so, i was flipping through some books just now then suddenly there was this particular bookmark somehow just appeared out of nowhere, from inside the book.
and what amazed me was actually what was written there:

A friend is one whom you can talk to and listen to without judging.
A friend doesn't ignore your faults, but accepts them as a part of you.
A friend is a shoulder to lean on when you need support, a sympathetic ear when you fail.
A friend is a person you can cry with without shame, and whom you can trust completely.
A friend is a partner in life and a part of you always.

(Y)

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5:12 PM<3
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i just cannot wait to just graduate very very soon.

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1:18 AM<3
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oh my! lama banget ga update blog :(
so sorry :(

so, semester ini has ended.
hoping for good result aja hehe..
so far, baru 1 yg keluar.
dan it was satisfying.
kapan lagi liat IP semester 4.00 xDD
so far ngeliat tertinggi IP semester waktu semester lalu pas belum keluar 2 ato 3 lagi.
itu cuma 3.9 an lol!!
ngeri deh kalo yg laen uda keluar =p

anyway gw uda stok dvd juga sih buat ditonton pas liburan ini hehe..
trus gw juga lagi demen nonton GLEE!
i'm such a GLEEK! xDD
tapi masih fan berat Grey's Anatomy koq :)
this week uda season finale lho! haha xDD

btw gw baru balik dari bandung bareng2 temen2 kelas gw.
it was kinda fun sih.
haha..
photos will be on facebook soon la ya hahaha..

besok gw bakalan pre-order bukunya raditya dika yang Marmut Merah Jambu.
sekalian order bwt setz juga :)

anyway, gw paling ga suka sama orang yg kalo minta tolong itu ga tau kata PLEASE or even THANKS.
please la, the greatest need of every human being is the need for appreciation.
people will feel so unappreciated when lo kayak gitu.
apalagi gw orang yg sangat menjunjung tinggi friendship and menghargai satu sama lain.

ga cuma itu, gw juga bisa ke affected dengan gaya dan cara bicara seseorang.
gw paling males kalo orang itu sangat bossy sekali tapi ga menyadari kalo dirinya seperti itu.
at least kita harus introspeksi diri deh.
i guess there's always a bossy side deep within diri kita, tapi gimana kita mencoba untuk ga mengeksploitasinya dan hurt others itu yang lebih penting :)

either way, gw orang yang bener2 menghargai pertemanan.
tapi i guess my expectation is a bit too much ya.
ya sudah lah kalo memang seperti itu.

pengen sour sally, pengen nonton, pengen jalan-jalan, pengen ngapa2in hehehe..
anyway gw sangat menikmati koq ksendirian.
as in sendiri secara physical lah ya.
jalan2 sendiri, duduk sendiri, mengamati banyak hal sendiri.
its fun! :)
and gw merasa di dalam comfort zone gw..
jadi gw rasa ga perlu untuk push me to be out of my comfort zone sih.
dimana gw bisa merasakan privacy dan banyak hal menyenangkan lainnya :)
i love this kind of thing.
thats what matters :)

another point, gw bakal jadi my true self ketika gw berada di sekeliling orang2 yg membuat gw nyaman.
dan gw udah menemukan itu.
walaupun mereka jauh *literally dalam hitungan distance*, they will always be deket koq dalam hati :)
gw merasa sangat blessed dengan kehadiran mereka yg uda beneran kasi warna-warni hidup buat gw.
i cant thank them enough :)
guess you know who you are, jadi no need to mention one by one ya :)

dan mungkin gw belum menemukan itu di sini.
sorry to say tapi kenyataan seperti itu.
i tried, tapi i couldnt.
so yea just bear with it :)

anyway gw udah halfway menuju graduation.
harusnya tahun ini uda graduate kalo gw ga membuat decision yg telah mengubah hidup gw big time almost 7 tahun lalu..
tapi it was a wise and good decision!
gw kangen sg.
most importantly, gw kangen masa-masa yg gw habiskan bersama dengan teman2 terbaik dan seperjuangan disana.
lebih important lagi? disana gw menemukan area2 dimana gw bisa merasa sangat comfortable :)
thank you ♥

Listening To: Glee Cast - Like A Prayer

~ when you call my name, it's like a little prayer.. just like a little prayer, you know i'll take you there :) ~

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2:01 PM<3
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hey, i decided to set up a mini blog!
do check this one out :)

HERE! :)

goodnites, seeya :)

Listening To: Sherina - Cinta Pertama dan Terakhir

~ akankah sama jadinya bila bukan kamu?lalu senyummu menyadarkanku, kau cinta pertama dan terakhirku ~

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2:42 AM<3
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i was about to sign in to MSN Messenger or Windows Live Messenger version 8.1 this afternoon.
all of a sudden, i got this notification which said that i have to install the latest version of Windows Live Messenger 2009 in order to continue..
i was like, okay.. why don't i give it a try?

after downloading the file and all, turned out that i could not install WLM!
then i had to download another file which was the windows installer or something like that.
okay, done.
then was trying to reinstall WLM..
okay, done.
then, i kept getting an error message "Windows live communication platform has encountered a problem and needs to close".
after i clicked on either send or don't send error report, then i was signed out of WLM.
if i never click on anything, WLM will work perfectly fine.
great.

tried to uninstall and install the older version of WLM.
problem still persisted.
after googling for any solution on the Net, i finally found this:

"THIS is how I fixed the problem.. if you have WINDOWBLINDS (a program to skin windows) it should fix it.. if you dont have this software you will have to find another fix...
I found this answer below on another site.. I cant find it now so I cant give the person credit.. but it wasnt my work around.. BUT it works.. so PROPS to whoever it was LMAO[size=4][color=red][font=Arial]

Start - All Programs - Windows Blinds - Run windows blinds
under settings, choose per application
add per application setting (its a button)
Locate: c:\program files\windows live\contacts
choose wlcomm.exe
check mark: ignore this application and do not skin it
click OK
under windows blinds, apply settings, exit live, and reopen, enjoy!"
( source: http://www.msghelp.net/showthread.php?tid=87794&page=2 )

and it worked perfectly well!
never thought windows blinds could be such a conflicting problem!
thanks to whoever you are for posting the solution =]

Listening To: Marit Larsen - If A Song Could Get Me You

~ i could make it high or low, sing it on the radio.. if that is what i need to do, if a song could get me you ~

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8:09 PM<3
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the thing is, when i get angry or disappointed on someone or something,
i tend not to show it.

and now i realise that it really takes a lot.
a lot.
a lot.
a lot.

:(

Listening To: Jason Mraz - Try Try Try

~ we should just try try try just to be ni ni nice, so the world could be a better place for you and i ~

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9:33 PM<3
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OHMY!
am so sorry for really neglecting this blog.
was kinda 'busy' with last holiday and now campus just reopened!
and guess what?
my schedule for this semester is really weird, a lot of breaks in between the classes.
guess i will be just so tired of waiting.
*rolling eyes*

on a lighter note, that part of my life is :DD
tapi, bingung - lebih bingung - paling bingung :(

202/301 ♥

Listening To: Domino - Siapa Yang Pantas

~ ku bingung tak menentu, siapa yang benar-benar mencintaiku.. Tuhan tolong aku, biar aku takkan salah pilih yang tepat - tepat akurat.. ~

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12:29 AM<3
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