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Sunday, November 22, 2009 3:13 PM

you used to be the reason, for my smile.

nono i dont want to go back work.
so many things to do. ok i mean so many things to do for this short week, and i dont want to be busy busy busy. i want to do things man man lai, i want to relax. haha. can?? =X
short week this coming week again, then friday is youth camp, then mon again another BIG submission at work. argh! when will all this stop.
work makes me thing of ppl i dont like. haha tats super frank. apparently there are some issues about him and can i bu yao ba ta fang zai yan li ma? can i close my eyes when i see him? can i walk pass him without having to fake a smile. eee ier dont like means dont like.
jing er yan zi, is wad my mum taught me. haha. its definitely a useful strategy. lol.
this month has been real REAL packed. november then december. then new year. SO FAST!
i need to clear 3 more days, so that i can carry forward my the other half of my leave next year. but when should i take them? aiyo. its coming december ready and i haven planned when to take. probably the really planning can only start after ***** tender is done.
leave women's encounter then leave then mc then annie 20th then youth camp, then band pracs then jy 21st chalet then papa's birthday then christmas cell bonding then christmas service then watchnight service then SO MANY THINGS!

i want to have holiday too can i? lol.
God is good. amen.

byebye!

Monday, April 13, 2009 9:39 PM

you used to be the reason, for my smile.

it was Easter Sunday ytd.
worship someohow directed clearly to me saying that He is Lord. He is risen from the dead. He is Lord.
i thought i had loosen faith.
i thought i didnt want to believe anymore.
i thought i didnt want to pray to Him again.
but He changed me- again.

a song to share:
-Beautiful Saviour

Jesus
Beautiful Saviour
God of all majesty
Risen King

Lamb of God
Holy and Righteous
Blessed redeemer
Bright morning star

All the heavens shout your praise
all creation bows to worship you

How wonderful, How beautiful
Name above every name, exalted high
How wonderful, How beautiful
Jesus your name, name above every name
Jesus

I will sing forever
Jesus i love You. Jesus i love you.

it was ytd. SP shared that it was Easter day that God made us victorious in His name. it was Him who sacrificed His son on the cross for us, to wash away of our sins. it was Him who made us free man of the world today. it was Him who gave us this freedom. it was Him.

SP lawrence called for alter calling after the message. he was callling, or rather he said that the Holy Spirit is calling to the 3 groups of people out there.
1. pre believers who have accepted Christ earlier on, after saying the sinner's prayer.
2. those who wants to re-dedicate their lives to God. those needs hope, those who wants to re-dedicate their faith to God.
3. those with sicknesses that need God's divine healing upon them.

i wanted to go. i actually WANTED to go.

im so foolish.
i should have trusted Him more.
i should have more faith in Him.
keep me there please, God. Amen.

byebye

Thursday, March 19, 2009 12:30 AM

you used to be the reason, for my smile.

Happy Birthday to myself! haha.
thanks everyone for their wishes and gifts. i just want to remember them. i want to remember the moments and memories spent together. i want to remember all.

yesterday 17 march.
Out with cathy meow at hokkaido hotpot and we got ourselves a free dessert on the house given by the manager. haha. so honoured! =)
movie at night and homed.

18 March 2009.
Dinner at Sakura international buffet at downtown east with parents & him. after that went to take NEOPRINT photo together! hahahaha. like finally so happy la. after that headed straight to AMK mac (in the park) to meet lewis and angeline, & i've got icecream from them yeah! hahaha. =)
will post up the neoprint photo if possible. lol.

now looking forward to be with them. 21st March. Movie & dinner again! yeah! =)

thanks everyone!
i just want to remember all, not leaving out ANYONE.
i want to keep everything i have of you guys. all the memories.

byebye!
=D

Wednesday, February 04, 2009 1:42 PM

you used to be the reason, for my smile.

I dont want to worship from afar,
Drawing closer to you, is my only desire.

You're the one that i've been longing for
Let me dwell in Your presence
To worship and adore

I fall on my knees
Lord im yearning for you alone.

Deep calls to deep
Lord i know there must be more.

Show me Your face O Lord
Make my heart pure as gold
Standing in awe of You
Your love it surrounds me forever

Show me Your face O Lord,
I want to know You more
I want to stay, right here with You, all of my days.

Wednesday, January 07, 2009 1:23 PM

you used to be the reason, for my smile.

went to ph sec for his orientation thing ytd. everything was like a reminisce of secondary sch life.
the surroundings the feel everything.
more imptly, i think it just made me miss band more. haha. tat day at glass house already mentioned abit on going back cvss, now its just makes me confirm want to go back.

everything that came to my mind, were all at its wrong places, wrong settings.
im missing it.

anyway again im bounded by situations around me.
when can i ever be alone, on my own?

byebye
you want me yet you dont want me to
so what do you want of me?

Tuesday, January 06, 2009 12:01 PM

you used to be the reason, for my smile.

i want to fill up those emptiness.
lol.

i want to read & SWIM!
exercise!

and little nonya!
haha. going crazy over it.

byebye!

Sunday, January 04, 2009 7:29 PM

you used to be the reason, for my smile.

when it comes to responsibility, what is yours and what is not yours?
am i trying to do something that is beyond me?
message at service today just reminded me of certain things, that it may be MY responsibility, or may be not.
studies, families, or even friends?
many many more.

byebye