about growing up and recognising the consequences of our actions, even if it takes years for the real consequences to come to the surface.

I guess what I’m trying to say is that I liked the story, or the idea behind it, but didn’t – always – enjoy the way in which it was told. To me this book seemed at times overly descriptive and lyrical which made it a slow and at times a bit of a hard to follow reading experience for me. I can’t help feeling though that this may well be a deficiency on my part rather than a fault of the author. If you enjoy a thoughtful, descriptive and introspective story written by someone who uses words masterfully as well as abundantly, you will probably love this book.