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Thursday, May 28, 2015

I'm not sure what to do or what to say, and I haven't felt like this in a long long time. I felt that, for the first time, I couldn't talk to you about something that I'm feeling, because it concerns you. I guess it all began when I waited at your void deck for close to 2 hours, and I really didn't know where you were and what you were doing. I couldn't shake off a thought that you were with someone and that you were keeping it from me. I don't think I'm being unreasonable, I do think I'm being insecure, and this insecurity is unhealthy. I don't think anyone reads this anymore, and that's probably the only reason why I'll post this here. What am I really looking for? If I really do find it, what would I do? Fuck.

scribbled this at 6:20 pm by kS

Friday, August 14, 2009

"Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough"
Performed by Stefanie Sun

Now, I don't want to lose you
but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you
but I don't want to be the one to cry.

And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.

(Chorus)

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Now, I could never change you
I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.

It makes a sound like thunder
it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.

(Chorus)

And there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.
Oh, Oh, Oh, No

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It's been quite a while, time for some updates.

1) Commissioned in March, now a 2LT in a unit.
2) Going through SHIT like everyone else, can't wait to ORD.
3) Don't want to go GCC but have no choice.
4) Got more vulgar and started clubbing and drinking which isn't good.
5) Watched more movies since discovery of $6 weekend tickets.
6) Went overseas with SAF thrice, fourth is upcoming.
7) Can't wait to ORD. (Refer to pt 2)
8) Played less basketball since, more running and more injuries.
9) AHM is really JUST around the corner.
10) ORD is 6 months away.
11) Planned Bangkok/ Phuket trip in Feb/Mar 2010.
12) Still undecided over Uni.
13) Blog's dying.
14) Blog was dead for a while, much like MJ (though he's really gone, RIP)
15) Oh, iPod Touch got stolen, replaced it with a previous gen Nano for running.
16) Music's an escape, so is alcohol.
17) Bro's back from Vietnam, hearing him speak Viet is weird.
18) Mum's still overseas.
19) Thank god it's friday.
20) Still plays mahjong.
21) The next post probably won't come anytime soon.
22) If you visit this blog STILL, please tag so I still know people come to this blog.

Cheers.

scribbled this at 2:25 pm by kS

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Ok, a tribute post to Michael Jackson.






Come on, it's not everyday that a legendary King of Pop passes away, you got to give it to him for what he had done to change the world's music.


Ok and

scribbled this at 12:06 am by kS

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Darn it's been so long... lol..

scribbled this at 6:38 am by kS

Monday, December 15, 2008

Thank you. You have registered for adidas Sundown Marathon 2009 successfully. The Confirmation Slip below is for your reference. Please kindly print it out for your race pack collection.

Training will commence soon!! :D

scribbled this at 1:07 pm by kS

Monday, December 08, 2008

DYING INSIDE TO HOLD YOU
Timmy Thomas

It's turning out just another day
I took a shower and I went on my way
I stopped there as usual
had a coffee and pie
when I turned to leave
I couldn't believe my eyes

standing there I didn't know what to say
without one touch
we stood there face to face

Chorus
(And) I was dying indside to hold you
I couldn't believe what I felt for you
dying inside I was dying inside
but I couldn't bring myself to touch you

you said hello then u asked my name
I didn't know if I should go all the way
inside I felt my life have really changed
I knew that it would never be the same

standing there I didn't know what to say
first time looked away when I whispered your name

Chorus 2x

one hello changed my life
I didn't believe in love at first sight
but you've shown me what is life
and I now I know my love (I know it's coming right)

Chorus (fade)

scribbled this at 3:56 pm by kS

Saturday, December 06, 2008

Viva La Vida (Death and All his Friends)
Coldplay
Life in Technicolour

I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own

I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing:
"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt, and pillars of sand

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
Once you know there was never, never an honest word
That was when I ruled the world

It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People couldn't believe what I'd become
Revolutionaries wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be king?

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest work
But that was when I ruled the world
(Ohhhh Ohhh Ohhh)

scribbled this at 9:13 pm by kS



Some updates for a rusty blog, I'm/I've just:

- Gotten my BLUE beret.
- Had my first happy hour in my entire OCS term so far.
- Know that I'm posted to Liason side of AI, aka, I'm going to be a Forward Observer.
- Realised how relieved I was that I didn't get into FATA.
- Switched bunks, reallocation since we're heading into specialised phase.
- Not looking forward to the next 6 weeks in bunk.
- Bored 'cos I don't know what to do.
- Missed my marksmanship by a mile.
- Gotten my 4th IPPT Gold in Pro term.
- Came back from Exercise Safari.
- Tired and twitch-y 'cos I've only got 3+4+3+3+5 = 18hours of sleep for the entire last week.
- Sick and tired of selfish people who sit aside and eye power.
- Realised how drunk people can be.
- Absolute Pear and Coke DOESN'T go well together.
- How sick of overnight mahjong he is this week (see above about the lack of sleep).
- Biding my time and can't wait to go into integrated phase.
- half looking forward to BattleKing.
- NOT looking forward to the 32km tactical route march.
- ESPECIALLY NOT looking forward to camou on and off again.

"LIFE'S NOT FAIR, SO SUCK IT UP!" - James Co (When he's high)

scribbled this at 3:31 pm by kS