I've nothing much to do now. Cabbed to school today with my money. MY OWN MONEY. that's why i only had a few bucks left to eat. I hate jams. thats why i took cab. contradicting much? hur hur. anyways, cabbed to opp sch bus stop and walked in. i sweated like boomz. the sun just kept following wherever i went.


measured the layouts and did the webpage photo. and watched jia hao yue yuan and browse thru a page of japanese artists with plastic surgery. goodness, Koda Kumi was least expected. I know Ayumi did, but KodaKumi?! She looked like she is pretty 'by nature'. Anyways for jia hao yue yuan, i completed 32 and 33 was ruined by idk how! watched till the 19.32min. see, after when everyone return back to school, we have no more freedom, no more space to shit, no more space to walk!


anyways, had a lot of fatty foods. gonna get fats blockage on heart alr if i continue like this. had pepper lunch, cookie, FRENCH FRIES! argh. and i can't wait for 5.15pm. that's the time when i start to pack my stuffs. it's only 4.42pm now. long still.


can't wait for friday. hope to go for gig, and hope to go drinking. sigh. see how. and the following day will be WORK WITH MELANIEEEEEEEEE. days are passing so fast. means we will graduate SOON. real SOON. joyful not?

Hello Earthlings! I am finally here to blog after years. Spent quite a lot of time doing nothing, basically just listening to music, watching shows and doing work. Life's mundane like that. Watched flash mob done by Singaporeans at Orchard and i had all the goosebumps suddenly and IMMEDIATELY. the dance was so planned out. it wasnt like how it was mentioned; 'walking randomly and danced out from nowhere'. It's obvious all were planned out weren't it? Anyways, i love the music. HAHAHAHHA



Anyways, recent stuffs like watching Haeundae with my sister was another thing i did. Walked the whole Jurong Point tooooooo.
Gonna spend money like crazy this Sunday. I MAKE SURE I DO SO.

I've just blogged somewhere in Korean. You might not see it. Or you might never ever get to. I mean, if you can understand it, it's a different story. Haha. Trying ways to improve writing and sentence structure and so i guess that was the most convenient and practical for me. I shall continue doing that until. i. get. sick. and. bored. of. it. Hopefully not. Annyeongg~

HOW CAN YOU NOT LIKE THIS CUTIE?!

okay. anyway. i startedwork at 2pm today. hahaha. 2PM! OMG. okay. and so, i made a new friend! great. haha. a very very very nice person to talk to. :) the very first thing i did when i reached work place is BELGIUM WAFFLE. so, i did one once i put my bags down. afterwhich, another 2 orders of belgium waffle came. i just hate doing belgium waffle. not only cos i can't eat it, i have to withstand the almost 250 deg celsius heat. zz. and so, i thought i can rest after that. a banana split and 36437894387 milk shake orders came. i didnt really serve for single scoops though. and someone bought a 280 bucks voucher! HOW COOOOOOL! so eventually, our sales increased.


i'm so sorry, but i am going to end writing. music bank is just so tempting! no. i mean the winner. which is 2NE1!! :D

tell me how many times are we all given chances time and again?
if so, is it still alright to give multiple times of mercy?
we all are living in a world full of misleading possibilities.
maybe that will be the excuse you will plead for forgiveness?


i have many questions in my mind.
too many you feel too fed up to ask.
even for me, it is too much to be pondered over.


i have been wasting my life. every second of my life spent by wasting was purely due to laziness. or maybe i should just treat it as wasting it happily and fruitfully? i have no mood to study anything apart from foreign languages. weird huh? i can spend time writing korean essays, studying and practising hiragana charts; keeping myself occupied with things i love to do isin't that bad right?


however, time is not enough for me. time is never enough. life is too short for us to hate others. i think i just spent that useless amount of time, recently. enough said. if you know, you'll know. she should just not exist. oh great, i just spent that 2 seconds of time letting her image and words flow through my mind.


i hope i'll change. to a better person and stop wasting life like this. i hope school will be better for me. you know, friends just play part of important role in your studies. i don't wish that history will repeat itself. period

haha hurray! blogger is so sucky now again...............


okay anyway, just a quick one. I. AM. SO. DAMN. HAPPY! love TVXQ! a lot a lot a lot a lot. i mean, srsly. (eh read jiu read, don't come and kpkb, okay :))


i just finished watching the first dvd and all i was sitting on my comfy chair watching the 2 hours of stuffs they did during the Saipan trip. and it was omg gorgeous and it looked so fun! too bad its in the states and i guess i won't have any chances of going there?? from seeing them pairing up playing soccer to archery to wake boarding to rock climbing and badminton- i would like to play too! obviously not in singapore though. so freakin hot. z. and hurray! i've got 5 more dvds to continue watching! so i'm carrying on the 2nd dvd about the bunch of noisy and playful boys after i blog finish. so. excited!


exams are over now and no...wait. only for 2 weeks? or might be even less than that. that sounds so...stressful. i hope i'll be energised after this short break. hopefully. and all i'll do this break will be sleep, eat and watch shows. i'll try doing exercises! hopefully. and sketch a bit to improve. hopefully. aiya hopefully i'll do what i say.


