Bleh

Im pretty sure I o'ed today...and we couldn't BD. Awesome. DH is in so much pain. We tried earlier, but the dog went beserkers and tried to knock down the Christmas tree so we had to stop..and then later this evening DH had such an awful back spasm it little broght him to his knees. So Im not angry about it. Just disappointed. Maybe the New Year will bring some good news. Part of me is hopeful I ovulate, that the tests are dumb (as they have been every other month) or something else completely ridiculous. But Im thinking not. And Im also thinking that if  I don't get PG this month, Im gonna have to do another forced cycle. I haven't started a cycle on my own since the miscarriage in August. I don't know. I just feel like Im off. Whatever. I talked to Dr. R. yesterday, and they said that since Im not having my gallbladder removed (at this time) then I don't have to wait 6wks to do a Clomid cycle. So yay, I guess, for NOT having surgery. She said we can start when my next cycle starts. Can you guys share w/me what the regular protocol is for a Clomid cycle? Esp. if t has to be induced by Prometrium. Thank you a jillion tons in advance =)

Also, the weather has been so up & down here lately. Yesterday it was almost 50, today, the HIGH was 32. It's currently 15 degrees. Awesome. It's screwing w/my sinuses big time. Not to mention, where I live, on a dry, sunny, warm day, drivers here are BAD. When it's snowing, things keep freezing/unfreezing/and re-freezing, they are AWFUL!!! Gah! Im ready for it to be coooolllld. And not because I like the cold, which I do not, but everything freezes and all the bacteria/pollen/mold die! Yay! My throat is just killing me. But whatever, it'll be fine.

Oh, and as a sidenote, Im having..I don't know. It feels like symptoms. I haven't felt like this since I was PG in February. Im crying at dumb sh*t on tv, I feel sick every morning, eating is no good (although those last 2 could be ulcer/gallbladder) related, Im overly sensitive. I don't get the emotionalness and overly-sensitive ness b/f AF or anything. I get bitchier, but what else is new? Oh and  I am EXHAUSTED all day and then absolutely cannot sleep at night. Ugh. Im just banking on these being AF and gallbladder/ulcer issues. If I o'ed early, that'd be amazing, but right now,. not so much .

Ugh, sleepy, more tmorrow