Mood bengang

I have been busy and yes, stressed out. Dah la tu kan, hari ni mood tak baik, rupa2nya kawan baik yg dah lama tak menjenguk (agaknya hilang sebab stress jugak) tiba tanpa bagi warning dulu. Perut keroncong sebab sibuk mengadap laptop sampai tak ingat nak makan. Then the smell of pizza wafting into my room menambahkan lapar lagi...rupa2nya neighbour sebelah (kat office la) order pizza. But kengkadang perangai orang kat sini ngalahkan kat tadika lagi: i kawan baik dgn you, so you tak leh kawan baik dgn org lain. Kita fren2 duaorg je...Get it? It doesn’t matter that the decent thing to do is to pelawa jugak org yg tercium bau ni kan?? Lagipun, bukannya kita pernah gaduh ke apa, kan? But ni because ‘we all dua org fren2’ la ni and 3’s company. Pas tu boleh lak ada org dari London sinun buat joke bangang on pesbuk pasal me needing attention???! Haaa? Aku kecik hati tau! (dah la pizza memang makanan kegemaran i). So i packed up my stuff, left and went home.

Anyway, i wanted to hand in my research proposal last week. My SV cam tau2 je, dia hantar email asking everyone under his supervision to come and meet him for a short presentation. So i cam kembang kincup hidung boleh bayang betapa bangganya i nak menyerahkan benda tu finally, the next day. So the day before i spent a marathon of 8 hours dok menaip benda tu tanpa henti. I took a break during late afternoon and ingat nak bega2 sikit before i turned in that night...so what do you know? My netbook crashed! Tak leh bukak langsung! And i kan terlebih optimistic..i didn’t back up my work! So all 8 pages and 8 hours of work went down the drain. Ingin ku humbankan je netbook HancurPunah tu. Keluar semua peluh jantantino, berdoa bercupak tapi apa nak buat, nasik dah jadi bubur. All i could do that night was to write down whatever i could remember and esoknya awal pagi lagi dah masuk office pasal nak retrieve my old Bell laptop (yang selalu i ingat dol je tapi berjasa jugak dia ngan i). Meeting yg kononnya petang dipercepatkan sejam lagi pulak..aisey man! I could only reproduce the methodology part je..intro langsung gone. But must be my doa bercupak tu, my SV was in a good mood....so i didn’t get slaughtered.

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