and in less than 24hours, it'll be MAYDAY'S DNA concerttttt! kinda excited though. i mean, standing in front watching a band sing and dance and maybe you'll just get hyped up along with them during the fast tempo songs. hahaha. and wow, 4 hours straight of music. nothing but music and fun!


i guess i'm really starting to save for Korea! HOPEFULLY.

so... isin't it cool to see that blogger is resuming back to its oh-so-cute and picture uploadable usual? okay cut off with this. it's freaking raining NOW! i just heard a damn loud thunder right after the lightning striked. wait, i feel hungry all of a sudden. hmmm.

anyway, here's an update of what i did the whole freakin' day today. total slacking. i slept at going 5am last night(dawn already..) and woke up at 3pm this afternoon. so i bathed and stuffs and wanted to go back to sleep i guess? and realised that ch173 got happy together 3! gosh that show almost made me lol. after the show ended, i couldnt rmb what i did though. i studied a bit of korean text and then had dinner. then my cousin came. so, thats when i watched ice age3, TWICE.


okay anyway, end of my whole day. i spent it, like this. so not productive at all! and i feel like eating prata now, damn. with curry. double damnit!


forget it, cos it is raining. hopeless for prata. T.T (my first ever time using this icon. zz)

TVXQ! FIGHTING!

anyway i'm going to collect my TVXQ! dvd already! together with the additional photobook and POSTER! so, i'm gonna tear off Jay Chou off my back door. Annyong. haha. and there's 2pm ad suju albums! can't wait. oh wait a min. they don't belong to me anyway. hahas. I NEED MONEY FOR FOOD AND CLOTHES!

I spent one hour just to get this blogskin made slightly nicer. hmmm. idk how is this looking for you all. and i spent like half an hour to choose the songs. all are slow songs, suitable for reading blog and listening to it at the same time as well. i wanted to post up some photos but blogger, once again, moodswing. so i have to wait till next time. hmmm.


these days my mood arent as good as it used to be. i think maybe its due to the news i see from allkpop. it was horrendous anyway. 12th sept. make it a good day before my birthday please. i just want things to be settled amiacably and don't disband. i'll just break down if they do, i mean, all Cassies do.


I'll always keep the faith for you guys.
Peace, Love and TVXQ!

hello all.

gosh it just felt like holidays now after these 4 carefree days! i have no mood for any homework/projects/exams related stuffs. i didnt even know i have not started bpm proposal. like, its a whole load of crap. it's a correct choice for those who left pdi, isint it? 무엇이든지. i am still in it, so i shouldnt make it sound so worst.


anyway, i've been in blogger for at least an hour. i should just stop typing since i am so not interested in blogging by leaving it there dangling. 무슨..

wtf is happening to blogger. almost everytime i wanna blog, the blogger new post page always cock up one!!

but whatever, i am in a good mood today. in real good mood. my patience actually made me realised that there's actually another shop selling dbsk vol3 at 74! i am happy, very happy! and next up is regarding the disbandment of dbsk which made me feel really restless these days. but hey! they are not gonna do so!(according to allkpop) so yeah, DBSK MANSEH! hahahahhahaa goshgoshgosh! and this sat is my gonna be lovely day cos i'll be collecting my aatvxq book! i'l gonna find a bookstore which caters to books wrapping. i'm so gonna wrap it up like pri sch kids cos i heard that the cover won't be thick. hell yes, dbsk manseh!


back to my health topic. i am glad that i am able to eat as per normal already. (this morning, i had a pancake and soya bean milk) nomally you see, i am only able to eat one mouthful of food. taking for example yesterday night, my family had steamboat. and yes. i love steamboats and normally i can eat up to 2 bowls of white rice with vegetables and meat filled up in my bowl.... but sad to say, i only had one small bunch of pathetic golden mushroom and a few grain of rice. after chewing and swallowing, the feel came again. V-O-M-I-T. so, i stayed away from the kitchen. zz. the rest of my food was poured away.


i think i am totally wasting a lot of food these days. still countable though.
since wed my dinner was one mouthful of food.
thursday got worse. i skipped breakfast cos whenever i see food, i just feel like vomiting. lunch and dinner was countable. one mouthful each and then i threw everything away after that.
friday. supposed to have korean class! and that was the day where i went to different clinics, polyclinic and then to emerg unit. i didnt bring my phone along, so i couldnt contact my friend that i wont be able to make it.
at nuh canteen, i had 3 spoons of fish porridge. haha. slight increase in appetite.
sat. one spoonful each meals.
sunday. i thought my appetite will be well. so i told my mom i wanted to eat unagi. yes. after cooking, i took 3 small pieces( thought i could finish it) and i threw away after eating 2.
so yes, went to the doctor's at night again. same doctor which prescribed me the 'side effect' medicine. she was shocked after i told her that the side effects came to me! and well, she took note of it alr.


and guess what! I DROPPED A KILO!:)


and tadahhhh! this morning( i mean noon since its alr 1 plus) is too good for me! i can eat as per normal after eating the NORMAL med she gave. hahaha. so yea? clinics seem to be like a school to me eh? 6 days since i went to school.


i can't wait for tmr! *I MISS SCHOOL*! period.

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