Life

So I love how whenever I say "I can't handle anymore" life says "Challenge accepted".

DH broke the oven, yep. And since we are so poor, I probably won't have a new one until October. Seriously?! At least the stove top still works, but STILL. The majority of my cooking is not microwave based..It's oven based. F*CK. I'm so pissed at him because he broke it in anger & we have this home insurance that would have fixed it or replaced it for $75. Yeah. Sooo. I see a lot of take out bills in our home.

Thank you SO much for your advice on the sex thing. Let's just say we don't have to worry about having a second child since we aren't even having sex monthly. I just can't go that long. I'm having issues, we are living like roomates a la 2009. And guess what? He only wants to discuss what is bothering him & how to fix it..When it comes to discussing what is making me sad or diconcerted, he literally states that it will have to wait until the money situation is fixed. Seriously?! We may not make it that long. I can only be treated like a second class citizen in my own home so long. I'm just so exhausted, it's causing me physical pain. Nightly migraines, terrible nightmares etc.

Thinking of physical pain, my hip is making me CRAZY. It doesn't help that I'm already a basketcase, then add this pain, & I just want to be medicated & put in a padded room. I've contacted a pain center, I'm just hoping they can get me in soon, like tomorrow soon. It's causing me o have a short temper & that's not Miss Lu's fault, so I need to do SOMETHING.

Just realized my anniversary is 29 days away. *STAB*